Kennedy Betts

Kennedy Betts - Brave New Dawn ("Set Adrift on Memory Bliss" by P.M. Dawn instrumental) Know that I’m a sinner but don’t wanna be a hypocrite An inner lie is multiplied every time you’re telling it Found my way on Twitter and remembered have to pivot and Again I’m seeking Truth while I’m chilling with the misfits They bunch of cartoons who are running in the race and They’re not really cartoons cause I’ve seen a few faces They’re really just baboons who enjoy throwing sh*t at each other We’re no different than another If you fighting with the Christ then I say you are my brother I don’t care what f***ing color But the race is pretty dark Cause the gate is narrow and the path is hard Got a cross on my back and a Sword in my heart I don’t wanna wage war but I’m not at peace Am I trying to impress or am I tryna be me Am I stuck in the past or am I finally free Am I actually relaxed or just running with the weed Doing all these mental laps at extraordinary speeds Going nowhere fast until I can face the beast in myself It’s a cell, but I know I got the key But every time I disobey it’s like I’m crucifying He I’m a liar, I’m a killer, I’m a fraud, I’m a cheat But I don’t want to admit it cause my pride is killing me Cause my thoughts are dark, look at my mentality How can I be Light when I’m so far underneath Always wanna be right but I’m so afraid to be Judged or Loved or anything in between All I want is what’s Above but I’m not even the least deserving Cause I wrestle with serpents, but still get bit And now I understand why Adam and Eve hid They gained knowledge of themselves The reality of sin Aware of their nakedness they were clothed with skin And I’m just another man in this line of lineage We’re all cursed from the first, but can overcome our sin That’s the walk that I’m on, I’m tired of giving in My body is so weak, but my spirit thirsts for Him My body is so weak, but my spirit thirsts for Him Nobody understands me so Iʼll put it all in pages Theyʼll misinterpret anyway, and have throughout the ages Cause people only see a reflection of what their cage is And Iʼm not going back to mine, Iʼve been outside the matrix Thereʼs a serpent that is lurking to devour all the caged in The bars are made of fear and the floor is paved with hatred Holds you down like gravity, itʼs a weight you always take with But the cage is a cloud you can wipe away and make it Disappear into the air, fade away like a vapor Though the venom of the viper‘s a pretty powerful agent But you only get infected if you choose to go and take it Itʼs a liar in your mind, if you fear it, it will say it Because it feeds off of you and what you choose to put your faith in If itʼs fear you fuel the serpent, and solidify the caging But if you see through the mist, youʼll find the stairs out of the basement The judgement that you give is the same one that you are faced with The mind is a mirror, you can only see your face and the path into the Light is a path that requires patience going through many phases on many different occasions Learning from your mistakes, while learning just how to face em This is my apocrypha, this is my affirmation This is my exodus, this is my exclamation This is my apocalypse, this is my affidavit Of how to beat the darkness and overcome Satan Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the Son of God I said Jesus Christ of Nazareth is the Son of God

6. se7en [prod. Y. Rune] (Forest footsteps) (Scrambled chatter) 7 levels 7 tiers 7 layers 7 seals 7 heavens 7 years triple 6 look in the mirror if you look back connect the tracks you’ll see a map that i’ve amassed and then a path carved in my rap darker than black the cup of wrath Metaphysical mysteries Contained in these symphonies Of lyrical imagery Layered like in a dream The meaning is in between these lines everything is in these rhymes opened up my eyes so wide so i go and i just write (Pen Scribbling) down what i vision and i speak what i witness on a beat to be listened give away what i’m given for free but whether you understand that’s another story i’ve done everything i can I’ve given you every piece but now you’ve got to go and find out what they mean for yourself, go alone its a pretty narrow street its a pretty long dive and it goes pretty deep its a pretty dark journey but it works like bleach where the Light is birthed and the Spirit can breathe to be clothed in white you gotta walk through trees with the shadows and the Flame be refined by He when the layers peel all that’s left is me when you fight yourself only one casualty but inside yourself is the path to be free 7 levels 7 tiers 7 layers 7 seals 7 heavens 7 years triple 6 look in the mirror the accuser's in yourself so thats why you’ve gotta die he hides behind the “i” in the depths of your mind feeding you these thoughts these images and these lies Projecting situations that aren’t even alive Running simulations to keep you trapped inside but when you see the Truth you start walking towards the Light a path through the woods in the middle of the night going through the stages before you can reach the flight going through the phases i put them all in my rhymes not quite a chronicle but interwoven through time so tell me what is the Kingdom? and where does it reside? only after you die with Christ can you rise 7 levels 7 tiers 7 layers 7 seals 7 heavens 7 years triple 6 look in the mirror 7 levels 7 tiers 7 layers 7 seals 7 heavens 7 years the 7th day He will appear (Forest footsteps)

16. ∞ [prod. Syndrome] (Forest footsteps) it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ you’re caught up in the past and stopped moving your feet now an anchor’s attached pulling you underneath but if you face the pain then you’ll see what i mean cause you’ve been running all along tryna flee from the scene from everything that went wrong and everything that made you bleed but when you run away all you do is delay the only Way to Peace you were made to be free the only way to beat this is you’ve gotta believe cause everyone is bound by the spiritual laws But not everyone can see past the physical walls But when you get a glimpse, start to spiritually crawl Then you spiritually walk, and eventually jog Then even learn to run on your way to be One With the Godhead, God’s Son the odyssey’s sung in different octaves, gnostic prophecies hummed the only Way to overcome is to walk til you’re done on the Walk to Infinity ∞ it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ you’ll go through a lot of growth you’ll be tested and tried as you continue the Walk on your way to the Light through the forest and the rapids but the trials refine you just gotta persevere pushing through the hard times all the pain cultivates a brighter Light when you shine as you’re going through the layers and the seals in your mind there’s a total of se7en but they can be hard to find everybody is a sinner nobody who can deny and that is why the valley of the shadow of death lies in wait descending down to death’s gate the Light is raptured Resurrected, third day I’ve seen the mirror | ɿoɿɿim and I’ve merged the space on the Walk to Infinity ∞ it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ My mission is to help people to escape the prison I’m standing outside alone, throwing stones at your window Singing songs of Love To turn enemies into Piccolo, Vegeta, and even Gaara like Naruto When foes turn to friends that’s when Love it really shows When a man’s born again and filled with that Holy Ghost I was born in ‘96 and again at 18 I’ve been walking ever since Now I’m 23 But my spirit is an 8 That’s Infinity When you rotate it Exactly 90 degrees On the Earth my name is Only known as Kennedy But beyond the horizon There is more to my identity This is who I’m meant to be Mentally I’ve seen where my path it leads I map it out lyrically It’s painted red between the trees Cause every step’s a song I bleed I wrote through my insanity But I wrote it for more than me To help people after I leave and if I only help one that is good enough for me it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ the Walk is through your consciousness where you go from the top all the way to the bottomless then resurfacing up after you conquer the ominous and you gain a new cognizance but the path isn’t prominent so i painted with consonance as i wrote it in documents and I spoke through esophagus to reveal it to populace so that people can follow it but only if you pursue the Truth over the hollowness but only a few will do that’s the nature of Godliness if you wait for apocalypse then you might not accomplish it you’ve been reading the book but you haven’t walked with the Providence so you misunderstand the words that you quote with pure confidence misinterpreted prophet is probably the most common thing on the Walk to Infinity ∞ it’s the Walk to Infinity ∞ (Forest footsteps) (Welcome Home) (Heavenly Strings) (Tape clicks)

12. Resurrection [prod. schiavs] (Tomb opening) (Angels singing) (Hums) Look at my scars I put in the work Look at my heart What have you heard? My fight against dark I put it in words this is the part where heroes emerge when facing death we see so clearly all that is, was, and will be Love is the only Love can you show me Love how to Love how to see not to judge so easily quick to listen slow to speak out of touch and out of reach wake me up to reality strip away the lies i believe through the forest the path i lead expose my heart and let it bleed (Hums) Look at my scars I put in the work Look at my heart What have you heard? My fight against dark I put it in words this is the part where heroes emerge when facing death we see so clearly all that is, was, and will be Love is the only Love can you show me Love The mysteries will be revealed To those who seek and thirst for Truth The ones who need to know No matter what it costs or what they’ll lose Cause what they gain’s Eternal Fruit And all the pain is Wisdom’s bruise They learn to Love, which is the proof They walked the path, in their own shoes Look at my scars I put in the work Look at my heart What have you heard? (Love) My fight against dark I put it in words this is the part where heroes emerge (Love, Love) Emerged from the darkness Crown on my head Was made of thorns Became gold when I bled Walked with my cross Til I’m covered in red Had to die first Before I could ascend Resurrection He said follow Him Resurrection I was dead now I live

10. descension [prod. YZ] (Elevator descending) (Elevator door opening) (Instrumental) It’s been a long time since I felt right i could even tell you what hell’s like cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise It’s been a long time since I felt right i could even tell you what hell’s like cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise do you understand why the Christ said “Father, why have you forsaken me?” on the cross bout to die the man looked in the sky then He exhaled finally crucified in the ninth hour of the night stabbed in His side then they took down the body but the Life already left but instead of going up It descended down for three days and nights but then He rose again after overcoming Death and He specifically said a little bit before He left to take your cross and follow Me do you understand why the first phrase was said? do you know what it means to feel the weight of Death? where your soul sinks so deep inside your chest to the pit where the worm and the flame is bred where God turns His back, and the despair sets in and day after day you’re tortured within as your facing terror, the serpent it grins you’re barely hanging on, only by a thread but you don’t give in, and you rise again after you conquer Death, the same way Christ did cause He was the first, but that was not the end see the last words, the first verse i said [Jesus of Nazareth 1977] (Jesus Christ: I have come to take on my shoulders the sins of the world… he who would follow Me must do the same.) cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise It’s been a long time since I felt right i could even tell you what hell’s like cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise He said to take your cross and follow Him imm a explain why in the following using x and y and equations graph it on the board don’t erase it revealing the Door you gotta face it nobody runs for you in a race and you gotta walk the path that He did going through what’s described in Revelations I can only gives clues bout the maze and everybody walks at a different pace and you gotta see for yourself really seek it but many misinterpret what the Bible means cause religion boxed in blinded Pharisees or they got a glimpse but didn’t move their feet i’ve been there, done that so i’m just as guilty but the more you walk, journey to the deep the more you understand, the more the Truth will speak the more the layers peel, the more that you will see and every step you go another piece received and every piece you get you think that it’s complete but its more complex than you can perceive the first step is easy, all you do is believe but that’s not the end, that’s just the entry now you’re on the Walk to Infinity (∞) It’s been a long time since I felt right i could even tell you what hell’s like cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise It’s been a long time since I felt right i could even tell you what hell’s like cause i descended down here only last night just a little longer before i’ll rise

5. layers [prod. Chef Major] (Forest footsteps) you’re afraid to feel what you really feel cause that means letting go of what you pretend is real you don’t want to show who’s behind the veil who’s behind the walls when the layers peel I’m dying to fear I’m dying to death the layers they peel so tell me what’s left (Love) we fear letting go we fear the unknown but even when it is we fail to grab hold cause we fear the steps when the facts are shown cause the same thing happens when we move a zone one thing wilts and another’s grown like a seed that cracks but a root is sewn and when some time has passed then the bud is shown then the bud rolls back for a flower’s rose or when a muscle’s torn then it’s built back up stronger than before this is nature’s core the natural cycle of changing forms when one thing’s born one thing must die we’re not afraid of Life but we fear the line that connects the two and we fear the time being in-between the changing of tides like a roller coaster it’s a ride going through the layers inside the mind going through the heart to see where it lies going through the seals to become the Light going through the Death to become the Life going through the layers inside the mind going through the heart to see where it lies going through the seals to become the Light going through the Death to become the Life I’m dying to fear I’m dying to death the layers they peel so tell me what’s left (Love) you’re afraid to feel what you really feel cause that means letting go of what you pretend is real you don’t want to show who’s behind the veil who’s behind the walls when the layers peel (Breath) (Forest footsteps)

11. darkness [prod. YZ] (Instrumental) (25 seconds and counting and Apollo 13 is go T-minus 20 seconds, t-minus 20 seconds and counting 17…15,14,13,12,11) The darkness tries to kill me The darkness tries to kill me The darkness tries to kill me But I am Light How long you been after me? since i was born you’ve knocked on my door with elaborate strategies to enter my mind keep telling me lies like “you’re better off with me” but i know the Truth i know that you will never capture me cause I know my destiny I know my destiny i’ve seen it plenty I wrote it in melodies drew it on LSD fulfill the prophecy you try to copy me you are the other me opposite colored leaves you are the shadow that touches my feet but you will never touch me actually cause shadowy figures imaginary they change and reshape based on what I believe the shadows of doubt the shadows of fear the shadows they shout the shadows feel real but i’m not about to kneel down to fear i’m on my way out the rapture is here (Breath)

15. what i’ve seen [prod. Manestoo] You don’t know what I have seen You don’t know what I have seen Put it in these melodies I just want you to see it Because I’ve received revelations and dreams Visions, epiphanies Awakened the many pages Containing the prophecies And I’ve been patiently waiting To put it all on a beat been facing the many demons Been shaking inside my sheets I have seen the face of darkness Chasing after my feet The slithering serpent From Genesis chapter 3 Deceiving Adam and Eve The venom is in it’s teeth Deception is what he breathes And even until this day History seems to repeat But I do not believe Just because of what I read Just because somebody preached But I speak what I have seen What i have experienced For myself, what I bleed I put it onto the screen Nobody taught my belief I don’t parrot other people I tweet from a different tree I drink from a different stream I am living in the world But I am a different breed A different mentality You don’t know what I have seen You don’t know what I have seen Put it in these melodies I just want you to see it Because I have seen The Light of God that’s in man I’ve been to the center Soul There’s so much to understand There’s so much that isn’t told So much misinterpreted There is so much that gets lost Because of our religion But God’s not in the box The Light is in the children The Light of God that was dead The Light of God resurrect And said we would do the same by following in His steps Put crosses into our hands And said to follow the Way I AM in order to live First you gotta face the death Everything is gonna die But when did your inner kid? In Innocence you arrived but trauma’s inflicted Inducing the separation Producing a sick head A sick soul inside a body, everybody’s sick bed And the sickness is the fear that leads to the hatred So walk back to the beginning To kill the inner division That’s been keeping you from being United with the Divinity You don’t know what I have seen You don’t know what I have seen Put it in these melodies I just want you to see it

14. E.O.T.S. [prod. NiNETY8] (evolution of the soul The evolution of the soul) Ascending dimensions but I am still just a peasant who’s spreading everything he’s learned From the dirt to the Heavens The pure in heart are the tenants But there is no need to rent it Cause the land was already Bought with the blood of the Shepard He said to follow the Way The path that He has presented But people don’t want the hurt People only want the blessing But that’s not how it works Reverse the words that I mentioned Because the hurt’s always first The pain is the souls compression Refining the inner person Until he can see the Heavens Like how the birth of a bird is from falling down from the nest and a caterpillar’s chrysalis leads to danaus plexippus how the Christ was crucified, but then came the resurrection can you clearly hear the message of the patterns that are present? there’s growth and then there’s regression then more of the first and second but every time around you see differently through the lenses experiences have lended the ups and downs with the lessons cause everything’s for your good but only if you accept it cause every time you fall it’s followed by a redemption Anxiety, depression All the pain that has been testing you Suicidal thoughts all up inside of your mental, who On this earth can say that they have walked inside your leather shoes The memories and scars you hold, The pain you feel is not meant to Harden your heart and make you cold It’s meant to make a better you It breaks you down then builds you up The patterns of the spiral Dove (evolution of the soul The evolution of the soul) The pain it teaches you to Love When you embrace it And you face it Every handshakes like a hug But when you try to run from it It follows you just like the sun And everything you try to bury Rises back from where you dug So turn around And face the dark You must go down, to ascend up and to get out, you have to start by going in to your own heart enter into the deepest parts (evolution of the soul The evolution of the soul) There are 3 parts These 3 are One The body, mind and soul are from The Father, Spirit, and the Son Reverse respectively above Body’s emotion, mind is thought The soul’s the core of Who You Are You must go back Where you begun Cause as of now the filters on, 3 images Derived from one 3 colors divided By sum By frequency the hum of hertz The resonance Of trauma’s curse Refracting Light Into the thirds Split from pain The wall emerged Mirror, mirror Image blurred Reflecting back a past, disturbed A reflection of what you fear the worst and then it spoke You saw and heard So you ran away Cause you feared the words And you feared the sight Of what you thought you were projections form From the division And what you see’s an internal vision but the more you ran The division grew Into RGB Red, green, and blue The separation Gives three different hues But when you turn around And you start to move Then the colors start To revert too and every step you take is like an undo Pulled to the center They come back together As you merge the space to a W Cause what was two Is now one dude you walk right through The mirror of Truth Now a single eye Full of Light, you Learned to Love See the White hue (evolution of the soul The evolution of the soul)

7. mirror | ɿoɿɿim [prod. Vika] (Forest footsteps) it’s all a mirror its getting clearer can’t you see What goes around comes around a universal fact there’s many names for it karma, others attached but whatever you put out Is what is reflected back Your thoughts and your words they are powerful attacks And your physical acts Are just internal energy Condensed to a form That give birth to the entity Two sides of a coin they’re the same thing anyway We judge people by the deeds that they’ve committed We say they’re worse than us cause they did what we didn’t But clearly you don’t get it The thought and the deed are not actually different Cause all murder is is hatred manifested if hate’s in your heart then you should be arrested Like the rest that you judge Cause your guilty by yourself and Another example Someone cheats on their spouse We judge them as bad but what’s in our own house? If lusts in our mind then we cheated too But you say it’s not cheating unless you actually do But can’t you see the Truth? What’s in your heart’s the seed and the deed is the fruit The two are the same thing, they are not exclusive We wanna say we’re good, but look where the proof is judge others by their actions, and ourselves by intentions We remove the facts for our own exemption cause We wanna be better than the person next to us They’ve killed, cheated, stolen, and lied But we’ve done the same thing in our mind So we are all the same, no matter how you swing it we’ve all made mistakes, raise your hand if you didn’t Nobody is better and nobody is worse He killed a man, but you have also cursed A man to his death while in a hateful burst Inside of your chest, you did the same as the first your perception of the other‘s a reflection of yourself how you judge another is how you condemn yourself it’s always reflected back cause there is nobody else at the center of the soul there is only the Self you only receive what you’re ready to understand you can only see what you’re ready to comprehend you can only go as deep as you have experienced into the soul, everything’s a mirror, it’s like a window to the simple complex web of reality the quantum realm depth energy’s gravity pulling in objects cerebral cortex perceiving the concepts Can you see the true Connection As you're breaking through the lenses Everything is a projection So go merge with your reflection Meet me at the Waterfall of Truth like in Naruto Shippuden (ep. 243 - 245) sit down on the ground and wait to see your true version come face to face with darkness that has been deeply rooted you try to fight yourself but you both have the same moves and an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth is not how you overcome, but the reason you keep losing Love those who hate you that is what the Truth is when you accept the pain that is when you can transmute it it’s all a mirror its getting clearer can’t you see it’s all a mirror its getting clearer can’t you see when i see myself oh i know i wanna feel warm and not cold i wanna feel Loved and at Home I wanna be Love where i go i wanna show Love to lost souls I wanna bring change through my notes i wanna make waves like tidal and defy the age like vinyl it’s all a mirror its getting clearer can’t you see it’s all a mirror (Can you see the true Connection) its getting clearer (As you're breaking through the lenses) (Everything is a projection) (So go merge with your reflection) can’t you see (Glass breaks)

4. persevere | back 2 Self [prod. D'Artizt] (Forest footsteps) i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah I'm talking bout hardships When life sinks your heart ship Having your mind split the same time, your heart rips then you find yourself with a thought like i quit but no, this is the part when you stand up, regardless harness the will to keep marching through marshes when you are starving when you are parched and pen to the parchment give it like bartend for free, no cost man flow not from faucet got it from God man God is the Tree God is the All man God is the Self I hear Him calling me, yeah God is the remedy gives me the energy to make it through another day, every day i fight the enemy inside of Kennedy going through memories my journey’s a melody day and night it’s a fight (back 2 Self) inside my heart and mind (back 2 Self) i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah (continue to flow whatever the weather) cause i’ve felt the sun and i’ve felt the rain i’ve felt the wind blowing in change i’ve felt the joy And i’ve felt the pain i’ve felt the Love And I’ve felt the hate i am just trying to integrate merge with the Light into the day i will not lie yeah I’m afraid but i won’t stop i turned off the brakes no matter what i have to face i persevere i grow and i change back to the Self from where i came fall seven times but i stand up eight i never give up i never forsake i never lose hope i never lose faith that is my power this is my fate i’m walking my path and yeah it is strange they say that i’m mad they say I’m insane and maybe i am but thats why i'm great my madness is magic we’re breaking the cage there’s sadness and tragic stuff in my brain it beats in my heart it flows through my veins i pour out my soul i paint on the page but my music different this isn’t the same i don’t even play but i’m changing the game got multiple speeds i got multiple lanes i got what they need and i give it away day and night it’s a fight (back 2 Self) i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah (it’s a journey to the Self) it took me years to look in the mirror acknowledge the dark behind my appearance acknowledge the scars the pain i was fearing then put it in art for people to hear it each day that i battle my spirit is clearing my spirit unravels the layers are peeling the snake tries to rattle i fight it with lyrics i travel, i babble i’m grappling with it but fear has no power except what you give it my heart is so fragile i put in it rhythm I scribble, I scrabble, write glyphics a little i carve it in gravel I speak in these riddles i hope that you get it the meaning is simple don’t ever give up that Naruto symbol day and night it’s a fight (back 2 Self) inside my heart and mind (back 2 Self) i persevere i’ll never give up, no i persevere continue to row, yeah back 2 Self it’s a journey to the Self, yeah back 2 Self it’s a journey to the Self, yeah you gotta go a little if you wanna go awhile you gotta take a step if you wanna walk a mile you gotta get real low if you wanna get much higher don’t ever give up, that perseverance style (Forest footsteps)

1. Eternal Prelude [prod. D'Artizt] (Tape clicks) (Ocean waves) we wanna be good we wanna be pure and do what we should right from the start we wanna be True and be Who We Are but in this world you drift to the shore a shallow surface leads to the dark searching for purpose running from scars but Higher Greatness is in the Heart cause I AM with you right at the Core and I’ve been waiting We’ve been apart So turn around and look at Me come back Home start to move your feet cause You are Love made to be Free cause we were born in Infinity then separated from it got placed in a time where we gotta climb the summit to go back to the past to get back to the Future Death cannot be maneuvered watered down or diluted cause Satan went and done it Satan started the War Divided inside the Heart a violet iris transformed when people left the Garden traumatized by the darkness obvious fear of death’s been keeping us from embarking back to where we were before we ever departed afraid of going down through the glacial subconscious fearing the change of bounds cause barriers and the crossings built like a maze through the things that have haunted we’ve had many memories leave many scars of harm making it harder to breathe but there’s a Door at the bottom of the ocean believe cause i found a wooden cross in the shape of a Key cause the only way to Heaven is a crucified me i don’t tell tall tales but i write what i’ve seen there’s an outline, shaped like a lowercase t the name plate’s on top left to right, what it reads (Kennedy…Betts) this is the only Door that leads to the Tree the River of Life where the Spirit breathes in the Realm of Light in the night of dream walking back to White to Infinity we wanna be good we wanna be pure and do what we should right from the start we wanna be True and be Who We Are but in this world you drift to the shore a shallow surface leads to the dark searching for purpose running from scars but Higher Greatness is in the Heart cause I AM with you right at the Core and I’ve been waiting you ran so far So turn around and look at Me walk through the mirror and then you’ll see that You Are Love made to be Free start walking to Infinity (∞) (Forest footsteps)

2. the Walk (cont.) [prod. River Beats] [Passion of the Christ: Garden of Gethsemane Scene] (Christ: Father, you can do all things. if it is possible, let this chalice pass from me… but let Your Will be done, not mine.) I’m barely surviving I’m barely afloat Through forests I’m fighting As I walk this road You’re looking for a Fountain That can quench your thirst It’s at the top of the Mountain Where the pain is perched And the base is pretty crowded Cause that page is first But the higher that you climb The more the crowd disperses Cause the higher that you go The more the pain gets worse And you’re thinking in your mind Wondering if it’s worth it you say you want the prize But don’t wanna put work in You wanna feel the high But don’t wanna feel the hurting I apologize, but that doesn’t exist so you cry and you yell as you’re waving your fist at the sky in your anger cause you just want the bliss not the pain that it takes to escape the abyss but it’s pain that does make the Light shine like this Takes the rain and the sun to grow a tree this thick you want the straight and easy path but you won’t find it cause every single odyssey, it is filled with this: Pain, pleasure Trash, treasure Change in a Day’s weather Rain, deserts Flames, blizzards Warm, shivers Thorns, rivers There’s stages and parts Phases like the moon The dawn is always after The night like snooze And the day proceeds But night comes back through how one page starts The same one ends soon Some pages are hard And some are written on loose One page breaks the heart While another makes it bloom Some chapters are long But they’re filled with they’re Truth Heavenly ever after Is the ending when you don’t lose hope in a moment Don’t lose hope when you’re broken But get up, keep going keep walking even when i’m barely surviving I’m barely afloat Through storms and the lightning Continue to row The Walk is a path of great pain The narrow gate is through the crucifixion With your own name Where you gotta die to your old ways Who you were before So you can make your way Back To Who You Are But what that means is facing your scars Overcoming the dark That has grown in your heart Ripping out the roots Many layers and parts But this is the Walk The only way to God It’s carrying your cross All the way to the top Make sure you count the cost So you can finish the job Cause carrying its a part but it’s not the whole sum you might stumble and fall But keep walking to Golgotha Cause the jobs not done til you die with the Son And if you never give up Then you will overcome and even when death comes you will rise above I’m barely surviving I’m barely afloat Through forests I’m fighting As I walk this road Through storms and the lightning Continue to row compressed to a diamond and refined like gold (Forest footsteps)

13. become One [prod. D-Low] I speak to the wind and the trees respond Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the birds and they chirp and humm Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the sea which I'm walking on Oo ooh oooooh I speak to God and He says be One Oo ooh oooooh Humans beings, were foolish We're stupid and flawed The moment we get more knowledge We think that we know it all We get a glimpse of the Truth don't even know what we saw Then we start to run our mouth Thinking we couldn't be wrong We try to define to God But it's like grasping at straws He won't fit it any box You've made with your mind's walls And you can never stand still When you hear the Spirit call It pulls you in to the Sound It speaks to you through the songs He'll give you more understanding As you take another step But you just gotta be patient keep on learning with the rest Just because you gained some wisdom Doesn't mean your finished yet It's a spiral to the Light With dark breathing on your neck The closer you get to Life the closer you get to death And you might not understand But just go the way you're lead you’ll see that there is a plan a path that you gotta tread the journey of a young man to become One in the end I speak to the wind and the trees respond Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the birds and they chirp and humm Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the sea which I'm walking on Oo ooh oooooh I speak to God and He says be One Oo ooh oooooh I was made in abyss Brought up to the surface writing along the way To fulfill a poetic purpose i’m breaking every box to show you that they are worthless don’t let people define you don’t let your mind confine you focus on what’s inside you all of the lies they blind you only the Light can find you Only the Truth is right fuel for your soul so what is the Truth? can you define it? do you have an image to help me find it? the Truth is the Truth no perfect way to write it always speaking to ya the spiritual Light is the Spirit of God the Spirit of Christ, can you recognize it calling you to become One I speak to the wind and the trees respond Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the birds and they chirp and humm Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the sea which I'm walking on Oo ooh oooooh I speak to God and He says be One Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the wind and the trees respond Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the birds and they chirp and humm Oo ooh oooooh I speak to the sea which I'm walking on Oo ooh oooooh I speak to God and He says be One Oo ooh oooooh

8. sinner [Reprod. by JDP] (Forest footsteps) i am a sinner who doesn’t want to sin again Lord forgive me Lord forgive me things I have done and said some times i need to be alone Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so can you crucify (me) can you crucify can you crucify (me) can you crucify I can feel the weight that Devastates the nations The weight of sin The wage is death It’s hard to walk With a heavy chest And I keep falling Every couple steps Wanna take a break Just to catch my breath But I can’t stop And I can’t rest Cause inside myself I see darkness Each morning I wake up I’m fighting the dark But I cannot do it alone anymore My songs tell a story My scars I have poured I gathered them as I was walking through forests I’m walking, I’m walking, I’m falling apart I’m crying and cut up from all of the thorns I’m tired and beat up from weathering storms The rapids of rivers on every floor I can feel the weight that Devastates the nations The weight of sin The wage is death It’s hard to walk With a heavy chest And I keep falling Every couple steps Wanna take a break Just to catch my breath But I can’t stop And I can’t rest Cause inside myself I see darkness i am a sinner who doesn’t want to sin again Lord forgive me Lord forgive me things I have done and said some times i need to be alone Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so can you crucify (me) can you crucify can you crucify (me) can you crucify the truth is that i’m not perfect but i hate making mistakes cause every time that i do it feels like i am far away (from you) deep inside a black hole that i cannot escape what the heck’s going on? i thought i already past this stage but the past repeats the past mistakes how can you be a hero with a villains cape how much can a villain get away with any way stuck inside the game don’t wanna play it every day cause it’s a dangerous game that we play with God but the danger is because the game is War with a deck of cards but we lack the hearts Got only black cards, 10’s our best score Cause the deck in our chest is mad poor And All the face cards are in God’s court Like some Royal Guards for the King’s Son And all the ace cards, we don’t got one every move made ends with God won Cause the Light’s Source is impenetrable Without your cross Its inevitable For the dark’s loss It’s the final boss i am a sinner who doesn’t want to sin again Lord forgive me Lord forgive me things I have done and said some times i need to be alone Cause if I continue my sinning then I would rather die I’ve been dirty for too long, and gone back too many times I don’t care what kind of pain it takes to make me into Light so can you crucify (me) can you crucify can you crucify (me) can you crucify How many times you gonna relapse? Where you reach back Cause you see that? Like a reflex To an itch you have And you keep scratching til you reach that how many times you gonna backslide? And commit the crime then lose your mind tryna justify? Cause you know the answer And you know the Truth so don’t try to hide you got no excuse it’s the not the time to try to act acute you’re not in the right you’re just an obtuse cause you know the Way but see what you do how they contradict’s a real issue and a hypocrite is not fit to lead the way nor equipped to and I’m not a fan of this you cause you sing a song and then switch tunes you walk this way then you switch shoes and you can’t hide cause I see through every lie cause I AM True In My Sight There’s nothing new you can’t deny what you still do In your mind What you pursue And because the sin is living in you the time has come I gotta kill you (Forest footsteps) (Falls) (The crucifixion)

3. the rapids [prod. Mattaveli] (Forest footsteps) (Door) Sometimes I go to the bathroom Just cause I need a break I sit down on the floor My hands cover my face Or i sit inside a stall Just trying to get some space I wanna cry but I'm torn Between what I feel and fake Cause I'm afraid to be seen In such a pitiful state while at work, or while at home Or some other public place I try to keep it together But man this is hard to take Don't even know what I feel but it's heavy weight its like walking through a swamp then suddenly, its a lake I was trekking now I'm treading As I'm pulled in by the waves i just grab onto a log As I start to drift away the walk turns to a jog as the current starts to change i look ahead, there’s rocks the river’s bearing it’s teeth and all i can do is hold onto this former tree I shut my eyes, they’re closed the flow, it quickens me a little bumpy at first Uncomfortable say the least But it's just gonna get worse first, definitely Before it gets better that is just how it be So i tighten up my grip As I bounce along the stream I'm smashing right into sticks And other kinds of debris but now its getting rough like a storm out in the sea the water’s starting to throw the rapids are at its peak im getting thrown up and down Then im pushed way underneath I go from this side to that Like a leaf trapped in the breeze I crash and cut my back i open my mouth to scream (Gasp for air) but right when i open it the water silences me it rushes into my lungs making it hard to breathe I’m choking, I’m struggling to cling to my sanity but that’s when i realize i no longer grip the tree I’m underneath the water and it’s pulverizing me it beats me to the dirt it’s breaking my arms and knees air bubbles leave my mouth as i fade into a dream I’m losing consciousness i start to see memories the past and the present start overlapping on me am i sinking to the bottom or surfacing toward the gleam? I’m detached from my sense Of self, this is extreme and it’s strange in this state how i start to feel at peace How much time has passed? It feels like eternity But it's only a moment Seconds, only 80 It's only one stage A phase of the journey (Cough) And then i feel it calm As the ground touches my feet i made it to the shore open my eyes to see more trees, more thorns the forest runs pretty deep how many more times will i see similar scenes Going through the spiral Stages seem to repeat not exactly the same But not completely discrete this journey is so hard been everywhere in between but i get up and walk the Spirit keeps calling me and I’m not gonna stop till every demon flees i know i’m getting close just don’t know how many weeks calluses on my hands and scars all over my feet don’t have any band aids so i write notes when i bleed (Washing hands) (Breath) (Paper towel rips) (Drying hands and face) (Breath) (Door) (Forest footsteps)

9. the valley of the shadow of death [prod. Samoth Wole] [Passion of the Christ: Christ and two others crucified] (Gesmas: If you are the Son of God, why don’t You save yourself? Prove to us…that You are who You say You are.) (Dismas: We deserve this, Gesmas…but He does not. I have sinned…and my punishment is just. You would be justified in condemning me. I ask only that You remember me, Lord…when You enter Your Kingdom.) (Christ: Amen, I tell you… On this day you shall be with Me… In Paradise.) there’s so much pain in the darkness emptiness is in the forest help me let go this is the hardest part there’s so much pain in the darkness emptiness is in the forest help me let go this is the hardest part I’m at the edge where the trees end and over the cliff is abysmal threats for sinful men dismal and dread prison of death where the worms are bred the flames not quenched and the pit is fed thought when you reached the end It would be Heaven but what you feel instead is what the Christ did and there’s raw chills when you experience it cause there’s no words for what you feel the screams of terror no one can hear you, at this level it’s you and fear locked in a room All alone, you peer but only see the doom there’s no doors here there’s no windows only the despair and the pain of the flame kills each tear as your soul sinks into a dark sphere you didn’t think death would be so severe forced to die to pay for the crimes your body’s alive but your mind’s here now in a distress even Christ feared there’s so much pain in the darkness emptiness is in the forest help me let go this is the hardest part there’s so much pain in the darkness emptiness is in the forest help me let go this is the hardest part please don’t leave me with the demons i see them feeding i hear them screaming i feel them breathing they’re not retreating they’re coming closer they’ve infiltrated [Passion of the Christ] (Christ: My God… my God… why have you forsaken me?) (Elevator descending)

0. Growth [prod. Homage] (Tape clicks) (Hey, it’s Kennedy… I just wanted to talk to you more about the Walk, Because these last few years, I’ve, I’ve been through a lot, I’ve learned a lot, I’ve seen a lot, And I’ve grown a lot, And I wanna tell you about…how i got here) I gotta practice Put in the work not just be yappin Don’t just wanna chirp wanna be flappin My wings like a bird When I am rappin Or I’m singin a verse Cause I wanna get better I don’t wanna get worse But hours and days Are what talent really thirsts for looking in the past i didn’t know what i searched for broken down and empty depersonalized, heart torn started writing notes inside of my first dorm four years ago i lived on the fourth floor in order to cope poetry became the norm writing what i felt in what was my worst form (What’s wrong with me?) writing in my notes but wrote on my phone more pages were a home to help me get through the storm vessels on a screen is where my heart has been poured rapping as i write i started an art form rappin in my head but didn’t know what for did this for a while so let me hit fast forward (Click) (Fast forward) (Click) a couple years later i was searching for the Truth writing’s therapy but only covers up the bruise i had a little skill but i was lacking a use I can string together words in a rhythm or blues i can brag about bars as I’m spitting a few but if the words lack meaning then they’re just like a tomb dead and empty inside there’s no bloom So what kind of message am i giving the youth? Then i met Jesus Christ not in church or a group but when i was alone He showed up in my room (Woah) and then i understood got clarity in my view to take what i’ve been given and to step into the booth understood the reason that i had this art stored i was singing out my song and playing my heart’s chord but rapping to myself isn’t just who this is for so i got a beat, GarageBand and i just hit record made a few songs with what i had on board then i got a real mic as i got more absorbed entered in a realm i had never explored started pumping out music but still wasn’t well informed i’ve got a lot of songs of all my lessons and more tracking ups and downs last two years have been a war I even got lost writing songs that were forced trying to fit into a box cause i feared people’s thoughts traded authenticity in order to conform and somewhere along the line making music became a chore slowly learning how to edit and learning how to perform i got tired of it all i didn’t wanna put forth the effort it would take to move up in the course felt like i should quit deleted my exports then re-uploaded it after seeing it’s importance and so i came back with more lines to record and now i know for sure it’s something i can’t ignore I’ve got a mission here the reason that i was born so i hack with an axe cause I’m breaking down the doors I’m learning every day how to forge a sharper sword train my ears and vocals more treat the sounds with panel boards use the software, smelt the ore of the vocals i record then hammer it into form With equipment I upgraded as my knowledge, it matured Got an iMac, 8-core Logic Pro, I paid for Emptied out all of my pockets to invest in faith boy This is what I’m made for Plant a couple of these seeds pair it with a rain storm give me a couple of seasons And i’ll grow a page farm doesn’t matter where if it’s desert or a rain forest growing with my music And evolving as i paint more walking out my story and my bedroom is a stage for it Growth (Forest footsteps) (Tape clicks)

angels & demons [prod. Delariva Beats] Angels Demons Exist in Hearts beating One wins or’s Defeated I hear the darkness breathing Ancient news, but have you heard Angels, demons walk the earth look like humans, he or her So which are you? snake or a bird? The world's cocoon is giving birth There's only two, but one is cursed Spiral down, or the reverse God will separate the herd a sheep or goat a wheat or tare the Light or dark He’ll split the pair a narrow gate make it by a hair are you afraid or just unaware that everything is in the air recorded all of your thought’s glares and He sees what your heart wears rewarded for your deeds, fair welcome to the dragon’s town where’s there’s only one way out going up means going down There’s no such thing as easy route if you want the Truth you gotta seek it out food for thought Where the lies are found Red or blue always the red in my mouth a rabbit’s ruse through the hole in the ground at first confused Like I'm wondering how But then amused When the Truth expounds Im moving through a layered matrix now welcome to the matrix now Ancient news, but have you heard Angels, demons walk the earth look like humans, he or her So which are you? snake or a bird? The world's cocoon is giving birth There's only two, but one is cursed Spiral down, or the reverse God will separate the herd Angels Demons Exist in Hearts beating One wins or’s Defeated I hear the darkness breathing don’t let the dark take over you don’t let the hate rule over you don’t let the lust keep running through don’t let your pride rise to the moon don’t let the lies replace the Truth don’t let your soul become the food but seek the Truth and start to chew then wash it down and be renewed the further i go the darker it gets down through this hole away from surface from what I’ve been shown real Life is in death the only way Home is continue to trek welcome to the dragon’s town where’s there’s only one way out going up means going down There’s no such thing as easy route Ancient news, but have you heard Angels, demons walk the earth look like humans, he or her So which are you? snake or a bird?

real bonds [prod. Origami] I got a couple friends They know who they are They do not pretend We’ve got similar scars Cause we have all been Deep inside the dark And until the end I will cherish these bonds Up on the surface is where most people float But I found true bonds way underneath the boat Fighting against sharks inside of the monsters home Cause it does gets pretty dark the deeper that you go But the deeper that you’ve been the deeper that you connect with That’s why they are my friends cause they get what I have said When you’ve been to hell and back you tend to lack the fakeness definition of real is that you can never fake this But how many people are willing to show their faces? The shallow surface is the mask’s favorite place and Too many people are forcing fake friendships They hangout and talk, but never knew a connection Focused on their image and so they just keep pretending Gossip bout each other the moment that they do exit Politics in your posse just probably means your next in Line to be backstabbed by your “best friend” Real bonds form not because of blood Real bonds not who you party with Real bonds not who you’ve known longest Real bonds are connecting with I got a couple friends They know who they are They do not pretend We’ve got similar scars Cause we have all been Deep inside the dark And until the end I will cherish these bonds An authentic relationship That connects to the soul What’s rarer than that? Not even diamonds or gold Could ever be a match Couldn’t even come close Even though we don’t talk often And we see each other less But I rise from my coffin Whenever I see their text Or we’re talking on the phone When I can hear their breath (hey bro) But seeing them in person Is definitely the best Cause I hear Truth in their voice And I see Light in their eyes There is no mask or disguise Saying yeah I’m fine They share with me their soul And so i go and share mine And we love each other man Through rain or the sunshine Whatever season we’re in These are friends of mine I got a couple friends They know who they are They do not pretend We’ve got similar scars Cause we have all been Deep inside the dark And until the end I will cherish these bonds Real bonds form not because of blood Real bonds not who you party with Real bonds not who you’ve known longest Real bonds are connecting with I got a couple friends They know who they are They do not pretend We’ve got similar scars Cause we have all been Deep inside the dark And until the end I will cherish these bonds These connections Because bonds are truly precious When they’re real

Hands of God [prod. Samoth Wole] I trust the Hands that made me that keep me afloat when I’m going crazy I trust the Hands that guide me that pave a way when I can’t find it I trust the Hands that mold me that hold the pen and write my story I trust the Hands of God the I AM, the Hands of Glory

I AM with you [prod. Yoos] (I AM Love You are Loved) I AM with you Even when you're alone I AM with you Through the highs and lows I AM with you I’ve been watching you grow I AM with you and I’ll never let go thought you were alone in the night? thought you were alone when you cried? when your heart broke you lost folks and your hurting inside? no I AM with you wherever you go I AM with you even when you don’t know I AM with you Even when you're alone I AM with you Through the highs and lows I AM with you I’ve been watching you grow I AM with you and I’ll never let go I AM with you wherever you go i feel what you feel I know what you know i know what you don’t want to be shown i know all your scars the secrets you hold i know your mistakes regrets of the old and every place you’ve been to and go the highest of highs and the lowest of lows through every state you were never alone Cause I’ve been with you the whole time I’ve been with you in your mind I’m the One who brought clear skies Then brought the rain with the wind chimes Changing the weather in your life Cause I give in the moment what I know’s right You need the sun and the rain to grow a crop right? Cause I know how to grow my kid’s Light I AM with you Even when you're alone I AM with you Through the highs and the lows I AM with you I’ve been watching you grow I AM with you and I’ll never let go I AM Love You are Loved I AM with you (I AM Love) Even when you're alone I AM with you (You are Loved) Through the highs and the lows I AM with you (I AM Love) I’ve been watching you grow I AM with you (You are Loved) and i will never let go So don’t give up Don’t lose hope Don’t say you quit Just cause you’re in a low But know the purpose That it all holds I break you down So that you can grow Then I build you up Just to show That I AM Love And I won’t go Cause I AM Love And you should know I break you down to make you gold

23 [prod. False Ego] (breath) (Yeah May 16th Was my birthday I’m 23 Yeah) didn’t think I’d make it to 23 Thought I would be taken before this made it to May 16th, and I still breathe another day existing, another scene I’m still here Woke up to this I’m still here Won’t give up yet I’m still here Woke up to this Im still here I still exist Just to exist is an amazing thing A privilege that were given of experiencing Life in every form, Sunny days after storms Winter cold, summer warm Having peace, fighting wars In yourself it’s a cell And it’s hell when your scourged But blessings come from Heaven When you learn to Love more And don’t get me wrong i’ve open some dark doors i’ve been in some dark places seen dark faces before so i know what it’s like and what it means to endure cause i know the fear and i know being numb saying that you don’t care and wanting to give up waking up every day with thoughts you don’t want in a world full of wolves knowing that you’re the runt no escape from the Truth but you still try to run from the man in the mirror and the things that you’ve done from the pain and the past cause it’s weighing a ton end up caught in a corner with images of a gun or some pills or a rope that you strung to be hung thinking the only way out is a countdown to 1 No Cause you’re still here Woke up to this you’re still here Don’t give up yet but i also know Love how it’s more than a feeling it’s the only Freedom that everyone is needing Love is the whole point Why i write with a reason but if you wanna stay sharp you gotta keep on bleeding cause there’s lessons in the pain you’re sharpened when you’re weakened if you wanna write a story then you need the lines to sink in and if you write in pen then make sure you have the ink in And just focus on the point cause a dull spirit is sinkin but those who are refined will rise like the phoenix did but don’t think that you can die to run from what really is cause what’s on the other side is your mind but more vivid there’s no escape so face the pain while your in it cause change has no limits and suicide it isn’t a synonym for riddance I’m hoping that you do get it these words are paying a visit they’re knocking on your heart’s prison a Sword that I have been spitting for a surgical incision to cut away at the dark give the Love i’ve been given Cause you’re still here Woke up to this You’re still here You still exist didn’t think I’d make it to 23 Thought I would be taken before this made it to May 16th, and I still breathe another day existing, another scene I’m still here Woke up to this I’m still here Won’t give up yet Im still here Woke up to this Im still here I still exist I know You feel that pain I know It’s heavy weight Just let go It’s okay You’re not alone Not today

back to the beginning [prod. Ouse] let’s go back to the beginning Experience is your Teacher, so learn from its Wisdom The walls in your heart are what keep you from the Kingdom you’ve become cold and hard from all the scars that do linger Reaching towards the mirror, contact with one finger Can you see the Truth, the glass also a window a door to the soul, what every pupil will show but how many souls have gotten lost in limbo not everything you see is how it appears so don’t judge your neighbor don’t judge a stranger Learn how to Love like a kid again you begin at the end you end at the beginning not quite a circle move up as your spinning cycle through the spiral Many lessons within it experiences mold you and lead you to the finish Past, present, future I’m somewhere in between Memories of the future, prophecies visions of the past, deja vu what it seems wake up every morning, getting closer to me let’s go back to the beginning

face the pain [prod. Ouse] (you don’t make up for your sins in the church you do it in the streets, you do it at home the rest is bull**** and you know it) why are we so afraid of pain why do we try to run away can’t you see that if we stayed turned around turned and faced it then we would be well on our way to what we need dark’s in the way of inner peace that’s what we crave but what we feed is what will stay it’s not about a building not about a label its about your heart and soul on the table facing the pain try to remain grateful the world’s like Cain but i know you’re Abel to overcome Spirit enables learn how to Love even if it’s fatal don’t give up don’t listen to fables your mind lies but the Spirit’s faithful why are we so afraid of pain why do we try to run away can’t you see that if we stayed turned around turned and faced it then we would be well on our way to what we need dark’s in the way of inner peace that’s what we crave but what we feed is what will stay so don’t run away and don’t try to hide but face that pain that’s sits inside and i know it hurts and it makes you cry but the dark will not overcome the Light

super heroes [prod. by kujo & nᴀyz] If you like super heroes then go and fight against the evil in yourself You don't need no special name, costume or cape to defeat hell The only thing you need is that you've gotta go believe in the Self And I'm talking about the Spirit of the one and only I AM Super Heroes fight the fight against the darkness that’s inside i’m pushing through adversity i’m hurting, but i certainly will not give up, i’m Hercules I’m killing snakes like Perseus Got evil thoughts but I resist The devil dies, the serpent hiss my Father’s God, oh yes He is And I won't stop until I'm in The Kingdom, my whole body lit and if i sin cut off the limb i fight with Christ i fight to win i write with Light the dark’s weakness Super Heroes fight the fight against the darkness that’s inside overcome through the Spirit of Christ My music explains everything so I'm not adding to it gratitude is to the rat under my hat, I rap Like ratatouille Human Torch, i’m Sakai Yuji always thought i’m useless so i went to school at UA got my power from All Mighty now i’m learning how to use it pen my notes like Light Yagami even when i take an L i still Gohan and I write it i’m like Goku breaking heights and i’m like Ichigo I’m fighting The hollow living inside me And I lose it when my Kite's Gon Super Heroes fight the fight against the darkness that’s inside (A true hero is one who stands as a Light in the midst of overwhelming darkness. But in order to be a Light to others, you must first overcome the darkness within yourself. God has given you Power from on High to accomplish this mission. So fight the battle within, and overcome the darkness. For you too, can become a hero.)

solitude [prod. Ocean Beats] I sit in the quiet places While I seek Higher places I don't like the noisy spaces the Darkness is what I’m facing only Light can erase it I find it when I am patient In my solitude i’m by myself most days with no friends i fight against the pain in my head staring at the ceiling with that fan or on the floor with my face in my hands its strange but i embrace what i can walk a road of faith with the I AM Every time I fall down I stand My whole life is contained In this pen i’m not lonely i’m just alone there’s a difference only if you know solitude where i like to go solitude my favorite road I sit in the quiet places While I seek Higher places I don't like the noisy spaces the Darkness is what I’m facing only Light can erase it I find it when I am patient In my solitude i detach from the collective as i sit alone reflecting and i try to gain perspective as i face pain i’ve collected it’s like im in a depression but it helps me to connect with all the people who have dealt with darkness i’m not lonely i’m just alone there’s a difference only if you know solitude where i like to go solitude my favorite road

losing my mind [prod. kassgocrazy] i’m losing my mind I'm losing my mind So let me step out of it Move to the side or try to go round a bit Above and beyond Or below where the bottom is I can't seem to find Just where there's an opening So let me break Crack it wide open then I'll escape On the waves of the ocean and It's so crazy how I Got a roof, food, and a warm bed Water, clothes, and I'm well fed car to drive, money to spend Got more than most, but I'm suffering inside i’m losing my mind And it fluctuates Like a bpm One day I'm fine Next here I am One day I'm up Next day descend Call it what you what you want But I'm battling Til I see the end This the path I'm lead That I'm following Endure the pain Fighting hollows and Killing demons With this bloody pen But there are times When you just got To let me break Crack open my psyche Then rearrange the pieces inside me So let me break Crack open my psyche The rearrange The pieces inside me sometimes you gotta break it in order to re-shape it Just shatter it to pieces to see just what they’re stained with then take the scattered pieces and throw away the tainted rearrange the remaining for new picture to be painted a new pot to be created strip away all of the layers leaving me completely naked I am molded by my Maker It's not that I lack Peace It's just the pain I'm facing I'm not really complaining I'm just making a statement I endure it with patience This process, I got faith in I was just unaware of The cost of chain breaking I'm losing my mind They said let's go to therapy so you can talk to someone I said i talk to God already, I don't need no one They're just gonna check some boxes, and then try to shove them Fake meds in my head, thinking that they're doing good but They don't understand, through this road I'm overcoming Demons and the illness that they keep labeling us with The internal's spiritual my spirit fights the darkness i’m losing my mind but never forget where my heart is i’m losing my mind So let me break Crack open my psyche Then rearrange the pieces floating inside me

[AMV] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JhEumBnA7yA the Sword of Truth [prod. Lucid Soundz] (I have given you the Sword of Truth) (but I’m not worthy to hold that Sword, I can’t) (even so, I give it you…to wield) Music is dangerous Music's a weapon depending the message, save or it kills but i am not afraid of it my pen’s a Sword, cutting to the core and i have just been training it still Somebody created us my music pure, points you to the Door and i have just been painting this art boy i was made for this i write through God, and He through me now that is the relationship part i’m walking through existence spirals like a vision i see in the distance the goal of the mission (the Sword is the Light piercing the depths of this world Overcome the darkness with the Sword of Truth) You will never own me, I am not your property, I'm the one who's going to fulfill the prophecy. And honestly, I’m tired of your policies. I'm taking back my life, you get no apology, Talk about my freedom as you take it, that's hypocrisy. Got this Ancient Wisdom, kind of like I'm Socrates. Listen to the Silence, standing like a lot of trees. Don't be fooled, my Soul is older than Eternity, And I won't stop until the world's at Peace. i’m murdering beats but saving lives contradicting tweets but this bird can fly music is my weapon feather in the sky it’s like an arm, a part of me i’m sort of like that Sworded Gai i’m stabbing hearts i’m killing dark so Light will rise i’m planting seeds within the mind i’m breaking walls i’m hopping moats i storm the castle let em know i’m taking everything they stole i take the sheep away from goat i speak the heat reveal the gold i plant my feet i hold my post I take the land with what i wrote i take the slaves and give em hope i see the rain i give em coats i feel their pain i take the blows and then put them in songs and notes they say insane i’m diagnosed but through the thorns is how a rose it comes to be as it unfolds i’m breaking chains off of the boat we start to move and start to go we set em free we’re headed Home but everybody walks this road on their own so they can grow i’m in a fight but not alone I write each song but with a Ghost i write these lines Down on my phone it’s like a stone take down Goliath With a throw i’m walking through existence it spirals like a vision i see in the distance the goal of the mission God connected dots wove the plot i just write and jot then the strings begin connecting like a knot this the work of God One and Only Man of Watt watch Him work mold the pot craft a masterpiece not a single blot and with the Sword i block when the darkness starts to pop and even when i’m shot carve the bullet out the spot with the Sword cut off everything that rots this the Sword of Truth sharper than a glock bigger than your clock cause the Sword is the Eternal God

Love [prod. Kontrabandz] (Love give me Love Love I need Love Love give me Love Love help me Love) religion is fake it’s not the Way religious mind just gets in the way your missing the point it’s dead like a grave religion is void it won’t cure the pain tradition is empty ritual, vain it’s not about labels not bout your name it’s living the Truth not just what you say and what you do is not about praise how can you save with only grenades? you need a rope to pull out the cave so let’s take a break take a step back To see what we’ve made i’ve given my money away my clothes I donate got meals for the homeless, i paid i’ve fasted for days got bibles, i pray God’s name on my shirts mount moves with my faith but if I lack Love then what have I gained? without Love I’m nothing without Love it’s vain and Love is something that you cannot fake it’s not just a word, not just in your brain Love is the Presence of the One Who saves the Spirit of Christ, the Light penetrates the deepest and darkest parts of the cage calling our name through all that we face Love give me Love Love I need Love Love give me Love Love help me Love so am i that Light? am i shining bright? making a difference inside of their mind? look me in the eye tell me if i am the Truth or a lie am i helping you to get through this life? am i reaching down or making you jump? do i push you down or help you get up? Do I try to drown or give you a hug? am i religious or Love give me Love Love I need Love Love give me Love Love help me Love so tell me your name tell me your pain tell me your past and all of your shame i’m not the Judge cause we are the same so tell me your fears don’t hesitate show me your tears i’ll wipe them away show me your shackles Show me your chains tell me your battle i’ll listen for days i’ll give you my ears if that’s what you need show me your scars and where you still bleed i’ll give you my heart i’ll give you my feet so just keep walking don’t let defeat push you underneath into the deep i’ll hold you together when you’re gonna break i’ll stand next to you and help with the weight i’ll pour out my soul day after day i’ll do it again cause that’s what it takes to Love give me Love Love I need Love Love give me Love Love help me Love looking in the mirror as the fog, it begins clearing i can see what i’ve been fearing the rejection from my peers and not accepting that my spirit has been made after His image been afraid to love myself even questioned who I am i’ve tried to be somebody else and fit in with the trends but when you wear a mask the real you is lying dead but i am who i am the same as my Father said the only thing that matters is God, myself, and them to Love give me Love Love I need Love Love give me Love Love help me Love

death of the shadow [prod. by LTB] the closer you get to the Light the bigger your shadow gets behind you but when you go and merge with the Light your shadow will go and die inside you they say as long as there’s a Light there will always be a shadow but it’s not the Source of Light, It's the object's shadow so in order for the dark to die you gotta follow the narrow go and merge with the Light but it comes with the price of an arrow going through the Flame will kill the darkness but also the object with so if you’re willing to die in order to gain Life then you will survive this cause you were once One then you became two and now that you’re two what ever will you do? will you cling to your shadow or go back through? there’s only one way and i know you knew Becoming one with Christ that is the Gospel if you do believe it you’ll see it's possible but when you do speak it people get hostile cause they don’t want their shadow to die so they try their best to keep it alive they feed it and keep their distance from Light but one will live, one will always die a paradox, a cycle at the same time at the end of time everyone’s on a side so what do you choose to live is to die become one with the Light and kill your shadow self you gotta walk through Fire Cause Heaven’s after hell the closer you get to the Light the bigger your shadow gets behind you but when you go and merge with the Light your shadow will go and die inside you

connect [prod. GAARA] i know we all live in fear yet we want to be understood we wear a mask so we appear how the world says we should but i don’t do normality don’t care bout the formalities i just care bout being me and walking in authenticity so tell me who you really are show me all your pain and scars but i got scars i never show i act tough but hurt the most all i want is to connect all i want is to be real i don’t wanna play pretend i just want people to feel this i don’t care about religion i don’t care about opinions i just care about the Truth and if i do really live it i know we all live in fear yet we want to be understood we wear a mask so we appear how the world says we should all i want is to connect all i want is to be real i don’t wanna play pretend i just want people to feel this We all want to connect But we always fail to reach it we always look away Every time our eyes are meeting and whenever we say hi It's always a scripted greeting we’re trapped inside our minds even though our hearts are beating we’re just looking for a way to connect them

the rebel within [prod. acidream] (there’s a rebel in me oh can You kill him, please) There's a rebel in my heart Rebelling against God Can you teach me how to starve him And grow a different crop Cause every bad tree Will be uprooted from its spot It gnashes teeth and weeps Tryna pull me in to dark I'm fighting against demons Can teach me how to guard I'm not worthy, not deserving Not even close to on par I'm reaching towards the sky Wondering if I'm too far Is there a path back to Light When you have fallen so hard My thoughts are caught The moment that they appear My heart is fraught Tail coiled around my fears The claws are sharp Scales harder than any steel the breath is hot the dragon’s on top of my heels there’s a rebel in me oh can You kill him, please many temptations And then accusations the current state of my heart is getting out the basement it’s me vs myself it’s the mirror that i’m facing A scared little kid who is just trying to make it there’s a rebel in me oh can You kill him, please

[AMV] - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w9omAtBCZjE through the veil [prod. regreting] can you see the Truth through the veil hands of darkness overlapping in the air reaching for your heart they try to share a wicked sound polluted snares a layered snake spiritual scales a thief who only comes to kill i speak the Truth and not a tale this song’s a window through the veil the palms of sin entangle you And hold you in its grip Drag you down to the abyss destroy your soul and innocence the war is real, it’s not a myth this body’s just a shell for it i’ve seen the realm within myself i’ve seen Heaven and I’ve seen hell i’ve seen the serpent, one who fell i’ve seen the fate if we rebel everything that’s wicked melts i’ve seen real Life outside the cell I’ve seen the Living Water Well I’ve seen the King, the Truth I tell Jesus is the only help the only One who saves from hell a veil’s over your eyes and your mind you can’t see the Truth unless you receive the Light, revive and get to peek through see the other side, i’ve described everything is true walking through this life, it’s dark night Christian in the booth bird box, open up your eyes When you see it you'll be traumatized But then you'll be astonished by this powerful, glimmering, all-consuming Light the Truth comes like a bullet through the glass shattering the past, everything you thought was true in a moment it collapsed when i rap ripped the curtain right in half world’s a trap but our Dad gave His Son just to bring us back yeah can you see the Truth through the veil

to the world [prod. KennethEnglish] (yeah this song is to the world but it’s also to you) So what's your definition of success? Is it numbers on a check? A degree that you possess? How far your name has been spread? Is it dying as a legend in the eyes of men? Leaving a legacy after your days end, huh? but when you leave the earth you are take nothing with cause who you are on earth’s for a second then you split cause the worth of your soul can never be measured in material things so don’t store your treasure in exterior things cause they rot and decay but eternally you will never die if spiritually you abide inside the Spiritual King being a legend on earth doesn’t mean you’ll get in to the Kingdom of Heaven so what you building? who you building for? don’t ever sell your soul then you’ll really be poor if you wanna get in you gotta go through the Door in the shape of the Truth so you gotta conform go from dark to the Light be molded and transformed by Jesus Christ crown of gold from the thorns Heavenly Throne from before He was born so turn from your sin and all your evil ways be transformed by the King and you will be saved I don't wanna be the best I don't wanna be the next Kendrick, Eminem, or even the next X just a man from the dirt With a message to be heard So open up your ears and open up your chest I don't wanna be worshipped don’t wanna be the first in i wanna be the last man the blessing is a curse man cause all I see is words man my heart is always hurting cause all i see is sin that’s running around the world man nobody wants to be pure nobody wants to be Light people say “I love God” then they go and fight against Him with their life how you gonna Love someone you can’t see when you don’t even Love the people in your reach? nobody Loves the Truth nobody Loves honesty but everyone expects to get it from other people how you gonna get it when you don’t give it away? and then when you do get it you get mad and complain but i am speaking the Truth so listen to what i say if you wanna be famous and just wanna be paid if you spend all your days just living in vain partying and gossiping and going astray distracting yourself never facing the pain if you just live for yourself and your heart’s filled with hate then you won’t have anything and even what you do will be taken away who do you think you are? that you can step on God’s toes? you’re worth more than a star but you’re not that big bro you just make music But He created sound you just write words but He put them in your mouth so what’s the reason for your pride? whatchyu angry for? we make our decisions but He always gives a just reward we choose what we do, the choices that we make and God gives according to how we behave you reap what you sow, that’s the rule of thumb What you watch and listen to is what you’ll become So stop watching filth, and stop listening to junk It's filling your heart with dark and killing your spirit off You gotta nurture the good, stop feeding the rotten trunk start feeding the inner man, stop feeding the outer husk so turn from your sin and all your evil ways be transformed by the King and you will be saved

Jesus Christ Style [prod. SeriouzBeats] Without You, everything is dead Without You, nothing really lives the whole world is a graveyard where every death has the same cause but a man died with a brave heart yelling out “Freedom” to the captives Freedom to the slaves Freedom to the whole world Jesus is His name talking bout Jesus Christ the Son of the Most High the man who was crucified around hour number 9 He said “it is finished” then He bowed His head and He died but i am a true witness that this man is alive cause He rose again defeated death ascended in to Heaven, unless you believe, that Christ is He you’ll die in your sins if your roots are parked in the sinful parts and your fruit is dark cause your heart is hard then you will get charred and you will not get in you gotta walk with Christ give up your sinful life pursue the good and right and fight the fight and overcome the night within yourself and be refined be clothed in white becoming like a kid if you believe the words i speak you’ll be set free cause peace you need and it’s in Him Without You, everything is dead Without You, nothing really lives (2) He is the Life He is the Light of the whole world He is my Life He is my Light He is my world part of the Bride soon to be Wife but i’m no girl freedom inside peace in my mind now it’s your turn Cause when you do believe this Holy Spirit you receive it Kingdom you can see it see the difference between good and evil angels and the demons now you have the freedom see that sin is grievous the only the relief is following the Master Jesus but what’s the meaning of the words i’m preaching let me put it plainly so that you can eat it have some bread and have some wine I’m spiritually speaking spiritually feeding off the Truth is how we reach it now that you believe it start walking back into Eden so tell me what you get from getting high and getting drunk huh from gossiping from your lying your hatred and your quarreling lust only gives you emptiness and death within from all the filth and all the sin you’re living in it only gives you death and emptiness Without You, everything is dead Without You, nothing really lives let me explain further about what goes on internally what you choose to nurture influences what kind of tree observe the fruit as it matures cause it shows your reality if sin’s what you prefer then Christ comes in the night like burglary your life is a mess but that is okay don’t try to suppress don’t try to escape and what you possess can’t cure the pain don’t try to impress don’t seek after fame cause all your success is empty and vain all of your steps you’re running away and then your upset because of the chains just turn around i’ll show you the Way war against the darkness By starving your flesh crucify the carcass so you can resurrect don’t let your heart be hardened and constantly reflect constantly be sharpened By the Sword of His Breath Without You, everything is dead Without You, nothing really lives

a r e n ’ t y o u t i r e d o f r u n n i n g a w a y ? [prod. Wjvck beats] aren’t you tired of running away I’m so tired of running away I’m tired of my sinning I’m tired of being wicked i don’t want to be a villain I just want to be with You so give me the crucifixion cause I am just a criminal and running away can never fill this hole aren’t you tired of running away I’m so tired of running away

t i m e s a n d s e a s o n s [prod. LXVE] times and seasons There's a reason changing weather For the better times and seasons find the meaning changing weather I surrender it won’t always be day it won’t always be night the seasons, they will change as time keeps passing by it won’t always be dark it won’t always be Light only change is constant but God, He never does times and seasons There's a reason changing weather For the better times and seasons find the meaning changing weather I surrender (times and seasons There's a reason changing weather For the better)

j o u r n e y [prod. Tellingbeatzz] walking with the Truth is lucid so you start running around but if you try to do too much too quick you’re just gonna burn out so just listen to the music tune in you just gotta slow down don’t forget you are a student doing the Will of He who wears the Crown so just follow in His footprints moving the cross on your back throughout the journey is a movement through it there’s gonna be valleys and mounts some day’s the sky is blue and lucent others rain is pouring down but I know you can do this He’s with you just don’t give up now i just gotta know I just gotta know can You hold me as i walk this road i just gotta know i just gotta know can You show me the path that’s leading Home patience is the key in the process of growth cycles and the seasons changing like so flowers blooming for a moment then go autumn when the leaves start losing their hold naked are the trees, next moment, there’s snow patterns such as these, we can view on the road constantly they teach, and experience molds a spiral towards He, the One Lord of Hosts enduring the pain of growth As we continue to change moving further along this path that I do take a Light guides me on the road correcting my mistakes this path is so narrow but Home’s only One Place walking with the Truth is lucid so you start running around but if you try to do too much too quick you’re just gonna burn out so just listen to the music tune in you just gotta slow down don’t forget you are a student doing the Will of He who wears the Crown so just follow in His footprints moving the cross on your back throughout the journey is a movement through it there’s gonna be valleys and mounts some day’s the sky is blue and lucent others rain is pouring down but I know you can do this He’s with you just don’t give up now i just gotta know I just gotta know can You hold me as i walk this road i just gotta know i just gotta know can You show me the path that’s leading Home the journey is a movement through it there’s gonna be valleys and mounts some day’s the sky is blue and lucent others rain is pouring down but I know you can do this He’s with you just don’t give up now The final moment’s looming Who’s this? Coming in on the clouds

t h e b a t t l e [prod. LXVE] Day in and day out i’m battling myself In the center of my soul, that's where Heaven and Hell Collide, I might die if I don't figure this out Inside of my mind it's like a bickering house Divided, i try to kick the roommates out cause they just keep trying to hold me down they don’t want people to step out the crowd Cause they just keep trying to shut my mouth they don’t want me to try and pronounce the words in my heart, but i sing aloud I’m dying to the fear, so Love, it abounds Day in and day out I’m battling myself In the center of my soul, that's where Heaven and Hell Collide, I might die if I don't figure this out Inside of my mind it's like a bickering house Divided, i try to kick the roommates out their skies, give rise only to dark clouds i’m tired of the rain, want the Son Light now but both are needed to grow out the ground i won’t give up til I’m one with the Sound

t h e o t h e r s i d e [prod. Samoth Wole] I won’t try to hide i don’t want to die but I know that real Life is on the other side

t h e b o r d e r [prod. Con] I’m on the border of death and Life I’m on the edge of your world and mine i’m somewhere in-between what we call time a bridge to merge the gap between two minds Eternity there dwells a single Light He speaks to me and says to choose a side i hear the changes in the wind blow by i see the changes in the clouded sky approaching like the sun, the day will rise when all will come to pass, what was prophesied I’m on the border of death and Life I’m on the edge of your world and mine i’m somewhere in-between what we call time a bridge to merge the gap between two minds Eternity there dwells a single Light He speaks to me and says to choose a side

i m a g i n a r y t h o u g h t s [prod. Samoth Wole] You've been living in your fear too long Imaginary thoughts, they are so strong But they’re not really real, they just keep you from Walking with Love in Light's freedom

c h a i n b r e a k e r [prod. emotions] chain breaker deny the world’s mind cut ties right now each night you fight dark dies right now chain breaker let Light inside Son rise right now Let Christ refine and strive right now chain breaker

w h a t a b e a u t i f u l s h a d e o f b r i g h t b l u e [prod. puma tooth] what a beautiful shade of bright blue the sun has set, and the moon is already risen but Light shines through, and the day has not fully ended there is a hue, where the day and night they are kissing what a beautiful shade of bright blue i look outside, i can see, just over the pine trees right in the sky, where two seas, the two are colliding forming a line, where the night and daylight is dying what a beautiful shade of bright blue

M e [prod. by SIMBA] cause that person use to be me And part of him is still breathing I keep looking in the mirror to see which one I'm feeding i was smoking joints and GBs going round like a CD and i was always with my best friend but neither of us were really free Light left my eyes each time i got high i died more inside i was running from the Truth the worst part was i knew i’d roll 1 with the moon window down as i cruised round 2 around noon 3 times by 4 o’clock and soon i couldn’t stop each day after work a blunt rolled by 5 i’d walk down the street a little over a mile 6,000 steps then into the tree line i’d cross over a stream by a tree on it’s side I’d sit down on a bench where 7 birds fly i’d give it a spark inhale, my soul cried i’d look up at the sky Then down at my weed This battle raged inside I knew it was killing me wouldn’t even get high it just became a need every breath was a sigh And every time i would breathe Inside of my mind One question One thought on repeat do i want God or to be empty? A hit in between and then exhale deeply about half way through it I would throw it at my feet stomp it in the dirt but feeling so defeated walking home with my head low the .gif repeated this was my routine it lasted 8 weeks every single day back to the previous scene and this entire time i was making Other Music but 9 times out of 10 my spirit it was losing cause I couldn't escape All the internal bruising That my mistakes gave cause I tried to paint over it with a nice shade of white And overlook the fact I had fallen from Light From The Walk Mixtape that was back in May But June is when I stumbled an avalanche it became The Conversion of a snowball To boulder rolling away But only half of that song was true that day and the next few months I already portrayed in the verse before Light vs. Dark And my back and forth Same lesson everyday But I would crash off course Alone is what felt cause i was running right to hell I knew the way back but wouldn't humble myself Then right after October i finally got sober again Only cause a concussion Knocked some sense in my head by Kennedy Betts Was my attempt to confess 11 Road to Jesus songs within two weeks of this But I never faced the depths of how far I transgressed Thought I could say sorry and then just forget? But that's not how it works I let the demons back in heavier and worse than the initial bondage I kept talking about freedom But i myself was a hostage the year changed and i was sober now, but binge watching anime distracting myself, it’s hard to get out when you ignore the right way then Χριστόφορος was published in May one month later reaching into darkness Thought I was giving help But my heart was still hardened I still struggled in myself Story 小説 from then til August First 12 chapters showed what I really felt

Y o u [prod. Reasy Beats] (spark) (inhale/exhale) You smoke in your room to calm anxiety But I know that you knew it’s temporary Getting high to calm down, defining irony All the demons you fight, I know they are many so you run and run away til you can’t anymore try to escape the pain but you can’t find the Door your feet are cut and scraped, and there’s blood on the floor lost in a dark place, you don’t know where you are cause Light starts to fade when chasing a falling star but every single day, you continue to ignore you don’t run the race, you just say that you’re bored but that’s exactly what the darkness waits for just follow this thought come right this way we don’t have a cure but we can numb your pain doesn’t have to be drugs or even in your veins it just has to distract you from your heart and your brain now you have a choice to make, not a game to play to go another day where you just keep running away falling further down and continuing to fade or grab onto the ledge, persevering through the pain start climbing out of the abyss that you yourself have made looking down it’s more than dark, like an eternal cave but looking up, a speck of Light, a pixel on a page you can barely make it out, but you hear your name You smoke in your room to calm anxiety But I know that you knew it’s temporary Getting high to calm down, defining irony all the demons you fight, I know they are many You’re trapped in a cage with the demons all around they don’t wanna leave, they just wanna see you drown cause they feed off the things that keep weighing you down thats why they only point you to the same old towns the further you sink, harder it is to get out entangled in a web, your thoughts like threads, bound to the same old patterns from then until now if you wanna get out then stop playing that sound (spark) (inhale/exhale) You smoke in your room to calm anxiety But I know that you knew it’s temporary Getting high to calm down, defining irony all the demons you fight, I know they are many But if you keep running you won't overcome any you keep burying the pain, i know you have seen plenty and you smoke to find peace, but you’re just feeding the beast you keep telling yourself lies, saying “this is what I need” but it never satisfies, no matter how many g’s there’s a void inside, a dying and withered tree i know that you’re troubled, i know that your soul bleeds i know that you’ve stumbled, and tripped over the debris You've fallen in the puddles, and you're drowning underneath You're stuck under the rubble, and it’s getting hard to breathe i know that you struggle, that you’re hurting mentally But you don't wanna let anybody else see I know that you crumble, cause that use to be me

T r e e s [prod. BHC Beats] oh can’t you see that you and me are just like trees ooohhh cause if a tree is sick or healthy depends on what it feeds it starts in the roots and then up the shoots to produce leaves ooohhh and then it bears fruit reflecting the truth of our heart beat ooohhh There is nothing ever hidden what’s dwelling inside your heart will always become an image fruit forms from what is in it bearing the same seed that was planted in beginning so what kind of fruit are you currently manifesting? Hatred, lying, drunkenness Envy, jealous, gossiping Lustful, pride, and old grudges prevent you from blossoming profitless, the quarreling the pain you keep on bottling running from your problems drags you to the bottom end but before it manifests our fruit was in the stem growing through the shoots by what we’ve experienced our pain and heart break time and time again a dramatic play shakespearean with the pen internally we lack as we chase after sin we try to fill the void try to cure the emptiness but the hole gets bigger and bigger within our chest taking the authentic self it buries him we die on the inside but pretend that we do live we’re drowning in our minds but pretend that we can swim so are you alive or just dead as you pretend? the mask that we wear’s from an older period It starts in the roots So what happened as a kid? When was the moment you lost your innocence? The younger the age The more engrained within The deeper the pain And bigger the blockages if you wanna find the end then go to where things began if you wanna be the man then go and become a kid if you really wanna live then go and feed the spirit if you starve the darkness your heart will reach Heaven oh can’t you see that you and me are just like trees ooohhh cause if a tree is sick or healthy depends on what it feeds it starts in the roots and then up the shoots to produce leaves ooohhh and then it bears fruit reflecting the truth of our heart beat ooohhh so are you feeding your spirit? or are you feeding your flesh? are you getting Son’s Light or lost in darkness? drinking Living Water or sip a polluted mess? ascending into Heaven or continue to regress? your heart is like a garden get rid of the weeds and pests if you keep feeding the darkness the bigger weeds will get deeply rooted in your flesh so stop giving nutrients and then the chains will wither away and they will die But if you feed the demons They will grow and they will thrive what’s inside you is alive you can’t run and you can’t hide But if darkness you deny then Light will begin to rise if you fight with the Christ then your soul it will survive Don't give up, endure Persevere through the night And see the Morning Star Shining brilliantly bright As children we were pure but then we fell from the Light soul defiled by the world only one Way back to Life if you wanna find the end then go to where things began if you wanna be the man then go and become a kid if you really wanna live then go and feed the spirit if you starve the darkness your heart will reach Heaven Your heart is like soil And I'm sowing the Word planting many seeds Multiple every verse The shell starts to crack When the Truth it is heard Sprouting forth a plant As Life begins to burst It starts with the cotyledons With time it becomes a tree when birds can rest in its branches but the wolf we feed will win man oh can’t you see that you and me are just like trees ooohhh cause if a tree is sick or healthy depends on what it feeds

my heart this music’s my experience this music is a mirror, it’s (my heart) reflecting my insides reveals what i try to hide the real me is in the rhymes all my songs intertwine all throughout space and time don’t really wanna make music but He keeps giving me lines I said I don’t wanna do this but then this was His reply you still gotta lot to write I'm making music again Thought I was done Oh man what a fool I am This is a journey I'm not finished yet Gotta keep moving til I reach the end I'm not there yet Still fighting my flesh I'm not perfect But I'm trying my best To endure, through the storm, til all comes to pass To endure, be restored, get my headband back after leaving the village, I followed Sasuke's path But my Friend never gave up tryna bring me back Gave His life, faced death just to stop my tracks I was singing the right words but I still felt lack I was sinning in my heart, and my thoughts fought back Everything in the world, that's a serpent’s trap This life is a maze, I'm a labyrinth rat And the only escape is going through my past have to separate between the wheat and chaff enter through the Gate by the Shepherd’s staff Everybody's got a dream for their life But my only dream is to wake up In the Kingdom of God Where the Light don't stop Where the Love don't fade Where there are no clocks Where there is no shade No sun in the sky But the One who made Everything He is the Light He lights up the place His Presence It fills every space True unity with the One who lives in Eternity He burned me past the third degree My soul’s in the infirmary Mhmmm (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) My destiny was written You cannot stop me so listen My testimony I'm spitting I tried to maintain an image that I no longer fit in every single day, bits and pieces fade away when i held onto the past but i was no longer in it And I tried to speak the Truth, but when I no longer lived it I did what I spoke against, just another hypocritic I wanted to get back, but really I struggled with it The pain of humbling myself I ran, and then I fell myself, i couldn’t face or confess my mistakes i just wanna run the race like You, and do it perfect but when I mess up I crash back to the surface It's hard to feel God's grace when you know you don’t deserve it so you push it away you try to bury your hurting your pride is in the way this world is really inverted we are just afraid to die (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) Who thinks they can hide from the Light? Who thinks they can hide from the Truth? The more that I see myself The more that I see through you I am pouring out my heart So can you hear it my dude? this is my heart beat these words my arteries a broken masterpiece God’s paradoxical potteries Who knew it would be this painful To tell the Truth and be grateful a poem or a song i bleed on the page the spirit within my heart is breaking down the cage that’s built with iron bars but 3k the Flame I thought I was gonna die i thought i would be consumed I could not close my eyes cause all I saw was the doom where the worm never dies where the true death is brewed obvious was the crime rebellion against You (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) I’m alone in my room but accused day and night use the Light of these words against the darkness i fight it’s not about my image nor about your opinion it’s about the Truth and learning to really live it learning to express your true self becoming Love and peace the mask melts I'm making music again Thought I was done Oh man what a fool I am This is a journey I'm not finished yet Gotta keep moving til I reach the end I'm not there yet Still fighting my flesh I'm not perfect But I'm trying my best to wage war against the dark in my soul deny the evil loses its hold I’ll endure until the end of the world this music’s my experience this music is a mirror, it’s (my heart)

Life Life's more than your body Life's more than your clothes Life's more than possessions Life's more than just gold Our Life is so precious And death to the old This Life isn't long Let the Truth be told Christ is the Light Gotta let Him unfold My life, no fear I just gotta be bold Gotta follow the King, and turn from my sinning I’m in the back of the kitchen washing my dirty dishes See past the surface, use your spiritual vision Spiritually listen I am spiritually gifted You gotta clean the temple so the Holy Spirit visits Listen to the Good News, Jesus Christ is risen But unless you’re born again you’re living in a prison Turned into a prism, according to the physics I’m refracting all the Light, you can never limit, God who is Eternal, there’s no minutes where He’s living He’s the painter, painted painter Vincent When we’re thinking like an infant that’s the instance we see Heaven’s distance Only one man in the image of God Came to free all the sinners from this wicked facade Life's more than your body Life's more than your clothes Life's more than possessions Life's more than just gold our Life is so precious And death to the old This Life isn't long Let the Truth be told Christ is the Light Gotta let Him unfold My life, no fear I just gotta be bold Turn from your sins like Obi-wan fighting Sith No Count Dooku I’m Goku, going coo-koo for a life of righteousness Can’t fight this bliss Spirit always high, on a flight like this dropping Truth bombs but I might just miss Cause people don’t want to listen and they might resist People scared of trust cause they might get tricked But I am not a liar, I’m just trying to love ya Point you to the Christ so we can be brothers If you want to know God, then there is no other He made you, He made me, He made birds, He made trees, He made your mother’s mother I do not stutter, I can hear the flutter of your heart with every word I mutter put the Fire in me, now I’m melting worldly butter this life makes people bitter spent their whole life living under the ice inside their heart, that’s winter never saw the colors of the summer been too busy flipping fingers, judging by the cover life is about one thing…and that’s Loving others Life's more than your body Life's more than your clothes Life's more than possessions Life's more than just gold Our Life is so precious And death to the old This Life isn't long Let the Truth be told Christ is the Light Gotta let Him unfold My life, no fear I just gotta be bold (x2) everything you do and think is seen by the Father From the peasant to the scholar from the rabbit to the otter are you hearing me? roger that The Author is the same One, who also is the Potter dollars aren’t the way for the soul to prosper I’m a suburban kid certainly taken care of not scared of my lack of things So i don’t know the struggle But my mental was disturbing til I became aware of the inversion of my Spirit I haven’t suffered physically but my mind was killing me We all suffer unwillingly typically projecting our vulnerability onto others in an attempt to hide our insecurities Our mind’s obscurity Makes our purity hard to find Maturity is not something that’s measured by the time All authority on earth is given from on High So look at yourself and ask where your life lies