losing my mind [prod. kassgocrazy]

losing my mind [prod. kassgocrazy] i’m losing my mind I'm losing my mind So let me step out of it Move to the side or try to go round a bit Above and beyond Or below where the bottom is I can't seem to find Just where there's an opening So let me break Crack it wide open then I'll escape On the waves of the ocean and It's so crazy how I Got a roof, food, and a warm bed Water, clothes, and I'm well fed car to drive, money to spend Got more than most, but I'm suffering inside i’m losing my mind And it fluctuates Like a bpm One day I'm fine Next here I am One day I'm up Next day descend Call it what you what you want But I'm battling Til I see the end This the path I'm lead That I'm following Endure the pain Fighting hollows and Killing demons With this bloody pen But there are times When you just got To let me break Crack open my psyche Then rearrange the pieces inside me So let me break Crack open my psyche The rearrange The pieces inside me sometimes you gotta break it in order to re-shape it Just shatter it to pieces to see just what they’re stained with then take the scattered pieces and throw away the tainted rearrange the remaining for new picture to be painted a new pot to be created strip away all of the layers leaving me completely naked I am molded by my Maker It's not that I lack Peace It's just the pain I'm facing I'm not really complaining I'm just making a statement I endure it with patience This process, I got faith in I was just unaware of The cost of chain breaking I'm losing my mind They said let's go to therapy so you can talk to someone I said i talk to God already, I don't need no one They're just gonna check some boxes, and then try to shove them Fake meds in my head, thinking that they're doing good but They don't understand, through this road I'm overcoming Demons and the illness that they keep labeling us with The internal's spiritual my spirit fights the darkness i’m losing my mind but never forget where my heart is i’m losing my mind So let me break Crack open my psyche Then rearrange the pieces floating inside me