my heart [prod. Yusei]

my heart this music’s my experience this music is a mirror, it’s (my heart) reflecting my insides reveals what i try to hide the real me is in the rhymes all my songs intertwine all throughout space and time don’t really wanna make music but He keeps giving me lines I said I don’t wanna do this but then this was His reply you still gotta lot to write I'm making music again Thought I was done Oh man what a fool I am This is a journey I'm not finished yet Gotta keep moving til I reach the end I'm not there yet Still fighting my flesh I'm not perfect But I'm trying my best To endure, through the storm, til all comes to pass To endure, be restored, get my headband back after leaving the village, I followed Sasuke's path But my Friend never gave up tryna bring me back Gave His life, faced death just to stop my tracks I was singing the right words but I still felt lack I was sinning in my heart, and my thoughts fought back Everything in the world, that's a serpent’s trap This life is a maze, I'm a labyrinth rat And the only escape is going through my past have to separate between the wheat and chaff enter through the Gate by the Shepherd’s staff Everybody's got a dream for their life But my only dream is to wake up In the Kingdom of God Where the Light don't stop Where the Love don't fade Where there are no clocks Where there is no shade No sun in the sky But the One who made Everything He is the Light He lights up the place His Presence It fills every space True unity with the One who lives in Eternity He burned me past the third degree My soul’s in the infirmary Mhmmm (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) My destiny was written You cannot stop me so listen My testimony I'm spitting I tried to maintain an image that I no longer fit in every single day, bits and pieces fade away when i held onto the past but i was no longer in it And I tried to speak the Truth, but when I no longer lived it I did what I spoke against, just another hypocritic I wanted to get back, but really I struggled with it The pain of humbling myself I ran, and then I fell myself, i couldn’t face or confess my mistakes i just wanna run the race like You, and do it perfect but when I mess up I crash back to the surface It's hard to feel God's grace when you know you don’t deserve it so you push it away you try to bury your hurting your pride is in the way this world is really inverted we are just afraid to die (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) Who thinks they can hide from the Light? Who thinks they can hide from the Truth? The more that I see myself The more that I see through you I am pouring out my heart So can you hear it my dude? this is my heart beat these words my arteries a broken masterpiece God’s paradoxical potteries Who knew it would be this painful To tell the Truth and be grateful a poem or a song i bleed on the page the spirit within my heart is breaking down the cage that’s built with iron bars but 3k the Flame I thought I was gonna die i thought i would be consumed I could not close my eyes cause all I saw was the doom where the worm never dies where the true death is brewed obvious was the crime rebellion against You (slain with the Sword, I died then rose with the Lord, alive) I’m alone in my room but accused day and night use the Light of these words against the darkness i fight it’s not about my image nor about your opinion it’s about the Truth and learning to really live it learning to express your true self becoming Love and peace the mask melts I'm making music again Thought I was done Oh man what a fool I am This is a journey I'm not finished yet Gotta keep moving til I reach the end I'm not there yet Still fighting my flesh I'm not perfect But I'm trying my best to wage war against the dark in my soul deny the evil loses its hold I’ll endure until the end of the world this music’s my experience this music is a mirror, it’s (my heart)