23 [prod. False Ego]

23 [prod. False Ego] (breath) (Yeah May 16th Was my birthday I’m 23 Yeah) didn’t think I’d make it to 23 Thought I would be taken before this made it to May 16th, and I still breathe another day existing, another scene I’m still here Woke up to this I’m still here Won’t give up yet I’m still here Woke up to this Im still here I still exist Just to exist is an amazing thing A privilege that were given of experiencing Life in every form, Sunny days after storms Winter cold, summer warm Having peace, fighting wars In yourself it’s a cell And it’s hell when your scourged But blessings come from Heaven When you learn to Love more And don’t get me wrong i’ve open some dark doors i’ve been in some dark places seen dark faces before so i know what it’s like and what it means to endure cause i know the fear and i know being numb saying that you don’t care and wanting to give up waking up every day with thoughts you don’t want in a world full of wolves knowing that you’re the runt no escape from the Truth but you still try to run from the man in the mirror and the things that you’ve done from the pain and the past cause it’s weighing a ton end up caught in a corner with images of a gun or some pills or a rope that you strung to be hung thinking the only way out is a countdown to 1 No Cause you’re still here Woke up to this you’re still here Don’t give up yet but i also know Love how it’s more than a feeling it’s the only Freedom that everyone is needing Love is the whole point Why i write with a reason but if you wanna stay sharp you gotta keep on bleeding cause there’s lessons in the pain you’re sharpened when you’re weakened if you wanna write a story then you need the lines to sink in and if you write in pen then make sure you have the ink in And just focus on the point cause a dull spirit is sinkin but those who are refined will rise like the phoenix did but don’t think that you can die to run from what really is cause what’s on the other side is your mind but more vivid there’s no escape so face the pain while your in it cause change has no limits and suicide it isn’t a synonym for riddance I’m hoping that you do get it these words are paying a visit they’re knocking on your heart’s prison a Sword that I have been spitting for a surgical incision to cut away at the dark give the Love i’ve been given Cause you’re still here Woke up to this You’re still here You still exist didn’t think I’d make it to 23 Thought I would be taken before this made it to May 16th, and I still breathe another day existing, another scene I’m still here Woke up to this I’m still here Won’t give up yet Im still here Woke up to this Im still here I still exist I know You feel that pain I know It’s heavy weight Just let go It’s okay You’re not alone Not today