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Today, we're talking about the Top 5 Relationship Rules I have that have changed my life. This episode was inspired by a letter I wrote to all of you. For those of you who signed up for my newsletter, I give you tools and tips, and stories, and I tell you funny jokes sometimes. But I was writing the newsletter while I was in Australia just before I left when I was there in December, and I was reflecting on how beautiful my relationships are with my family now. And I was reflecting on why. Why are they so beautiful? Well, number one, they're beautiful people. But number two, more importantly, I have learned these relationship rules, which have allowed me to have the most beautiful relationship with my family and the most beautiful relationship with my husband, my kids, my friends, and you guys. Now, that doesn't mean there are no bumps. That doesn't mean there are no arguments. A few weeks ago, I wrote in the newsletter about how I had an argument with my husband. Of course, I was joking about how wrong he was and how right I was. But it doesn't mean we don't have conflict, but we get to coexist because of these relationship rules, and I want to share them with you. Before we proceed, I want to say, these mightn't work for you. I think they work well, but I don't want you to feel guilty, ashamed, embarrassed, angry, or whatever the feelings are if you feel like these don't match you. So take what you need here. Leave what isn't helpful for you; if it's useful for you, wonderful. If it doesn't sit right, one of them doesn't sit right, that is not a problem. It's totally okay to use what helps you. When I'm talking on this podcast, I'm giving you ideas, so be curious and consider them, but it doesn't mean that I'm always right, I think I'm right, or I know what's right for you. All right, here we go. I'm going to go through them quickly and then elaborate a little later once we get through, okay? But I want to remind you that these relationship rules help me stay solid in my relationships, and they've gotten me through some of the hardest periods and seasons of my life. So, let's see if they're helpful for you. 1. It is not your job or my job to manage our family's emotions. Their emotions are their responsibility, and it is their job to regulate their emotions when they're upset with us. And it's our job to regulate and manage our emotions when we are upset. Now, what does regulate mean? It means you're allowed to have them. We're not saying that no one's allowed to be upset, but we have to communicate and share with them and regulate by not throwing things, lashing out, saying unkind things, saying things that aren't true, saying 'you' statements like, "You're so blah, blah, blah." We want to use 'I' statements like, "I feel this way about that," or "I would like this thing to happen." So, we want to regulate as best as we can. Our job is to regulate what shows up for us, and their job is to regulate what shows up for them. 2. It is not your job to please the people you are in relationship with. Now, they get to have expectations and they get to communicate with you on what their expectations are, and you get to have expectations and you get to communicate their expectations. Now, this is so important, then we can have a respectful conversation. A lot of the time these days, I see people in relationships or even online where somebody disagrees and they're so hurt. They're like, "You've harmed me by saying that. I'm so hurt by what you said." But the person gets to have their thoughts and their feelings. It's not our job to manage it, and it's not our job to please them either. So you get to have your beliefs and thoughts and ideas, and you get to disagree with other people as well. It's as long as we're able to do it respectfully. And when I say respectful, I'm not saying it in a people-pleasing way either. It is not our job to please people. It's just not. Here's a deeper one. Let me just jump into this a little: I'm still working on this and I get therapy. I have a lot of practice and I've read about the idea of my happiness. That's my job. My happiness is my job. And I easily get caught up in, "No, if my partner would just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy," or "If my kids just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy." And that is true to a degree. But the problem with that rule, if you want to keep that rule, is you have no empowerment and no responsibility. It's all up to them. Your life is in their hands. Your happiness is in their hands. And so, I like to think about, yeah, people can't always please me, like I just said, and people are going to upset me. And then it's my job to decide what I want to do with that, and it's my job to determine how I'm going to cope today with the fact that they may not be living up to the way I want them to. So that's really important. 3. They are allowed to have their feelings about our choices. This is a big one for my husband and I. We say this to each other all the t

Today, we're talking about the Top 5 Relationship Rules I have that have changed my life. This episode was inspired by a letter I wrote to all of you. For those of you who signed up for my newsletter, I give you tools and tips, and stories, and I tell you funny jokes sometimes. But I was writing the newsletter while I was in Australia just before I left when I was there in December, and I was reflecting on how beautiful my relationships are with my family now. And I was reflecting on why. Why are they so beautiful? Well, number one, they're beautiful people. But number two, more importantly, I have learned these relationship rules, which have allowed me to have the most beautiful relationship with my family and the most beautiful relationship with my husband, my kids, my friends, and you guys. Now, that doesn't mean there are no bumps. That doesn't mean there are no arguments. A few weeks ago, I wrote in the newsletter about how I had an argument with my husband. Of course, I was joking about how wrong he was and how right I was. But it doesn't mean we don't have conflict, but we get to coexist because of these relationship rules, and I want to share them with you. Before we proceed, I want to say, these mightn't work for you. I think they work well, but I don't want you to feel guilty, ashamed, embarrassed, angry, or whatever the feelings are if you feel like these don't match you. So take what you need here. Leave what isn't helpful for you; if it's useful for you, wonderful. If it doesn't sit right, one of them doesn't sit right, that is not a problem. It's totally okay to use what helps you. When I'm talking on this podcast, I'm giving you ideas, so be curious and consider them, but it doesn't mean that I'm always right, I think I'm right, or I know what's right for you. All right, here we go. I'm going to go through them quickly and then elaborate a little later once we get through, okay? But I want to remind you that these relationship rules help me stay solid in my relationships, and they've gotten me through some of the hardest periods and seasons of my life. So, let's see if they're helpful for you. 1. It is not your job or my job to manage our family's emotions. Their emotions are their responsibility, and it is their job to regulate their emotions when they're upset with us. And it's our job to regulate and manage our emotions when we are upset. Now, what does regulate mean? It means you're allowed to have them. We're not saying that no one's allowed to be upset, but we have to communicate and share with them and regulate by not throwing things, lashing out, saying unkind things, saying things that aren't true, saying 'you' statements like, "You're so blah, blah, blah." We want to use 'I' statements like, "I feel this way about that," or "I would like this thing to happen." So, we want to regulate as best as we can. Our job is to regulate what shows up for us, and their job is to regulate what shows up for them. 2. It is not your job to please the people you are in relationship with. Now, they get to have expectations and they get to communicate with you on what their expectations are, and you get to have expectations and you get to communicate their expectations. Now, this is so important, then we can have a respectful conversation. A lot of the time these days, I see people in relationships or even online where somebody disagrees and they're so hurt. They're like, "You've harmed me by saying that. I'm so hurt by what you said." But the person gets to have their thoughts and their feelings. It's not our job to manage it, and it's not our job to please them either. So you get to have your beliefs and thoughts and ideas, and you get to disagree with other people as well. It's as long as we're able to do it respectfully. And when I say respectful, I'm not saying it in a people-pleasing way either. It is not our job to please people. It's just not. Here's a deeper one. Let me just jump into this a little: I'm still working on this and I get therapy. I have a lot of practice and I've read about the idea of my happiness. That's my job. My happiness is my job. And I easily get caught up in, "No, if my partner would just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy," or "If my kids just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy." And that is true to a degree. But the problem with that rule, if you want to keep that rule, is you have no empowerment and no responsibility. It's all up to them. Your life is in their hands. Your happiness is in their hands. And so, I like to think about, yeah, people can't always please me, like I just said, and people are going to upset me. And then it's my job to decide what I want to do with that, and it's my job to determine how I'm going to cope today with the fact that they may not be living up to the way I want them to. So that's really important. 3. They are allowed to have their feelings about our choices. This is a big one for my husband and I. We say this to each other all the t

Today, we're talking about the Top 5 Relationship Rules I have that have changed my life. This episode was inspired by a letter I wrote to all of you. For those of you who signed up for my newsletter, I give you tools and tips, and stories, and I tell you funny jokes sometimes. But I was writing the newsletter while I was in Australia just before I left when I was there in December, and I was reflecting on how beautiful my relationships are with my family now. And I was reflecting on why. Why are they so beautiful? Well, number one, they're beautiful people. But number two, more importantly, I have learned these relationship rules, which have allowed me to have the most beautiful relationship with my family and the most beautiful relationship with my husband, my kids, my friends, and you guys. Now, that doesn't mean there are no bumps. That doesn't mean there are no arguments. A few weeks ago, I wrote in the newsletter about how I had an argument with my husband. Of course, I was joking about how wrong he was and how right I was. But it doesn't mean we don't have conflict, but we get to coexist because of these relationship rules, and I want to share them with you. Before we proceed, I want to say, these mightn't work for you. I think they work well, but I don't want you to feel guilty, ashamed, embarrassed, angry, or whatever the feelings are if you feel like these don't match you. So take what you need here. Leave what isn't helpful for you; if it's useful for you, wonderful. If it doesn't sit right, one of them doesn't sit right, that is not a problem. It's totally okay to use what helps you. When I'm talking on this podcast, I'm giving you ideas, so be curious and consider them, but it doesn't mean that I'm always right, I think I'm right, or I know what's right for you. All right, here we go. I'm going to go through them quickly and then elaborate a little later once we get through, okay? But I want to remind you that these relationship rules help me stay solid in my relationships, and they've gotten me through some of the hardest periods and seasons of my life. So, let's see if they're helpful for you. 1. It is not your job or my job to manage our family's emotions. Their emotions are their responsibility, and it is their job to regulate their emotions when they're upset with us. And it's our job to regulate and manage our emotions when we are upset. Now, what does regulate mean? It means you're allowed to have them. We're not saying that no one's allowed to be upset, but we have to communicate and share with them and regulate by not throwing things, lashing out, saying unkind things, saying things that aren't true, saying 'you' statements like, "You're so blah, blah, blah." We want to use 'I' statements like, "I feel this way about that," or "I would like this thing to happen." So, we want to regulate as best as we can. Our job is to regulate what shows up for us, and their job is to regulate what shows up for them. 2. It is not your job to please the people you are in relationship with. Now, they get to have expectations and they get to communicate with you on what their expectations are, and you get to have expectations and you get to communicate their expectations. Now, this is so important, then we can have a respectful conversation. A lot of the time these days, I see people in relationships or even online where somebody disagrees and they're so hurt. They're like, "You've harmed me by saying that. I'm so hurt by what you said." But the person gets to have their thoughts and their feelings. It's not our job to manage it, and it's not our job to please them either. So you get to have your beliefs and thoughts and ideas, and you get to disagree with other people as well. It's as long as we're able to do it respectfully. And when I say respectful, I'm not saying it in a people-pleasing way either. It is not our job to please people. It's just not. Here's a deeper one. Let me just jump into this a little: I'm still working on this and I get therapy. I have a lot of practice and I've read about the idea of my happiness. That's my job. My happiness is my job. And I easily get caught up in, "No, if my partner would just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy," or "If my kids just do A, B, and C, then I can be happy." And that is true to a degree. But the problem with that rule, if you want to keep that rule, is you have no empowerment and no responsibility. It's all up to them. Your life is in their hands. Your happiness is in their hands. And so, I like to think about, yeah, people can't always please me, like I just said, and people are going to upset me. And then it's my job to decide what I want to do with that, and it's my job to determine how I'm going to cope today with the fact that they may not be living up to the way I want them to. So that's really important. 3. They are allowed to have their feelings about our choices. This is a big one for my husband and I. We say this to each other all the t

One of the most common questions I get asked is what do I do during or after an exposure? Number One, it's so scary to do an exposure, and number two, there's so many things that people have brought up as things to do, even me, this being Your Anxiety Toolkit. Maybe you get overwhelmed with the opportunity and options for tools that it gets too complicated. So, I want to make this super easy for you, and I want to go through step by step, like what you're supposed to do during or after an exposure. Now, I think it's important that we first look at, there is no right. You get to choose, and I'm going to say that all the way through here, but I'm going to give you some really definitive goals to be going forward with as you do an exposure, as you face your fear. Now, make sure you stick around to the end because I will also address some of the biggest roadblocks I hear people have with the skills that I'm going to share. Now, a lot of you know, I have ERP School if you have OCD and I have Overcoming Anxiety and Panic if you have panic, and I have BFRB School if you have hair pulling and skin picking. These are all basically courses of me teaching you exactly what I teach my patients. So, if you want a deeper in-depth study of that, you can, by all means, get the steps there of how to build an exposure plan, how to build a response prevention plan. Today, I'm going to complement that work and talk about what to do during and after an exposure. So here we go. Let's say you already know what you're going to face. Like I said, you've already created an exposure plan. You understand the cycle of the disorder or the struggle that you are handling, and you've really identified how you're going to break that cycle and you've identified the fear that you're going to face. Or just by the fact of nature being the nature, you've been spontaneously exposed to your fear. What do you do? Now, let's recap the core concepts that we talk about here all the time on Your Anxiety Toolkit, which is, number one, what we want to do is practice tolerating whatever discomfort you experience. What does that mean? It means being open and compassionate and vulnerable as you experience discomfort in your body. A lot of people will say, "But what am I supposed to do?" And this is where I'm going to say, this is very similar to me trying to teach you how to ride a bike on this podcast. Or I'll tell you a story. My 11-year-old daughter was sassing me the other day and I was telling her I wanted her to unpack the dishwasher, and she said, "How?" She was just giving me sass, joking with me. And I was saying to her, "Well, you raise your hand up and you open your fist and you put your hand over the top of the dishwasher and you pull with your muscles down towards your--" I'm trying giving her like silly-- we're joking with each other, like step by step. Now, it's very hard to learn how to do that by just words. Usually—let's go back to the bike example—you have to get on the bike and feel the sensation of falling to know what to do to counter the fall as you start to lean to the left or lean to the right. And so, when it comes to willingly tolerating your discomfort, it actually just requires you practicing it, and if I'm going to be quite honest with you, sucking at it, because you will suck at it. We all suck at being uncomfortable. But then working at knowing how to counter that discomfort. Again, you're on the bike, you're starting to feel yourself move to the right and learning to lean to the left a little to balance it out. And that's what learning how to be uncomfortable is about too. It's having the discomfort, noticing in your body it's tightening, and learning to do the opposite of that tightening. It is very similar to learning how to ride a bike. And it's very similar in that it's not just a cognitive behavior, it's a physical thing. It's noticing, "Oh, I'm tight." For me, as I get anxious, I always bring my shoulders up and it's learning to counter that by dropping them down. So, it's tolerating discomfort. Now, often beyond that-- I'm going to give you some more strategy here in a second. But beyond that, it's actually quite simple in that you go and do whatever it is that you would be doing if you hadn't faced this hard thing. Here is an example. The other week during the holidays, one of my family members-- I'll tell you the story. My mom and dad took a trip to Antarctica. This is a dream trip for them. They're very well-traveled and they were going through what's called the Drake Passage, which is this very scary passage of water. It took them 36 hours to sail through it and it can be very dangerous. And I noticed that the anxiety I was feeling in my body about the uncertainty of where they are and how far they've got to go and are they safe and all these things is I was sitting on the couch and I wasn't engaging in anything. My kids were trying to talk to me and I was blowing them off. And I was scrolling on my phone instead o

MINDFULLY TENDING TO ANGER & RESENTMENT Welcome back. I am so happy to have you here with me today to talk about mindfully tending to feelings of anger and resentment. Sometimes when we have relentless anxiety and intrusive thoughts, anger can feel like the only emotion we can access. For those of you who don't know me, well, you might be surprised to hear maybe not to know that I actually have quite a hot temper. I get hot really quick emotionally, and I don't know if it's because as a child I didn't really allow myself to feel anger. I think societally, I was told I shouldn't be angry. And so, when it comes up inside me, it heats up really quick to a boiling point. And my goal for this year is not—let me be very clear—is not to say I am going to stop being angry because that is actually the problem. It is not to say I can't feel angry and I shouldn't feel angry. It's actually to tend to my anger and start to listen to what anger is trying to communicate to me. My goal with you today is to walk you through how you can do that. And I'd love if you would stay with me for a short meditation where we mindfully tend to anger and resentment. IS ANGER & RESENTMENT HEALTHY? I think the first thing I want to mention here is that anger and resentment are actually really normal healthy emotions. Nothing to be guilty of, ashamed of, annoyed by, nothing to judge, that the anger and resentment are actually healthy emotions. They come from a place of wishing things could be better or improved, and they usually show up when we experience some kind of injustice in the world or in our daily life. Maybe someone hurt your feelings or they acted in a way that made you feel unsafe. Maybe someone stopped you from succeeding. Maybe somebody judged you and you experienced that as a threat. WHY DO I FEEL SO ANGRY? Anger can show up for many reasons. Maybe it's because you're noticing the injustices in the world and that makes you angry. That political things can really make people show up in anger. And again, that doesn't mean there's anything wrong, but expressing it in a healthy way can be really useful because bottling it up, it usually numbs other feelings, it can wear down your mental health, and it can mean—and I have learnt this the hard way—is that we then explode and end up saying things we don't mean, or doing things we don't want to do that don't align up with our values or showing up the way that we want. And for me, that's a big part of my goal this year. Now, the reason I actually am doing this, this is not a scheduled podcast, is yesterday my husband and I were having a disagreement. And sometimes I have to remind myself like, disagreements aren't a problem. Because in my mind, disagreement is like, "Oh my gosh, terrible things are about to happen and I'm very scared. Please love me forever." You know what I mean? And my husband has to keep gently saying like it's okay that we don't agree on everything. We were having a disagreement and I could feel the anger showing up in my body. And I was trying to really focus on just being mindful of that experience, because when I don't do that, my immediate response is, "Fight. Let's go to war. Let me show you how you are wrong. Let me be very clear in my boundary that you cannot cross," which is all fine. Again, none of that's wrong, but I could feel myself heating to a boiling point in a very, very short amount of time. I've been really trying to instead of acting on anger in certain situations-- again, there's nothing wrong if you need to act on anger. WHEN IS ANGER APPROPRIATE? Sometimes if you're in a dangerous position, you need to act on anger. But I'm really working on allowing anger, befriending and tending to anger. Anger can be our friend. Like, what's the problem? Let's actually have it, Kimberley. Let's actually feel it. Let's actually feel it go through my body. Let's allow it to burn itself off. And let's do that, not because we got to make our point and make sure they know we're right, but because you actually felt it. You allowed it, you rode the wave of it, it burnt off. And it always burns off. That's the thing. That's mindfulness—to recognize that everything is temporary. If you say-- I'm talking to myself here. If you say what you say when you're angry, you mightn't have said it in a way that is effective as if you had said that thing a few moments later when you've let a little bit of that anger burn off. Again, I'm not saying here that there's anything wrong with just saying what you need to say, but for me personally, I'm really trying this year. One of my biggest goals is respect through my words. Respect through my words. Really pausing and being really intentional with my words. And I know that when I'm angry, that is absolutely not happening. So, we know that expressing anger is fine. We know that bottling it in is usually problematic. Pretending you're not mad is also inauthentic. Sometimes my husband's like, "You're so clearly mad." And I'm like,

In this week's podcast, I talked with Lynn Lyons about her new book, The Anxiety Audit (7 Sneaky Ways Anxiety Takes Hold and How to Escape Them). We discuss: How repetitive negative thinking disguises itself as problem-solving How catastrophic thinking makes the world a dangerous place and demands you react accordingly How big conclusions and an all-or-nothing approach make the world smaller and harder to navigate. How a fear of judgment isolates and disconnects us from people How being busy and overscheduled both adds and masquerade anxiety and stress How we blame others when we are irritable How self-care becomes not self-care at all Transcript This editable transcript was computer generated and might contain errors. People can also change the text after it is created. Kimberley Quinlan: Okay, good. Well, welcome, Lynn Lyons. I am so thrilled to have you on the show today. Okay, so very exciting. Lynn Lyons: Oh well, thanks for having me. Kimberley Quinlan: You just wrote another book. I will say another book. It's amazing. Please tell me before we get started. Why did you choose that as the title? Lynn Lyons: Well, what happened was we have a podcast called flusterclux. And I do that with my sister-in-law Robin; she's married to my brother. And during the pandemic, one of the courses we created together, she called it the anxiety on it because we wanted to go through the patterns that maybe people were experiencing and they didn't, they didn't have words to them, they didn't know what was going on. And so we did this course, and we put it out there, and then my publisher said, Do you want to write a book? And I said, "Oh, okay". And Robin and I said, Well, why don't you just make the course we did into a book? It'll be easy because she's never written a book before. Um, so that sort of was the genesis of it. So the publisher like the title, the anxiety on it. So the book ended up being much more expanded than the original course, but the title was from Robin. And the course we did for the podcast. Kimberley Quinlan: Right. And I loved it because there is a degree of going through your book. We're going to talk today about the seven sneaky ways anxiety takes hold and how to escape that, but I love how it is. It feels like an audit, right? You're kind of auditing through these sneaky ways anxiety can take hold. So, I love that. So, let's go through today's those seven points, and then we will go deeper if we have time. Can you tell me a little about this first main concept of how repetitive thinking disguises itself as the problem? Lynn Lyons: Yeah, it disguises itself as problem-solving. So when you are doing repetitive negative thinking,… Kimberley Quinlan: Aha. Lynn Lyons is just the lingo we use to describe worrying and ruminating. We generally distinguish between worrying and ruminating in which direction and time they head. So if you are a worrier, you tend to worry about things that haven't happened yet. And if you're a ruminator, you're going back over things, which tends to be both. It can feel pretty obsessive. A ruminator will go back over things and ask those questions. And did I say the right thing? Did I do the right thing? Did I buy the right refrigerator? Did I make the right decision? Lynn Lyons: Repetitive Negative thinking. The problem with it is that the thinking feels like the solution. Remember, anxiety seeks that certainty. If I just go over it, if I just think about it, if I just talk about it, if I just ask people about it, if I just get more information about it, that will lead me to a solution. But what we know is that the thinking is actually the problem because when you overthink, Lynn Lyons: You're caught in that repetitive cycle. You're seeking that certainty. So you don't move forward, and you don't take action. It just feels like you're doing something productive. But unfortunately, you're when people go to therapy, if they have this kind of obsessive thinking and they get caught in it, is that the therapist will unknowingly say, Well, let's think about this, or Let's talk about this, some more. Let's explore this. Or What could that mean and the anxieties? Like, Yeah, I love this lady. Now we get to do our thing. Lynn Lyons: What we know about people that tend to overthink and get into this repetitive negative thinking is that they are less likely to act on a solution if they come across one in their thinking. So they're saying, "Oh, I'm thinking to figure this out," but then they never take the necessary action. Yeah. So it's a way to trick you into thinking you're doing the right thing. When you're just feeding your rumination feeding your worry, Kimberley Quinlan: I love it, and you mentioned in your book Chewing the mental card, which I thought was just classic and… Lynn Lyons: Mmm. M. Kimberley Quinlan: hilarious. I grew up on a farm, so that was very appropriate. I love it. Let's go to number two, how catastrophic thinking makes a world, the world a dangerous place a

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 318, and welcome 2023. Welcome back, guys. Happy 2023. Happy New Year. I want you to imagine you and I are sitting down at a table and we both have the most wonderful, warm tea or coffee or water or whatever it is that you enjoy, and we are going to have a talk. You're not getting a talking too, I'm not saying that. But I want you to imagine that I'm standing in front of you or sitting in front of you and we've got eyes locked, and I am dead serious in what I'm talking to you about because I believe it to be the most important thing you need for 2023. I really, really do. So, let's talk. Okay, you've got your tea. I've got my tea. Let's do this. Okay. So, I want you to imagine that you have a suffering in your life. We all have suffering. It's a part of being a human. Life is 50/50. It's 50% easy and 50% hard. We all are going to have suffering this year. But I want you to imagine this scenario. It could be something that's hard for you that you're already going through or could be imagined. And I want you to think about that there's a circumstance or a situation that happened that is out of your control and it's causing you suffering. Maybe it's a thought that's intrusive, maybe it's anxiety, maybe it's depression. Maybe you have a hole in your tire, maybe you-- if you hear some people walking, it's because my whole family are upstairs playing. But maybe you have some financial stresses, relationship stresses. Maybe you feel very alone. Whatever you're suffering is, I want you to acknowledge that you're having this suffering. And then I want you to think about, who could I call to help me manage this pain in my life? Is it someone who could support me and nurture me during that suffering? Is it someone who has the solution to that problem? Is it somebody who's been through it before and they can guide you on what to do? So what we do when we have suffering is we gather hopefully a list of people who we can help and we reach out to them. That's good coping, right? But what I want you to do differently, or maybe you're already doing this and I want you to do more of in 2023, is I want you to move you to the top of that list. I want you to be the first person you call to offer yourself the support and wisdom and guidance, right? I'm not here to say there's anything wrong with calling the other people. In fact, I am a huge believer in gathering your peeps when things are hard, calling your speed-dial people, right? That's cool. I want you to be doing that. But I want for this year for you to move yourself to the top of the list and ask yourself, what is it that you need while you suffer? How can I support you while you suffer? What do you need to hear as you suffer? How can I tend to this suffering in a kind, compassionate, non-abandoning way? How can we be that for ourselves? We have to be at the top of the list. And I don't mean that in any preachy way. I mean it because let's look at the problems when we're not, when we don't show up at the top of the list. We build this belief that we need other people and we don't have what it takes to get through it, right? When we put ourselves at the top of the list, we develop and grow muscles in our brain that have us start to see that we can cope really well by ourselves. That we have everything that we need, right? That is so, so beautiful. And the reason I'm sharing this with you in this hopefully not preachy way is I was journaling the other day and I was really asking myself like, what is it that I want to talk about? What is it that I'm so passionate about? What is it that lights a fire inside me? And while, yes, I love talking about anxiety and yes, I love talking about OCD and I love talking about mental health and all the things, this one thing I believe is the biggest game changer above and beyond all the tools that I give you in my toolkit. Oh, PS, I have to tell you, I was looking for-- I was doing a Google search on Your Anxiety Toolkit because I just had to pull up something and it's easier for me just to Google it. And when I wrote it in, this teeny tiny wooden kids toolkit showed up, like this little toolbox. And I couldn't help myself, but I had to buy it because I was like, that's exactly it, right? This is all about me giving you an array of tools and tools that are super effective and tools that you know when to use them. Because imagine if you had a saw but you were using it for the wrong thing, that would be very ineffective. So, that's the whole premise of this podcast. But I was thinking about, of all the tools in the toolkit, this might be the most important one, which is the one that teaches you how strong you are. That you are the most unconditional friend for yourself, the most unconditional friend. You are there non-stop, no matter what. No matter what happens, you have the capacity to sit with yourself in compassion while you suffer. So, that's it, you guys. That's all I have to say. That's the goal

Welcome back, everybody. I am thrilled, thrilled, thrilled to have you here again, finishing out the year so strong. In this episode, we planned perfectly for this week because my guess is that you're starting to make New Year's resolutions or make New Year's goals, and we wanted to talk, myself and the amazing guests that we have this week, about how you can change your habits in the most compassionate and effective way.. We have back this week with us Monica Packer. She's been on the show before. To be honest, she's like a warm hug to me. I just feel like it's just sitting down and having a chat with a dear long friend, like an old friend. I love speaking with Monica. She's just got such deep wisdom to her. And so, today, we got together and talked about how to change your habits compassionately and effectively. Because when people set resolutions or New Year's goals, they're just talking about creating new habits, like how can I create new habits in my life? How can I make a change in my life? And sometimes, we tend to do that in a very aggressive, critical way. And so, we wanted to sit down and talk about how we can do that in a compassionate, effective way. Kimberley: Okay. Welcome, Monica. I'm so happy to have you here. Monica: Oh, it really is a joy. I just love everything you do and who you are, more importantly. So, I'm excited to be here again. HOW TO CHANGE YOUR HABITS Kimberley: Thank you. Thank you. Okay, so you and I were chatting, and I love this idea of preparing for the hard day, but particularly emphasizing how to change your habits that prepare you for your dark day or your hard day. Tell me a little about why that is so important to you or even how you've implemented this in your life. Monica: When I think back on my history with habit formation, it was clouded for a long time with these all-or-nothing models that taught me to have good habits, they needed to look this way, and it needed to be formed in this way. It needed to be consistent in this way. And a big part of that was not only were we supposed to have an ideal, we were supposed to start with the ideal. You just decide what the habit is and then you do it for 28 days, or whatever number we all have in our heads. You get to that magical number and it's a habit. And that never worked for me. And so, for a really long time-- well, it worked for me when I was the type A, very overachieving perfectionist. But that came at a big cost in my life. And we talked about that I think in our past interview we did together. And that cost was not one I was willing to make for a long time. I wasn't willing to sacrifice my mental and physical and spiritual health and my relationships anymore to be so performing. And so, because of that, I thought that was the only way to, one, progress in your life and have goals, but also trickle down to habits. I just thought I can do the habits that are required of me for my work and for my family, home management kind of things. But for myself, that was a different story because I thought, no, these are the habits I want, and they're so beautiful and amazing and would be so helpful in my life. But in order to get there, I can't do what that requires. I can't, so I just didn't. But then when I got back into habit formation a few years ago, which was not a plan of mine, but it just happened naturally as I was really working on identity and fulfillment in my life, I realized those two areas had to be supported with habits to just even give me the time and the energy to carve out what I needed to for those two areas of my life. And as part of that, I had to figure out habits in a new way. I know this is a really long answer to your question, but the nutshell version of this is that a lot of us, if not all of us, are set up to fail with habit formation in the way that we've been taught since we were little kids. I mean, even that number thing I said alone, like how many days does it take to form a habit – we all have a number because we've been taught a number. But that number is not realistic for most people, especially if you're in a caretaking role or in any kind of position or season of life where you have to be more reactive in nature to your responsibilities. Every day is different. Every season is different too. There's that kind of flexibility that makes it so you have to do habits differently. And so, what I've learned over the past few years is that, instead of starting with an ideal version of a habit, and that being "This is my habit," those are only ideal. Those are only possible for those best of days kind of days. When you get really good sleep, your routine is really set. It's more predictable. And that didn't work for me, didn't work for most of the women I work with. I work with primarily women. So, instead, what we want to do is both start with what I call a baseline habit and always have that be the foundational habit we come back to on our worst of days. The baseline habit to me is, the idea

In this podcast: Laura Ryan tells her story of overcoming superstitious Obsessions How to manage Whack-a-mole obsessions How her family helped to support her as she overcame Superstitious OCD How to get through the hard OCD days Perfectionism and Exposure & Response Prevention Links To Things We Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION Kimberley Quinlan: Well, welcome, Laura. I am so excited to hear your story today about Overcoming Superstitious Obsessions. Thank you for coming on the show. Laura Ryan: Thank you so much for having me. I'm so excited to be here. Kimberley Quinlan: Yeah, so it's wonderful. I love the stories when I accidentally meet people online, and then we have this cool story that's together, but we're not like not together at all. So I love hearing your story for the first time today, and I love that. I've been a small small part of that journey for you. Tell me a little about you and your backstory in, you know, the area of recovery. Laura Ryan: Yeah. So I definitely would have had OCD my whole life, but it wasn't until I was about 17 or 18 years old that I just stumbled across something on the Internet where I was like Oh yeah, that sounds like me. I've got OCD, but it didn't. It wasn't stopping me from doing anything at that point. So I just ignored it and went on. I had three Uni degrees under my belt. I was working at a publisher and freelancing as a book editor, and then Laura Ryan: my family had some health issues, and my sister as well, had some relationship issues, and I don't think I knew what to do with the stress. Um, and OCD crept up. So gradually, it was undetectable, and then sudd, I found myself at age 22 with crippling compulsions. OVERCOMING SUPERSTITIOUS OBSESSIONS AND BREATH-HOLDING COMPULSIONS Laura Ryan: It was nothing short of torture. It was horrific. I was so ill with OCD that I would come home from a day at work, and I wouldn't even remember the day because I'd spent the whole day in fight or flight. And I had mental sort of thought replacement and breath-holding compulsions. So it was completely invisible to people around me, but it was able to kind of have control over me for the whole day. Like from the second, I woke up to the second. I went to sleep. When I eventually saw a doctor, the psychiatrist was like, Oh, and how often are you affected by these thoughts? And I just didn't understand the question because I was like, Well, every few seconds, I guess. Laura Ryan: Yeah, so they were weird. Compulsions, like a lot of Shame around them as well because they were all kind of magical thinking superstitious. Like there was no logical link. They were all like, I'm holding my breath because I think I will magically give someone a disease if I breathe out while looking at them, or Yeah, just weird. We had rules that made absolutely no sense. Laura Ryan: which, Also. yeah, it impacted my self-esteem because I've always thought of myself as a Logical person, but these just made no sense. Laura Ryan: yeah, I also became stick thin because if I, and it wasn't even anything to do with the food, it was just if you eat this food, the intrusive thought will come true. And I, it just wasn't worth their Stress of eating. and then, there was a point where Laura Ryan: I would have conflicting compulsions, so OCD would kind of be like if you do this thing or if you don't do this thing, the intrusive thought will come true, and then I would just stand there paralyzed Like unable to do anything. I don't like to think how long I've spent just standing still, like the pervasive slowness, I think it's called was just Yes, stopped me from. Doing anything? Some nights it would have taken more than an hour to get to bed. It was just I had to touch wood or Rearrange things for so long before I was able to get to sleep. yeah, so I'd been a really 00:05:00 Laura Ryan: Pleasant child and teenager big people pleaser perfectionist type person, and then all of a sudden I was this irritable, distracted young adult, and I didn't like who I was, and no one in my family knew what was going on with me. Um, and yeah, I was eventually unable to work, and I quit my job. And I was too anxious to Google things. So I looked up OCD on my podcast app, and that was when I found you were a guest on the mental illness happy hour, I think, and you played this game of one-up together, and it was like, It wa

SUMMARY: How to include family members in ocd treatment Supporting siblings during ocd treatment How to apply the "be seen" model Ocd family therapy: including siblings as "assistant coaches" Developing empathy during ocd treatment Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School https://peaceofmind.com/for-siblings/ OCD Stories (with Jessica Serber) https://theocdstories.com/episode/dr-michelle-witkin-siblings-and-ocd/ https://www.amazon.com/When-Family-Member-Has-Obsessive-Compulsive/dp/1626252467 When a Family Member has OCD https://www.anxioustoddlers.com/psp-050-explaining-ocd/#.Y2Lc2S1h2Tc Krista's webpage Instagram: @anxiouslybalanced Episode Sponsor:This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION Kimberley Quinlan: Well, welcome Krista Reid. I am so excited to number one connect with you, but to talk about a topic that I don't talk a lot about which is something that I'm excited to really talk about with you today. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: Yes, thank you so much for having me. Kimberley Quinlan: So welcome. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: I'm excited. Kimberley Quinlan: Yeah. Look at you. You're all the people who don't see, you're like everything's bright and it's so happy. It makes me so joyful just to see you. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: Thank you, anybody. That has met me. Will get it. I'm a very colorful person. Thank you. Kimberley Quinlan: I love that that we need more of you in the world. Kimberley Quinlan: I really feel Yeah, good thing. I made children that sort of created more of me, right? That's the best I can do. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: I we need more of you. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: You go. There you go. Kimberley Quinlan: All right, let's talk about supportive siblings. Let's talk about… A Peaceful Balance Wichita: Yeah. SIBLINGS AND OCD Kimberley Quinlan: how the family can play a role in recovery. I kind of want you to take the lead here and tell me everything, you know. So tell me a little bit about why this subject is important to you and how you used it in clinical and in the field of OCD. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: Yeah, absolutely. And so I'll give you just a little bit of background. I always have been interested in sibling dynamics, and in fact, when I was in grad school completing my thesis, I even consulted the director of the program. I said, Are there any theories about siblings? And he's like, well, you know, there's the one by Alf or Alfred Adler on birth order. But really outside of that, no and that has just always been so entirely profound. Because when we think about family work, if you're looking at family theories, if you're looking at different types of family interventions and models, a lot of them really focus on parent child. And when you're dealing specifically with a child who has an, I'll go into the physical medical side as well, because I don't think this is exclusively just OCD or just mental illness. Kimberley Quinlan: Mmm. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: when we're seeing that a lot of times, the model is fixated on the child with the medical issue and the parent And what I was finding was that siblings. They kind of get othered In this. It's full process and the definition of other. It is essentially, you know, being excluded from meetings being excluded from family sessions being excluded in some way, shape or form. Now I could see how potential listeners will say, Well, isn't it that child with the OCD the child with the medical issues othered Yes, I'm not debating that at all, I'm saying, primarily within the family unit, that the sibling themselves can get very other and siblings struggle when their sibling has a disorder. You… Kimberley Quinlan: Mmm. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: they can struggle emotionally, they can struggle behaviorally. You know, just looking at the construct of OCD, they could struggle with the with the grief. Of their sibling having OCD, the moods that may come with the disorder. And oftentimes, this can lead to resentment within the sibling relationship, or even guilt or shame. And I I have siblings, and I think this potentially might be even where a lot of my work is very important because I am very close to my siblings. I am super close. Like I I feel like I'm very fortunate. I have, I have amazing relationships with my siblings and so it absolutely breaks my heart when you see a child. A Peaceful Balance Wichita: Who who has this? Some type of distance within their sibling relationship either because they thems

SUMMARY: In this podcast, Micah Howe addressed his expereince with intensive OCD treatment and the 6 most important turning points of OCD Recovery Compulsions keep OCD going, I can control my reaction to OCD Worrying is a false sense of control and is not productive Anxiety does not mean something needs solving Find an OCD community Self-compassion helps manage uncertainty Micah also addressed how to know you are ready for intensive ocd treatment and how he managed his OCD grief. Links To Things I Talk About: https://www.instagram.com/mentalhealthmhe/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online courses and resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety… If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 314. Welcome back, everybody. Today, we are talking about the major turning points of OCD recovery. This episode is literally how I want to end the year, although we do have more podcasts coming this year before we finish up 2022. But literally, this is like mic drop after mic drop after mic drop. I thoroughly enjoyed interviewing this week's guest. I'm so honored to share with you this interview with Micah Howe. He's an OCD advocate and is one of the most inspirational people I know. I just have so much respect and adoration for him. And this episode is literally a bomb. I just can't, I can't shout it from the rooftop loud enough. I'm going to keep this intro very short because I really just want you to hear exactly what he's saying. And really what we're talking about here is some ideological shifts that he had, going through intensive treatment and treatment in general, specifically for OCD. But if you don't have OCD, this is still going to be a powerful punch for your recovery because the tools that he shares that he realized on the end of his recovery are ones that anybody could apply to their recovery. So, let's just do it. Before we move on, let's quickly do the review of the week. This one is from Tristramshandy1378, and they said: "I stumbled across your podcast recently. I have been through therapy with Anxiety and panic and I have a high-stress job that I love, but I needed to continue my journey to recovery and be reminded of all the skills that are available to help me along the way. Your online courses for OCD and your amazing podcast reminded me the most important part of the process is to love myself, before, during, and after my episodes of intense anxiety and that every day is a beautiful day to do hard things." Oh my gosh, Tristramshandy, this is just so exactly my mission and my model. And so, I'm so grateful for you for leaving a review. It sounds like actually Tristramshandy's review of the week should actually be the "I did a hard thing," but we have an "I did a hard thing" as well. This one is from Anonymous and they said: "Hello, Kimberley. Very glad to have this resource. I did a hard thing. I started using public transportation much more often. It helps a lot with agoraphobia. I also significantly decreased media consumption, and that helped me learn to live with my thoughts and generally slowing down to process the information." So, thank you so much for Anonymous for sharing that. To be honest with you guys, the review of the week and the "I did a hard thing" and this entire episode is like three different "I did a hard thing" segment, so I've just so overjoyed that we're all here doing the hard thing, bringing in the end of the year. This episode is going to be such an amazing resource for you. So, let's get over to the interview. Introduction To Micah Howe Kimberley: Thank you so much for being here, Micah. I am actually so excited to hear this story. So, welcome. Micah: Yeah, thanks so much. Glad to be here. Kimberley: Yeah. So, you and I had talked before we came on to record about how you are going, wanting to tell the story about your intensive OCD treatment specifically around OCD. And this is the topic that I find so interesting and something that I actually really am so excited to hear your story. So, would you be able to tell us just in brief what the backstory of your recovery looks like and get us up to date in terms of where you were, what you experienced, as much as you're willing to share? Intensive Treatment For Ocd Micah: Yeah. So, what had me in intensive treatment – I grew up in rural Iowa and so resources for OCD, particularly evidence-based treatments like ERP, particularly several years ago when I was first starting to show really debilitating symptoms,

In This Episode: What causes anxiety? Is Anxiety "normal"? Genetic and environmental It is NOT your fault. You didn't ask for this You are doing the best you can with what you have Does that mean there is nothing you can do? No. What causes anxiety disorders? NIH - "Mood and anxiety disorders are characterized by a variety of neuroendocrine, neurotransmitter, and neuroanatomical disruptions. Risk factors- These factors may increase your risk of developing an anxiety disorder: Personality. People with certain personality types are more prone to anxiety disorders than others are. Other mental health disorders. People with other mental health disorders, such as depression, often also have an anxiety disorder. Having blood relatives with an anxiety disorder. Anxiety disorders can run in families. Drugs or alcohol. Drug or alcohol use or misuse or withdrawal can cause or worsen anxiety. Stress due to an illness. Having a health condition or serious illness can cause significant worry about issues such as your treatment and your future. Stress buildup. A big event or a buildup of smaller stressful life situations may trigger excessive anxiety — for example, a death in the family, work stress or ongoing worry about finances. Trauma. Children who endured abuse or trauma or witnessed traumatic events are at higher risk of developing an anxiety disorder at some point in life. Adults who experience a traumatic event also can develop anxiety disorders. What causes anxiety in the brain? a primary alteration in brain structure or function or in neurotransmitter signaling may result from environmental experiences and underlying genetic predisposition; These alterations can increase the risk for developing anxiety disorders. Abnormalities in a brain neurotransmitter called gamma-aminobutyric acid — which are often inherited — may make a person susceptible to GAD, according to NIH Life events, both early life traumas, and current life experiences, are probably necessary to trigger episodes of anxiety. What causes anxiety and panic attacks? Same as above....but consider avoidance reassurance seeing Mental rumination other physical compulsions Self-punishment Links To Things I Talk About: Harvard research:https://www.health.harvard.edu/anxiety/generalized-anxiety-disorder#:~:text=Abnormalities%20in%20a%20brain%20neurotransmitter,trigger%20the%20episodes%20of%20anxiety. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3684250/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 313. Hello friends. We are talking about what causes anxiety and why it is not your fault. So important. Okay, let's say it again. Why it is not your fault. I know you're probably beating yourself up for something related to your anxiety, that you should be handling it better, that there's something wrong with your brain. I want to really knock this concern, this belief, this thought out if I can, and try to replace it with some information that you can use in the moment to reassure yourself, not in a compulsive way, but just to remind yourself it's not your fault. Let's stop beating you up for something that's not your fault. If you saw something happen on the street and had nothing to do with you, you wouldn't probably blame yourself or beat yourself up or shame yourself. And I would like you to do the same for your anxiety. Okay? So, before we do that, let's talk about the "I did a hard thing." This is from anonymous. It's pretty cool, I have to say. Anonymous says: "I was diagnosed with relationship OCD this year after sharing my doubts and rumination patterns with a therapist. My parents have expressed concerns about a boyfriend I have been with for over a year, and I don't think these concerns are valid and my therapist doesn't think they're concerning either. My parents' comments still trigger my relationship OCD doubts big time. However, I have opened up to my parents about how I'm considering marrying my boyfriend and have responded to their criticism calmly without getting mad at them. It's been really hard to establish boundaries, but also be kind. But I feel like I'm on track. I also am trying to see my parents' criticism of him as a gift, at least I know that I can't go to them for reassurance and it's a great exposure opportunity." Anonymous, you are literally winning. The reason I am so thrilled, last week we did a whole epis

In This Episode: Amy Mariaskin, PhD shares her new book, Thriving in relationships when you have ocd What is Family accommodation and how does it apply to ocd Ocd family accommodation vs family support, What is OCD reassurance and how it can creep into one's relationship Relationship ocd, also known as rOCD Relationship issues with ocd and how to manage them Sexual orientation OCD, Gender related OCD, and Harm OCD and the impact this has on relationships Attachment styles in ocd and how to understand them to help you navigate communication. Links To Things I Talk About: Thriving in Relationships When You Have OCD: How to Keep Obsessions and Compulsions from Sabotaging Love, Friendship, and Family Connections Amy's Instagram https://www.instagram.com/ocdnashville/?hl=en ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor:This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 312. Welcome back, everybody. This is going to be a really important episode for you to listen to. Today, we have the amazing Dr. Amy Mariaskin, who is what I consider to be a very dear friend, someone I very much respect. She has written a book about relationships and OCD, and we talk all about it. We go deep into some of the core skills and discussions she has in her upcoming book. And this is just going to be an episode I really feel like you could take away and put some skills together right away. I'm so thrilled. So, thank you, Amy, for coming on this show. But before we do that, I would like to do the review of the week, and I really hope you listen carefully to this. Not because it's reviewing the podcast, but because I actually think the person who wrote this, who put in this review, is following some key points that I want you to consider. And this is what I encourage a lot of people to do. So, let's go. This is from Detroitreview and they said: "Thank you, I just started listening today after having a few weeks of anxiety and irregular thoughts that I never experienced. I randomly chose your podcast and am thankful for your experience, knowledge and personal and situations. As a 46-year-old father of two boys and loving wife, your podcast gives me a sense of calming. I'm taking notes on each cast." Guys, I encourage you to do this. This is a free resource. It is jam packed full of skills. I encourage you to take notes. So, I love that you're doing that Detroitreview. "While I started with the most recent, I have listened to #301/302/303." And then they went on to say: "And they've already given me strategies that I'm using. I decided to start from your first podcast in 2016." And that is what I encourage you all to do, mainly because those first 11 episodes are core content. I want you to take the content I talk with my patients about all the time. He went on to say, "I have been so impressed. I've listened to 1-2 daily. I'm up to 10 and 11. There's so many things to listen to and I'm so grateful for you. The meditations are amazing. Keep up the great work." Thank you so much for that review, Detroitreview. That is exactly my intention. This is a free resource, you guys. I want you to take advantage of the skills and tools so that you can have a toolkit for yourself. And so, I'm so thrilled for that review. It just makes me feel like, yes, that's exactly what I want you guys to take from this podcast. Okay, before we get over to the show, let's talk about the "I did a hard thing" segment. This one is from Kelly, and they said: "I recently faced one of my biggest fears – general anesthesia." Holy moly, Kelly, I feel you on so many levels with this. "I started struggling with some gallbladder issues and was told I needed to have it removed. I was terrified, and I didn't think I could go through with it. Thoughts were racing out of control. I sought help with therapy and your podcast. Thoughts are thoughts and not facts was huge for me. It was calm the day of the surgery, and I did it. Thank you." That is amazing. You guys, listen, thoughts are thoughts. Just because you have them doesn't mean they're facts. I love that they're bringing in that key concept as well. Alright, let's go over to the show. This is the amazing Dr. Amy Mariaskin. She's an OCD therapist. She's an advocate. She's an author of an upcoming book. You must go and check it out. I'll leave the link in the show notes. I am so, so honored to have you on the show, Amy. Let's get over to the episode. Kimberle

In This Episode: What if people notice I am anxious? How to handle the fear that people ill judge you Tools to manage anxiety Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 311. Welcome back, everybody. I am so happy to have you with me today. Today, we're talking about what to do if people notice how anxious you are. This is something that I've even thought about myself. When you're having anxiety, it's like, "Are people noticing how anxious I am?" And when you worry about that or you think about that, sometimes it can actually create more anxiety for you. Quite a few of you have asked this question to me in the past, specifically around when doing exposures. As you go to do your exposures, then you have this secondary thought of like, "Oh my goodness, are people actually seeing how anxious I am?" So, I wanted to do a podcast just about this topic. Before we get into the episode, let's quickly run through the "I did a hard thing" for the week. This one is from Anonymous and they said: "My son just started preschool this month. For context, my OCD and anxiety has me housebound for the last two years, and never in a million years did I think I was going to be able to handle this. I still feel discomfort and struggle with intrusive thoughts, but the sparkle in his eye when I pick him up makes it all worth it. This has reinforced the importance of pushing through even when it's hard." Anonymous, this is so good. Look at you go. And I think we can all resonate with being so overwhelmed with anxiety, but we make decisions based on our values, not our fear. And then we get to see people sparkle in people's eyes or our own eyes. And I'm so excited to have you share that with me. So, thank you so much. All right, quickly, review of the week. This is from Sybil Cross and they said: "Compassionate and competent care. My ERP therapist recommended this podcast to me and I love it! It is both educational and supportive. It helps me learn more about my OCD and feel comforted, all while retaining its therapeutic value. Thank you for all your hard work and love, Kimberley!" It is my pleasure. Thank you, Sybil, for sharing that amazing review. Please do go and leave a review. I know I say it every week, but you do not understand how helpful it is to me. I am really doubling down in 2022 and next year on really making sure this podcast reaches as many people and makes a massive impact. So, your reviews mean so much to me. All right, let's get over to the show. Have you ever been out and about doing your thing socially and then all of a sudden, you have anxiety and then you start to worry, what if people start to notice that I'm anxious? If this is you, you're going to want to listen up because today we're going to go through what to do if people do notice or what to do if you're afraid of people noticing that you have anxiety. So, thank you so much for joining me again today. I love spending time with you, talking about all things anxiety. Let's talk about what to do if people do notice that you have anxiety. So, the first thing to ask yourself, and I love asking questions because I think it really helps us to really understand the actual problem, but what I'm going to ask you is, what's your actual fear? If you're afraid of someone noticing that you are anxious, what are you actually saying there? Are you afraid that maybe they're going to judge you for having anxiety? Or are you afraid that there may be some consequence for having anxiety? Sometimes people are afraid in certain work environments or school environments. Or is it that you're afraid that if they notice you have anxiety, that then you'll then have even more anxiety and then that creates a perpetual cycle? Let's take a look at these outcomes depending on which one you struggle with. So, let's talk about first the fear that they might judge you. Now, if this is you, there is a pretty good chance you may have social anxiety. Social anxiety is a specific anxiety disorder around the fear of being judged by others socially or feeling humiliation or embarrassment around others socially. And often what we understand about social anxiety is it's actually not so much an anxiety disorder. Well, yes, you will feel a lot of anxiety, but we actually understand it to also be a shame disorder. Often people go out and then enter the social environment and they're afraid that if someone notices an adequacy o

SUMMARY: What if you don't identify with the concept of an obsession being a FEAR? It's a repetitive thought or feeling, but you're not scared of a specific outcome. What is the UNCERTAINTY when it comes to these obsessions? Guilt Obsessions: WHAT IS OCD GUILT? OCD Guilt over past mistakes "I shouldn't have done that" "That was a mistake" OCD Guilt as a simple intrusive thought- no known mistake "Is it bad that I did that" "Did I make a mistake?" "What could be the consequences" REGRET obsessions. I've heard a lot about how guilt is a common intrusive feeling in OCD but not much about regret. "I wish I didn't do that" "I wish I had done it another way" Guilt and Regret accompanied with sadness?? How to stop OCD guilt? How to treat OCD guilt and regret Links To Things I Talk About: Feeling guilty doesn't mean you have done something wrong https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-161-feeling-guilty-doesnt-mean-you-have-done-something-wrong/ How to let go of the past https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-70-how-to-let-go-of-the-past/ I screwed up. Now what? https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-293-i-screwed-up-what-now/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 310 Welcome back, everybody. We are at Episode 310. I just recorded it as 210 and I'm still in shock that we have hit 310 episodes. I recorded it and I was like, "Hang on a second. That doesn't sound right." And it wasn't, and that still shocks me to this day. All right. Today, we are talking about a very important topic, which is guilt and regret. And I've called this episode Guilt and Regret: The Most Misunderstood Obsession, and I believe that to be true because a whole bunch of you are walking around wondering whether you have OCD or not because a lot of what you hear is that OCD is all about anxiety and uncertainty. But what about the folks who don't have a lot of anxiety and a lot of uncertainty, but they're having obsessive guilt and obsessive regret in the form of OCD guilt and OCD regret? So, I wanted to talk about that today. Before we do so, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" segment. For those of you who are new, this is where listeners and followers share the hard thing that they've done. Why do I do this? Because so often, you guys forget that just because your hard thing is hard for you doesn't mean there's anything wrong with that. I want you to see that hard things are hard things and we should celebrate them and we should share them, and this is a platform I want to do that with. So, this one is from Mars, and Mars said: "After many weeks and years of hard work, I finally managed to reach an important stage of my career, and I ended up with two job offers." Amazing. "Both were great really for different reasons, and I couldn't choose. I went back and forth and tortured myself four months trying to get certainty about which one is the right choice. I'd never been so anxious in my life. Finally, today, I sent the final email, even though I wasn't certain about the choice, it was the hardest thing I've ever done, but I finally feel like I can move forward with my life again." Mars, number one, congratulations. Sounds like you've worked really hard. And number two, you're also doing this hard thing where you're allowing the discomfort into your day, into your life, and you're moving forward anyway. Thank you for sharing that. That is such an amazing accomplishment. Interesting, isn't it, how you've shared here too like it was around the certainty, but it sounds like that was similar to what we're talking about today, and let's talk about that. So, let's start from scratch. Start from the beginning. So, often people will come into therapy and say, "I didn't seek treatment for the longest time, because all I'm hearing is OCD is the uncertainty disorder, and I don't feel a ton of uncertainty in the way that I've heard other people do with OCD." What do I do if I don't identify with this concept of the obsession being around fear and uncertainty? What about if you have a repetitive thought or a feeling, but you're not scared of the specific outcome? And this is so important, guys, because we do hyper-focus on uncertainty and I really do believe that uncertainty is the root of lots of OCD obsessions and a lot of our suffering if we don't accept that uncertainty. But what about those who have obsessive guilt and obses

SUMMARY: What if you don't identify with the concept of an obsession being a FEAR? It's a repetitive thought or feeling, but you're not scared of a specific outcome. What is the UNCERTAINTY when it comes to these obsessions? Guilt Obsessions: WHAT IS OCD GUILT? OCD Guilt over past mistakes "I shouldn't have done that" "That was a mistake" OCD Guilt as a simple intrusive thought- no known mistake "Is it bad that I did that" "Did I make a mistake?" "What could be the consequences" REGRET obsessions. I've heard a lot about how guilt is a common intrusive feeling in OCD but not much about regret. "I wish I didn't do that" "I wish I had done it another way" Guilt and Regret accompanied with sadness?? How to stop OCD guilt? How to treat OCD guilt and regret Links To Things I Talk About: Feeling guilty doesn't mean you have done something wrong https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-161-feeling-guilty-doesnt-mean-you-have-done-something-wrong/ How to let go of the past https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-70-how-to-let-go-of-the-past/ I screwed up. Now what? https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/ep-293-i-screwed-up-what-now/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 310 Welcome back, everybody. We are at Episode 310. I just recorded it as 210 and I'm still in shock that we have hit 310 episodes. I recorded it and I was like, "Hang on a second. That doesn't sound right." And it wasn't, and that still shocks me to this day. All right. Today, we are talking about a very important topic, which is guilt and regret. And I've called this episode Guilt and Regret: The Most Misunderstood Obsession, and I believe that to be true because a whole bunch of you are walking around wondering whether you have OCD or not because a lot of what you hear is that OCD is all about anxiety and uncertainty. But what about the folks who don't have a lot of anxiety and a lot of uncertainty, but they're having obsessive guilt and obsessive regret in the form of OCD guilt and OCD regret? So, I wanted to talk about that today. Before we do so, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" segment. For those of you who are new, this is where listeners and followers share the hard thing that they've done. Why do I do this? Because so often, you guys forget that just because your hard thing is hard for you doesn't mean there's anything wrong with that. I want you to see that hard things are hard things and we should celebrate them and we should share them, and this is a platform I want to do that with. So, this one is from Mars, and Mars said: "After many weeks and years of hard work, I finally managed to reach an important stage of my career, and I ended up with two job offers." Amazing. "Both were great really for different reasons, and I couldn't choose. I went back and forth and tortured myself four months trying to get certainty about which one is the right choice. I'd never been so anxious in my life. Finally, today, I sent the final email, even though I wasn't certain about the choice, it was the hardest thing I've ever done, but I finally feel like I can move forward with my life again." Mars, number one, congratulations. Sounds like you've worked really hard. And number two, you're also doing this hard thing where you're allowing the discomfort into your day, into your life, and you're moving forward anyway. Thank you for sharing that. That is such an amazing accomplishment. Interesting, isn't it, how you've shared here too like it was around the certainty, but it sounds like that was similar to what we're talking about today, and let's talk about that. So, let's start from scratch. Start from the beginning. So, often people will come into therapy and say, "I didn't seek treatment for the longest time, because all I'm hearing is OCD is the uncertainty disorder, and I don't feel a ton of uncertainty in the way that I've heard other people do with OCD." What do I do if I don't identify with this concept of the obsession being around fear and uncertainty? What about if you have a repetitive thought or a feeling, but you're not scared of the specific outcome? And this is so important, guys, because we do hyper-focus on uncertainty and I really do believe that uncertainty is the root of lots of OCD obsessions and a lot of our suffering if we don't accept that uncertainty. But what about those who have obsessive guilt and obses

SUMMARY: Not having a subtype makes it hard to get diagnosed with OCD Not fitting into a subtype can make you doubt having OCD. When you don't see other examples, you can feel like an outsider in the OCD community. All the subtypes seem to have their "people." The doubt can make you feel that it really is about the content, not OCD. What if I don't fit into a typical OCD Subtype Examples: What if I picked the wrong name for my baby? Obsessions about the weather and whether you will enjoy the weather? This nail color makes me feel strange. What if I don't remember this the way it was? What if my partner cheats on me? What if my child suffers? What if my taxes were not correct? How will I know when it is time to stop therapy? General Anxiety Vs Ocd? Dimensional Obsessive COmpulsive Scale (Jon Abramowitz) Concerns about germs and contamination Concerns about being responsible for the harm. Injury, Bad luck Unacceptable thoughts Concerns about symmetry, completeness, and the need for things to be "Just right." Does ERP work for these obsessions? Does the process of treatment work any differently than it would with a "subtype"? Ideal Treatments for OCD ERP ACT SC MINDFULNESS Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School (An online course for OCD) https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Dimensional Obsessive COmpulsive Scale (Jon Abramowitz) http://www.jabramowitz.com/uploads/1/0/4/8/10489300/docs.pdf Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION What If I Don't Fit Into The Typical Ocd Subtypes? Welcome back, everybody. Thank you so much for joining me. I know your time is so valuable, and so I am so honored to spend this time with you to talk to you about today common question that I get asked. Well, actually, no, it's not a common question, but it has been a question that I have been asked over the years by clients and followers, and listeners. And I was proposed with this idea as something that we really need to address. And so, here I am. And my goal is to always address the things that maybe aren't getting addressed if possible. And so, today we are going to talk about, what if I don't fit into the typical OCD subtype? So, what if my obsessions don't line up with the typical classifications and categories that we have for OCD? Ocd Subtypes So, for those of you who maybe are new to this idea, we have OCD as a general diagnosis. And then under that umbrella of the diagnosis, we have-- over the years, the clinical and OCD community have created subtypes of OCD to help us, number one, categorize different groups of obsessions so that we can then direct the treatment to being very specific. We also do that to build a sense of community so that you feel less alone. Let's say you have a harm obsession that can be very stigmatizing and feel very, very overwhelming, and you can have a lot of guilt and judgment about that for yourself. So, knowing you're in a category, in a group with other people can actually soften the blow of the stigma and the judgment around that obsession. Same goes for sexual obsessions, pedophilia obsessions, and so forth. Again, as a clinician, as I'm training my therapist, these subtypes are actually helpful so that we can help the newer therapists have a treatment plan specific to that person's obsession. However, what about the group of people who don't line up perfectly in those groups? And so, in today's episode, we're going to talk about what to do if that is you, what to do if you're a therapist and you're dealing with this, some skills that you might use, and maybe a few shifts and reframes here, I'll use some clinical research that may help you shift the way you look at this problem. And maybe we can even stop calling it a problem. We could actually not address it as a problem and actually move through that together. Okay? Before we do that, let's get straight to the "I did a hard thing." I haven't even read this hard thing you guys, so I'm as excited as can be. This one is from Hannah, and this is what Hannah had to say: "Earlier this year, I suffered a debilitating OCD episode that focused on harm OCD," so, there we are, we have a subtype already explained, "Specifically the fear of sleepwalking or going crazy and harming my family. At the time, I had no idea I had OCD as I had always been told I was just an anxious person. So, this well and truly threw me to the point that I couldn't get off the couch, take my daughter to and from school or be alone. I

In This Episode: Andrew GottWorth shares his story of having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and how ERP allowed him to function again. addresses the benefits of ERP and how ERP is for Everyone How Exposure & response prevention can help people with OCD and for those with everyday stress and anxiety Links To Things I Talk About: Andrew's Instagram @justrught ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 308. Welcome, everybody. I am really pumped for this episode. We have the amazing Andrew Gottworth on for an interview where he just shared so many nuggets of wisdom and hope and motivation. I think you're going to love it. But the main point we're making today is that ERP is for everyone. Everyone can benefit from facing their fears. Everyone can benefit by reducing their compulsive behaviors. Even if you don't technically call them compulsions, you too can benefit by this practice. Andrew reached out to me and he was really passionate about this. And of course, I was so on board that we jumped on a call right away and we got it in, and I'm so excited to share it with you. Thank you, Andrew, for sharing all your amazing wisdom. Before we head into the show, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" for the week. This one is from Christina, and they went on to say: "Thought of you today, and you're saying, 'It's a beautiful day to do hard things,' as I went down a water slide, terrified, as I'm well out of my comfort zone." This is such great. They're saying that's on their holiday, the first time they've taken a holiday in quite a while. "It's difficult, but I'm doing it. I'm trying to lean into the discomfort." This is so good. I love when people share their "I did a hard thing," mainly, as I say before, because it doesn't have to be what's hard for everybody. It can be what's hard for you. Isn't it interesting, Christina is sharing a water slide is so terrifying? Christina, PS, I'm totally with you on that. But some of the people find it thrill-seeking. And then I'm sure the things that Christina does, she might not have anxiety, but other people who love to thrill seek find incredibly terrifying. So, please don't miss that point, guys. It is such an important thing that we don't compare. If it's terrifying, it's terrifying, and you deserve a massive yay. You did a hard thing for it. So, thank you, Christina. Again, quickly, let me just quickly do the review of the week, and then we can set back and relax and listen to Andrew's amazing wisdom. This one is from Anonymous. Actually, this one is from Sydneytenney, and they said: "Incredible resource! What an incredible resource this podcast is! Thank you for sharing all of this information so freely… you're truly making a difference in so many lives, including mine! (I am also reading through your book and I LOVE it. You nailed it in marrying OCD with self-compassion - what a gift!!!)" So, for those of you who don't know, I wrote a book called The Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD. If you have OCD and you want a compassionate approach to ERP by all means, head over to Amazon or wherever you buy books and you can have the resource right there. All right, let's get over to the show. Kimberley: Okay. Welcome, Andrew Gottworth. Thank you so much for being here. Andrew: Yeah. So, happy to be here. Really excited to chat with you for a bit. Kimberley: Yeah. How fun. I'm so happy you reached out and you had a message that I felt was so important to talk about. Actually, you had lots of ideas that I was so excited to talk about. Andrew: I might bring some of them up because I think, anyway, it's related to our big topic. Erp Is For Everyone Kimberley: Yeah. But the thing that I love so much was this idea that ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention) is for everyone. And so, tell me, before we get into that, a little bit about your story and where you are right up until today and why that story is important to you. Andrew: Yeah. So, there's a lot, as you work in the OCD field that it takes so long between first experiencing to getting a diagnosis. And so, with the knowledge I have now, I probably started in early childhood, elementary school. I remember racing intrusive thoughts in elementary school and being stuck on things and all that. But definitely, middle school, high school got worse and worse. So, fast forward to freshman year of colle

In This Episode: Andrew GottWorth shares his story of having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and how ERP allowed him to function again. addresses the benefits of ERP and how ERP is for Everyone How Exposure & response prevention can help people with OCD and for those with everyday stress and anxiety Links To Things I Talk About: Andrew's Instagram @justrught ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 308. Welcome, everybody. I am really pumped for this episode. We have the amazing Andrew Gottworth on for an interview where he just shared so many nuggets of wisdom and hope and motivation. I think you're going to love it. But the main point we're making today is that ERP is for everyone. Everyone can benefit from facing their fears. Everyone can benefit by reducing their compulsive behaviors. Even if you don't technically call them compulsions, you too can benefit by this practice. Andrew reached out to me and he was really passionate about this. And of course, I was so on board that we jumped on a call right away and we got it in, and I'm so excited to share it with you. Thank you, Andrew, for sharing all your amazing wisdom. Before we head into the show, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" for the week. This one is from Christina, and they went on to say: "Thought of you today, and you're saying, 'It's a beautiful day to do hard things,' as I went down a water slide, terrified, as I'm well out of my comfort zone." This is such great. They're saying that's on their holiday, the first time they've taken a holiday in quite a while. "It's difficult, but I'm doing it. I'm trying to lean into the discomfort." This is so good. I love when people share their "I did a hard thing," mainly, as I say before, because it doesn't have to be what's hard for everybody. It can be what's hard for you. Isn't it interesting, Christina is sharing a water slide is so terrifying? Christina, PS, I'm totally with you on that. But some of the people find it thrill-seeking. And then I'm sure the things that Christina does, she might not have anxiety, but other people who love to thrill seek find incredibly terrifying. So, please don't miss that point, guys. It is such an important thing that we don't compare. If it's terrifying, it's terrifying, and you deserve a massive yay. You did a hard thing for it. So, thank you, Christina. Again, quickly, let me just quickly do the review of the week, and then we can set back and relax and listen to Andrew's amazing wisdom. This one is from Anonymous. Actually, this one is from Sydneytenney, and they said: "Incredible resource! What an incredible resource this podcast is! Thank you for sharing all of this information so freely… you're truly making a difference in so many lives, including mine! (I am also reading through your book and I LOVE it. You nailed it in marrying OCD with self-compassion - what a gift!!!)" So, for those of you who don't know, I wrote a book called The Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD. If you have OCD and you want a compassionate approach to ERP by all means, head over to Amazon or wherever you buy books and you can have the resource right there. All right, let's get over to the show. Kimberley: Okay. Welcome, Andrew Gottworth. Thank you so much for being here. Andrew: Yeah. So, happy to be here. Really excited to chat with you for a bit. Kimberley: Yeah. How fun. I'm so happy you reached out and you had a message that I felt was so important to talk about. Actually, you had lots of ideas that I was so excited to talk about. Andrew: I might bring some of them up because I think, anyway, it's related to our big topic. Erp Is For Everyone Kimberley: Yeah. But the thing that I love so much was this idea that ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention) is for everyone. And so, tell me, before we get into that, a little bit about your story and where you are right up until today and why that story is important to you. Andrew: Yeah. So, there's a lot, as you work in the OCD field that it takes so long between first experiencing to getting a diagnosis. And so, with the knowledge I have now, I probably started in early childhood, elementary school. I remember racing intrusive thoughts in elementary school and being stuck on things and all that. But definitely, middle school, high school got worse and worse. So, fast forward to freshman year of colle

In This Episode: Andrew GottWorth shares his story of having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and how ERP allowed him to function again. addresses the benefits of ERP and how ERP is for Everyone How Exposure & response prevention can help people with OCD and for those with everyday stress and anxiety Links To Things I Talk About: Andrew's Instagram @justrught ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 308. Welcome, everybody. I am really pumped for this episode. We have the amazing Andrew Gottworth on for an interview where he just shared so many nuggets of wisdom and hope and motivation. I think you're going to love it. But the main point we're making today is that ERP is for everyone. Everyone can benefit from facing their fears. Everyone can benefit by reducing their compulsive behaviors. Even if you don't technically call them compulsions, you too can benefit by this practice. Andrew reached out to me and he was really passionate about this. And of course, I was so on board that we jumped on a call right away and we got it in, and I'm so excited to share it with you. Thank you, Andrew, for sharing all your amazing wisdom. Before we head into the show, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" for the week. This one is from Christina, and they went on to say: "Thought of you today, and you're saying, 'It's a beautiful day to do hard things,' as I went down a water slide, terrified, as I'm well out of my comfort zone." This is such great. They're saying that's on their holiday, the first time they've taken a holiday in quite a while. "It's difficult, but I'm doing it. I'm trying to lean into the discomfort." This is so good. I love when people share their "I did a hard thing," mainly, as I say before, because it doesn't have to be what's hard for everybody. It can be what's hard for you. Isn't it interesting, Christina is sharing a water slide is so terrifying? Christina, PS, I'm totally with you on that. But some of the people find it thrill-seeking. And then I'm sure the things that Christina does, she might not have anxiety, but other people who love to thrill seek find incredibly terrifying. So, please don't miss that point, guys. It is such an important thing that we don't compare. If it's terrifying, it's terrifying, and you deserve a massive yay. You did a hard thing for it. So, thank you, Christina. Again, quickly, let me just quickly do the review of the week, and then we can set back and relax and listen to Andrew's amazing wisdom. This one is from Anonymous. Actually, this one is from Sydneytenney, and they said: "Incredible resource! What an incredible resource this podcast is! Thank you for sharing all of this information so freely… you're truly making a difference in so many lives, including mine! (I am also reading through your book and I LOVE it. You nailed it in marrying OCD with self-compassion - what a gift!!!)" So, for those of you who don't know, I wrote a book called The Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD. If you have OCD and you want a compassionate approach to ERP by all means, head over to Amazon or wherever you buy books and you can have the resource right there. All right, let's get over to the show. Kimberley: Okay. Welcome, Andrew Gottworth. Thank you so much for being here. Andrew: Yeah. So, happy to be here. Really excited to chat with you for a bit. Kimberley: Yeah. How fun. I'm so happy you reached out and you had a message that I felt was so important to talk about. Actually, you had lots of ideas that I was so excited to talk about. Andrew: I might bring some of them up because I think, anyway, it's related to our big topic. Erp Is For Everyone Kimberley: Yeah. But the thing that I love so much was this idea that ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention) is for everyone. And so, tell me, before we get into that, a little bit about your story and where you are right up until today and why that story is important to you. Andrew: Yeah. So, there's a lot, as you work in the OCD field that it takes so long between first experiencing to getting a diagnosis. And so, with the knowledge I have now, I probably started in early childhood, elementary school. I remember racing intrusive thoughts in elementary school and being stuck on things and all that. But definitely, middle school, high school got worse and worse. So, fast forward to freshman year of colle

In This Episode: Andrew GottWorth shares his story of having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) and how ERP allowed him to function again. addresses the benefits of ERP and how ERP is for Everyone How Exposure & response prevention can help people with OCD and for those with everyday stress and anxiety Links To Things I Talk About: Andrew's Instagram @justrught ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 308. Welcome, everybody. I am really pumped for this episode. We have the amazing Andrew Gottworth on for an interview where he just shared so many nuggets of wisdom and hope and motivation. I think you're going to love it. But the main point we're making today is that ERP is for everyone. Everyone can benefit from facing their fears. Everyone can benefit by reducing their compulsive behaviors. Even if you don't technically call them compulsions, you too can benefit by this practice. Andrew reached out to me and he was really passionate about this. And of course, I was so on board that we jumped on a call right away and we got it in, and I'm so excited to share it with you. Thank you, Andrew, for sharing all your amazing wisdom. Before we head into the show, let's quickly do the "I did a hard thing" for the week. This one is from Christina, and they went on to say: "Thought of you today, and you're saying, 'It's a beautiful day to do hard things,' as I went down a water slide, terrified, as I'm well out of my comfort zone." This is such great. They're saying that's on their holiday, the first time they've taken a holiday in quite a while. "It's difficult, but I'm doing it. I'm trying to lean into the discomfort." This is so good. I love when people share their "I did a hard thing," mainly, as I say before, because it doesn't have to be what's hard for everybody. It can be what's hard for you. Isn't it interesting, Christina is sharing a water slide is so terrifying? Christina, PS, I'm totally with you on that. But some of the people find it thrill-seeking. And then I'm sure the things that Christina does, she might not have anxiety, but other people who love to thrill seek find incredibly terrifying. So, please don't miss that point, guys. It is such an important thing that we don't compare. If it's terrifying, it's terrifying, and you deserve a massive yay. You did a hard thing for it. So, thank you, Christina. Again, quickly, let me just quickly do the review of the week, and then we can set back and relax and listen to Andrew's amazing wisdom. This one is from Anonymous. Actually, this one is from Sydneytenney, and they said: "Incredible resource! What an incredible resource this podcast is! Thank you for sharing all of this information so freely… you're truly making a difference in so many lives, including mine! (I am also reading through your book and I LOVE it. You nailed it in marrying OCD with self-compassion - what a gift!!!)" So, for those of you who don't know, I wrote a book called The Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD. If you have OCD and you want a compassionate approach to ERP by all means, head over to Amazon or wherever you buy books and you can have the resource right there. All right, let's get over to the show. Kimberley: Okay. Welcome, Andrew Gottworth. Thank you so much for being here. Andrew: Yeah. So, happy to be here. Really excited to chat with you for a bit. Kimberley: Yeah. How fun. I'm so happy you reached out and you had a message that I felt was so important to talk about. Actually, you had lots of ideas that I was so excited to talk about. Andrew: I might bring some of them up because I think, anyway, it's related to our big topic. Erp Is For Everyone Kimberley: Yeah. But the thing that I love so much was this idea that ERP (Exposure and Response Prevention) is for everyone. And so, tell me, before we get into that, a little bit about your story and where you are right up until today and why that story is important to you. Andrew: Yeah. So, there's a lot, as you work in the OCD field that it takes so long between first experiencing to getting a diagnosis. And so, with the knowledge I have now, I probably started in early childhood, elementary school. I remember racing intrusive thoughts in elementary school and being stuck on things and all that. But definitely, middle school, high school got worse and worse. So, fast forward to freshman year of colle

SUMMARY: In This Episode: What to do what your chronic illness causes anxiety The Difference between POTS and anxiety. How to manage POTS related anxiety What is an "Adrenaline Surge"? The Treatment for POTS and Anxiety POTS AWARENESS MONTH Links To Things I Talk About http://www.dysautonomiainternational.org/page.php?ID=30 Overcoming Anxiety and Panic https://www.cbtschool.com/overcominganxiety ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 307. Welcome back, everybody. I am so thrilled to be here with you today. As most of you may know, it is OCD Awareness Month or Awareness Week. It's just passed, and that's something I'm so passionate about advocating for. But in addition to that, it's also Postural Orthostatic Tachycardic Syndrome Awareness Month. For those of you who don't know, I suffer from postural orthostatic tachycardic syndrome. We call it POTS for short. I've had multiple people ask me to do an episode about when chronic illnesses cause anxiety, and I thought this is probably the best week to do it. Not only is it awareness week or awareness month for POTS, but I actually have had a little blip in my own recovery in my POTS. So, I wanted to share with you my story and share with you how I'm handling the anxiety and health anxiety and stress and grief of that, and also just address some tools that have worked for me and that I'm hoping will work for you as well. If you have a chronic illness or even if you don't, I think that these are really core skills that we need to practice just in regards of managing daily stress as well. You know what, before we do that, let's go and do the "I did a hard thing" because this one is actually really touching and I would really like to feature. This was actually an email we received. I love getting your emails. If you guys are not on our newsletter list, please do go and sign up for our newsletter. We do give you access to the whole series. I created a whole website for the six-part mental compulsion series. It will be private just for people who sign up for the newsletter, and it's got some amazing additional resources, PDFs, links that you really should check out. So, if you want to sign up for that, head on over to CBTSchool.com and you can sign up for our newsletter. This person said: "I took a big leap of leaving my family and moving to China on my own." Now, I totally resonate with this because I am in America on my own, even though I have my family. Leaving your home country is a big deal. It's a huge deal. They go on to say, "The only thing, I haven't been home to see my family in over three years, and I've been struggling so much. We hadn't had a holiday in over two years, and I had been stuck in our complex for months. It was really, really hard. We finally were allowed out of our city, so we decided to go to Yunnan Province." Hopefully, I pronounce that okay. "I was so worried that my OCD would come in hard and stop me from enjoying this amazing holiday we had planned for. I was strong and I did the hard things, thanks to you. I did a six-day hike at the start of the Himalayas, and I'm like, 'Holy moly, that is amazing.' I got engaged on Tiger Leaping Gorge. I ran down a bear and wolf-infested forest, and I slept in a tiny house next to pigs and cows." What an adventure. "Kimberley, thank you. You have given me strength I needed. You are my inspiration." This is what I mean by why I love the "I did a hard thing" because sometimes the hard thing is getting out of bed. Sometimes the hard thing is facing a fear that you know is in your daily life. But sometimes your fear is like living a life according to your values and doing some pretty huge, openhearted things. And so, I absolutely love this "I did a hard thing." Thank you so much, Leanne, for submitting this because there was something about it that just made me giggle like, holy moly, you really packed in some adventure into a short period of time, and well-deserved after being in a complex for so many months and years. Thank you so much for leaving that here in my inbox. Real quick, let's do the review of the week so that we can head on over. This one is from Young Math Mama and they said: "BEST podcast for a daily mindset reset. This podcast was recommended to me by my therapist, and it is one of my favorite 'homework assignments' to help me have a good mindset and feel in

In This Episode: The difference between Reassurance seeking vs. holding in emotions Why Reassurance seeking OCD is problematic and keeps you stuch What tools you can use to help you manage emotions with OCD Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp https://kimberleyquinlan-lmft.com/32-reduce-reassurance-seeking-behaviorscompulsions/ Newsletter https://www.cbtschool.com/newsletter Chatter Book:https://www.amazon.com/Chatter-Voice-Head-Matters-Harness/dp/0525575235 Episode Sponsor:This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 306. Welcome back, everybody. We are well and truly into OCD Awareness Week, and I have been so excited to be a part of some amazing awareness projects, being an advocate for the International OCD Foundation, doing a lot of social media on self-compassion this week. It's been such a treat. This week, I actually wanted to discuss a concept that I-- actually, I say this often these days, but I get asked this question a lot in some various forms by my clients, so I wanted to address this question that I got with you. This is actually a question from one of the people in ERP School, which is our online course for OCD. If you click the link here in the bio or you can go to CBTSchool.com, we have a course called ERP School where we teach, or I teach step by steps that I take with my patients on how to set up an ERP plan so that you can slowly face your fear and reduce your compulsions and take your life back from OCD. Reassurance Vs Holding In Emotions One of the members asked a question, and there's a whole portal in there where you can ask questions to me directly, and they asked: "I have a question to you regarding reassurance seeking." They said, "I've been trying to stop doing my compulsions and my go-to is reassurance seeking." "What is the difference between Reassurance vs holding in emotions?" Reassurance Seeking OCD Reassurance seeking is a type of compulsion where you usually go to Google or you go to a loved one or another person and you ask for reassurance on your fear or your uncertainty. They go on to say, "One thing I do understand about is why it's bad and how it keeps the cycle going." So, they do understand that reassurance seeking OCD is a problem. They do understand how it keeps the OCD cycle going. We talk a lot in ERP School about this OCD cycle. It's a huge component of the treatment. We have to first understand the cycle so that we can then know how to stop the cycle. And they go on to say, "I know that I have to learn to rely on myself to manage my anxiety and seeking reassurance makes me dependent on others for my relief, which can increase my anxiety when they're not around. But I've always been told by friends and family that talking about things that are bothering you is healthy because that way you get it out as opposed to bottling it in. When I don't seek reassurance, I worry that I'm bottling it in and that the only way to feel better is to let it out by talking to others. How do I join these two seemingly healthy ideas?" This is such a core component of all the work that we do. And so, I really want to go deep into this with you here in just a sec. Now, before we move on, if you aren't quite sure about reassurance seeking yet, you can go back and listen to a previous podcast we did, Number 32, which is called How to Reduce Reassurance Seeking Behaviors. It's an amazing podcast episode that really goes deep into what is a reassurance compulsion. You can click that there. But let's talk more about this specific question. Before we do that, let's quickly do the review of the week. This is from Isha.Isha and they said: "An invaluable resource. I have read many books on anxiety and OCD, and yet I am continuously surprised to learn new things with this podcast. It is thought-provoking and brings forward new, helpful, and interesting content." She went on to say: "Kimberly, your 6 Part series on Mental Compulsions has truly been life-changing for me. Despite reading dozens of books on OCD and Anxiety, including yours, I was astounded to realize how many mental compulsions I actually have. The approaches to dealing with them, suggested by a few of the guests (thank you, Hershfield, Nicely, and Reid), have been nothing short of miraculous for me. Thank you for your hard work here! It is deeply appreciated!" Again, you guys, if you go to CBT School and you sign up for our newsl

In This Episode: We talk about how the ton of your voice really matters when it comes to self-compassion practices USING SELF-COMPASSION TO INCREASE MOTIVATION USING SELF-COMPASSION TO BETTER APPRAISE EVENTS How you can improve your self-compassion practices to include a warm nurturing voice. How you can practice a kind coach voice in your daily life. Links To Things I Talk About: Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD: https://www.amazon.com/dp/168403776X/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_2JG8H4VWFSBMBJVQ4AD8 ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit – Episode 305. You guys, 305. That sounds like a lot of episodes to me. Oh my goodness. So exciting. All right. I am really feeling so connected to the message that I have with you today. It has been an ongoing lesson I have learned in my life. It has been something that I have had to fine-tune in my own self-compassion practice. And I know I've spoken about this before, but I wanted to come on and do a quick reminder of why the tone of your voice matters more than anything. When I say the tone of your voice, I mean like how you speak to yourself, and that would also include how you speak to other people. That both. Both are very, very important. I'm sure you know this from experience of talking to other people. When your tone is a little off, it tends to create some problems. Am I right? I definitely have some stories to tell you on that one. But there have been so many times over the summer and going now into the fall where I have had to really keep reminding my patients and myself. And I'm going to tell you a couple of stories here about my family where this has gotten so, so important. Why the tone of your voice matters more than anything? Because tone sets a scene for how things land. Here is an example. If I said to you-- let's use last week's example, we did a podcast on what does it actually mean to sit with your emotions. Now, as I talked about how frustrated I was about how-- sometimes we use this term and we don't explain what it actually means. If the tone of my voice, as I said that, was like, "Oh my gosh, it's so important that you use it in the right way," I was saying those actual words. But if I'm using a tone that's like, "You have to use it this way because you can't use it this way!" that's going to create inside a massive degree of anxiety and defensiveness and rejection from you guys. We can all agree. In fact, if you have read any of Dan Siegel's work, he's an amazing researcher, an amazing author – he talks about how the word "no" and how we say the word "no" can actually create a massive emotional approach or a response in people than if you were to say "yes" very kindly. Just a one-word difference. What I want to talk about here with you is tone and why tone needs to be a major part of your recovery. Let me tell you a story. The other day, for those of you who don't know, I have this beautiful, young daughter who just started middle school. Yeah, get ready for the ups and the downs. It's been a total ride since she started. But my husband was actually at the end of the day reflecting to me in a very compassionate way and he was saying, "Isn't it interesting how you can say to her, 'Get your bags, let's go,' and that can land so different than 'Get your bags, let's go!'" Same words, different tone. Five words, same five words, but those five words and the tone that we use can shift their experience and the way we feel as we express it. We were talking about-- and he was actually giving me a little bit. I'm not going to lie, he was giving me a little bit of feedback that my tone could be a little calmer. In the morning, things are stressful. I know I have some work to do. I'm not going to lie. I was like, "Okay. Yeah, you're so right." Coincidentally, I was already going to record this podcast, because so much of how we talk to ourselves is about motivating. I'm motivating her to "Get your bags, let's go, come on. We're going to move to the next step. We're going to be late for school." And it's about how do we motivate ourselves. I've got some examples for you here and I want you to think about them and how they apply to you. These are personal examples, but I'm pretty certain you may or may not resonate with most of them. So, here we go. Using Self-Compassion To Increase Motivation The first one is how we motivate ourselves to get things

In This Episode: We talk about how the ton of your voice really matters when it comes to self-compassion practices USING SELF-COMPASSION TO INCREASE MOTIVATION USING SELF-COMPASSION TO BETTER APPRAISE EVENTS How you can improve your self-compassion practices to include a warm nurturing voice. How you can practice a kind coach voice in your daily life. Links To Things I Talk About: Self-Compassion Workbook for OCD: https://www.amazon.com/dp/168403776X/ref=cm_sw_em_r_mt_dp_2JG8H4VWFSBMBJVQ4AD8 ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit – Episode 305. You guys, 305. That sounds like a lot of episodes to me. Oh my goodness. So exciting. All right. I am really feeling so connected to the message that I have with you today. It has been an ongoing lesson I have learned in my life. It has been something that I have had to fine-tune in my own self-compassion practice. And I know I've spoken about this before, but I wanted to come on and do a quick reminder of why the tone of your voice matters more than anything. When I say the tone of your voice, I mean like how you speak to yourself, and that would also include how you speak to other people. That both. Both are very, very important. I'm sure you know this from experience of talking to other people. When your tone is a little off, it tends to create some problems. Am I right? I definitely have some stories to tell you on that one. But there have been so many times over the summer and going now into the fall where I have had to really keep reminding my patients and myself. And I'm going to tell you a couple of stories here about my family where this has gotten so, so important. Why the tone of your voice matters more than anything? Because tone sets a scene for how things land. Here is an example. If I said to you-- let's use last week's example, we did a podcast on what does it actually mean to sit with your emotions. Now, as I talked about how frustrated I was about how-- sometimes we use this term and we don't explain what it actually means. If the tone of my voice, as I said that, was like, "Oh my gosh, it's so important that you use it in the right way," I was saying those actual words. But if I'm using a tone that's like, "You have to use it this way because you can't use it this way!" that's going to create inside a massive degree of anxiety and defensiveness and rejection from you guys. We can all agree. In fact, if you have read any of Dan Siegel's work, he's an amazing researcher, an amazing author – he talks about how the word "no" and how we say the word "no" can actually create a massive emotional approach or a response in people than if you were to say "yes" very kindly. Just a one-word difference. What I want to talk about here with you is tone and why tone needs to be a major part of your recovery. Let me tell you a story. The other day, for those of you who don't know, I have this beautiful, young daughter who just started middle school. Yeah, get ready for the ups and the downs. It's been a total ride since she started. But my husband was actually at the end of the day reflecting to me in a very compassionate way and he was saying, "Isn't it interesting how you can say to her, 'Get your bags, let's go,' and that can land so different than 'Get your bags, let's go!'" Same words, different tone. Five words, same five words, but those five words and the tone that we use can shift their experience and the way we feel as we express it. We were talking about-- and he was actually giving me a little bit. I'm not going to lie, he was giving me a little bit of feedback that my tone could be a little calmer. In the morning, things are stressful. I know I have some work to do. I'm not going to lie. I was like, "Okay. Yeah, you're so right." Coincidentally, I was already going to record this podcast, because so much of how we talk to ourselves is about motivating. I'm motivating her to "Get your bags, let's go, come on. We're going to move to the next step. We're going to be late for school." And it's about how do we motivate ourselves. I've got some examples for you here and I want you to think about them and how they apply to you. These are personal examples, but I'm pretty certain you may or may not resonate with most of them. So, here we go. Using Self-Compassion To Increase Motivation The first one is how we motivate ourselves to get things

SUMMARY: Today we have Natasha Daniels, an OCD specialist, talking all about how to help children and teens with OCD and phobias. In this conversation, we talk all about how to motivate our children and teens to manage their OCD, phobias, and anxiety using Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT), Exposure and Response Prevention (ERP), and other treatments such as self-compassion, mindfulness, and ACT. We also address what OCD treatment for children entails and what changes need to be made in OCD treatment for teens. In this episode, Natasha and Kimberley share their experiences of parenting children with phobias and OCD. In This Episode: What does sitting with emotions mean? How to sit with difficult feelings How to sit with your sadness How to sit with uncomfortable feelings, Sit with the feelings Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 304. Welcome back, everybody. It's a delight to have you here with me today. Oh, I've got so much I want to talk to you about and this is actually coming from an emotion of frustration, this episode, which every time I check in and I begin a podcast, I try to come from a place of fun. And am I feeling calm? And am I feeling completely connected to you, the listener? But today, just for fun, I'm coming to you from a place of frustration. And the frustration, promise, this is not going to be a vent episode – it's actually a frustration in that I caught an error that I've made, and I think a lot of clinicians are making. And it's not an error in that it's bad or wrong or problematic. It's just that I caught something in my own practice, and I was like, "Oh, hold up, we have to talk about this." So, saddle in, get your cup of tea, settle in, because we're going to have to have a conversation about wording. It might be really nuanced and I want you to take what's helpful and leave the rest. I want you to think about it with an open, curious mind, and decide what's best for you. So, before we get into the show, as always, let's start with the "I did a hard thing." Let's do it. This one is actually from someone that says-- the handle name is GottaCatchEmAll, and they said: "Thank you so much for your recent series on mental compulsions. Your podcast is truly a godsend and I've been listening nonstop ever since my friend shared it with me last month." Now, for those of you who don't know, the mental compulsion series was a six-part series that we created here on the podcast. It had so many amazing clinicians on. If you want access to that series, you can go back and listen to previous podcasts. Or, if you sign up for our newsletter, you'll go to CBTSchool.com/newsletter. I will actually send you an amazing webpage, just one link where all the episodes are there, all the PDFs are there. It's so pretty. I have to say it is so pretty, and it's like a one-stop shop for that series. So, go over to the newsletter, CBTSchool.com/newsletter. Sign up for the newsletter. You'll get an email from me every week. But on the front end, you will receive that link. I'm so proud of it. I love it. So, I digress, sorry. They went on to say: "I suffer from a plethora of different anxieties, OCD, scrupulosity, hoarding, body dysmorphia, perfectionism. So, basically a bunch of normal human things, right? Exactly. The other day, I told my therapist that dealing with all of these issues felt like playing a game of whack-a-mole in my head, except that instead of the typical game, the mole would pop up and then a zebra and a giraffe, and so on, in a quick succession throughout the course of the day. While sobbing, I told my therapist that I didn't want to have a zoo in my head and I didn't know how to treat so many issues simultaneously. Imagine my surprise when I heard a recent episode called Whack-a-mole Obsessions, it was a relief to discover that I wasn't alone and weird or broken as I thought. I realized, instead of trying to resist or whack the zoo in my head, I could approach my anxieties and compulsions like they were different Pokemons that I could catch and train and carry around with me while I live the rest of my best life. Thank you, Kimberley, for putting on such an incredible content and for helping me and so many others navigate this difficult thing." That is so good. Look at you working through that whack-a-mole ongoing struggle with dif

SUMMARY: In this episode, I addressed a question that was asked of me by a loyal follower. They asked, "What do I do if the present moment totally sucks? Like, what if I have a migraine , nausea , chills , pain? Any suggestions ?!" This is such a great question and one we probably have all asked ourselves or our therapist at some point. Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor:This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety...If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 303. Welcome back, everybody. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being here with me. Thank you for listening. Thank you for supporting me. I know how valuable your time is, and I know there are so many people that you could spend your time with, especially out on the podcast field. So, I am so, so grateful to have you here with me. Really, really, really I am. I hope that you find these episodes incredibly helpful. My hope is to give you bite-size tools so that you can get on with your life and live your best life. I hope this podcast is everything that you wanted to learn. This week's episode, I am totally, totally amped for. The reason being is, it was actually a response to a previous podcast where we talked about being present. Somebody had written back because they subscribe to my newsletter. If you haven't subscribed to my newsletter, please do so. I will leave a link in the show notes, or you can go over to CBTSchool.com and sign up there. They had responded and said, "But Kimberley, what do I do if the present moment totally sucks?" And they went on to say, "I have a migraine or nausea or chills or pains." And they said, "What are your suggestions?" I figured, this is probably the question you all have for me. I come on, I share with you tools. And then you guys are probably always going to have a question and this is a really common one. WHAT TO DO IF THE PRESENT MOMENT TOTALLY SUCKS Today, I want to talk about what to do when the present moment totally sucks. Before we do that, let's first do the "I did a hard thing" segment. This one is from Rachel and they said: "My thoughts get the best of me. I recently started teaching and I needed to stay long after the students go home. And I decided it just needs to be a busy time to distract me. I use your book to help me with any meditations and I just let my thoughts come and go. It was scary the first time, but now I'm used to it." Thank you so much, Rachel. I'm so grateful my book can be of assistance. I think you're doing some really, really hard work there. So, congratulations on that. And then last of all, before we get into the bulk of the episode, let's first share a review of the week and this is from Meldevs and they said: "I am so thankful to have found this podcast! Kimberley is such a compassionate, warm, honest, and insightful person for those struggling with anxiety disorders as I do. I have learned more listening to her than I have in my years of therapy. The way that she presents each and every podcast episode so that I feel challenged and understood. Thank you, thank you, thank you for being there for people struggling with anxiety!" Thank you, Meldevs. That is such a beautiful review, really. That brings me so much joy and I really, really appreciate all your reviews on the podcast, because it helps me to reach more and more people. Meldevs and Rachel, thank you so much for being a part of my community. Let's get into the episode. What do we do when the present moment totally sucks? Let's break it down. When we talk about being present, one of the biggest mistakes we make, and I talk with my patients about this all the time, is we assume that being present means everything feels great. I think we have in our mind that being present is when we are most mindful, when we are most at peace, when we're most compassionate. And I'll tell you honestly, that has not been my experience. Oh no. HOW TO BE PRESENT WHEN ANXIOUS Being present, the art of being present, the practice of being present in your most mindful sense has never meant being comfortable in my experience, especially as my experience with it as a clinician, especially as my experience of having my own mental illnesses and my own medical illnesses. No, it's not that. Most of the time, when we need to be present are the times when things totally suck, when we're in a great deal of distress. Because otherwise, if you're not in distress, usually, you

In This Episode: What is the difference between a Panic Attack and an Anxiety attack? What is the prevalence of Panic Disorder? Are anxiety attacks dangerous? Are Panic Attacks dangerous? How does anxiety affect the body? What anxiety does to your body when expereincing a panic attack? What is the best treatment for panic disorder Links To Things I Talk About: Overcoming Anxiety and Panic Online Course Natasha's Parenting Survival Online Program www.ATparentingsurvivalschool.com Natasha's instagram @atparentingsurvival ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 302. Welcome back, everybody. Today, we are talking about a question I get asked very commonly: Are panic attacks dangerous? Now I get this question a lot from clients who are just starting treatment. However, I will say I do get this question a lot on social media. People like doing the last-minute panic DM. What's happened usually is they've experienced a panic attack or an anxiety attack, and then they have the thought, what if this panic attack is dangerous? What if this panic attack creates some illness in my body or is unhealthy for my body or unhealthy for my baby, if they're pregnant. And so, from there, now they're having anxiety about their anxiety and, as you guys know, then anxiety just takes off from there. So, I wanted to address this with you first. I've got a series of questions that I want to go through here with you. I will be looking a little bit at my notes because I wanted to make sure I got everything today. Before we do that, let's first do the "I did a hard thing" segment. This is a segment where you guys write into me and tell me the hard things that you've been doing – facing your fears, staring your fear in the face, or maybe it's something not related to fear. It's just something that you've been going through. So, go ahead and submit those to me anytime you would like. Let's go over. This one is amazing. It says: "Honestly, Kimberley, you have changed my life in the last two weeks. I was in such a low place and coming across your podcast gave me so much power. I even faced my fear of heights last weekend and I went bungee jumping." Love it. "That was frightening. And as I was falling, I screamed F-U-C-K," but they said it in real life, excuse the language. "And I just thought, if I can do this, which is honestly terrifying, I can stop my mental rituals that are just so hard and scary." This message is so good and it's exactly the epitome of the work that we do and you do, which is when we face our fear, we realize how strong we actually are. And then we go on to face our fears again, which helps us to feel even more strong and courageous, which makes us do even harder things. And from there, our life turns away from getting smaller and smaller to getting bigger and bigger. So, I love this. All right, let's get to the show. So, we really want to pull apart, are panic attacks dangerous? But what's interesting about this is, often when we talk about panic attacks, people start to talk about what's called an anxiety attack. So, let's first just pause and really talk about what is what. So, what is the difference between a panic attack and an anxiety attack? Let's just go through that first so that we all know we're talking about the same thing. What Is The Difference Between A Panic Attack And An Anxiety Attack? A panic attack or panic disorder is a disorder that is in the DSM, which is the Diagnostic Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. That's what we use to diagnose people. It usually involves a sudden onset of panic. It can last for minutes, sometimes longer than that or hours. For some people who are really struggling, it usually involves shaking or trembling or it may be heat flashing, hot flashes through your body. Some people experience a sense of detachment from their body. They may experience dizziness, sweating, heart pounding, maybe depersonalization and derealization, which we have episodes on if you want to go back and listen, trembling, sweating, weakness, feeling of extreme terror. Some people have numbness in their hands and feet, again, which is why they then question, is this dangerous? You can imagine, if you're having any of these symptoms, it's terrifying. It's terrifying. But once we really get educated about what that is, then we can actually work with it. Now, as I said, when it comes to having

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 301. Managing OCD Relapse (with Jazzmin Johnson) Welcome back, everybody. I am covered in goosebumps. I literally, as we speak, just finished the recording of this episode. I wanted to come on and do the intro right away just because I'm so moved by this week's guest. This week, we had Jazzmin Johnson. She's a mental health advocate and she came on to talk about something she felt really, really passionate about, which is relapse, particularly related to relapse with anxiety disorders, even more particular and specific is with OCD. And she brought to the conversation the same struggles that I have seen my patients have over and over with relapse and how hard we can be on ourselves when we relapse and how difficult it can be to pull ourselves out of relapse. It's a topic that I haven't touched on nearly enough. And so, I'm just so grateful for her to come on and share her story and the steps she took to overcome any kind of relapse that she was experiencing, and identifying the difference between a lapse and a relapse I thought was really profound. I'm just so excited to share this episode with you. I actually had scheduled it to be out much later and I'm like, "No, no, no, we just have to get this out. This is so, so important." So, I'm so thrilled. I'm not even going to do an "I did a hard thing" because this whole episode is Jazzmin explaining to us how to do hard things. So, I'm again impressed with how she's handled it. So, let's get straight to the show. I love you guys. I hope you can squeeze every ounce of goodness out of this episode. I think the main real message we took away is it's a beautiful day to do hard things. So, enjoy the show. Kimberley: Welcome, everybody. I am so excited to have a special guest on the show that I've actually been wanting. We've been talking back and forth. I'm so excited to have Jazzmin Johnson on today. Thank you for being here, Jazzmin. Jazzmin: Thank you so much. I'm absolutely honored and really, really excited to chat. Can OCD Relapse? Kimberley: Yeah. So, let's dive in. We are going to talk about relapse, which is a topic I think you brought to my attention. I have not covered barely at all. So, let's dive into that. But before we do that, can you give us a little background and fill us in up to where we're at with relapse? Can OCD Relapse? Jazzmin: Yeah, absolutely. So, my name is Jazzmin. I'm 28 years old. I was diagnosed with OCD when I was just freshly 23. So, it's been a while. Looking back on my life, I've had OCD for a very long time, long before I was 23. So, definitely fun to look back on your life and the moments and say, "Oh, that was an interesting behavior and no one really caught that." My story is I always love to tell it, but it started off with a really simple night of not sleeping, something that we think we've all experienced. And up until that point, I had assumed I was this rock-solid girl who was tough and I skateboarded on the weekends and just knew that nothing could touch me. And I remember having a hard night of sleep one night and my heart was beating really fast and I just felt really panicky. It was such a bizarre feeling for me. I remember at the time reaching out to my sister who also struggles with anxiety and OCD as well, and I just said, "Hey, have you ever dealt with this weird heart palpitation thing at night and you can't relax?" And she just sent me a text in all caps and was like, "Yes, that's anxiety." And I think it was just this bonding moment where we were just like, "Oh, okay, I guess I'm like you like. Let's do this." But with that I think came a lot of fear too, because as someone who was assuming I was this rock-solid gal, who was tough and never stressed about anything, to have that identity switch that happened when I was told that I might have anxiety. As all of us know, listen to this, anxiety is a terrible feeling and it's even harder when it really sticks around for a long time. I remember feeling like my body was buzzing all the time and I remember trying to explain it to my boyfriend and he was just like, "That's really strange." And I'm like, "You don't understand. My whole body feels like it's vibrating all the time and I just couldn't sleep at night." And so, I ended up reaching out to my mom and she helped me find a therapist, which I'm really grateful that my family is really pro helping people with mental health disorders. So, they knew exactly how to help me. So, I popped in with a therapist and was just like, "I don't have anxiety. Why am I having anxiety? What's going on?" And she just asked me if there were things that made me anxious. And I just remember telling her, "No, there's no reason. My life is really good. I really enjoy where I'm at and I love my job and I love my boyfriend and I love my life. So, why am I feeling this way?" And she just said, "Well, have you talked to anybody about it?" And I remember telling her, "Yeah, my mom and my sister, and the

Welcome back, everybody. I am so excited to be here. This is my first recording since returning back from Australia, after having five and a half weeks in Australia with my family and I could not be more thrilled. I had the most incredible time. I tell you, my cup was overflowing by the time I left. My heart was full. I didn't realize that my heart was very empty, even though I have so much love in my life and joy in my life, and in many areas of my life, my cup was so full. But I didn't realize how much my heart needed to go home and actually just live in Australia for five and a half weeks and let my kids learn what it's like to live in Australia and be in Australia. It was so wonderful. I'm just so incredibly grateful to have had that opportunity. That being said, I'm really also very, very sad to be back. However, I am making a choice to love-- how can I say it? Like love all of the parts of my life – the hard parts, the good parts, the easy parts, the parts that still don't make sense to me. I'm making a point to love all the parts and feel all the parts and be gentle with all those parts. And I'm guessing you have some-- well, it may not be that exact experience. I'm guessing there's some part of your life that you have to practice that with as well. And I strongly encourage it because it just opens up an opportunity for compassion and kindness and no more fighting in your mind. It's just like, yes, it's hard being an adult or a human. It's hard, right? But again, it's a beautiful day to do hard things. This week on this episode, I've actually been wanting to do this episode since I left, because this was one that I was almost going to record before I left and I just ran out of time. It's funny, I do a lot of Googling for my job, not for reassurance reasons, but often will type in a keyword just to see who's talking about certain topics and how I can talk about it better with my clients. And often when I type in "intrusive thoughts," you know how in Google, it auto-populates what it thinks you're going to ask? It often asks, is intrusive thoughts normal? Are they normal? And the other one that often comes up is, are intrusive thoughts dangerous? And so, I wanted to talk about that because if that's one of the most Googled questions, well, let's talk about it. Okay, let's talk about it because it's another common. It's the question that we get asked with my staff. I have a private practice. We have 10 amazing therapists. It's probably one of the most common questions people ask on their first session. So, let's talk about it. Okay. So, the first question is, are intrusive thoughts normal? Well, let's first get a feel for what is an intrusive thought. Now an intrusive thought is a thought that is intrusive. Meaning you don't want it. It happens automatically. It just pops into your mind. It's usually repetitive. It's usually distressing. Often it will go completely against your values, but not always. Sometimes it could just be a random benign thought, like if you know, we call them "earwigs" here in America. I don't know what we call them in Australia, but it's like where a commercial or a song just goes over and over in your mind. That's actually technically an intrusive thought as well, even though it may not have the presence of anxiety. But that's what an intrusive thought is, and all humans have intrusive thoughts. They're completely normal. Everyone has them. Even, you may have asked a close friend or a parent or somebody and say, "Hey, I have these intrusive thoughts sometimes, or really bizarre and strange. Do you have them?" And if they say no, I actually don't believe them. What I'm guessing they're actually saying is they have them, but they don't distress them. But they do have them. We all have these thoughts that just randomly pop up in our mind that make absolutely no sense, that have absolutely no relation to what we're doing. So, as you're out to lunch with your friends, you might have this most bizarre thought. That's what our brains do. They come up with some bizarre things, just like sometimes our brains have bizarre dreams. So, when we're talking about this question – the question being, are intrusive thoughts normal – the answer is yes. They're very, very common. Now, the next question that often gets asked is a variation of this question, which is, what intrusive thoughts are normal? And I'm here to tell you all of them, every single one of them. When we talk about normal, we're talking about what is average, what the average human experience is, and all of them are. Now let's actually get straight to the weirdness, shall we? You'll most likely find that you have these intrusive thoughts during the most peculiar times, like when you're making love to somebody or having sexual relations with someone, while you're making a phone call to talk to, or when you're making eye contact with someone. Maybe it's someone your boss, or someone who you normally wouldn't have these thoughts abo

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 299. Welcome back, everybody. 299, wow. That is amazing. I am so excited. I don't know what it is about the word 99 that just makes me so joyful. One of my favorite episodes is actually number 99, which was the only episode and the only time where I actually have a full conversation with my husband on the podcast, and we talked all about agoraphobia and panic disorder specifically related to flying. So, if you want to hear me and my husband have a good conversation about his experience, that was one of my favorite episodes of all time. But here we are, Episode 299, 200 episodes later, and we're still going strong. No need to slow down. If anything, let's speed it up a little. Shall we? Before we get started on this week's episode, I am going to do the two segments that we do every week. First, I want to give you a little bit of a peek into where we're going today. So, what we're talking about is a question I get all the time, particularly when I'm talking about having a chronic illness. Specifically for those of you who have a chronic illness and have a mental illness as well, but also, this could be just for anyone because this is a human problem, this is not a mental health problem. We're talking about balancing exhaustion and when you have to "push through" and what do you choose? This has been a huge part of the work for me in my recovery from having postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. I feel like I've nailed this. To be honest, this is an area that I have learned very, very well, and it has saved my life literally in terms of I would be crashing and burning with tears and a major tantrum if it weren't for my ability to balance, rest and push through. So, let's talk about that in a second. First of all, we're going to do the review of the week. This is from Carsoccer27, and they say: "There are a lot of things that this podcast has helped me with. It's a great toolbox in many of my anxiety triggers. I never knew where to start to help my anxiety. This podcast has helped me find my starting place and has helped me find my self-identity. Highly recommended!" Thank you, Carsoccer27. What a beautiful thing to say. To be honest, for someone to say that I've helped them find their self-identity, that is an amazing compliment. That sounds amazing to me. So, I'm so happy I've been able to walk along you in the journey of that. That's just so cool. Okay. We now have an "I did a hard thing" from Anonymous. Anonymous said: "I did an exposure exercise. I get anxiety when I'm around people. So, it was hard for me to get groceries at the store, but I conquered my fear and got the groceries. And another important one is that I graduated college dealing with what I deal with." Anonymous, I love this. What I love about this the most is you talk about your struggle to get the groceries while also adding graduating college. Two massive things. Two major accomplishments. And I'm so grateful for you that you shared that because I think some people have said to me like, "Groceries, everybody's getting the groceries. I should be able to do that." But I love that you're celebrating how hard that was for you. We all need to do a better job of celebrating when we face a hard thing, whether bigger and small. Okay. So, let's get into the episode. All right. Thank you first for Carsoccer27 and Anonymous. Let's talk about balancing this push and rest. This balance between push and rest. If you could listen to me right now, you could see me. I'm swaying back and forth like a teeter-totter or a seesaw. It is a balancing act. So, let's just get the truth out. Having a mental illness or a medical illness is the most exhausting thing, and people will not get it. They will not get it until they've been through it. They don't understand the degree of exhaustion that you are experiencing. So, I first want to just straight up validate you. It's okay that they don't get it. It doesn't mean that you're not validated and that you aren't as exhausted as you are, because you do have to go through it to get it. So, let's just be real about that. Now, even though you are exhausted, you still are going to have to have times in your life where you have to push through to get stuff done. Anonymous is a great example of this. They push through despite going through anxiety the whole time, just push through, got through college. But what we have to be careful of here is this push through mentality. I'm actually right now reading a book by Ed Mylett and it's called Max Out Your Life. I personally love it. It's so inspirational. And as I'm listening to it on Audible, I'm like, "Yeah, let's max out our life." It's so empowering and I just want to flex my muscles until I'm like, "Wait." The anxious workaholic in me and the perfectionist in me wants to take that literally. And in the past, I have where I'm like, "Yeah, let's max out our life. Let's just push through and just push and push and push." And then as I

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 299. Welcome back, everybody. 299, wow. That is amazing. I am so excited. I don't know what it is about the word 99 that just makes me so joyful. One of my favorite episodes is actually number 99, which was the only episode and the only time where I actually have a full conversation with my husband on the podcast, and we talked all about agoraphobia and panic disorder specifically related to flying. So, if you want to hear me and my husband have a good conversation about his experience, that was one of my favorite episodes of all time. But here we are, Episode 299, 200 episodes later, and we're still going strong. No need to slow down. If anything, let's speed it up a little. Shall we? Before we get started on this week's episode, I am going to do the two segments that we do every week. First, I want to give you a little bit of a peek into where we're going today. So, what we're talking about is a question I get all the time, particularly when I'm talking about having a chronic illness. Specifically for those of you who have a chronic illness and have a mental illness as well, but also, this could be just for anyone because this is a human problem, this is not a mental health problem. We're talking about balancing exhaustion and when you have to "push through" and what do you choose? This has been a huge part of the work for me in my recovery from having postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. I feel like I've nailed this. To be honest, this is an area that I have learned very, very well, and it has saved my life literally in terms of I would be crashing and burning with tears and a major tantrum if it weren't for my ability to balance, rest and push through. So, let's talk about that in a second. First of all, we're going to do the review of the week. This is from Carsoccer27, and they say: "There are a lot of things that this podcast has helped me with. It's a great toolbox in many of my anxiety triggers. I never knew where to start to help my anxiety. This podcast has helped me find my starting place and has helped me find my self-identity. Highly recommended!" Thank you, Carsoccer27. What a beautiful thing to say. To be honest, for someone to say that I've helped them find their self-identity, that is an amazing compliment. That sounds amazing to me. So, I'm so happy I've been able to walk along you in the journey of that. That's just so cool. Okay. We now have an "I did a hard thing" from Anonymous. Anonymous said: "I did an exposure exercise. I get anxiety when I'm around people. So, it was hard for me to get groceries at the store, but I conquered my fear and got the groceries. And another important one is that I graduated college dealing with what I deal with." Anonymous, I love this. What I love about this the most is you talk about your struggle to get the groceries while also adding graduating college. Two massive things. Two major accomplishments. And I'm so grateful for you that you shared that because I think some people have said to me like, "Groceries, everybody's getting the groceries. I should be able to do that." But I love that you're celebrating how hard that was for you. We all need to do a better job of celebrating when we face a hard thing, whether bigger and small. Okay. So, let's get into the episode. All right. Thank you first for Carsoccer27 and Anonymous. Let's talk about balancing this push and rest. This balance between push and rest. If you could listen to me right now, you could see me. I'm swaying back and forth like a teeter-totter or a seesaw. It is a balancing act. So, let's just get the truth out. Having a mental illness or a medical illness is the most exhausting thing, and people will not get it. They will not get it until they've been through it. They don't understand the degree of exhaustion that you are experiencing. So, I first want to just straight up validate you. It's okay that they don't get it. It doesn't mean that you're not validated and that you aren't as exhausted as you are, because you do have to go through it to get it. So, let's just be real about that. Now, even though you are exhausted, you still are going to have to have times in your life where you have to push through to get stuff done. Anonymous is a great example of this. They push through despite going through anxiety the whole time, just push through, got through college. But what we have to be careful of here is this push through mentality. I'm actually right now reading a book by Ed Mylett and it's called Max Out Your Life. I personally love it. It's so inspirational. And as I'm listening to it on Audible, I'm like, "Yeah, let's max out our life." It's so empowering and I just want to flex my muscles until I'm like, "Wait." The anxious workaholic in me and the perfectionist in me wants to take that literally. And in the past, I have where I'm like, "Yeah, let's max out our life. Let's just push through and just push and push and push." And then as I

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit – Episode 298. Welcome back, everybody. How are you? It is a beautiful summer day here in California. I love summer. It is very hot, but so happy to be here with you. I'm sitting in my office. I have a cup of tea. I have my little flowers next to me, and I'm just so grateful to have you here with me as well. Thank you for letting me be a part of your journey. I'm so honored. Really, I am. I know you have many options. It's just an honor to be walking in this journey with you. Today, I want to talk to you about seven questions you can ask yourself every day. It doesn't mean you have to ask all of them. They're just my favorite seven questions. They're questions I ask myself all the time, the questions I ask my patients all the time. They're not groundbreaking in that they're going to change your life, but they will definitely keep you on track. 100%. They're what I call guidance questions. They're questions that prompt you to go in the next best direction, take the next best step. So, I can't wait to share those with you. Before I do, let's do the review of the week. This is from Kendall Wetzel. She said: "Listening to her podcast and following her on Insta--" if you don't follow me on Instagram, head over to Your Anxiety Toolkit on Instagram. She's saying, "Following her on Insta has been so great for keeping me in check with my OCD. She's gentle, positive, and awesome." Thank you. "So thankful for this free resource." Thank you so much, Kendall, for your amazing review. I love your reviews. Thank you for putting in the time to do that for me. It's a gift. Thank you. All right. Before we get into the episode, let's do the "I did a hard thing." This is from Joy. Joy said today: "I told my boss I was resigning. It was a hard conversation to have and I overthought everything leading up to it." Joy, I love that you shared that. We are human beings. We're doing the best we can with what we have. But Joy goes on to say: "But I did it and it went well. This morning I woke up and I said it is a beautiful day to do hard things and that helped me to get through the day. Thank you." Wow, Joy, love it. I mean, such a totally human response. Even though we overthink things, you still did it and that is all that matters. That is all that matters. That is all that matters. So amazing. All right. Let's get into these seven questions. Shall we? All right. I'm actually going to do this pretty quickly, folks. I will leave the questions in the show notes. I strongly encourage you if you're not driving to sit down and write them out and take some time today to journal on them. Again, it doesn't have to be all of them. You can make it into a pretty PDF. You could print it out. You could make it into a daily journal, prompts. But these questions, I just sat down and I looked at my computer and I was like, "Okay, what are the questions I commonly ask my patients?" Now, of course, I always ask my patients, how are you doing? I also ask my patients like, how was your week? I didn't include those questions. Of course, I ask the questions again as guiding questions that lead us towards the whole reason you're here, which is to live the life you want to live and compassionately. Alrighty. So, here we go. Question #1: Does does this behavior line up with my values? So important. Often, I'll just speak for myself, but I'm going to probably assume that you are just like me, given that we're both human beings, but maybe not. Maybe you're way more evolved than me. But often I find myself doing things that don't line up with my values, because either society told me to do it or I'm on autopilot and I'm doing what I've just always done. And so, therefore, I just keep doing it and I catch myself doing it or I'm trying to avoid some emotion or some fear. So, the question is, does it line up with my values? Often it doesn't. So, this is a question that guides me. I want you to think of it like your north star or your compass. These are compass questions as they guide you back on track. Does this line up with my values? If it's a yes, proceed. If it's a no, we might move our way down the other questions, or you might just want to reflect on that. Question #2: Does this behavior line up with my long-term goals? The thing around values is sometimes values will contradict each other. I really value being a good mom, but I also really value being a really good therapist. And sometimes I can't meet both those values. I can't be a really good therapist and a really good mom every single day. I can just do the best I can, but sometimes I have to go to work instead of being with my kids. Sometimes I have to be with my kids and I have to cancel a client. So, it's hard. So, the question I ask myself is, does it line up with my long-term goals? Long-term goals. And I'm talking specifically here in regards to recovery. The last few weeks' episodes are just about this, is getting clear on your goal, holding yourself accountable. D

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 297. Welcome back, everybody. How are you really? Just doing a quick check-in. I love the quick check-in, the drop down into your chest, the drop down into whatever discomfort you may be having. And just take it a minute to actually check-in. So important. How often are you doing this? Hopefully, multiple times every day. All right. Today, we are talking about accountability, and this actually came, I was listening to something. I can't remember even what it was, but someone was having a strong reaction to the word "accountability," which words matter. They really, really do. But what I think is more important is the meaning in which we place on words. It's a huge part of diffusing from what we tell ourselves all day. So, the whole point of today is to talk about this important treatment concept or recovery concept. And I'll come back to why. But it's so important. It's so, so important. I've got a couple of different views about certain things, so you'll have to hang with me each. Everyone is so important, but hang with me. Before we do that, let's first do the review of the week. This is from Maggie Paulson. Maggie wrote: "I love this podcast. I've never been diagnosed with OCD, but I recognize that I have anxiety. This podcast has helped me to learn more about how my brain works, and her gentle and loving approach to treatment has helped me learn to handle my intrusive thoughts and my anxiety. To say that has improved the quality of my life is an understatement. I'm very grateful for Kimberley and her podcast." Thank you, Maggie. You fill up my heart. Thank you so much for your reviews. All of you, even if you just click the five-star review or however many stars you think it deserves. You don't even have to write a review. You can just give it stars, and that helps me. So, thank you so much. All right, drum roll. We have the "I did a hard thing" segment. This is from Anonymous. Anonymous said: "Today, I manage not to lapse into a behavioral addiction that I've been struggling with for over a year. It's very easy for me to use this addiction as a coping strategy for the stresses in my life. But I realized today that a good life free of this addiction is better than a good feeling that only lasts momentarily." Oh my gosh, Anonymous, I want to give you a standing applause right now. "Although every day is going to be challenging when it comes to not lapsing into addiction, if I take each day as it comes and have the attitude that it's a beautiful day to do hard things, I know I can live addiction free." So good. So good, Anonymous. Oh my gosh, lLet me read this line again. It says, "I realized today that a good life free of this addiction is better than a good feeling that only last momentarily." So much wisdom in that sentence. Amazing. So much wisdom. That is true for all of us. Isn't it? So true for all of us in that we just-- the real living we want, the real pieces on the other side of that hard thing. So, so true. Thank you so much, Anonymous, and thank you so much to Maggie Paulson for that amazing review. All right, folks, here is something I want to first start with. So, we're talking about, can you hold yourself accountable without being self-critical? That's a really important question because, and the reason it's so important for recovery is, unless you're in an intensive treatment center, where you have services 24/7, chances are, you're doing a lot of this hard work. You're doing a lot of these "hard things" on your own. And in order to do a hard thing, you do have to be accountable. You have to generate. If you could see me, you can see me like my arms are moving like cogs are turning. You have to generate motivation to do these hard things, because the truth is, no one wants to do these hard things. That's why they're hard. I don't blame you if you don't want to do hard things today because hard things suck. I keep saying that lately and I mean it. It's hard. I don't want to discount and make this podcast out to be like, "Oh, it's just easy. Just do these five mindful things and you're going to be fine." No, it's hard work. You have to generate motivation and you have to generate accountability. The accountability is what gets you to do it, even though you don't want to do it. And here is the point I want you to really take from this episode. Hopefully, this is a shorter episode, because I know I've been going a little longer lately. I'm a bit chatty. I'm chattier lately. I don't know why. Here is the point. Being accountable is not synonymous with blame and harsh treatment. So, let me put that same concept into different words. Holding yourself accountable doesn't mean the same as blaming yourself, beating yourself into doing the thing that you said you were going to do. That's not accountability. Accountability is just holding yourself accountable to do the thing. Saying have some accountability doesn't mean treat yourself terribly. And as I was sayi

In This Episode: The importance of having a specific recovery goal Why you need a recovery goal in order to gain traction with OCD and other anxiety disorders What does your "recovery dream" look like? What is getting in the way of your recovery goal? Learn to live your life "as if" you had already reached your recovery goal. Links To Things I Talk About: https://www.cbtschool.com/overcominganxiety ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 296. Welcome back, everybody. I am so fired up for this episode. Oh, I just love this stuff. I love it. I love it. I love it. Okay. Let's get started. First of all, let's do an "I did a hard thing." This one is epic. This one is from Fisher and they said: "I have OCD, health anxiety, and panic disorder. And last year, I was diagnosed with POTS," which is postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome. That is the chronic illness that I have also. And they've said: "This was very overwhelming for me. I was petrified of exercising because of the exercise intolerance that comes with POTS and worrying that it was a life-threatening cardiac issue." Oh, I am with you, Fisher. So, for those of you who don't know what exercise intolerance is, it's like it's almost impossible to do exercise. When you stand up, you pass out. And when I've been triggered by POTS, it's hard to even do a block around, walk around the block of my house. "My doctor did all the cardiac tests to rule out any underlying issues before diagnosing me with POTS and recommended cardiac reconditioning to help me get started with recovery. My first barrier to overcome this was to trust in my physician and their diagnosis and follow their recommendation for exercise therapy. My second barrier was facing my fear of exercising. I can now say that I'm in my last week of the program after going twice a week for three months, along with exercising on my own at home. It's been a struggle. There are some days where I flare up." I hear you, Fisher. I totally get you. "And it seems impossible, but accessing self-compassion, budgeting spoon usage for the day, and moving things around to allow myself to rest have been invaluable tools to help me with the experience. A wise person told me after my diagnosis, the only predictable thing about living with a chronic illness is that it is unpredictable. So, I try to accept that uncertainty as a part of my life, living with anxiety and POTS." Fisher, I just love you. You're killing it here. "I have a lot of work to do in learning to live with my chronic illness and my OCD and health anxiety recovery, but I make a little progress each and every day. P.S. Would you consider doing an episode on coping with chronic illness that mirror anxiety symptoms like POTS? I'd love to hear the skills that have helped you and some of you recommend coping strategies. Thanks for all the hard work that you do on this podcast." Fisher, I would love to have you on the podcast. I am going to write it in my notes to reach out to you because I think this is such an important topic, one that I myself have gone through, and thank you for writing this. You are doing badass, amazing hard work. So, yay. Thank you. You will hear from me. If you don't hear from me, reach out, because I think that would be wonderful. Okay. Let's take a breath because that brought up a lot for me. I just feel such deep compassion for Fisher and all of you who are just doing the hard thing. So, so cool. All right. Quickly, review of the week from Mosley23. They said: "I've been listening for several years and can say that this podcast has helped immensely to understand my OCD and anxiety. Kim and her guests have provided very helpful ideas, strategies, and encouragement that have been so key in helping me to get to a good place with my mental health. Could not recommend it more highly if you or someone you love have an anxiety disorder." Thank you so much, Mosley23. Your reviews mean the world to me. The world really. Really, it's so helpful. And again, if you give a review, and I know specifically what episode you're talking about or what specific thing, it means then I can do more of that and help more people. So, yay. All right. Let's talk about recovery. It's taking all of my energy not to bang my hands down on the table and be like, "Let's do it." All right. So, I take walks every morning and I often list

SUMMARY: Today we talk all about how to manage when your fears appear in your dreams. This was a heavily requested topic, so I hope it was helpful for you. In This Episode: Why our fears and obsessions show up in our dreams What to do when your fears appear in your dreams How to manage the distress when dreams feel "real" Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 295. Welcome back, everybody. It is Episode 295, which sounds like a whole lot of episodes. It really, really does. Actually, it shocked me when I saw that number. Today, we are talking about when your fears show up in your dreams. I would say quite regularly, actually, a client, particularly morning clients will often say like-- I'll be like, "How are you? How was your week?" And they'll say, "Well, I'm just feeling really overwhelmed. I had the most bizarre dream last night and it's hard to shake it off." And so, I'm wondering, I'm guessing. I've had this experience, I'm guessing you have too. And I wanted to talk this episode about how we might respond to that situation and what we need to look out for when we have this situation, particularly if you have anxiety. That's really the specific group of humans we're speaking to today. And I'll share a little bit more about that as we get going. All right, before we do that, let's do the review of the week. This one is from FullWalrus and they said: "I found this podcast by Googling an issue I was having, and this just popped up." FullWalrus, this makes me so happy. Thank you so much for Googling this and finding me because that means we're doing a good job at being on the internet and helping people in that way. "I had kept away from podcasts about mental health in fear of being triggered or being told I was crazy after all, and that didn't happen obviously. Kimberley is a gifted presenter and a therapist who introduced me to Buddhism and mindfulness in a way I'd never thought of before. For the first time, I feel like I actually have the tools to help me manage OCD, and this show is sure a beautiful compliment to any therapy you should be currently undergoing because we all need therapy. Thank you for everything, Kimberley. My life is forever changed and I am forever grateful." Thank you, FullWalrus. What a wonderful, wonderful review. I just love hearing how I'm helpful. I love hearing what episodes are helpful and it's really cool that I'm a really-- I love Buddhism. I find it to be exactly what I need every time I'm in a hard time. So, I'm so glad that I'm bringing that in a way that isn't overwhelming or overpowering. So wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. This week's "I did a hard thing" is coming to you from Holly. Holly says: "Last week, I went to court to obtain full custody of my son since his father has become a threat to him. This was extremely difficult seeing as we have been in an abusive past. My anxiety was the highest it's been in a very long time, but ultimately, I knew I had to take action. I did my hard thing and I couldn't be more proud of standing my ground and not succumbing to so many fears." Holly, sending you so much love. This is 100% doing the hard thing. It's so hard, because often we're talking about irrational fears and so forth, but I love that you brought like I'm doing this real thing. This real thing. And I love when you guys share with me both you're facing your fears related to your disorder, but also just facing fear about showing up and living according to your values and showing up for your family. And Holly, just so good. Thank you so much for submitting that "I did a hard thing" for our "I did a hard thing" segment. Okay. Let's talk about dreams. So, again, often people will bring to my attention like, what do I do if my fears show up in my dreams, or even fears you didn't have right. Like fears that you never considered during the day, but once you go to sleep, it gives it to you, sucks it to you, and whatnot. So, what do we do in this situation? Most people will report they wake up in a massive ball of sweat, high heart rate. It feels so real. It feels like it actually happened. And it takes some time for that to burn off. It really, really does. Some people say it even takes the whole day to burn off. And so, if that's the case for you, you're definitely not alone. Now, one thing to think about when we

SUMMARY: Correcting thoughts can but a very helpful tool to use when you notice that you have lots of thought errors. However, in some cases, correcting thoughts can become a compulsion. In this episode, ask the question, "Can correcting thoughts become a compulsion?" And review what you can do to make sure you are not engaging too much in the content of your thoughts. In This Episode: How to correct your thoughts and how this can help people who have errors in their thinking How to determine when it is helpful to correct your thoughts How to determine when correcting thoughts is becoming a compulsion Links To Things I Talk About: Overcoming Anxiety and Panic https://www.cbtschool.com/overcominganxiety ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 294. Welcome back, everybody. What a special treat to have you here with me today. Today, we are talking about when correcting your thoughts, we call it cognitive restructuring in therapy – when you correct your thoughts, when does that become compulsive? Or we could also say problematic. And so, we're actually going to go into this today, and then I'm going to let you decide for yourself what is helpful and what's not. But I hope today is really helpful. It's a very, very, very important topic. It's often one of the biggest mistakes therapists make, particularly those who are not trained in anxiety disorders and OCD, and ERP. It's probably one of the biggest mistakes that they make. So, I want to really review this so that you can have the information in your back pocket and you can make the decisions for yourself. Before we do that, let's first do the review of the week. This is from Cynthia Safell and Cynthia said: "I first was introduced to Kimberley's clear and compassionate teaching style when I took the ERP school course for therapists." This is wonderful, Cynthia. So, for those of you who don't know, we have ERP School, which is a course where I teach you exactly how I would do ERP if you were my client. And then it turned out that a lot of therapists were taking this course. And so, we duplicated the course and I added a whole bunch of modules for therapists, so they can become excellent therapists for people with OCD as well. So, I am so delighted that Cynthia has written this review. She goes on to say: "In the past 3 weeks since taking the course, I recommended both the course and podcasts to my clients. So helpful. Thank you, Kimberley." Wow, Cynthia, literally, that is the biggest compliment. Really, it is. If a therapist can trust me so much that they would recommend it to their clients, that is the biggest gift to me. And thank you so much for telling me that, because it just brings me so much joy and so much pride. So, thank you so much, Cynthia, for that amazing review. Alright, before we move on to the bulk of the content of this episode, we also want to do the "I did our hard thing" segment. This is from Abby and Abby is over here doing some hard things. So cool. Let's go. It says: "I have come on holiday. I'm terrified of flying. My anxiety was high. My thoughts were racing, but I did it." So good, Abby. "I got on the plane and I got on holiday. It was scary, but I did it and I'm proud. Now to commit to the holiday first two days have been hard, but sitting with it and not letting it ruin my time." Abby, this is so good. Not only did you get on a plane, but you're doing all the hard things in addition, and that's so good. What a treat for you. What a reward for you. You did the hard thing and now you're on vacation. Isn't that so cool? Thank you so much, Abby. And thank you so much, Cynthia, for being an amazing part of our community. Alright. So, let's get down to it, shall we? So, I am a cognitive behavioral therapist. I love cognitive behavioral therapy. If you haven't heard what that is, I'm assuming you have, but basically what that means is there is a cognitive component to treatment, which is focusing on your thoughts, and there is a behavioral component to treatment, which is where we focus on changing behaviors. Now, in some disorders, we spend a little more time on cognitions and a little less time on behaviors. And in other disorders, we spend a little more time on behaviors and much less time on cognitions. So, I think it's important for you to know that it depends on your disorder on how much cognitive restr

This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 293. You guys, I've totally screwed up. Oh my God, it's going to be one of those episodes where I laugh a lot. Maybe not. Who knows? Alright, I totally screwed up. It's funny because I have for months been thinking about doing an episode and reminding you guys mostly so I could remind myself that I'm a human being, that I'm going to make mistakes, and it's one of the biggest lessons that I have had to learn over and over and over and over again. It's really frustrating, you guys. I'm so frustrated by this fact that humans make mistakes. I don't like it. It makes me mad. If only we could figure out a way where we don't and we don't disappoint people and we don't screw up. If anyone has figured this out, let me know. Just shoot me an email, tell me your special secret, because I haven't figured it out yet. So funny. Okay. Before we get into it, this is actually pretty much a coincidence and I love when big coincidences happen, but the review of the week is actually from Flashcork. They're writing a specific review on Episode 193, which I think is really cool because this is by coincidence 293. And they said: "This episode 193 is just what I needed to hear today. I'm stressed and anxious about my upcoming trip and experiencing racing thoughts. This will help me to manage those feelings and practice by shortening the leash." Now, if you haven't listened to this episode, it is probably one of my most favorite episodes. A lot of my patients and clients have said that this concept has helped them a lot. And so, really go back and listen to 193. If you want to practice being able to be in a place where you can manage those thoughts a little better, go back and check that out. It's just a metaphor. Flashcork says: "It makes sense because it has worked for me walking Sally, my Golden Retriever." I make a reference to thoughts being like a dog on a leash. So, you can go back and listen to that anytime. That's the review of the week. Thank you, Flashcork. So happy to have you join us. The "I did a hard thing" is from Allison. Allison says: "I'm going to go on a job interview next week after applying to a different job, going through the grueling interviewing process and at the end not being successful. I'm working really hard to believe in myself, screw up my courage to attend this interview and be open-hearted about the new possibilities. It's hard to pick yourself up and try again, but I'm doing the hard thing of trying again. I'm scared, but I'm proud of myself." Allison, you are doing the work. And I'm actually going to take your advice today, Allison, because this is so perfect for the topic of today, which is like, yeah, sometimes we do screw up and we just have to get up and we have to try again. It's so important. I'm so, so I'm impressed. I'm just so impressed with your courage and thank you so much for sharing that because I think we've all experienced it. So, Allison, let me tell you my hard thing. I want to preface this with, I think in my-- if I'm being completely authentic with you guys, I think that I've somehow, for many years of my adulthood, without me realizing, and in not a super severe way either, it was a very secret underlying compulsion I think I've been doing for years that I didn't even know I was doing until the last couple of years is I was trying to find a way, constantly striving to find a way that I could live in a world where I didn't make a mistake. Now I understand I'm a human. I don't think I'm a superwoman. But in my mind, I think I've had-- well, I know I have, let's be honest. I think in my effort to control my emotions that I've engaged in these little nuanced secretive behaviors of constantly trying to find the formula where I don't upset people and I don't screw up. Let's just take a minute because it's funny for me to say that because how many times during the week with my clients and with you guys and everything I do is about self-compassion and letting go of control. And all along there was this nuanced little secret slither going through my life. And I think that number one, a part of this is true for a lot of people who have anxiety and are high functioning. Because I spoke to a couple of friends about this and they were like, "Yeah, to be--" when you have anxiety, to be high functioning, you have to put in place systems and procedures and routines to keep you going. And it makes sense that we often engage in other little behaviors that make us feel like we're getting control when we don't. Everybody knows, I even spoke about it a couple of sessions ago, that I am so in love with calendaring. My life has changed since I've been more intentional about my calendar. I'm not compulsive about it at all. Because I'm managing two children and two businesses and a chronic illness, if I can be really intentional and effective with my schedule, I can go into the day. I never worry about what I have to get done anymore. Really, I don't. It was th

SUMMARY: In this episode, we explore how to manage uncomfortable sensations. Many people do not struggle with intrusive thoughts and intrusive images, but instead, struggle to manage intrusive sensations. My hope is that this will give you some tools to manage these uncomfortable sensations and help you reduce how many compulsions you do to reduce or remove these feelings. In This Episode: What is an intrusive sensation? What is the difference between an uncomfortable sensation and an intrusive sensation. How to manage uncomfortable sensations such as rapid heartbeat, tingling limbs, numbness, lightheadedness, chest pain, etc. Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 292. Welcome back, everybody. Today, we are talking about something that I very rarely talk about that I should be talking about more because it's like 20% of the conversations I have with clients. And I'll explain to you why in just a second. First, I'm going to do the review of the week. This one is from Linelulu. And they said: "Grateful. I am so grateful that I stumbled onto your podcasts. Your soothing voice enhances your messages as I am trying to understand more about anxiety, and panic attacks to be a better support for someone very close to me. Thank you!" You are so welcome, Linelulu. Thank you for that beautiful review. Please, I know I ask you every single episode. If you benefit from this podcast, this is one way that you can help me. So, if for any reason you feel like you have a few spare minutes, please do go and leave a review. The last thing before we get talking about sensations is to do the "I did a hard thing" of the week, and this one is from Camille. Camille says: "I've been managing my dermatillomania," which we also know is compulsive skin picking, "very well. However, I had a very stressful day and picked my skin pretty bad, in my opinion. I had a party to go to that night with a bunch of people. I didn't know. And I almost didn't go. But I pushed myself to go and no one said one thing about my skin. I'm so glad I went and got over the fact that my skin needs to be perfect in that instance." Camille, this is so good on so many levels, that you showed up and you did the thing that you wanted to do. And ugh, it's so good. And how wonderful that you had supportive friends. Again, we sometimes were really hard on ourselves and we think people notice everything about us, every flow, but how wonderful that they embraced you and no one said anything. So, thank you so much for Camille for putting in that "I did a hard thing." I just love hearing you guys doing all the hard things. Now, why do we do this segment? Let's just go back and look at that. So, most of you know that the thing I say all the time is "It's a beautiful day to do hard things." Our brains naturally default to this idea of like, "No, I shouldn't do the hard thing. I should do the easy thing." Marketing keeps telling us don't do the hard thing, do the easy thing. Commercial advertising is always sharing the easy five-step way to do something. And we want to flip the script because while it's good to have things be easy, when it comes to anxiety and these kind of conditions that we're often talking about, it's often important that you stare that scary, hard thing in the face. Now, that is the perfect segue into this week's episode about sensations. Now, at the beginning of the episode, I said it's crazy that I haven't done a lot of these episodes because sensations is 20% of the work. Now, why did I say that? In total, the clients that I see and that my staff see in our private practice, they're coming to us for one of five reasons usually. They either have an intrusive thought that they don't know what to do with, they have an intrusive feeling that they don't know what to do with, they have an intrusive urge that they don't know what to do with, they have an intrusive image that they don't know what to do with, or they have an intrusive sensation that they don't know what to do with. Five things. 99.9% of our patients and of the people that we help come with one of those five problems. It doesn't matter what you call it. They're coming with, "This is the experience that I'm having." That's so overwhelming and difficult and hard that then they go on to do behaviors to try and manage it, and we teach the

SUMMARY: A few months ago, I posted on social media and asked "What are your best tips for depression" and the response was incredible. Hundreds of people weighed in and shared their best tips for managing depression with OCD and other anxiety disorders. In This Episode: Hundreds of people with depression shared what skills they use to manage OCD and depression What skills can become compulsions How to manage day-to-day depression when you are feeling hopeless (OCD hopelessness) Links To Things I Talk About: Kimberley's Instagram Page https://www.instagram.com/youranxietytoolkit ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit Episode 291. Welcome back, everybody. So, I want to set the scene here because things are shifting. Things have shifted. So, I am right now sitting in my office, which is in Southern California, in the United States. But as this launches and goes live, I will be in Australia for the summer. I think I've talked to you guys about this in previous episodes, but my husband and I made a decision that the children and I will go to Australia to see our family for the entire summer. Oh my goodness, what a huge undertaking, but we're doing it and I am so excited. So, really, I've had to batch 10 episodes ahead of time. Now, what I've done is I've done my best to make these the best episodes I can batch for you, like the things that seem to be coming up the most for my clients, the questions my staff seem to be asking the most, and the things that everyone seem to be really, really liking and appreciating on social media. And so, in preparation for today, I was thinking about what's one of the most helpful, most enjoyed, and engaged posts on social media, because I do spend a lot of time over on Instagram. And by far, interestingly by far, my most popular post I have ever made in the whole history of me being on social media is tips on managing depression. What? I'm an OCD and an Anxiety Specialist, but yet my most popular post in the whole time I've been there is on managing depression. So, that's what we're talking about today. Now, in order for me to do 10 posts, 10 podcasts, excuse me, in order, I've had to manage my time down to the minute because right now we are leaving in 18-- no, what is it? Not 18 days. It's like 15 days. So, we're leaving in 15 days. I have all of this in addition to the work because I usually just do these here and there. I've had to manage my time, and what I have relied on the most is managing my time using what we call "calendaring." I talk a lot about this on my online course. If you go to CBT School, we have a whole course on managing time. But the reason I also share that with you is as we talk about skills today, we're going to be talking about cognitive skills and behavioral skills. And if you have depression, I strongly encourage you to go and sign up for that course. It's not an expensive course. It's jam-packed with how to schedule your time so that you can lessen the heavy load that you're carrying or the time about the lists of things you have to do and get done. So, I do recommend you go check that out. Go to CBTSchool.com and I think it's /time management. Yes, it is. We're about to get into the show. First of all, let's do the "I did a hard thing." This one is from Anonymous and it says: "I stopped driving and spending time with children because of OCD. But yesterday, I drove my little sister to school. I was scared, but I'm so proud of myself. Thank you, Kimberley." This is so good. I can't tell you how many people when they're anxious, they stop driving. It's actually a really common question I get on social media. It actually surprised me at first in that how common it is. It's one of the first things people stop doing, is driving. So, Anonymous, amazing. You are just all for the correct courage and all for the bravery and I'm celebrating you right now. That is so, so amazing. Great, great job. And one more thing, let's do quickly a review of the week. This is from Robin. Robin says: "I'm not sure how to condense all of my happiness and thanks, but I'll try. Was recommended to listen to your podcast by my therapist (who is just superb and I'm grateful she exists) and I instantly fell in love with your genuine desire to help which seeps through the sound waves. I am hooked on the real-life stories that I can connect to my own experience a

In This Episode, we discuss: Is it important that you stop doing all your compulsions? How can I practice Self-Compassion as you move through recovery? How can you balance facing fears and also being gentle on yourself? Links To Things I Talk About: ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 290. Welcome back, everybody. 290, that sounds like a lot of podcast episodes. It's funny. Sometimes I don't think of it. If you have asked me on the street, I'd say, "Yeah, I'd have about maybe 110 in the can." But 290, that is a lot of episodes. I do encourage you to go back and listen to them, especially the earlier ones. They're my favorite. But no, go back, play around, check out the ones that you love. There's probably some things there that you could probably go back and have a good giggle at. All right. We today are talking about a question that came from a student in one of my courses. I've found this question to be so important. I wanted to bring it in and have it be a podcast episode because I think this is a very important question and I think it's something we can all ponder for ourselves. Now, before we go into it, I would like to give you the "I did a hard thing." This is a segment where someone shares a hard thing that they've done. And I love the "I did a hard thing" segment probably as much as anything. This one is from anonymous and they said: "I have contamination OCD. And one thing I've avoided for a very long time is raw meat and eggs. Over the winter, I discovered that ERP is so much EASIER (and I use this term very loosely in capital letters) if my exposures are value-based." This is so good, Anonymous. "So I decided that I wanted to be the mom that baked with her kids, anxiety be darned. I wanted my kids to have warm memories baking in the kitchen with their mom as the snow fell. So each week over the winter, we picked a new recipe, and over the weekend we made it as a family. The first time I cracked an egg, my husband took out his phone and took a picture. He was so proud. The exposure was still hard and I didn't feel calmer at least while baking, but I tried my best to present and enjoy the time with my kiddos. Later, my son brought home A Joy Is book made at his school. Each page had something on it that brought him joy – fishing with dad, some are vacations. And there on the page." Oh my God, Anonymous, I'm getting goosebumps. "There on a page was 'making cookies from scratch with mom.'" Oh my God, I think I'm crying. Oh my goodness. I have goosebumps everywhere. "It is so hard to measure success with ERP sometimes, but that gets real, tangible evidence that I had accomplished something and it felt so good." Holy my stars, Anonymous. This is incredible. Wow. This is what it's all about, you guys. This is what it's all about. For those of you who are listening, I don't read these before the episode. I literally read them as just I pull them up and I read them. This one has taken my breath away. I just need a second. Oh my goodness, that is so beautiful. So beautiful. Thank you for sharing that. Oh my gosh, that is so perfect for this week's episode. All right, here we go. This week's episode is about a question, like I said, is it okay to keep doing some of my compulsions? Again, this came from one of the courses that we have. We have two signature courses for OCD. One is ERP School, and then the other one is this Mindfulness School for OCD that teaches mindfulness skills. Now, the reason I love this question is, they're asking me as if I am the expert of all things, OCD. And I want to let you in on a little truth here – I am not. You're probably like, "What is happening? She's been telling us that she's an OCD specialist all this time. And now she's telling me she's not the expert." I am not the expert of you. And I want to really make sure that is clear. Anytime someone says, "What should I do? What's the right thing to do for me?" I try my best not to tell them that is best for them because I'm only telling them what I think is best for them. That doesn't mean it's the facts. So, I want to be very clear. I am not the expert in you. You are. You do get to make choices of your own. That being said-- and I'll talk more about that here in a second. But that being said, let's look at the question and just look at it from a perspective of just general concepts of OCD.

In This Episode: What is whack-a-mole obsessions? Why do my obsessions keep changing? What is the treatment for fears that keep changing? Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 289. Welcome back, everybody. I am so happy to be with you again. I won't lie. I'm still on a high (that rhymed) from the managing mental compulsion series. Oh my gosh, you guys, I am so proud of that series, that six-part series. If you didn't listen to it, please do go back. I'll probably tell you that for the next several podcasts, just because I am really still floating on the coattails of how amazingly, so wonderful that was. And it really seemed to help a ton of people, which is so fulfilling. I do love-- it's not because of the ego piece of it, I just do love when I know I'm making an impact. It's really quite helpful to feel like you're making an impact. And sometimes when I'm putting out episodes, I really don't know whether they're helpful or not. That's the thing about podcasts compared to social media, is with social media, if you follow me on Instagram @youranxietytoolkit or Facebook, I can get a feel based on how many comments or how many likes or how many shares. But with podcast, it's hard to know how helpful it is. And the feedback has been amazing. Thank you, everyone who's left reviews. What a joy, what a joy. What the cool thing is, since then, it's actually created this really wonderful conversation between me and my therapist. So, for those of you who don't know, in addition to me owning CBT School, I also own a private practice where myself and nine of my therapists were actually, now 10 extra therapists, in the process of hiring a new person. We meet once a week or more to discuss cases. And the cool thing about the mental compulsion series is it brought the coolest questions and conversations and pondering, what would this help this client? How would it help that client? These are the struggles my clients are having. Because as I kept saying, not every tool is for everybody. Some you'll be like, "Yes, this is exactly what I needed," and there'll be other things where they might not resonate with you. And that's totally fine. It doesn't mean anything is wrong. That's because we're all different. But it's really brought up a lot of questions. And so, now I'm actually going to hopefully answer some of those questions in the upcoming podcasts. Today, we're actually talking about what to do when your obsessions keep changing. Because we're talking about mental compulsions and reducing those, and that's actually the response prevention part of treatment, what's hard to know, like what exposures do you do for somebody whose obsessions keep changing or their fears keep flip flopping from one to the other? One week, it's this. Next week, it's that. And then it's funny because a lot of clients will say, "What was a 10 out of 10 for me last week is nothing now. And now all I can think about is this other thing. I was really worried about what I said to this one person. Now, all I can think about is this rash on my arm. And the week before that, I was really upset that maybe I had sinned," or there was another obsession. Again, it's just what we call Whack-A-Mole. We're going to talk about that today. But before we do that, we are going to do the "I did a hard thing" segment. This one is from Marisa. And Marisa is at the @renewpodcast. I think that might be her Instagram or their Instagram. Marisa said: "Last week I submitted my dietetic internship applications. It was a long, stressful process and anxiety definitely came up during it. And I was able to move through and do the hard thing. I kept reminding myself that the short-term discomfort of submitting the application was worth the long-term reward of hopefully getting a step closer to my goal of becoming a registered dietician through completing the internship. Even though there is still uncertainty and the outcome that I have to sit with while I wait to find out the results of my application, I have learned through my ERP work that I can sit with the discomfort and uncertainty. Thank you, Kimberley, for reminding me that it is a beautiful day to do hard things." Marisa, I hope that you get in. I hope that you get all of the things that you're applying for. This is so exciting. And yeah, you really walked the walk. This is exactly what we're talking about when we do the "I did a hard thi

SUMMARY: Today, I share what to do when you get "bad" news. This episode will share a recent situation I got into where I had to use all of my mindfulness and self-compassion tools. Check it out! Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 288. Welcome back, everybody. We literally just finished the six-week series on managing mental compulsions. My heart is full, as full as full can be. I am sitting here looking into my microphone and I just have a big, fat smile on my face. I'm just so excited for what we did together, and I felt like it was so huge. I have so many ideas of how I want to do something similar in the future with different areas. And I will. Thank you so much for your feedback and your reviews. I hope it was as helpful as it was for me, even as a clinician. I found it to be incredibly helpful, even as a supervisor, supervising my staff. I have nine incredible staff who are therapists, who help treat my clients and we constantly keep referring back during supervision of like, "Do you remember what Lisa said? Do you remember what Reid said? Listen, let's consider what Jon said or Jon Hershfield said, or Shala Nicely said." It was just so beautiful. I'm so grateful. If you haven't listened, go back and listen to it. It's a six-week series and ugh, it was just so wonderful. I keep saying it was just so wonderful. So, if you go back, I did an introduction, Episode 282. And then from there, it was these amazing, amazing experts who just dropped amazing truth bomb after amazing truth bomb. So, that's that. Today, I am going back to the roots of this podcast. And I'm sharing with you-- for those of you who have been listening for a while, we usually start the episode with a segment called the "I did a hard thing" segment. This is where people write in and tell me a hard thing that they've done. If you go to my website, which is KimberleyQuinlan-lmft.com. There on the podcast page is a place to submit your "I did a hard thing." And today's "I did a hard thing" is from yours truly. I just had to share this story with you. I feel like it's an important story to tell you guys, and I wanted to share with you that I'm not just talking the talk over here, I'm walking the walk. So, today's episode is called When You Get Bad News. I'm just going to leave it at that. Before we get started, I would love to leave you and share with you the review of the week. This is from hannabanana3131, and they said: "Fantastic mental health podcast. Such an amazing podcast. I have learned so many useful tools for dealing with my anxiety and OCD. And Kimberley is such a loving, compassionate coach - I feel like she's rooting for me every step of my healing journey," and she's left a heart emoji. Thank you so much, hannabanana. I love, love, love getting your reviews. It does help me so much. So, if you have a moment of time and the podcasts are helpful for you, that is the most helpful thing you can do back. When we get reviews, then when people who are new come over and see it, it actually makes them feel like they can trust the information we're giving. And in today's world, trust is important. There is so much noise and so many people talking about OCD and anxiety, and it's easy to get caught up in nonsense stuff. And so, I really want to build a trust factor with the listeners that I have. So, thank you so much for doing that. Okay. It's funny that hannabanana says, "I feel like she's rooting for me," because the "I did hard thing" is me talking about my recent experience of having a root canal. Worse than a root canal. So, let me tell you a story now. I'm not just telling you this story to tell you a story. I'm telling you this story because I want to sometimes-- when we do the "I did a hard thing" segment, it's usually very, very short and to the point, but I'd actually like to walk you through how I got through getting some really bad news. So, let's talk about it. And I'll share. I'm not perfect. So, there were times when I was doing well and there was times when I won't. So, for those of you who don't know, which I'm guessing is all of you, I have very bad gums. My gums, I inherited bad gums. It comes in my family. I go in every three months for a gum routine where they do a deep cleaning or they really check my gums to make sure there's not receding too much. And because of that, I take really good care of my teeth. And because of that, I us

SUMMARY: In this episode, we talk with Lisa Coyne about ACT For mental compulsions. Lisa Coyne addressed how to use Acceptance and Commitment therapy for overcoming mental compulsions. We cover how to identify your values using a fun little trick! In This Episode: How to use Acceptance & Commitment Therapy to manage mental compulsions How to practice Willingness in regards to reducing mental rituals and mental rumination A fun little Value Based tool for identifying your values. How to be curious instead of thinking in a limited way. Links To Things I Talk About: Stuff thats Loud Stop Avoiding Stuff https://www.newenglandocd.org/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 287. Welcome back, everybody. I am so excited. We are at Episode 6 of this six-part series of how to manage mental compulsions. You guys, we could not end this series with anyone better than Dr. Lisa Coyne. I don't know if you've heard of Lisa Coyne. I bet you, you probably have. She is the most wonderful human being. I have met Lisa, Dr. Lisa Coyne multiple times online, never in person, and just loved her. And this was my first time of actually getting to spend some really precious time with her. And, oh my gosh, my heart exploded like a million times. And you will hear in this episode, you will hear my heart exploding at some point, I'm sure. I am so honored to finish out the six-part series with Lisa. This series, let me just share with you how joyful it has felt to be able to deliver this as a series, as a back-to-back piece of hope. I'm hoping it has been a piece of hope for you in managing something really, really difficult, which is managing mental compulsions. Now, as we finish this series up, I may or may not want to do a recap. I'm not sure yet. I'm going to just see where my heart falls, but I want to just really first, as we move into this final part of the series, to remind you, take what you need. You've been given literally back-to-back some of the best advice I have ever heard in regards to managing mental compulsions. We've got world-renowned experts on this series. You might have either found it so, so educational and so, so helpful while also feeling sometimes a little bit like, "Oh my goodness, there's so many tools, which one do I use?" And I really want to emphasize to you, as we finish this out, again, so beautiful. What a beautiful ending. I almost feel like crying. As we finish it out, I really want to remind you, take what you need, take what's helpful, or – well, I should say and – try all of them out. Practice with each of the skills and the concepts and the tools. See what happens when you do. Use them as little experiments. Just keep plugging away with these skills and tools. Because number one, they're all evidence-based. I very carefully picked the experts on this series to make sure that we are bringing you evidence-based, really gold standard treatment. So, that's been a priority. Just practice with them. Don't be hard on yourself as you practice them. Remind yourself, this is a long-term journey. These are skills I still practice. I'm sure everyone who's come on the show, they are still practicing them. And so, I really want to send you off with a sense of hope that you get to play around with these. Be playful with them. Some of them will be we've giggled and we've laughed and we've cried. So, I want you to just be gentle as you proceed and you practice and remind yourself this is a process and a journey. That being said, I am going to take you right into this next part of the six-part series with Dr. Lisa Coyne. This is where we bring it home and boy, does she bring it home. I feel like she beautifully ties it all up in a ribbon. And I hope it has been so helpful for you. Really, I do. I want this to be a resource that you share with other people who are struggling. I want to be a resource that you return to when you're struggling. I want it to be a place where you feel understood and validated. And so, thank you so much for being a part of this amazing series. That being said, let's get over onto the show, and here is Dr. Lisa Coyne. ------ Kimberley: I literally feel like I'm almost in tears because I know this is going to be the last of the series and I'm so excited. I had just said this is going to bring it home. I'm so excited to have Dr. Lisa Coyne. Welcome. Lisa: Thank

SUMMARY: In this week's podcast, we talk with Dr. Reid Wilson. Reid discussed how to get the theme out of the way and play the moment-by moment game. Reid shares his specific strategies for managing mental compulsion. You are not going to want to miss one minute of this episode. Covered in This Episode: Getting your Theme out of the way The importance of shifting your additude Balancing "being aggressive" and implementing mindfulness and acceptance How to play the "moment by moment" game Using strategy to achieve success in recovery OCD and the 6-moment Game Other tactics for Mental compulsions Links To Things I Talk About: Reid's Website anxieties.com https://www.youtube.com/user/ReidWilsonPhD?app=desktop DOWNLOAD REID's WORKBOOK HERE Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 286. Welcome back, everybody. I am so excited. You guys, we are on number five of this six-part series, and this six-part series on Managing Mental Compulsions literally has been one of the highlights of my career. I am not just saying that. I'm just flooded with honor and pride and appreciation and excitement for you. All the feedback has been incredible. So many of you have emailed me or reached out to me on social media just to let me know that this is helping you. And to be honest with you, I can't thank you enough because this has been something I've wanted to do for so long and I've really felt that it's so needed. And it's just been so wonderful to get that feedback from you. So, thank you so much. The other plus people I want to be so grateful for are the guests. Each person has brought their special magic to how to manage mental compulsions. And you guys, the thing to remember here is managing mental compulsions is hard work, like the hardest of hard work. And I want to just honor that it is so hard and it is so confusing and it's such a difficult thing to navigate. And so, to have Jon talking about mental compulsions and mindfulness and Shala talking about her lived experience and flooding, and Dr. Jonathan Grayson talking about acceptance last week. And now, we have the amazing Reid Wilson coming on and sharing his amazing strategies and tools that he uses with his patients with mental rumination, mental compulsions, mental rituals. Literally, I can't even explain it. It's just joy. It's just pure joy that I get to do this with you and be on this journey with you. I'm going to do this quick. So, I'll just do a quick introduction. We do have Dr. Reid Wilson here. Now we've had Reid on before. Every single guest here, I just consider such a dear friend. You're going to love this episode. He brings the mic drops. I'm not going to lie. And so, I do hope that you squeeze every little bit of juice out of this episode. Bring your notepad, get your pen, you're going to need it, and enjoy. Again, have a beautiful day. As I always say, it is a beautiful day to do hard things. Let's get onto the show. Kimberley: I am thrilled to have you, Dr. Reid Wilson. Reid: Thanks. Glad to be here. Kimberley: Oh my goodness. Okay. I have been so excited to ask you these questions. I am just jumping out of my skin. I'm so really quite interested to hear your approach to mental compulsions. Before we get started, do you call them mental compulsions, mental rituals, mental rumination? How do you-- Reid: Sure. All of the above doesn't matter to me. I just don't call it "pure obsessions, pure obsessionals" because I think that's a misnomer, but we can't seem to get away from that. Kimberley: Can you maybe quickly share why you don't think we can get away from that? Do you want to maybe-- we'd love to hear your thoughts on that. We haven't addressed that yet in the podcast. Reid: Well, typically, we would call-- people write to me all the time and probably do that too, say, "I'm a pure obsessional." Well, that's ridiculous. Nobody's a pure obsessional. What it really is, is I have obsessions and then I have mental compulsions. And so, it's such a misnomer to be using that term. But what I mean is, how we can't get away from it is it's just gotten so completely in the lexicon that it would take a lot of effort to try to expel the term. Getting the theme out of the way Kimberley: Okay. Thank you for clearing that up, because that's like not something we've actually addressed up until this time. So, I'm so grateful you brought that up. So, I have read a bunch of your staff. I've h

SUMMARY: In this weeks podcast, we talk with Dr Jon Grayson about managing mental compulsions. Jon talks about how to use Acceptance to manage strong intrusive thoughts and other obsessions. Jon addressed how to use acceptance with OCD, GAD and other Anxiety disorders. Covered in This Episode: What is a Mental Compulsion? What is the difference between Mental Rumination and Mental Compulsions? How to use Acceptance for Mental Compulsions How to practice acceptance when the intrusive thoughts are so strong. Links To Things I Talk About: Jon's Book Freedom from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder: A Personalized Recovery Program for Living with Uncertainty Jon's Website https://www.laocdtreatment.com/ ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit Episode - 285. Welcome back, everybody. We are on episode three of the six-part series. And if you have listened to the previous episodes, I am sure you are just full of information, but hopefully ready to hear some more. Today, we have Dr. Jonathan Grayson. He's here to talk about his specific way of managing mental compulsions. As you may know, if you've listened before, I strongly urge you to start and go in order. So, first, we started with Mental Compulsions 101. That was with yours truly, myself. Then Jon Hershfield came in. He talked about mindfulness and really went in, gave some incredible tools. Shala Nicely, again, gave some lived experience and really the tools that worked for her. And I have just been mind-blown with both of their expertise. And it doesn't stop there. We have amazing Dr. Jonathan Grayson today talking about all of the ways that he manages mental compulsions and how he brings specific concepts to help a client be motivated and lean into that response prevention and to reduce those mental compulsions. I am again blown away with how amazing and respectful and kind and knowledgeable these experts are. I just am overwhelmed with joy to share this with you. Again, please remember this should not replace professional mental health care. We are here at CBT School, who is the host of this series. We're here to provide you skills and tools, and resources specifically if you don't have access to those resources. That is a huge part of our mission. So, even though we have ERP School – and that is an online course, you can take it from your home – we wanted to offer this freely because so many people are seeming to be misunderstanding mental compulsions, and it's an area I really have been excited to share with you in this free series. So, I'm not going to yammer on anymore. I'm going to let you hear the amazing wisdom of Jonathan Grayson. Have a wonderful day. Kimberley: Welcome. I am so honored to have you here, Jon Grayson. Jonathan: It is always a pleasure. Kimberley: Okay. So, I actually am really, really interested to hear your point of view. As we go through a different episode, I actually am learning things. I thought I knew it all, but I'm learning and learning. So, I'm so excited to get your view on managing mental compulsions or how you address them. My first question is, do you call them mental compulsions, mental rituals, rumination? How do you frame it? Jonathan: I'm never really too big on jargony, but mental compulsions are mental rituals. And I think that's trying to-- and I think the thing about mental rituals is some people don't know they have them. I mean, some people know, but some people will describe it as, "I just obsess, I don't have rituals." but then when you listen, they do. And the ritual part is trying to reassure themselves or convince themselves that whatever it is they're worrying about isn't. So, they have both the fear part like, "Oh my God, what if this is true? But wait, here's why it's not true. Now I know that's not really true. But what if it is true?" So, that is what I would call mental compulsion or rituals. Kimberley: Right. How do you-- let's say you're sitting across from a patient or a client they are doing either predominantly mental compulsions or that's a huge part of the symptoms that they have. How would you address in your own way, teaching somebody how to manage mental compulsions? Jonathan: I think there's two answers to the question because I never have, and one has to do with what is the content, because I believe every set of mental rituals – I believe it for all forms of OCD, whether

SUMMARY: In this weeks podcast, we have my dearest friend Shala Nicely talking about how she manages mental compulsions. In this episode, Shala shares her lived experience with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and how she overcomes mental rituals. In This Episode: How to reduce mental compulsions for OCD and GAD. How to use Flooding Techniques with Mental Compulsions Magical Thinking and Mental Compulsions BDD and Mental Compulsions Links To Things I Talk About: Shalanicely.com Book: Is Fred in the Refridgerator? Book: Everyday Mindfulness for OCD ERP School: https://www.cbtschool.com/erp-school-lp Episode Sponsor: This episode of Your Anxiety Toolkit is brought to you by CBTschool.com. CBTschool.com is a psychoeducation platform that provides courses and other online resources for people with anxiety, OCD, and Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviors. Go to cbtschool.com to learn more. Spread the love! Everyone needs tools for anxiety... If you like Your Anxiety Toolkit Podcast, visit YOUR ANXIETY TOOLKIT PODCAST to subscribe free and you'll never miss an episode. And if you really like Your Anxiety Toolkit, I'd appreciate you telling a friend (maybe even two). EPISODE TRANSCRIPTION This is Your Anxiety Toolkit - Episode 284. Welcome back, everybody. We are on the third video or the third part of this six-part series on how to manage mental compulsions. Last week's episode with Jon Hershfield was bomb, like so good. And I will say that we, this week, have Shala Nicely, and she goes for it as well. So, I am so honored to have these amazing experts talking about mental compulsions, talking about what specific tools they use. So, I'm not going to take too much time of the intro this time, because I know you just want to get to the content. Again, I just want to put a disclaimer. This should not replace professional mental health care. This series is for educational purposes only. My job at CBT School is to give you as much education as I can, knowing that you may or may not have access to care or treatment in your own home. So, I'm hoping that this fills in a gap that maybe we've missed in the past in terms of we have ERP School, that's an online course teaching you everything about ERP to get you started if you're doing that on your own. But this is a bigger topic. This is an area that I'd need to make a complete new course. But instead of making a course, I'm bringing these experts to you for free, hopefully giving you the tools that you need. If you're wanting additional information about ERP School, please go to CBTSchool.com. With that being said, let's go straight over to this episode with Shala Nicely. Kimberley: Welcome, Shala. I am so happy to have you here. Shala: I am so happy to be here. Thank you for having me. Kimberley: Okay. So, I have heard a little bit of your views on this, but I am actually so excited now to get into the juicy details of how you address mental compulsions or mental rituals. First, I want to check in with you, do you call them mental compulsions, rituals, rumination? How do you address them? Shala: Yeah. All those things. I also sometimes call it mental gymnastics up in your head, it's all sorts of things you're doing in your head to try to get some relief from anxiety. Kimberley: Right. So, if you had a patient or a client who really was struggling with mental compulsions, whether or not they were doing other compulsions as well, how might you address that particular part of their symptomology? Shala: So, let me answer that by stepping back a little bit and telling you about my own experience with this, because a lot of the way I do it is based on what I learned, trying to manage my own mental rituals. I've had OCD probably since I was five or six, untreated until I was 39. Stumbled upon the right treatment when I went to the IOCDF Conference and started doing exposure mostly on my own. I went to Reid Wilson's two-day group, where I learned how to do it. But the rest of the time, I was implementing on my own. And even though I had quite a few physical compulsions, I would've considered myself a primary mental ritualizer, meaning if we look at the majority, my compulsions were up in my head. And the way I think about this is I think that sometimes if you have OCD for long enough, and you've got to go out and keep functioning in the world and you can't do all these rituals so that people could see, because then people will be like, "What's wrong with you? What are you doing?" you take them inward. And some mental compulsions can take the place of physical compulsions that you're not able to do for whatever reason because you're trying to function. And I'd had untreated OCD for so long that most of my rituals were up in my head, not all, but the great majority of them. Exposure & Response Prevention for Mental Compulsions So, when I started to do exposure, what I found was I could do exposure therapy, straight up going and facing my fears, like going and being around things that might