Disability After Dark

In this episode, I talk about what being sick, sexy and disabled means for me. I share my experience trying to navigate being sick, disabled and sexy with C-Diff and when I was recently hospitalized. I share how sickness and disability contributed to my sex drive. I also talk to some other disabled people to find out how being sick and disabled plays a role in their lives.

In this episode, I wanted to share part of my coming out story with you! I thought that rather than simply giving you my views on the experience, that I'd interview my Mom, and learn from her what my coming out as queer and disabled meant for her. We talk about her experiences having a disabled son, her understanding of disability, my coming out and so much more.

In this episode, I explore the links between kissing and disability. We look at how people view kissing and disability; some of the challenges of kissing when disabled; I read comments left by my Facebook group about kissing and disability, and I talk to my friends Claire AH about kissing after a stroke; I also talk to Natalie Rose about what it's like kissing her disabled husband.

In this episode, I interviewed one of the sexiest people I have ever had the pleasure of talking to on the show. My friend Addison (a go-go dancing smoke show of hotness from Vancouver) sat down with me to talk about the connections between HIV-positive status and disability, and I was pleasantly surprised that he really considered the question, and asked his community what they thought. Our conversation is light and fun, but also touches on the fact that the disabled and poz communities have one big thing in common: we both face stigma and we need to work together to change that.

In this episode, I talk about my experience on a Canadian TV show called 1Girl5Gays on MTV Canada and Logo from 2013-14 in the shows 5th season. I was the only visibly disabled person on that program, and I talk about what that meant for me and disabled representation on Queer TV.Here's a link to hilarious photos of me on the show and my show bio

In this episode, I talk with JoEllen Notte; well known researcher, mental health advocate and writer about the linkages between sex, depression and disability. We talk about how she manages her depression, whether or not she believes depression is a disability, and so much more.You can find out more about JoEllen's work at: www.redheadbedhead.com

This was a tough episode to record. In light of all the sexual assault stories coming out, I felt it was necessary to talk about how disabled people deal with consent, sexual harassment and sexual assault. In this episode, I share some moments of things that happened to me. It wasn't easy sharing this stuff, but I felt it was important. This isn't an episode you should enjoy, but you should give pause and think. There will be another episode about this with a panel of other disabled people discussing consent soon enough.

In this episode, I talk about what it has been like for me working in the industry as a queer cripple, and what that has meant for me. We talk about the beginnings of my writings, professional ableism as a Queer Cripple, I share the pitfalls of being a profesional Queer Cripple speaker and more.

This episode is a hilarious re-telling of my first (and hopefully not last) threesome as a Queer Cripple. I share what I wanted the threesome to be, the reality of it, and what I learned from it for my next one. Throughout the story, I touch on internalized ableism, sexual ableism, some funny moments and more. Enjoy!

In this episode, I sit down with Queerty contributor Josh Galassi. He writes a lot about his experiences being queer and disabled. We chat about coming out as disabled on apps, privilege, asking your lovers what they thought of you and your disability, and so much more.

In this episode, I take a look at sex, disability and the law. We talk briefly about The Ugly Laws, Eugenics, and discuss two cases that examine consent, sex, disability and the law. Through these cases I explore how the courts and our legal systems have a lot of work to do in understanding disability, and suggest perhaps that the courts would rather rely on ableist prejudices than looking at things further.

In this episode, I talk candidly about my relationship to porn as a queer cripple, and how I came to learn about it in my youth. In this first part of a miniseries I am calling "PwD: Porn While Disabled", I share why I think disability and porn are totally important, potentially problematic, and uncover why I myself might want to embark in the industry.

In this episode, I chat with "Dating Coach on Wheels" [www.datingcoachonwheels.com], Amin Lakhani about his experiences with sex, disability, tight clothes, jerking off, bow ties and muscular dystrophy. This is definitely one of my fave episodes so far! Enjoy!

In ths episode, I take a look at some flirting advice from the book "The Ultimate Guide to Sex and Disability". I talk about how I feel about some of this advice and whether or not I believe the advice holds up in the real-life disabled flirting scenarios... p.s. I dont think the advice does. I talk about my feelings around "Be Yourself" and "Be Bold" advice as a disabled person. I suggest that the onus to "be bold", etc. really shouldn't be placed on the disabled individual. Just some thoughts.

This episode had me riled up and angry about the way the media ran stories from parents of children with disabilities without the children's consent. I focus on 2 stories here about two parents who consider hiring sex workers for their sons to experience sex. I had lots of things to say about that (mostly angry things), and I also touch on disability activists Carly Findlay and Kim Sauder's thoughts on the matter. What do you think about parents talking about their disabled child's sex lives to the media?

For this episode, I got to sit down with disabled activist Alex Haagaard. We talked about the intersectionality found on the autism spectrum w/ respect to sexuality. This was a really important interview that touched on disability and sexuality in a new way for me, and I'm excited to share that with you!

In this episode, I talk to Eva who is a young, non-disabled sex educator, making sex education available via her Youtube Channel "What's My Body Doing". preLink here:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpmgFWyoBQ00FjQBUOgMfAgsub_confirmation=1 /pre <><>We talk about the need for better sex education around disabilities, discover that even seasoned sex educators are afraid to talk about sex and disability, and I let Eva ask me some questions, so she can become a better sex educator. Enjoy!

In this episode, we talk about butt stuff...but not in the way you might be expecting. I sat down with Kelly Bracken who reached out to the showing wanting to share her experiences with an ileostomy bag and how this has affected her sexual confidence. The interview is fun, honest and touches on a topic that so many of us are afraid to go near. Luckily, Kelly knows how to stay sexy when shit happens.

In this episode, I talk about my gimpy genitals; the way I have come to understand my sexual organs and my body through my relationship to disability is thoroughly, and hilariously explored.

This episode delves into the reality of touch and disability. We talk about how touch influences our sexuality as disabled people. I share my thoughts on how touch as a disabled man, and how this has played a role in my sex life, and I talk about what touch really means to me as a queer crippled man.

People have been asking me to do an episode on BDSM, kink and disability for awhile now. Well, it's here. I sat down with Master Severyn Kain, a BDSM Master and Alternative Lifestyle Presenter to talk about the intersectionality of kink and crippledness. Our conversation takes many awesome avenues; I make him speechless and he turns me on, as we explore a discussion of disability in kink, limits, and sensual aftercare in the kink community. There are so many sexy layers that you will just have to listen in. Master Severyn Kain can be reached: https://masterseveryn.wordpress.com/ or via Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/severyn.kain

In this episode, I sit down with Youtuber Davey Wavey (www.daveywavey.tv). We talk about body image, boys, sex and disability. I am pretty much still pinching myself that he agreed to do it with me. It was a really funny, sexy, flirty show that made me crush on Davey and his work even more than I did before.

In this super special episode, I share a project that I have been working on with the National Film Board of Canada around my work in sexuality, disability and queerness; a documentary short called Picture This. I talk with Producer Lea Marin and Director Jari Osborne about the importance of a film like this, the ins and outs of producing this project, and I share what it was like to be the subject of a piece like this. I have included the Electronic Press Kit Link here http://bit.ly/2qhZ2Bl so you can see clips, read the synopsis, and get ready to Picture This.

In this episode, we talk about the impact that money has on dating and disability. The feelings about not having enough money to go on dates, and the feelings when your date pays for you. All of this and more is explored in this new episode!

In this episode, we look at sex and disability after-care techniques including talking to other people about it both disabled and non-disabled; crying (and why that can be a method of self-care), self-talk around disability and sex, dancing out the ableism and more. Enjoy

Not a full episode, but a call out to help me create more episodes of this unique, challenging and awesome program! Share! Pledge! E-mail! Hire Me! www.andrewgurza.com

In episode 041, we talk about some of the things you should NEVER say during or after sex with a disabled person... Don't say these things, and don't turn the afterglow into "after-no".

If you listened to Episode 039, you heard my episode about disability representation in film with special guest, Dominick Evans. Our conversation was actually over 2 hours and covered stuff like trans/disabled identity, BDSM, healthcare, and so much more! Here is the rest of it!! Have a listen and enjoy!

In the first of two episodes, I talk with activist, producer and creator of the #FilmDis hashtag, Dominick Evans about sex and disability representation in the media. There's a lot of valuable stuff here, so listen up. Find out more about Dominck here: www.dominickevans.com

In this episode, we chat with sex educator Dawn Serra about other bodies, fat bodies, disability and sex. You don't wanna miss this one! Check out more of Dawn's awesome work at www.dawnserra.com.

In this episode, we talk about public sex and disability, and just how inaccessible it is. We talk about George Michael, too.

For this interview, I sit down with Alaina Leary. Her written work has been all over, and it is well-deserved. We talk about her coming out story, friendships, the moment that she identified and realized that she was disabled and so much more!

In this episode, we talk about the linkages between cleanliness, crippledness and sexiness. We talk about shower sex, disability and the ideas behind disability and dirtiness that many people still hold. We shed light on the ableist views around getting clean for sex and so much more.Be sure to use #DisabilityAfterDark all on your social media for this one.

In this episode, we talk about disability and masturbation. We talk about the 'process' of masturbation when disabled, I share some stories about cumming when young, queer and crippled, and we look at what happens when you can't cum by yourself anymore. How does disability affect self-pleasure on an emotional level? Find out!A link to the blog I read from: http://www.andrewgurza.com/blog/2017/2/7/boys-in-chairs-that-time-i-couldnt-masturbate-by-myself-anymoreA link to the Teespring campaign to get a DisabilityAfterDark tee: www.teespring.com/disabilityafterdark

In this episode, I interview the creator of the viral hashtag #DisabledAndCute, author Keah Brown. I find out quite quickly that there was so much more to this hashtag than meets the eye. We learn just what #DisabledAndCute really means for the author, and what it could mean for disabled culture generally.Follow Keah Brown on Twitter: www.twitter.com/Keah_Maria

In this episode, I had the chance to chat with Queer Manhattanite Peter Morley. He lives with lupus and other illnesses, and we chat about how those things affect his queerness. We talk about being hospital glam, flirting with male nurses, NYC in the 80s, his sex drive, and so much more.

This episode explores my very first time having sex with someone. In the episode, I talk about how I felt before sex, how I felt during, and the affect that this experience had on me after. I share this moment to highlight how inextricably linked my disability is to my sexuality, and what that means for me.

In this episode I interview Amber DiPietra of The Body Poetik. We explore her road to be a sexually liberated disabled person as we discuss the disabled body; sex work, disability and so much more!!

In this episode, I talk to Health Activist and Blogger, Kirsten Schultz. She has created the #ChronicSex hashtag and movement around chronic illness, sexuality and disability. The interview was so much fun and so, so important. Masturbation is only one of the many things we talk about. Enjoy!

This episode is pretty easy to swallow... it's all about oral sex and how that can look and feel; both giving and getting head, when you are disabled.

This is interview might just be one of my most favorites to record. I interviewed disability writer and activist Emily Ladau about dating as a women with disabilities, and we went off on so many tangents, I cant even tell you; sexy pantsuit CD covers, dead turtles twins, awkward disabled dates, representation of disabled women in media; we cover so many topics...and giggle our way through them....

In this episode, I interview disabled comic Ted Shiress from the UK about his experiences with sex, dating and disability. He's really funny and his sense of humour and honesty give us a great episode.

In this episode, we talk about clothes. We look at how clothing determines sex appeal, and how clothing choices for the disability community to express their sensuality are extremely limited. We also look at what clothes mean, and the reality of dressing up and down when disabled

In this episode, I interview my best friend, disabled woman, Kristen Williams. We talk a little about her experiences as a wheelchair user online, and we also discuss the need for more supports for women with disabilities who experience violence. Some pretty raw and real stuff in this interview that you won't want to miss.

In this episode, I talk about vulnerability as it relates to sex and disability, and why I think vulnerability is important, but fucking scary too, as a Queer Cripple.

In this episode, I talk to fellow sex educator Jerome Stuart Nichols. He runs LTAsex.com. We talk about race, weight, sex, mental health, disability and queerness in this jam packed episode!

This episode looks at sex, disability and queerness from a very activist lens. I re-discover how crucial activism is to the work I do. I interview pansexual, queer, disabled activist Bekah Bailey, as we talk about how her experiences as a Little Person have informed her understanding of queerness, sexuality and activism. Also, she has a really funny blowjob story!

Pretty sure the title says it all. This episode looks at the embarrassing moments that happen when you are trying to get laid when disabled. I share some of my stories that make me giggle around gimp sex; I give you an inside scoop to the comedy in cripple copulation. "Dead Turtle Position", Porn Playing on Its Own, and other gimpy get-it on gems! I hope you like them and laugh with me and that absurdity of accessing sex.

This episode, I interview sex columnist and sex worker Devon Delacroix about his experiences working with clients with disabilities.

In this episode, I share with you as a disabled queer man, what makes me cum. What gets me off. We always talk about the mechanics of sex and disability, and for this one I wanted to focus on the more sensual side. I share my personal tricks and triggers to orgasm as a queer crip.