Healing TRAUMA

Dream Team and Family meetings Sacred Sleep StateSet the timer Daily for Energy Clearing Ask for What you needRoutines Safety in Sacred Bliss

Because you lost you! The damage of not being seen & heard as a individual, then the day in & day out of invalidation, criticizing, ridiculing, belittling, being held with contempt and having your needs, wants, and feeling minimize…everything you say and do is controlled and little by little you lose yourself. You are told Overtly or Covertly that you don't make any sense and you can't do anything right and everything is wrong with you…you are just wrong and after enough time passes you start to question yourself then you start to believe it. You were dehumanize!Narcissistic Abuse is no joke. It robs you of everything that makes you-you! You might be told that you laugh to loud and it is annoying, so you stop laughing so loud, but then, you find yourself not laughing at all. You are mocked for everything You learn not to share good news to the narcissist because maybe you'll be mocked and it will be minimize or your good news will be met with some form of punishment. You learn not to share bad news because it will either be ignored or used against you at a later date. In time, you learn to make yourself small…not seen.With all of that plus you are so confused from the push & pull of good days and bad days manipulation tactics, the Gaslighting, being blamed for everything that ever went wrong in the relationship and in the life of the narcissist and all the lying and the sheer disbelief that someone told you he/she loved you and that person betrayed your trust.It is like being in the middle of the ocean on a small boat in a storm. The waves are so high you can't see pass them and it is raining with the wind just howling. Waves are hitting you from every direction and it's dark and the fog has taken over and you can't seem to find your way out. That storm is Narcissistic Abuse. As you come out of it the waves have calm down and the wind and rain has also calm down, but it is still very dark and the fog is still there. It takes time for the fog to lift and for the darkness to faded. It takes time to get your balance back. It also takes time for you to know yourself. You are not the same person who went into this relationship and you may never be that person again. Your view on yourself has change…how you think and look at other people has change…your world view has change. You are questioning everything you thought was true about the relationship…about yourself and about the world.Who would ever imagine someone could torture another person and never lay a hand on them? Why would someone ever want to destroy a person who they claim to love?We don't think they way they do and it never dawns on us that people can seem caring, kind, respectful, and loving could be a monster.We are taught at a young age to stay away from strangers…to not get into cars with people we don't know, but no one taught us that there are people who will be caring, kind, helpful, seem loving and will be a family member…a friend…a partner and have lack of empathy that will make your life a living hell.It takes time to find your way back to having a life that makes sense again. You have been through hell and give yourself some time and read that book because it has a lot of steps you can do to heal and to find yourself again

Energetic Clean 🧼 up ⬆️ Remainder ⏰

Tenderness of. Nature Starting your healing ❤️‍🩹 one moment at a timeBeing gentle with the journey Allowing the Wobbles , Tears and New Soul Families to help Heal ~ Sacred JourneyNo more abuse trauma ~ Healing Self

in the midst of chaos, there's is ALWAYS an opportunity to find your center and heal old patterns of fear and self-criticism.⁠⁠If you're feeling NEGATIVE external energies, I encourage you to take time for self-care, connect with NATURE ~your intuition, and find practices that ground you.⁠⁠MOTHER NATURE’S LOVE 💗 As we ALL know we can't change the entire world by yourself Simply changing your inner voice/ thoughts Will have a positive impact on YOU Life and LOVE If you're being triggered by childhood trauma, lack of connection, or uncertainty, know that you have the power to heal.By staying centered and grounded, you can respond to any circumstance with grace and integrity.⁠Remember, you are not alone on this journey. We're all navigating these Heavy energies together.⁠⁠

Healing ❤️‍🩹 Journeys What are some lesser-known signs of narcissistic abuse that people often overlook?The lesser-known signs of narcissistic abuse are subsequently the one that occur subtly and gradually and have the most detrimental impact. Because of the subtle nature of behaviours such as isolation, love-bombing, as well as gaslighting and guilt-tripping, these behaviours go unrecognised as the behaviour itself is subtle. A narcissist will gradually condition their victim to accept these behaviours so that they essentially become used to it.A Narcissist will initially overwhelm their victim with love, affection, and attention in what is referred to as love-bombing so as to gain their trust and admiration. However, this phase is often followed by devaluation, where the narcissist criticises, devalues, or ignores the victim, causing confusion and emotional distress. The manipulative behavioural tactic of gaslighting involves the narcissist making their victim doubt their own thoughts, feelings, and perceptions. This ultimately culminates in the victim questioning their very sanity and reality. To make their victim completely dependent upon them, a narcissist will gradually seek to isolate their victims from friends, family, or support networks in order to maintain control over them. By limiting their social connections, the narcissist can increase the victim's dependence on them and make it harder for the victim to seek help or escape the abusive relationship

Putting Self =Self CareHealing from the What was and what happened Sharing with others / telling your storyFinding true love Destined lifeLoving yourself means being thankful for your body, your mind, your soul, your feelings and emotions, your unique way of seeing the world, your way of interacting with others, and your way of being in the world.Loving yourself means loving absolutely everything about yourself: the light, the dark, and all the shades in between. It is saying to the universe: look at me, here I am, this is all that I have to offer, all that I am, all of this is me.And then, after all is said and visible, after taking a good look at yourself in your entirety, it means deciding to befriend, accept, trust, enjoy, protect, grow, and nurture all that you have seen.To me, that is what loving yourself really means.How magical it is to think of you as a complete and self-loving human being, loving yourself is a never-ending journey. Whether you accept your flaws or not, whether you show compassion for yourself or take good care of yourself or not, if self-love is what pulls you forward, that is all you need. And if you don’t at times, even that is okay. Self-love never goes anywhere – it’s always there, ready for you to go back

Narc always gave a way to exert control over others, gain desired attention, or boost the narcissist's reputationWhat inspires lying? Simply put, the NPD lies in order to inflate his or her own self-esteemHow does a narcissist steal from you?Your identity Through tactics such as gaslighting and love-bombing, a narcissist will make you question everything about yourself that you once were so sure of. They separate you from your intuition to the point where you become reliant on them to tell you who you are.Narcissists steal your personality, mannerisms, words, your life stories, your interests, your style, and even attempt to embody the energy and talents they do not possess that make you special

You Matter Second Chances and NARC ABUSENo GOING BACKWARDS to CONSISTENT ABUSE that’s PLAYING in YOUR LIFE like a LIFETIME HORROR MOVIE

**"Archangels we ask for your spiritual assistance, protect us from harm, heal us of our TRAUMA , and Comfort us I pray thee to heal my soul, my body , my minds And any ills that was affliction toMe Bring in any healing that is in my highest and favored for my greater good"

What is covert manipulation and what does it look like in a relationship? manipulation is done to control a victim without their knowledge.It is the systematic breaking down of a person’s decision making, traits, likes, wants and needs to destroy who that person is.The victim thinks this person cares and loves them.This is not the case.What it is all about is control and domination of the persons body mind and soul.Brainwashing the victim works by acting like they care and love you.You will go to the same person for advice that abused you…you think they careYou will become conditioned to this abuse and think that it is love.If you grew up in a disordered household you will think fondly of these people and how they treat you is love.You will seek out people with the same traits.It will feel familiar and good at first.Once the devaluation starts the victim will panic and do anything to get the relationship back to the idealization phase.This is where that person felt on top of the world.Instead, what happens is that the victim slowly loses their mental and psychological well being.The victim wants the pain to stop and will do anything to please the abuser.If this abuse was out in the open then it would be different.You would know who your enemy is.Instead the victim sleeps right next to their enemy thinking that they are the problem.This kind of abuse is going to come more out into the open for all the world to see and know about.Covert abusers days are numbered

DiscardThey will use you for personal gain, and when you’re no longer of use to them, they will discard you.Sometimes, this discard is final; the relationship ends, and they move on to repeat the cycle with someone else. In other cases, it might be temporary. When they need something else, they'll draw you back into the relationship to begin the same distressing and damaging cycle all overbeing the target of narcissistic abuse is stressful and hurtfulThey need other sets of ears to spill their lies to. Their distorted sense of self relies on it. . It is also common for people to use fake acts of guilt, such as fake tears or a false sense of concern, in order to manipulate others into thinking that they feel remorse or guilt

**"Archangels Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael, we invoke your powerful intercession before the throne of God in heaven. By your spiritual assistance, protect us from harm, heal us of our infirmities, and convey to us God's will for our lives"**"and in all the trials of this life. And since thou art the “physician” of God, I pray thee to heal my soul of its many. infirmities, and my body of the ills that afflict it, if this favor be for my greater good"

Disgusting findings that don’t make you want to have fun in tue Dark

Multiple people involved causing. Gaps in you life with CHAOSChange makers are the OPsNot Gods PlanSaving self with Awareness

Chaos or CreativityAggravation or Cultivation Abuse or Abundance Choosing YOURSELF Not advice From ANYONE that doesn’t have YOUR Beat interest at HeartEnergy Drainers / Thieves/ Jealous and. Viscous with Ill Intentions

Covert narcs are much more subtle than their overt counterparts, in some way making them even more insidious.It's so hard finding a replacement intimate partner primary source, others can't satisfy their lust for energy in the same way. It causes a massive rage.The victim is,and always will be, the narc's property in their eyes. It's also a way of trying to pressure them into returning,so the harassment will stop. (They want their victim to believe. ) The reality will be a shedload of abuse worse than first time round.It's bullying, and an alternative platform to begin a smear campaign. They're not quiet stalkers, one way or another they're watching.Even if there's a court order prohibiting them from any contact, they will cyber stalk,or use their allies to obtain any information they can about you.Nothing hurts a narcissist more than seeing the victim happy and rebuilding their lives.They will never know what that feels like

Divine. Intervention Here to Assist Breaking the Toxic Bonds that Harm YOuIntegrating Love Infusing YOU with Sacredness and Healing ❤️‍🩹

Self care911 Bras wrong size -Recording devices- burn 🔥 Resize -&- associate who help you ex purchase items that don’t fit Direct connections Invasive rentals / NARC’’s -&- Mental ~ illness~ Hoarders Liars Dinner made -No Narc Control / out of control=CHAOSConfusion ~ Illusions ~delusions~ Decisions that are SOLID = SAVING SELF-&- RUNNING - NEVER LOOK BACk on the CHAOTIC MESSNARCISSISTIC TEAM CREATED

Transparency transformation Thursday Karmic islandTakingTaking Care of you Self care Ferdinand Bull ~Oak Tree~ Grandmas’s Blankets =🩷🙏😊Tootsie Roll Center =Core ~Safe Place to Heal ~

No evil shall prosperDivineDivine TeamVehicles passing by to heck in ?/ Work~ Chaos vsHealing Divine timing ~Sacred Unions On Time or Manipulate Manipulation God ~ Divine Teams -Spiritual Realms See All~ Almighty Universe Sees ALLAlways ~ on timeKARMA Take care of youSelf care =healing Theft premeditated plans of evil

Asked and you Shall Receive Divine TeamHell NO to evil and demonic spirits Self care~ Hurt , Pain , Shame Grief Sacred self internal pain and healing journeyTaking the awareness of evil acts seriously OPSVs Teams in/ of transition who care about YOU

Transparency transformation ThursdayKarmic islandTaking care of you Self care Ferdinand bull Oak Tree Grandmas blanketsTootsie roll center =core=safe place to heal

Soul tribeSoul familyCircle ⭕️ of friendsTransformation Shoes that done fit- burn them/ give awayJournal and burn Eating the whole pie Mothers nature = Love

Begins with SELF- AWARENESS iS BLISSand SAVES YOUR LIFELIFE LIVEDor LIFE LOSTHARMONY vs DISHARMONYBALANCE and REBALANCE

ENERGY BALANCINGRE BOOTINGPURGING Out TRAUMAPEACEFUL JOURNEY for SELF CARE+ YOUR DIVINE UNIONS with MOTHER NATURE / GAIANurturing SELF

Hidden TRUTHS That Painfully Unpack Itself When you Are FREE and ABLE to Start the Process to HEAL SelfUNREALISTIC BETRAYAL of ABUSEand the TACTICS and PLANS that LURED YOU IN and Got YOU TO DIVING INTERVENTIONBeing GREATFUL for the LESSONS and LEARN, GROW, EB and FLOW to FIND YOUR FUTURE HAPPINESSwith FAITH OVER FEARHOPE for YOUR HEALING JOURNEY

Traditional and Humble~Staying the Course with Kindness and Integrity

A Painful JOUREY back to Self,..........or a BETTER Version of YOUThe Lessons in Life that Bring TRANSFORMATION through your TEARS and HEART ACHEas they say ,.... Time Heals All WOUNDSGods Music to YOUR EARSWisper to Me SOFTLY~Talk to MEHELLO~ how are you/ ya...Tell me NO MORE LIESHelp is on the WAY

How many Government Agencies are there in your StateEvil People vs A Divine Plan~Allies / Collaborate to Stop the Madness of CHAOS in Life ~Finally, ~ Birds EYE VIEWJealousy, GREED, Devastating Faith- over FEARHope for your HEALING JOURNEYCreate the Change in the World YOU Wish to SEESend a Prayer UP

How many Government Agencies do you think have Access to your life /How many have been compromised?Legally / or Illegally

Violations of OUT Lives Compromised AbusedViolated Unfortunate EventsUnforeseen Insanity Abuse of Power

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Continued Abuse, Lies, DeceptionIllegal Investigations, ABUSE of POWERTEAM of Collaborations that are on the OPS Side?

Capturing the Movies 🍿 Bait and Switch heinous plans vs Happiness Hoovering vs Honoring Boundaries

Protect YOU and YOUR BOUNDARIESInvasive of YOUR Privacy ~Hippo Laws or Money paid by the OPS for Court !Evil 😈 24/7/365Always a Shit Show of Deceit

Understanding NARCLies, betrayed, luring in, starting fights to exit scene and new supply Chaos to energy and pain

See the DoorSetting Bounsaries No means NoSaving Yourself

Believe in YOU~ and Let Go and Let GodDivineWhomever you Believe in ~ assist you in transformation and your Healing your Healing Journey

Be CarefulBe SafeBehind you is the Past Ahead of you the Future ~Stay the course

Causing devastation Pre planning someone else’s fallDebilitating disharmony distraction to the Predestined plan of God HimselfEvil 😈 Sentencing = Wrath of GOD

Plans to take from you what is Heart FeltGod had a PlanStay StrongPray upPeople who steal YOUR Life with Reap what they Sew

In Troubled Times

To GET YOUTrapped CafedIn duressAlone LonelyAbused

Believe and YOU can Achieve

KARMASelf-MEDICATING vsSelf-CARE

Faithfully LOVING YOU

Faith OVER FEARNurturing YOURSELFBalancing YOU

Evil plans already in Motion for the YearThrowing YOU Down as Evil Sees Fit

Save yourself