The Deep by Zoe Marshall

Julia is a Ukrainian woman who is living through war. She's lost everything, her home, her business, even her husband, who has decided to stay and fight. She's got an 8 year old daughter and this is her story.Please note we interviewed Julia with the assistance of an interpreter named Sasha. Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of war and violence including loss of life. Support resources are linked below. Lifeline 13 11 14Support line for ADF members and their families 1800 628 036If you wish to financially support Julia and her mission to assist Ukrainian soldiers you can donate through Paypal using her email [email protected] the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Special thanks to Kirstyn Lewis @kirstynlewis13 Simara Zakhariia @dr_samira_zakhariia and Sasha Bilanovsky for making this episode possible.Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicTash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic PartnerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

New episodes of The Deeper will drop every fortnight - even during the holidays. Here's a little update from Zoe and a tease for the next few episodes coming up on The Deeper.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Season 8 has been our biggest season of The Deep yet! Zoe reflects on one of the most controversial episodes - The Paedophile Hunter, the launch of The Deeper, and how it felt to share her own story of domestic violence. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

You may have heard of crunchy mums before. A group of people who are passionate about health but it turned into something way more sinister. Laura was indoctrinated into this lifestyle and still carries the scars. This episode may trigger your beliefs about medical intervention, birth and beyond.Follow Laura on TikTok @iamlevelingupJoin the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today's episode is one of the most disturbing I've ever recorded. Darcy was in a relationship with a sex addict. But it's more than that. His fantasies became wildly depraved and non-consensual. Some of Darcy's story was just too horrific to put on the deep. There is an uncut version. For those who want to hear it, the full unedited story is available now on The Deeper subscription at apple.co/thedeep.Content warning: This episode describes rape and sexual violence in graphic detail, as well as domestic violence and coercive control. For support please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Just before Bobby's 2nd birthday he came down with what his parent's thought was a cold. But within an hour a blood test revealed the worst possible news. He had leukaemia. Bobby's mum Ness is a warrior and one of the strongest women I know. This is her story.Follow Bobby's journey on Instagram @charlie_eddie_bobby online www.bobbyray.com.au and donate through www.gofundme.com.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Alice is a vibe. A young woman so in touch with her self, body and sexuality it’s inspiring. She's a sex worker. And she loves her job. In fact she’s proud of it! Today we get the nitty gritty of working in a brothel, the men she meets, the fetishes, and also the frightening encounter that left her traumatized.Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content, drug use, rape/sexual assault. Support resources are listed below.1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceLifeline 13 11 14For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

This is part 2 of Nix's story.After losing her son, Nix life took a turn. Within a week she had a meth addiction and was headed towards a life of crime including being a pimp. The story gets even wilder as she finds herself in jail, and then as an unlikely social media star.Content warning: This episode discusses miscarriage and infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details, suicide and extremely coarse language. Support resources are linked below.Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au and SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Lifeline 13 11 141800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceFollow Nix on Instagram @cwknixJoin the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Nix woke up one morning to find her baby boy had passed away in his sleep. A moment that changed everything for everyone. The sadness and pure mayhem that ensued is so unbelievable, we had to do two parts.This is part 1 of Nix's story. Stay tuned next week for part 2.Content warning: This episode discusses infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details, suicide and extremely coarse language. Support resources are linked below.Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au and SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Lifeline 13 11 141800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceFollow Nix on Instagram @cwknixJoin the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Deni identifies as a non-binary queer person. They are also a stylist, content creator and LGBTQIA activist. Today we explore identity, what it means to use different pronouns, and learn to embrace a world very different to the one our parents grew up in. Content warning: This episode discusses bullying and suicide. Resources linked below.Lifeline 13 11 14Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800Follow Deni on Instagram @stylebydeni.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

William is a gigolo, a high class male escort. Women pay thousands to see him. Why? He knows what women want. This is the untold world of a male sex worker.Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit.Follow William on Instagram @william_taylor_aust and Twitter @Will_maleescort and check out his website www.williamtaylor.com.auJoin the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Adam Whittington travels the world to save children from sex trafficking. But these crimes can happen right under our noses. This is a special bonus episode where we learn the covert ways predators are finding and grooming our kids. And most importantly, how to protect them.Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Resources listed below.Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800.1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceAct For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] Underpants Rule BookJoin the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Adam Whittington rescues children from sex trafficking. He's seen the absolute worst this world has to offer. He doesn't work for any government- he created his own company and does things his own way to help desperate families. It only takes a quick Google search to find out Adam is a fascinating man who attracts a lot of attention for his work. Listen to the story in his own words and decide for yourself.Content warning: This episode contains extreme and graphic descriptions of child trafficking, physical abuse, child sexual abuse, gang rape, human sacrifice and organ harvesting. Resources listed below.Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800.1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceAct For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

A special bonus episode with multimedia star and critical thinker Flex Mami. It’s a candid conversation between two women that will stretch the way you think about life, vulnerabilities, success and suppressed emotions.Follow Flex on Instagram @flex.mami.Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

You had some strong feelings about this season's guests. Zoe reflects on her headspace during 'that' interview with Spanian as well as Molly and your reactions to them both.It's finally time to reveal what we've been working on behind the scenes. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Behind closed doors, Sally's husband was the perfect man, she had the perfect family. But things started changing. Sally noticed her perfect life falling apart. Sally’s husband was becoming addicted to meth. This is a heart wrenching story about watching the one you love, your forever person, become something else. How long would you stick it out through hellish episodes of paranoia and psychosis? When would you walk away? This is Sally's story.Content warning: This episode deals with drug addiction, coercive control and domestic violence. Resources are listed below.For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.Lifeline 13 11 141800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceNames have been changed for privacy reasons. The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears.Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit.Follow Rosie on Instagram @rosie.rees and visit www.yonipleasurepalace.com to get 15% off with code: ZOE15.This episode is proudly supported by Modibodi. Visit www.modibodi.com and use code: ZOE2022 for 15% off excluding sale items, bundles, gift cards and Maxi-24hrs.The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

One episode with Spanian was not enough. He also has this incredible book out- Spanian: The unfiltered hood life. And that's what this little bonus episode is about. It's an in depth look at his private life, the man behind the tough exterior. Make sure you listen to part one of this chat first because now, we're going straight to where it all started - with his mum.Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence, drug abuse and child sexual abuse. Resources are linked below.For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auThis episode is proudly sponsored by Her Black Book the app, for women who love to shop.Follow Spanian on Instagram @spanian.official and see his links at ffm.bio/spanianThe Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Spanian is an ex-career criminal, a clinically diagnosed psychopath. A drug dealing, ram raiding and stabbing kinda dude. Well he was. Now rapper and social media icon. Come with us while we explore this fascinating man.Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence and drug abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.This episode is proudly sponsored by Her Black Book the app, for women who love to shop.Follow Spanian on Instagram @spanian.official and see his links at ffm.bio/spanianThe Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Addiction. It's a slippery subject, one we've covered a few times here on The Deep. Today's episode is about a woman, Jess who got addicted to prescribed pills. Medication from a doctor. This is more common than we think. It's happening and it's happening to young people. Jess's story is scary, traumatic and fascinating.Content warning: This episode deals with drug addiction and rape. Resources are listed below.For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015.Lifeline 13 11 141800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling serviceThe Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today's episode is about a beautiful mother by the name of Kathie who has been a carer to her child, Miranda, for the past 15 years. Miranda suffered what seemed to be a little injury at school but was in fact a major brain injury that has changed her life and her family's life forever. This is a heavy conversation, it is also heartbreaking. Listen to this with a big open heart and be ready to cry. Because life is so unfair sometimes.Content warning: this episode mentions suicide. For help please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14.Please support people like Kathie through www.thecarersfoundation.orgThe Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today I speak with Luna who has direct contact with aliens. At first I was pretty unsure, and I'm sure many of you are listening to this about to roll your eyes. I get it. This episode will push you to the edge but keep your mind open. It is wild and so funny at times whilst also quite beautiful and profound whether you end up believing or not.Content warning: this episode briefly mentions suicide. For help please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14.Names and images have been changed for privacy reasons.The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today we get to speak to the beautiful Molly who we've heard from before. She is a Mum of two young girls who were sexually assaulted by her long term partner. We had a tremendous response from her episode with so many listeners asking about the court case, about how the girls were and showing so much love and support. Some even wanted to give money to her and the girls who at the time were displaced and not living in a permanent home. Before listening to this I encourage you to go back and listen to that first episode, linked below, as this time Molly and I speak about everything that has happened since she was last on The Deep.Listen to Molly's previous interview here.Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. For support please check out the following resources.Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] For Me by Michelle Derrig www.onlyforme.com.auMy Underpants Rule book Names and images have been changed for privacy reasons.The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today I speak to The Bodzilla also known as April. She is a trailblazer. A woman that has created a space for body acceptance and fat positivity. We are talking about Fat.. the shame, the stigma, the attitudes towards it and how we need to banish Fat being bad. This is a really honest conversation between two very different women, our relationships with our bodies and how we need to change the narrative around the word FAT.Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse, restrictive eating, weight loss and eating disorders. For assistance please contact The Butterfly Foundation on 1800 33 4673.Follow The Bodzilla on Instagram @thebodzilla.The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeperCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging.Aj is a proud indigenous woman and educator.You would have heard our invasion day conversation this time last year.Seeing as we are here again and the date still hasn't changed - we still have much more to discuss and educate ourselves. I have asked Aj what she feels has progressed since last year, about the BLM movement and if the black tiles meant anything. As well as children still being stolen, deaths in custody and how Australia is still a racist nation.Episodes mentioned:The Child of the Stolen GenerationThe Prison BirthThe Ally We NeedYou can follow AJ on Instagram @8983aj and check out her LinkTree linktr.ee/Noone2204Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today I speak to Mr Iconic, aka Chris, who is Australia's most popular male pornstar. We've had a lot of sex workers on The Deep, but never a male sex worker. We cover what it's like to have children whilst being in the sex industry, the impact his career has had on his parents and what it is like when there is real passion away from the scenes he is shooting.Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content.You can follow Mr Iconic on Instagram @mriconic.officialx.og and find the rest of his pages here.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today I speak to Grace Hyland - A trans woman who you may have seen go viral on Instagram and Tik Tok. Grace is articulate, smart and so glamorous. Today we talk about it all! From knowing she was transgender as young as four. Her reassignment surgery, dating and how it is to be a trans woman in 2021.Content warning: This episode discusses medical procedures and suicide. For help, children can contact Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. Adults can contact Lifeline on 13 11 14.Follow Grace on Instagram @grace.hylanddCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today I speak to Jonathon Moran also known as JMo and... Australia's biggest gossip columnist. Over the years I have had my time with JMo - sometimes happy, sometimes disgruntled at the angle the stories he has written about me have taken. Today I ask him all the questions about one of the world's most controversial jobs. Who hates him, how awkward it is, does he sleep at night after writing something horrible about someone. This episode has so many levels - just like JMo. The most surprising part is who JMo is at the core. The trauma he has endured and his daily mental health battle make for another unique conversation, one you might not be expectingContent Warning: This episode discusses child sex abuse, suicide and depression, substance abuse, and rape. Help services are listed below.Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse 1800 472676 or [email protected] Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auLifeline 13 11 14 or www.lifeline.org.auNational Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Special thanks to this episodes’ sponsor Elements of Byron Bay. Relax, rebalance and revive at Elements of Byron Bay - the barefoot luxury resort that kisses Belongil coastline. Whether it’s starting the day off with sunrise yoga, a treatment at Osprey Spa or retreating to a private cabana by the pool with a margarita in hand - Elements of Byron is the perfect escape. Use the code THEDEEP to get your discounted rate at elementsofbyron.com.au.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle" for some is liberating and is the most loving way they know to honour their partner.Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

This week’s episode is very different, we’ve never really done anything like this on The Deep before. Danae, my birth doula who you heard from last week, came to see me about four months after Ever’s birth. We hadn’t seen each other since and we wanted to debrief together. The conversation was so good that I just had to stop her, grab a microphone and put it between us to start recording before we continued the chat. You may notice that the audio is a bit different because we only used the one mic, but it's just a conversation not an interview and I thought it was worth sharing, so enjoy!You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website www.danaebirthdoula.com.au and the birth documentary she mentioned is Birth Time www.birthtime.worldContent warning: This episode discusses birth-related medical content and birth traumaCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Finally three and a half months later I got to record my birth story.I wanted to do this in the first 6 weeks, but the Universe had other plans.This is a three-part story so if you haven't listened already, go back to last week's episode and hear my husband Benji's perspective. Next week you'll hear from my doula Danae about what went down on June 15th.And today you get to hear the story of Ever's arrival from my doula Danae's perspective.I asked my friend Alison to interview us - I am so grateful for her, she has a beautiful mind and asked such beautiful questions. I hope you enjoy.You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website danaebirthdoula.com.au and the info for Wotbaby is available at wotbaby.com.au.Content warning: This episode covers a graphic description of childbirth and may contain some explicit language.This episode is proudly brought to you by Biologi, head to www.biologi.com.au/shop/ to order and use discount code THEDEEP15 at checkout for 15% off.Enjoy the story of the arrival of our Ever.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Finally three and a half months later I got to record my birth story.I wanted to do this in the first 6 weeks, but the Universe had other plans.This is a three-part story so if you haven't listened already, go back to last week's episode and hear my husband Benji's perspective. Next week you'll hear from my doula Danae about what went down on June 15th.And today you get to hear the story of Ever's arrival from my perspective.I asked my friend Alison to interview us - I am so grateful for her, she has a beautiful mind and asked such beautiful questions. I hope you enjoy.You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website danaebirthdoula.com.au and the info for Wotbaby is available at wotbaby.com.au.Content warning: This episode covers a graphic description of childbirth and may contain some explicit language.This episode is proudly brought to you by Biologi, head to www.biologi.com.au/shop/ to order and use discount code THEDEEP15 at checkout for 15% off.Enjoy the story of the arrival of our Ever.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Finally three and a half months later I got to record my birth story.I wanted to do this in the first 6 weeks, but the Universe had other plans.This is a three-part story - you are going to hear this story from my perspective, as well as my husband Benji and my doula Danae's point of view of what went down on June 15th.I asked my friend Alison to interview us - I am so grateful for her, she has a beautiful mind and asked such beautiful questions.Today you'll hear the story of Ever's arrival from her father's perspective and I am hearing this for the first time, along with all of you.You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website danaebirthdoula.com.au.Content warning: This episode covers a graphic description of childbirth and may contain some explicit language.Enjoy the story of the arrival of our Ever.This episode is proudly brought to you by Biologi. Use code THEDEEP15 for 15% off at www.biologi.com.au.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today's mini episode is a little update from Zoe on what's been happening for her in the last few months, where she's at now and what the future plans are for The Deep. We also have a very important question we'd like your input on for the next season. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today’s episode is part 2 of Zoe answering your questions… and there were some great ones! She talks about what it takes to be a guest on The Deep, why we stopped recording earlier than planned and the episodes that got pulled for legal reasons. Zoe also spills on who her dream interview would be, how she copes with the uncomfortable moments with guests and shares her thoughts on whether or not she crosses a line into playing therapist. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

In today’s episode Zoe answers your questions, including why she doesn’t want to share more of her own story, which episode was surprisingly the hardest for her to record, why some episodes can’t go to air, one of the hardest heart-breaking things about doing The Deep, the very popular question of how we find & select guests and so much more.Zoe also talks a little about early guest Sandra Pankhurst who was a major inspiration for The Deep. Since this episode was recorded, Sandra sadly passed away. She had an incredible life and was so generous sharing her story with the world. We are very grateful we got the chance to have her in our ears as part of Season One. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Tarang is a wise and fierce feminist. And yes he is also a man. A man who has endured one of the most painful things a brother ever can... his sister Nikita was murdered by her partner in the most brutal way. Her life stolen from her. Tarang's family robbed. This is a story of a man's fight for women's rights. This is where we would love all men to meet us women and Tarang is leading the way, through his grief and rage, he continues to make real impact.Content warning: This episode contains graphic depictions of violence, domestic abuse, crime/murder and explicit language. For assistance please call 1800 Respect.Follow Tarang on Instagram @tarangchawlaCredits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Stacey is a madam, she manages everything when it comes to brothels and sex workers, including clients. After 16 years she wants out, but not before she tells us everything she has experienced.Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit & graphic content.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

What happens when you get the worst call of your life? The worst call imaginable for any parent? What do you do? How do you cope?Today Jay shares her story of losing her precious son Jaike to suicide.You will hear how brave she is, how much she loves talking about her boy and you will also hear the whole way through, how cathartic but also how hard it is for her to speak about these moments. How her life is forever fractured and will never be the same without him.Content warning: this episode discusses suicide, domestic violence, depression and miscarriage. Help services are listed below.Lifeline 13 11 14For domestic violence assistance please call 1800 RespectMiscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au and SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Hailey is a self described Sensitive, this means she can see, hear and communicate with spirits. Sometimes it's nice and can help those grieving connect. And sometimes it's terrifying! Either way, Hailey loves it and wouldn't change a thing.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Kate and Chris are a beautiful couple. And I mean that in a totally superficial way. They are hot. They have beautiful bodies and beautiful faces... They also have beautiful sex! How do I know? Because for a while now, they have been filming their most intimate moments together... for millions of people to see. They like to call it conscious and ethical porn. I bet you won't be able to resist checking them out!Content warning: This episode contains graphic sexual content.Follow Kate and Chris on Instagram @iamkatemarley and @iamchrismarleyFollow them on OnlyFans OnlyFans.com/iAmKateMarleyFree and OnlyFans.com/iAmKateMarleyVisit KateMarley.com and check out the Massage Butter at welovewelove.com (Use coupon code "thedeep" at checkout)Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Kirsten and her brother Shaun were inseparable - they grew up together in a close knit family. They were best friends. Shaun was successful, married, happy. Then one day without warning... he took his life. This is a powerful episode that will challenge the way you look at suicide.Content warning: This episode discusses suicide. If you are triggered or need assistance please call Lifeline on 13 11 14.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Last week we spoke to Jaclyn, today we get to speak to Craig. He is Jaclyn’s husband, the one who cheated. The one who left his family for another woman. Very rarely do we get to hear from the adulterer. Why did they do what they did? What were they thinking?It’s a conversation that is full of shame, regret, lessons learned and so much love. It's his first time speaking about this publicly.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

What would you do if you were pregnant, had a 2 year old son and found out the love of your life was leaving you for someone they met at the gym?How would you deal with the betrayal? Would it make you crazy?Would you do things you regret? Would you take them back?This is a wild story of infidelity, forgiveness and redemption.Follow Jaclyn on Instagram @forthewildfemme.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Today we have a special episode- a friend of the family shares his story of mental illness, rock bottom and suicide. I met Fatz when I started dating my husband. He was a fellow footy player who had just returned to Sydney after an incident had occurred in the UK. I didn’t know exactly what happened back then but I knew his close circle was really worried. It was serious. Today Fatz talks about where his mental illness started, how he spiralled and at what cost.Content warning: this episode discusses: suicide, drug abuse and sexual abuse. Help services can be found below:Lifeline 13 11 14 or www.lifeline.org.auNational Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] more info on Men's Medicine check out @the_space_hq on Instagram.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

So, today is a bit different, were going to hear from two men, Nass and Lino. Both familiar with the struggle of mental health issues, rock bottoms and suicide.First we hear from Nass, a young father from the Gold Coast. Nass is Maori, works as a labourer, he’s big, burly, tattooed and handsome. He doesn’t fit the stereotype of someone that is fighting mental illness. And that’s the point. There is no one type of man that fits a stereotype. Nass bravely shares his story with us today.Then we hear from Lino. Lino is the creator of Men’s Medicine, a business that focuses on healing men through community, nature, breath and ritual based walks. Men like Nass have been deeply impacted by Lino and find real hope for the future. Lino shares with us the trauma that has led him to create a place for men to feel safe exploring their mental health.Content warning: this episode discusses: suicide, drug abuse and sexual abuse. Help services can be found below:Lifeline 13 11 14 or www.lifeline.org.auNational Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] more info on Men's Medicine check out @the_space_hq on Instagram.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Kim used to work as a palliative care nurse, now she is a death doula. A woman who supports the dying and their loved ones, during their end of life experience. In today's episode, she shares about her unique rituals and work with people who are dying, to make the transition a gentle and beautiful one.Content warning. This episode contains mentions of suicide. For assistance please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Rachel Wotton has been a sex worker for 20 years. She has done it all and then some! But there's a unique element of Rachel's work, because a lot of her clientele are people living with disability. This is at times an awkward conversation. I always want to ask the questions that you're all going to be thinking, and sometimes with a smart, strong, opinionated woman like Rachel... that does not fly!Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Isla is Frankie's daughter. I wanted to speak to someone who's parent survived deep trauma. I wanted to hear what it was like to witness your mother become an addict, what impact this has on a child and who they become because of it.Content warning: this episode discusses drug abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, please contact the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline on 1800 250 015.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

As a 14 year old girl Frankie was kidnapped and gang raped for hours and hours. This is her incredible story of survival. It's a story of abuse, addiction, domestic violence, a mother's love and forgiveness.Content warning: this episode discusses rape, abuse, domestic violence, addiction and disordered eating. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, help services are listed below.Domestic violence assistance 1800 RespectAct For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.auBlue Knot Foundation for female adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1300 657380 or www.blueknot.org.auSamsn for male adult survivors of child sexual abuse. 1800 472676 or [email protected] 13 11 14 or www.lifeline.org.auNational Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015Disordered eating assistance The Butterfly Foundation or 1800 33 4673.Credits:Joanne Helder - ProducerCaleb Jacobs - MusicAJ Davis - Comms ManagerPlease DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep.The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy.The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.