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Show Notes
I put bows in my hair to keep focus on my head and not my body.
I did well with pay and weigh programs, therapies, diets, everyone worked once. I wanted to have my jaw wired shut.
I got up over 300 lbs after grey sheet helped me loose 40 lbs.
I did not understand the concept of alcoholic foods.
I bounced in and out of multiple 12 steps programs searching for the perfect program, the perfect sponsor etc. I would not surrender to anything completely. I manipulated everybody and everything to do it my way.
God is definitely doing for me what I will not do for myself. Ordering from a fast food the machine is broken. lots of times.
Today I am willing to look in a mirror and say 'Judy- I love you" and mean it.
Today I have daily rituals for my recovery which keep me emotionally and physically stable.