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Mill Creek OA 100 Pounder Speaker Meeting · Paul Gadebusch
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Show Notes
I am not recovered but I AM Free.
I didn't want to change how I ate, just did not want the consequences.
I believe I was born a compulsive eater, Over or under did not matter.
I came to OA In 2016 because I wanted a diet for free with group support. planning to leave once I got what I wanted.
I had not moral compass. The only reason I didn't steal food was because I was afraid of getting caught.
Food was my anesthesia for my life.
Diets made me think had power which I did not have. I am a compulsive eater.
I had an image of how I wanted to be and I was not. That was unacceptable on so many levels.
In the disease I was overworking or unemployable. No middle ground