AllisenP_2024_12_29.mp3
Mill Creek OA 100 Pounder Speaker Meeting · Paul Gadebusch
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Show Notes
By the time i was 21 I needed to give up a plethora of inappropriate behaviors. Food was my drug of choice.
My dad paid me for every pound I lost.
I could present well but hated myself on the inside regardless of how I looked.
I raised my hand for my 'First 30 days' for 4 months.
Finally i have not had sugar since 1985
I was sober for 4 years but my world was grey because of my food.
I thought OA abstinence would be a daily struggle to not eat.
I no longer hate myself. There is more to improve but now it is because I love self enough to change.
My higher power took away the self hate causing me to eat sugar.