I Could Be Meaner

Hey loves 🌹💋In this episode, we discuss reality tv shows, Taylor Frankie Paul from "Secret Lives of Mormon Wives" Later, then we descend deeper discussing different types of connections we have with specific individuals and how those connections serve different purposes for different reasons. Either to teach you, leave you, drain you or direct you to leave them alone and go heal yourself. Let's discuss 💋🎙

Reasoning behind changing the name of the Podcast. let's talk about non negotiables in your relationships with others. Are you giving "Main Character" energy in your own damn life? let's discuss 🎙💋

Hey yall 💋This Queens throat Chakra is open and fully functional!The Fire Horse year has begun and what my soul and probably yours, has been waiting for. Let us rise up from the ashes of our burned shedded skin of our previous self. Step into the Queen 👸🏿 that we are ✨️Tolerate no more bullshit. Take no more disrespect. Stand tall, and speak our truth. Shine our light ✨️Be intentional and unapologetic to the fullest about the space we take up. Let's plan to live fully in abundance of what the Fire 🔥 horse 🐎 expects of us!Unapologetically. This isn't ego, this is Elevation. 💋

Hey yall! 💋In episode 5, I carry on about the correlation between 2 free flowing energies like Money 💸or Love 💓. How often we believe having one or both of those things will solve all our problems and how they tend to make us feel blissfully happy in the beginning. but....... what about 5, 10, 20 years later?How we feeling now?Let's discuss, shall we?

Lets try not to have unrealistic expectations for the new year. Life gonna life yall. Ghost of best friends past? Old energy still not getting the message that i've moved on. 😕 maybe there is something still left to unpack or learn?Maybe... whatever. Listen 🎶🎧 to me 🎙 while I get ready for the day during this off topic, random topic whatever comes to my mind episode lol.

Hey yall!Happy 2026! First new podcast episode of the new year! 🙌🏿✨️In this episode I am discussing being DONE with one sided connections of all kinds. You know the ones! Where if you aint calling or texting than the phone doesn't ring! We aren't entertaining that anymore yall! Going forward, we are only pouring into cups that are equally pouring into us. Cheers ✨️🥂 to putting ourselves FIRST in 2026! 💋

As we prepare to reign in 2026,I thought I would send a firm warning to anyone that threw me away and is now wanting to circle the block on me before the close of 2025. DONT. 🖕🏿I ended the episode on a high note with loving affirmations for 2026. Happy new year! love yall! 💋

Hey ! hey! hey! Cedie's back! Tell a friend!🤣😂Welcome! Season 2! Omg! here we go. In this episode, Its a bit heavy fyi, I officially close the book on some stuff briefly discussed last season regarding my former belief that I had a soul tie to someone I once called a friend. What I truly believe all that was now, was me chasing a father wound In the form of another person and I talk a bit about why I believe this and how to move forward and the lessons I learned coming out the other side of that expierence and how it is all connected with me choosing to go no contact with my toxic extended family. This episode will be the last and final episode I ever bring this person up in and discuss them again. This is also a hug and apology to myself and the last piece of the wake up call I needed to truly close this painful loop and put it behind me forever. I also give yall life updates and discuss abit how I believe my OCD brain fit into my delusions the past two years. missed yall. 💋 thanks for rocking with me and continuing to tune in.

Stay tuned for season 2 yall !!!!!I am so excited for what is coming next!Be back soon!Be fucking kind 💋

"Friends can break your heart too. 💔"Tune into the season finale of ep 23 of my podcast 🎙 "Play with your d!ck, not me" In this very vulnerable episode I open up a bit about the grief I have been struggling with the last 2 years.I am opening up publicly for the first time giving more context to the spiritual tie I share with my past friend and source of my grief.I also give more depth into my healing and spirtual journey I have been on. As well as discuss the importantance of meeting your significant other where they are at on their own healing journey or current lack of one, without judgment and criticism. This was a very difficult episodes for me to do and decide to open up about. This is me bravely choosing to heal out loud, live unapologetically in my truth and not suffer in silence any longer. If you have questions or would like to share your own personal expierence regarding what I shared in this episode because it deeply resonates, feel free to reach out to me privately.as always, be fucking kind. ♥️available on #Spotify #iheartradio #amazonmusic #rsspodcast #youtube#friendshiploss #friendshipbreakup #SoulTies #twinflame ##friendscanbreakyourhearttoo #grief #healingoutloud #spiritualjourney #healingjourney

**Trigger warning** Discussions of suicide and various forms of childhood abuse. Please take care in listening. We love you. We see you. We care. 🫂❤️********************************* I finally did it! I got Tiger featured on an episode. I know this had been highly requested. I am so damn proud of this amazing man for being so open and raw and standing unapologetically in his truth. He never opens up to anyone like this unless it is me. I am so proud of him! I cannot express it enough. This episode was not watered down, didn't hold back, as raw and real as you can get. We are operating from our lived expierences and truths. It may upset some people, but we do not care. "Silence them with your truth" is what Selena Gomez once said. That is exactly what we did in this very special episode. I love that we touched alot on men's mental health and trauma and childhood wounds from this males perspective. I hope we can open up with more conversations like this in the future. Men deserve the same safe space to speak their truth and open up and for us to shut up and listen and make them feel seen and heard. I hope this episode resonates . Thank you for listening. ❤️as always be fucking kind.

Yall! Guess what?!!!!!!!! MGK is coming to Utah June 2026!!!!!! 😄😄😄😄😊😊😃😃😃 yay!!!!! And your girl doesn't plan to miss it for the world!!!! K..... lets talk gender roles? What do we think? Are we falling into them in our household? Are we absent mindedly assigning them to our spouses? Let's not! k?But also, lets discuss! 🍵

Hey, hey hey yall!In Podcast 🎙episode #20 of"Play with your d!ck, not me"I discuss how I believe love has to start with ourselves of course and by extending it outward to our children, they then take that love and spread it every where they go. The love has got to start at home. Let's discuss.... 🎙I also warn ⚠️about not falling for scams on social media and other random topics.

"She's difficult ." "She's hard to work with." "She's a bitch!"Sound familiar? Has any of these comments been said to you?Let's discuss, Queen. 👑

Hey yall!In ep18 We are discussing adjusting to a good man when you've had " bad ones."It can be tricky to navigate in what feels like unfamiliar territory. When you've had a bad one, you know what a good one feels like. But what do you do with a good one when all you have known is unhealed, unregulated, sometimes abusive. disrespectful, emotional immature or unavailable "bad ones"? Let's discuss. The insta videos I was referencing in this episode were from an interesting man with eye opening content named: Blake Goldsmithhis insta is: @blake.coachI encourage you to check him out. as always, Be fkkin Kind 😇 🫂💗love yall. ♡♡Remeber to like👍🏿, follow, share and subscribe please 🙏🏿 on my : #spotify #iheartradio & #youtubechannel #amazonmusic #RSSPodcast, #tiktok, #insta, #fb and #Xhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3nxvG95XTtchYyEecyLunn?si=BylRV8t0Rj-J8uYAqBq-ZAhttps://youtube.com/@playwithyourdicknotmepodcast?si=FVHEkSjksgbPbXh5https://media.rss.com/play-with-your-d-ck-not-me/feed.xmlCheck out Play with your d!ck, not me on Amazon Music.https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/1a03bcad-7ca4-498b-83cd-d7b2e4ce6193/play-with-your-d-ck-not-me?ref=dm_sh_AmgHNB3xQeVHJq2rR3z6AWj4xhttps://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-play-with-your-dck-not-me-280018991/?cmp=android_share&sc=android_social_share&pr=falseSocials: tiktok.com/@cedieandsadiehttps://www.tiktok.com/@cedieandsadie?_t=ZT-8yLKzHEPioA&_r=1https://x.com/CapricornClark?t=rq71XNCmShepFB9zz9USbQ&s=09https://www.instagram.com/playwithyourdnotmepodcast?igsh=M2dldXRlNWRvYjhw

Lets talk about it. Why is it that when we are FINALLY in a safe space, or safe relationship all our trauma decides its time to finally catch up with us? What is that all about?

I have decided to take a little break for awhile from podcasting and a few other projects I have in the works. These last few years, the last 2 specifically have done a major number on my mental, emotional and newly spiritual health. I went through a LONG debilitating and painful grieving process, shed the old skin that was formerly me and under went a complete transformation from within and was dragged by my hair on an excellerated healing journey and spiritual awakening I never asked to be on. It had gotten so bad and I had shifted and changed so much, it had started to greatly affect my marriage and home life. I am first and foremost committed to putting my kids and my marriage first and doing whatever is necessary to ensure that. So I think I am going to take a little hiatus from social media as well as podcasting.Podcasting has actually had a huge positive impact on my overall health but I want to take a break because I pushed 16 episodes out very quickly and I think I deserve a bit of a break. I am committed to spending the next little while making my husband the main focus in my life and of course my kids. ❤️Thank you for listening and understanding. 💗All episodes are still up of course for whomever wants to watch and listen.***Most recent Ep 15 & 16 of my podcast. "Play with your d!ck, not me"🎙 is now available to listen on #Spotify #amazonmusic #iHeartRadio and available to watch 📺 and listen 🎧 on #youtube***I appreciate the positive feedback as always and please keep reaching out to me telling me how my podcast has helped you or resonates. I love getting those messages. I will be back. Be fucking kind. Love yall 💓

In ep 16 I give little details of one of the books I have been writing.Bingo at almost 40 😂. And trying to shift the stigma behind the conditioning to default to feeling sad for another human when they share with you that their relationship is taking a pause or ending. The ending of a relationship doesnt have to always be sad. It can also be a much needed gift that deserves to be celebrated.

"PLAY WITH YOUR D!CK, not me" 🎙Ep #15"Don't let nobody play you while you out in these streets" I felt called in this episode to reconnect and bring forward the past, the younger me that was operating from a lower vibrational state me, me that hadn't quite discovered her worth yet to drop some much learned wisdom for those navigating the dating world for the first time or again for the first time.

In this episode I wanted to expand a little bit on my saying, "Be fucking nice!" and discuss the importance of picking up your friends when they are down without discussing it with the world. *** Sorry guys! I know I kept saying ep 13. Guys! we are on episode 14! 😵😆

Ep13 🎙"Play with youe d!ck, not me" Podcast"Have you assessed your circle lately? "Have you had some new exciting things happen for you in your life recently?Has life been rough? You currently at rock bottom?Did you recently just enter a new, happy and healthy relationship?Start a new buisness or idea?Look around 👀 ....Who's cheering for you? Who's showing up for you? Who's checking on you?Who's happy for you? Who's supporting you? Who is clapping for you? Who is promoting? Sharing? liking? following?Are they? or are they silent?Maybe its time to X some people out your circle, if they aint showing up for you like you've always done for them#podcast #playwithyourdnotmepodcast #pwydnm #friends #relationships #isittimetowalkaway #love #mentalhealth #protectingyourpeace #selflove

*Wait for it* Episode starts after the Kendrick Lamar bit. "Don't be out here just giving your energy away or taking in too much negative energy."In Episode 12, I discuss having discernment in circles you run in. Reserving your energy and being mindful of how other people's energies affect you.

Guys! Episode 11!!!!!!❤️11:11 ✨️It just felt divine and like the universe orchestrated it to be this way, that in my 11th episode I have one of my BEST friends be not just a guest but my very 1st guest. You guys are going to love Chelsea, if you don't already. She is amazing! I hope by the end of the episode, you understand why. We are discussing her incredible journey to self love, family, relationships and our hopes and manifestations for the future. ✨️So come hang with us for a bit. I hope this episode resonated and if it did like,follow and subscribe on my Youtube, Spotify and Iheart radio channel. Youtube" https://youtu.be/rXerSKVgYUkSpotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3nxvG95XTtchYyEecyLunn?si=jXxwjdCZTWW_DCyg7YSjRwSout outs and special thanks to Chelsea!Chelseainsta:chelseacorndog

Ep 10 "OMG Becky! She's got daddy issues" of my podcast "Play with your d!ck, not me"We are tackling tough conversations surrounded around healing, specifially healing the "father wound" . I take some inserts out of a few books I am reading regarding healing and how they are helping and benefitting me on my own healing journey. This episode is airing Friday 7/11. Will be available to listen on Spotify and iHeartRadio and to watch on YouTubeLike and subscribe on my channels. #pwydnm #playwithyourdnotmepodcast #relatable #healingoutloud #daddyissues #vent #discussion #podcast #relationships #love #TalkTherapy Books mentioned:"Father Hunger" by Robert S. McGee"The tears that taught me" by Morgan Richard Oliver "The shadow work Journal" "After" series by Anna Todd

Ep7 In this episode I discuss the importance of meeting yourself halfway and not relying on others to heal, fix or be a distraction for you, so you continue to not do the work of healing yourself. Healing is painful but necessary. It's also a journey meant to be walked alone.

In this early release podcast episode, (video on my youtube channel)due to the holiday this week I deep dive into what I have researched and personally expeirenced in regards to different attachment styles specifically the "Avoidant Attachment" style. I also give my opinion on why they should just be left competely alone like no one eff with them so they can heal & not continue to be out here destroying people.

In the 9th podcast episode of "Play with your d!ck, not me" I discuss a little bit of the hurdles we must go through to get to the other side of people pleasing. Getting comfortable with setting a boundary and staying grounded and unapologetic when you must tell someone, "no".

Ep6*Video of Podcast avaialble to watch on my Youtube Channel*In this week's episode I discussed a few different topics.I am discussing the Halsey concert and what her music has meant to me, leaving people where they are at and healing being our responsibility. I discuss my experience with Mel Robbin's "Let them" theory and how it has and hasn't worked for me. Shout out:Janetinsta: beauty_byblondie Duo Barbershop and SalonLauren Spencer SmithMel Robbins (Not Mel Gibson! Sorry!😞 my name anxiety guys)

Intro Episode Hi I am Cedie aka Capricorn Clark. I am the host of Play with your d!ck, not me" podcast. Where we discuss healing, mindfulness, family, friendships, relationships, love, sex, spirituality and more.Available on #spotify #iheartradio & #youtubechannelhttps://www.instagram.com/playwithyourdicknotmepodcast?igsh=M2dldXRlNWRvYjhwhttps://open.spotify.com/show/3nxvG95XTtchYyEecyLunn?si=3HNYONFiSDGyICk-U4ZM3ghttps://youtube.com/@playwithyourdicknotmepodcast?si=FVHEkSjksgbPbXh5tiktok.com/@cedieandsadie