CHA's Truth Seeker Podcast

A narcissist will do anything for attention and that includes some of the most mundane things like coughing louder than necessary. Narcissists are notorious for needing constant attention (except when they are sleeping IF they sleep). They will pull all kinds of stunts to get attention from whomever they can and it is going to involve childish things like interrupting someone who is talking and playing the one-upmanship game. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

Many things surprise a narcissist because they have the demon of assumption that causes them to think everyone else thinks and does what they think and do. Narcissists don't know how to handle it when chosen ones come along and don't think the same way they do or do the same things they do. We often were met with arguing mouths when we voiced a difference of opinion or we shared that we don't have something in common with a narcissist. It surprises the narcissist every time we show up and keep coming back stronger from everything meant to destroy us. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

One of many things we learn about narcissists is they are busybodies in two ways. One, they look busy while getting nothing done and two, they are nosy. Narcissists always like to be in everyone else's business. They also love to give off the appearance of being productive when in reality, they are very lazy. God tells us to labor and not be slothful (sloth/lazy is a sin). Narcissists want you to think they are doing what they say they are doing when they are rarely, if at all doing anything but the same old narc tactics. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

One of many things we start to notice about narcissists as our awareness increases is just how reprobate they are, meaning they are not the brightest of the bunch. They may know their area of expertise they were programmed to know but they lack common sense and self-thinking abilities for problem-solving and beyond. Narcissists prefer chaos and drama so naturally, they will always seek those negative things to satisfy their demon spirits. They will never obtain God's wisdom! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

We learn to stop taking what narcissists say and do personally because that is what they want us to do. Nothing in this life is personal because this life and time are not about us; everything is about Jesus and the glory of God. Narcissists think everything is about them and if they don't see that something is about them, they will find a way to make it about them. It's crazy-making! I share a real-world story about how they make things about them that have nothing to do with them simply because we shared something with them. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

As we continue to navigate the spiritual awakening, we start to unlearn a lot of lies we were told by the matrix and narcissists about us, life, and how we are supposed to live. I begin with a short story about radio frequency (RF) poisoning that leads into how the matrix lies to us about our health. After all, we come to learn that everything we experience regarding our health is related to RF and narcissism! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

Analyzing the truth about how narcissism is portrayed in movies and TV shows because it is real! The entertainment industry loves to promote narcissism and the movie Dirty Dancing is one of many where you can spot the patterns of narcissism in action. When God put that movie on my spirit again, I was a little surprised but as always, He does what He does for a reason and it is to bring the patterns of narcissism to light that are displayed and promoted in the entertainment industry. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA Academy PatreonYouTube

Narcissists are toddlers in adult bodies who will never grow up. They are stunted emotionally between ages 3 and 5. We will witness so-called grown adults throw temper tantrums in public and it does catch us by surprise at first, until we learn about narcissism and narcissists. Narcissists are all about themselves and will do whatever they can to get what they want while remaining disobedient to God. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

Narcissists and the matrix are out to harvest your energy; physical energy that is. Chosen ones can hang onto spiritual energy rather quickly, but our physical energy is fueled by our spiritual energy. Once our physical energy is drained, we can recharge naturally because of our empathy. Hence why narcissists and the matrix want to drain us physically all the time because narcissists and the matrix don't have the empathy to re-energize on their own. You can learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA Academy Patreon YouTube

The agenda of narcissists is to try and steal, kill, and destroy whoever and whatever they can that crosses their path or they set their sights on. Narcissists are evil to the core! They are on assignment from the devil to target our health and well being while trying to keep us away from Jesus and God. Glory to God that we find our way to Him and answer His call when we are awakened to narcissists and narcissism all around us. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyPatreonYouTube

One of many things we learn about narcissists is how they love that noisesome pestilence God tells us not to fret about. As we mature and grow, we stay away from noisesome pestilences and learn that most of those noises are just a trick of the enemy to try and instill fear. All noise is meant to distract us from God's purpose too. Narcissists love that noise and I share with you all a real-world example of what that noise looks like from to time as we navigate through this fallen world (aka matrix) to do God's will. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

One thing we learn in God's reality is that narcissism is not normal although the matrix has normalized it and many businesses and people operate using the system of narcissism. The game of narcissism is all about mind control and demonic possession. Once we learn the patterns of narcissism we cannot ignore them and we do learn how to get around the resistance caused by narcissism. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

I share more about our movement here at CHA, combating radio frequency (RF) for healthier living because it is important to understand that we can live healthier lives when we are aware of what is causing our bodies to not feel well. Plus, I share a great tip for those who want to ask genuine questions and are met with someone who has an attitude over being asked a question - that's a narcissist. Narcissists don't like to be questioned. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

We all go through a season where it seems as though narcissists are all around us and while that is partially true in the spiritual, we learn to understand what God means by not wrestling against flesh and blood so we don't confuse the physical with the spiritual. Until we make it to the other side of the rainbow with proper spiritual discernment, the season where it seems like everyone around us is a narcissist is very real. I share God's steps and a personal story to help you understand you are not alone! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

We learn to accept that a narcissist will never feel remorse for what they do to us or each other. They will never regret hurting us because they simply have no conscience or empathy. Narcissists don't have humility either. Narcissists are never sorry for what they do as they don't feel they need to be sorry for anything. Just like a toddler, narcissists don't think they need to be held accountable for their actions. You can always learn more about me and CHA by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

We learn that narcissists wear many masks as they change their persona depending on who they want to impress, lure, or entertain. Narcissists will switch their demeanor for each 'audience' they are trying to charm or get attention from. Narcissists love to be the center of attention so they will do whatever they feel necessary to gain the approval of others by changing their mask to suit their wants. Plus, I share details about CHA's fundraiser for our movement! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the link listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

The spiritual awakening is a journey and it is no joke. When God awakens us to all the narcissism, aka evil, around us we begin an awakening that is the journey in God's reality. We no longer ignore what we see and hear. We no longer make excuses for bad behaviors. We are in repentance. We don't fall for the same deceptions over and over again anymore. We learn to stay vigilant and aware at all times. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

One thing we must understand is how important consistency is for trauma healing. The devil knows that we will heal from trauma when our nervous system experiences consistency along with our biological body. Hence why the devil and narcissists like to use radio frequency to manipulate our autonomic nervous system (ANS) and disrupt our digestive system to keep our inner child traumatized. If our ANS remains traumatized, our body will remain unaligned. God is a God of balance and alignment. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

It was quite an eye opener to learn by witnessing how a narcissist was mirroring me very nonchalantly. It was as if she was just following a script and that led me to realize that it is not calculated when a narcissist mirrors you. Although most everything else a narcissist does is calculated, mirroring their target is not. Narcissists have no self-identity so it is easy for them to mirror "on the spot" without having to calculate 'how' they will copy their target. They do study their target for a time too but the mirroring is not calculated while the fantasy they script out in their heads is calculated. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

As we continue to learn more about how the game of narcissism operates on the societal level, we learn how the narcissistic matrix uses money to abuse us, aka financial abuse, especially if we are a "small" business. Just like narcissists, the narcissistic matrix does not want to see us "small" businesses succeed so it will pull all the same trauma tactics to try and get us to give up and give in. Remember, the matrix doesn't want us to leave the "game." Like I say often on YouTube and in this ministry, that's too bad because God is in full control. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

As we keep learning more about narcissists and how they operate, we learn they do not admit to any wrongdoings. They truly don't think they do anything wrong and will never hold themselves accountable for their mistakes. Narcissists don't think they make mistakes! Chosen ones know how to accept responsibility for our mistakes and actions. Narcissists will never admit they are NOT perfect. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

I talk about how narcissism causes resistance on YouTube so it fits to bring it here as well with the truth about how narcissism comes with forcefulness. We learn that we were forced to do a lot of things in our lives without knowledge that other choices were available as well as narcissists forcing us to do things we knew were not right but because we ignored our intuition, we went along with them anyway. Now we pay attention to what may be trying to use unnecessary force and stay away from it while getting around the resistance caused by over-complicating things that are not complicated. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

We learn as we continue to go forward inside the matrix in God's reality how to spot when something or someone is trying to induce confusion, aka cognitive dissonance. After all the narcissists who showed us their actions don't match words, it is no wonder we had a little cloud of confusion hanging over our heads until God awakened us to narcissism and traumatization. I share examples of this type of confusion in action so you all learn how to stay vigilant and aware to spot these things quickly and not allow them to confuse you. We learn to laugh at the matrix's silly games! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

When the autonomic nervous system is numbed, we can become more accident prone and the narcissistic matrix gives up on biological safety for us as we become adults. There are many things out there in the matrix that don't make sense as to where they are located and when we analyze, we realize those things are meant to serve as accidents waiting to happen. Plus, don't forget the devil's trick for subliminal messages about injuries and accidents. This fallen world wants people to fear injuries and accidents even if they are unaware they are afraid of those things. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Once we understand that narcissism is all about illusions, it gets easier to purge that subconscious mind of worldly garbage. I share how the illusions of the matrix got shattered when I married the angry ex-narcissist. God is not about illusions! We must know what is real and what is fake in God's reality to serve the kingdom properly. Narcissism is a game evildoers play that contains nothing but lies and deception. Chosen ones stop playing the game of narcissism so we can walk in our God-given purpose and let go of all illusions sold to us by the matrix. You can always learn more about me and the ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

One thing we come to see more clearly the further along we get in God's reality is how the matrix and narcissists make mountains out of molehills. They present so many things as being a bigger deal than they are to keep the "hype" going. The matrix is very childish! Narcissists are toddlers in adult bodies. Go figure! This confirms the devil is just a toddler who is nothing to be afraid of and we can see through the hyped-up nonsense that is overblown and not a big deal. As you will hear, there are no emergencies in God's reality. You can always learn more about me and CHA by visiting the links listed below! I look forward to seeing you in our growing community of spiritual warriors for Christ at CHA Academy too. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Wow! Episode 150. Let's keep on keeping on! Narcissists live in the past like the devil. They know nothing new and will only continue to live on repeat. They seek no new knowledge because they think they know all they need to know. Narcissists will refuse to see the new and improved version of us because it reminds them they are not changing or improving. They want to hold onto the old version of us in their minds and will never understand how it is that we change and they don't. You can learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Narcissists love that noisome pestilence! They cannot get enough noise in their lives so they will always need to cause some chaos and drama or keep the tel-a-vision running at all times in the background. They have no self-thinking abilities so they don't know what to think when it stays quiet for any length of time, unless they don't need noise while sleeping. Chosen ones learn to be okay with background noise as we learn God's voice and can decipher between our voice, His voice, and the noise. Narcissists will never stop needing noise to down out their inability to think. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Once we learn that traumatization, aka narcissistic abuse, is used to target our nervous system, we begin to notice how narcissists and the matrix use different tactics to attack our nervous system. The primary weapon of choice by the matrix is radio frequency (RF) and even some narcissists who are psychopaths will use RF to abuse. Manipulating our nervous system is what causes muscle tension that leads to poor circulation and a slower biological functioning body. We can help our nervous system heal too by awareness and self-care. When we are aware of our nervous system, we are heightened and enlightened by how much it plays a role in our overall health! You can learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

When we realize we are in a spiritual battle for the mind, we start to understand how powerful our thoughts are because our thoughts are spiritual power. What we think governs the majority of our lives as my late grandpa says in his writings. It's true! Our thoughts control our ANS so naturally our thoughts are also targeted by the devil and narcissists in this spiritual battle for the mind. What we think is what we become. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Let's dive into how you break out of the matrix spiritually and mentally! I share some real-world examples of how to break out of the matrix so you all can get a handle on it for yourselves. Romans 8:6 is clear about being spiritually minded and it is part of the renewing of the mind so we can become the best version of ourselves God created us to be. We were never meant to stay inside the matrix as chosen ones. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

A significant part of trauma healing is nervous system healing, our autonomic nervous system (ANS) in particular even though our central nervous system is involved. You will learn the importance of nervous system healing from traumatization so you can figure out how to take the time and space you need to heal. And you will find ways to protect your peace once you discover it! We don't want any more chaos and drama once we are fully healed from trauma. We just want to do what God has called us to do in peace to help others on this planet who need and truly want our help. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Narcissists are notorious for guilt-tripping and they often do this while gaslighting. It is one of many tactics they use to try and project their own guilt onto whoever they can, especially chosen ones. I share some real-world examples with how the jezebel who gave birth to me used guilt-tripping and more in this podcast episode. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Trauma healing must be intentional and is not for the faint at heart. Trauma healing is spiritual healing and it involves a spiritual awakening that will take you into God's reality where chosen ones belong to see all that needs to be seen. There is a lot of work we must do with self-reflection and unlearning narcissistic ways of living ourselves as part of the transformation by the renewing of the mind. God is not playing when He tells us He will reveal all in the end stages of life. This narcissistic matrix would love to have the devil's tricks hidden forever but God! You can always learn more about me and CHA by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

When God awakens us to all the narcissism and narcissistic abuse around us we enter a spiritual awakening where we begin transformation process to heal from the trauma. The same transformation process is the renewing of the mind we must go through and this lasts well beyond healing from trauma. During the trauma healing process we must go through different levels of transformation and we cannot rush any of those levels. Being fully healed from narcissistic abuse is 100% possible. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

CHA's movement for combating radio frequency (RF) for healthier living includes awareness about how salt plays a major role in our health and well-being because salt is a magnet for RF. In this ministry, we are all about heightened awareness and how salt reacts to RF inside our bodies is just one of many areas of awareness we need to live a healthier life and take the best care of this temple for the Holy Spirit. Our physical bodies are the temple for the Holy Spirit and God tells us to be vigilant, always. You can learn more about me and CHA by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

In this spiritual battle for the mind, the devil and narcissists target our oxygen. I talk about this on YouTube and Patreon a lot. Here, I dive into a bit more about how the devil targets our oxygen because it goes much deeper than just just being able to breathe. Our muscles, bones, skin, and all biological functions require oxygen for proper functioning. Let that sink in! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Once we get further along in the spiritual awakening, we start to notice more of the narcissism and the devil's tactics all around us. It is akin to the season where we once thought everyone around us was a narcissist! It seems like narcissism and evil are everywhere and while there is some truth to this, there are places we start to see where no evil is and that takes time to sort through as well. More on that later. For now, I talk about how it is like there is nothing but narcissism in our faces daily. You can always learn more about me and CHA by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Narcissists are all about destruction so they will tamper with our food and drink in an attempt to negatively affect our health. Narcissists are on assignment from the devil to try and make anyone they can "unhealthy." Healthy people are of no "use" to the narcissistic matrix. Narcissists cannot stand to see anyone who is living a healthy life and will tamper with their target's food and drink to try and cause health issues that may lead to a dependency on man instead of being dependent on God only. You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Narcissists are obsessed with being comfortable because they are not comfortable in their own skin. It takes the Holy Spirit, the Comforter to feel comfortable in our own skin! Narcissists don't have this so they will seek comfort in all places external and they will want to make sure we are "comfortable" with them where they are in low vibration. They live inside a comfort zone where nothing grows. Chosen ones learn to step outside of any comfort zone so we can prosper! You can learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. I highly encourage you all to subscribe to our YouTube channel for additional content that will educate, inspire, and motivate you in God's reality. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Once we learn about spiritual energy and radio frequency, we start to connect the dots between how the two energies can mimic on another unless we are aware of the two fundamental differences. Spiritual energy is going to be high vibing while radio frequency energy is low vibing. It takes God's spiritual discernment to know the difference so we don't get pulled back into the matrix and its web of deceit along with the narcissists. You can learn more about CHA by visiting the links below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Make no mistake! Narcissism is the work of the devil and narcissists are on assignment to turn whomever they can into another narcissist. Plus, you will learn about how my first book, One Rose-Tinted and One Clear Lens: How Narcissism is the Work of the Devil came to fruition during a season of major God revelations. God is still revealing things to this day, but that season was a massive WOW season. I wondered if everyone around me was a narcissist! You can always learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Just like the devil ordered, narcissists are so predictable we can tell what move they will make next after the first move like love bombing. There will always be a devaluing statement after a love-bomb. Once we are able to predict the next move of a narcissist, we stay ahead of their game and avoid them whenever possible. We also learn to ignore them while staying aware of their predictability. The devil likes predictability so he knows when to attack. Chosen ones learn to stop being so predictable by moving in silence and finding ways around the resistance caused by narcissism. You can always learn more about CHA by visiting the links below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

In this spiritual battle for the mind, we are in a very real game of narcissism on the world stage where narcissists (aka psychopaths) are trying to rule the world. They cannot do it so they can only give off the illusion they can control the world. Inside this spiritual battle is psychological and biological warfare because how we feel biologically will wreak havoc on our psyche. The devil and his narcissists love to play mind games to trick us into thinking we cannot eat this or do that so we don't live healthy lives. Well, chosen ones find ways around the resistance of narcissism with God. You can always learn more about CHA and me by visiting the links below and I highly encourage you all to subscribe to YouTube and join us on Patreon for more real-world connections to the spiritual realm and more! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Once we learn that narcissists are addicted to their adrenaline we realize they caused us to run on our adrenaline via trauma bonding and traumatization. Running on adrenaline is dangerous and will lead to impulsive decision-making, especially impulse buying. Adrenaline is not our friend in excess just like no psychoactive substance is our friend period! Narcissists love their adrenaline while chosen ones typically outgrow the liking for an adrenaline rush. You can always learn more about CHA by visiting the links below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Romans 12:2! We are being transformed into the best version God intended for us to become after narcissistic abuse. A lot of things happen post narcissistic abuse and being transformed into a new creature is one of those things that we must go through for positive change so we can walk in our God-given purpose. Narcissists could see our potential and didn't want us to see it. That's too bad! Chosen ones will always see their potential and continue to discover more of what God put inside to do His perfect will on this earth. You an always learn more about this ministry by visiting the links below and I highly encourage you to subscribe to our YouTube channel for more great content! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Another important aspect of trauma healing is learning to expect the unexpected with our five senses that our autonomic nervous system (ANS) is dependent on. Once our senses can expect the unexpected, our ANS is no longer triggered and neither are we! If our ANS is caught off guard then we are caught off guard, which us what the devil and narcissists want - to catch us off guard. Remember, a significant part of the game of narcissism is to keep people living in fear so they are easier to control and manipulate. You can learn more about me and this ministry by visiting the links below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Chosen ones vs narcissists! We are in a very real spiritual battle for the mind and this is one of many reasons why we teach and preach how important our mindset is for fighting the good fight. We learn to stop telling ourselves negative things about ourselves and stop believing the lies of the matrix. We also stop letting the matrix dictate the choices we make to serve our God-given purpose in life. Narcissists will always try to get in our way but we learn how to get around that resistance with the right mindset! You can always learn more about this ministry and me by visiting the links listed below. WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

One thing we must understand in this spiritual battle for the mind is that narcissists and the devil target our nervous system. After all, a narcissist is well-known for poking and prodding for a negative emotional reaction because once they could successfully get "on" our nerves, that gave them permission to do more of the same. As they would get "on" our nerves, our muscles would tense up and we wouldn't have a clue the muscle tension is blocking our body from getting nutrients via proper circulation. You can learn more about this ministry by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon

Narcissists suffer from demonic possession in the spiritual realm but what about in the physical? In the physical, narcissists suffer from spoiled brat syndrome (SBS). SBS consists of behaviors that emerge when someone isn't getting what they want and especially when they want it. A great example of such is when a narcissist does not receive instant gratification. SBS often results in a toddler temper tantrum that stuns the unaware who stand by wondering what to do! I mean, seriously, a grown adult acting like a toddler? SBS is only seen in narcissists who feel they are entitled to special treatment because the world tells them they do. You can learn more about this ministry and work by visiting the links listed below! WebsiteCHA AcademyYouTubePatreon