A/RT

chill and deep for a drive, introspective dive, or relaxing

synthwave mixed with hard techno and drum and bass

Dubstep meets DNB and electronica.

Be taken away to a far off land where dreams become reality and the world is at peace. Join me in my journey through the forest.

Light and Dark combine to bring an ethereal trip through the mind. Experimental.

putting lessons to use

Testing 123 123 by Terror

Hardcore track with horror themes to fit the time of year and the message. The phrases said originated from the "Hungerstein" or Hunger Stone in Central Europe. They had markings of years and times of famine and drought due to being boulders near the riverbeds. The first one states, "When you see me, weep." The second one was inscribed by the non-profit GreenPeace and states, "When you see me, this is a climate crisis." I felt it would be appropriate for Halloween and the part of the year considered a "darker time" because we need to face our mistakes and the consequences of our actions. Mindful living is the only living we need to mind.

I wanted to make a song which gets me into the mindset I need for my workout. I wanted heavy bass and some lofty synth for a good dichotomy feel. I would essentially call the song hard techno.

This song focuses on the object of my studies. We must fix the issues our species has created.

Felt like experimenting with samples I got recently and mixing genres to produce something exciting yet relaxing. Also, I was probably depressed and needing an outlet

Second psytrance track I produced to learn new skills and for the purpose of creating a song with a fun atmosphere.

First psytrance song I made to test out new samples I got while refining skills. I edited this one a few times until it sounded just right. I like to put it on as I drive and get lost in the beat.

will add to later (made a few changes)

My first shot at something like vaporware. I find myself stressed out a lot. I want to be able to carry on what I have learned and seen to others. I want my messages to get out to the world and to see it mold into a welcoming environment with the correct balance. We also need to focus on future survival of our species and the other animals on the planet. We need to change. Not later, but much sooner. Answers to problems which we create must be found. All of this and the day to day struggle, emotions, ego, and other issues add up and really get to me at times. I find myself clenching my teeth, and I have to remind myself to relax. I have to take a deep breath, focus on the moment, and sometimes music is the only way I can. I want to be able to provide a source of relaxation or excitement for others when they may need it as much as I did. I hope you all can enjoy this song. Thank you.

I made this song when I was stressed with the current events going on in the world and the news within the science discoveries. There are good events happening, but the destructive nature of humanity and the consequences we face from previous generations can make navigating our own lives difficult. I use the creativity in my mind to find solutions and to bring a temporary peace to myself. It sometimes has to be in the form of a distraction.

This song was another meditative experience, but I wanted the experience to be in the dance people would have. It felt like I was calling upon old sounds, songs, and samples while bringing a new and modern twist to them to bring together the present and past. Something to be used for introspection. Edits I have brought in are to show the dichotomy of mainstream religion.

I was having another mental health day when I was finalizing the production to this song. I also learned how to do a few more production tricks, so I felt the term episode would fit since that usually means the beginning of something new while also referencing the terminology used for mental health.

Sometimes we get caught up in our emotions which stops our progress and slows personal growth, but the part missed in these events is the development of self-realization. It is ok to be sad, depressed, and have depression. Reach out when you need to. Talk to loved ones or a professional and get help. I made this song when I was feeling depressed. I used the image of the dog we had and passed away years ago since she was a major part of my life. She was super friendly and comforting. She hid under the computer desk for comfort as I was using it when it was storming outside. I knew when she was starting to have her body fail on her. I put my hands to the sides of her face and bumped heads with her gently to try to say it would be ok. I miss her sometimes, but it is important to continue facing reality so proper actions can be taken.

Felt like doing another horror theme song. (made some recent edits tho) The title references a turning point in my life. I was more aware of the lighter parts in life after everything I experienced in my childhood and young adult years. This took an event in which I was willing to let go of my own life. Simply because I wanted to see peace everlasting in the world. I accepted my death as a sort of trade and stopped my breathing and heartbeat. It was through this I learned the symbolism. We must be able to give up desires which are purely selfish. Necessities are important, but we have the capabilities and technology to make necessities non-egoistic in a way. We have to look past our own perceptions, mindsets, thought patterns, and trauma to just start the process. To have an ego death is to give up hate, wants, prejudice, and self-limiting perception.

Created this song when I was needing another outlet which could provide a sort of meditative experience. A song I could get lost in and focus on the internal melody and vibrations coming from the speakers. I am able to experience it the most when it is in my hands. They continue to tingle a bit afterwards.

The overall sound leans onto horror techno. I went into describing what my experience was like in the heaviest symptoms of my psychosis. I was walking into my high school building after being dropped off by my mom. I was kinda depressed/sad, so I looked at the ground as I walked in while thinking of how to make my life better. I had my hair long enough to be blown around by the wind, so I adjusted it to go back to how I like it. I then felt the wind start to mess with it again, but it faintly felt like fingers running through my hair. I also heard giggles coming from next to me. I look up to see my reflection in the doorway of the hall with two people standing next to me with one to each side. It was grayscale since it was cloudy and about 20+ feet away. I turned to my right and saw no one next to me. I turned around, almost completely, to see if anyone was running away, but no one was close enough to have done it. I turn back to the door to see only my own reflection this time. There were many delusional thoughts and pent up anger as well due to the state of reality, my environment, my trauma, my quitting use of Adderall, and many other factors. I saw the darkness in the world (9/11, war, power abuse, ego, other issues) after having a generally good childhood. This set my mind down a spiral which fed itself.

Psytrance Ambient music that was made out of a recording. I learned and desired to face my emotions differently and in a healthy way of self expression.

Industrial and horror/spooky ambience mixed together to bring forth an entrancing track which provides some introspection or awareness. I kinda talk about how I process denial and pain when I come across it. I face the truth for what it is and accept it immediately. My emotions may still appear, but it allows me to ride through it all much easier. (Change what you can, accept what you cannot, and live to learn the difference between the two.) The sing is still pretty chill and relaxed even for the sounds put into it. I hope you can all enjoy!

This song is about showing anger appropriately and breaking down inhibitions to the growth of humanity.

Took the Paradox song and reduced the different types of sounds used, changed the main beat sound used, formed a more structured beat, added reverb, and made the melody sounds blend more with the overall song.

Experimental trance/industrial/hard techno. "Lack of Presence and Voice brings a search for Solace in Silence" "Find the Power to build my Tower" "King the Fool within the Creation Pool" These words represent behaviors I would have when wanting silence to contemplate life, my emotions, future, and desires. I would also use the time to brainstorm or meditate.

This one is for those that have a hard time getting through dark times. It is also dedicated to those working towards building a sustainable future and those who have made a substantial impact on my life. There is so much more to life than the darkness surrounding us in those moments, and the people around you will care.

A Meme track using various recordings and sound engineering to produce something along the likes of psychedelic techno.

I use the sounds to connect the meaning to my childhood and the care I received. The moments and happiness within them as well. The freedom I found in recent relations has shown me that true love is being able to put yourself aside to let the other person have their desires and grow with them. The right person will do the same for you. Controlling the person will not bring the liberating feelings of someone truly caring. It is also free to show someone you care for them and love them, whether that is romantically, platonically, or whatever else. It can change someone's life.

Finding ways in which to overcome your emotions is important for sustaining cooperation.

Heavy hardcore and hardstyle sounds with a bit of ethereal and lofi for dichotomy were put into this remix.