P S Y C H O S

The overall sound leans onto horror techno. I went into describing what my experience was like in the heaviest symptoms of my psychosis. I was walking into my high school building after being dropped off by my mom. I was kinda depressed/sad, so I looked at the ground as I walked in while thinking of how to make my life better. I had my hair long enough to be blown around by the wind, so I adjusted it to go back to how I like it. I then felt the wind start to mess with it again, but it faintly felt like fingers running through my hair. I also heard giggles coming from next to me. I look up to see my reflection in the doorway of the hall with two people standing next to me with one to each side. It was grayscale since it was cloudy and about 20+ feet away. I turned to my right and saw no one next to me. I turned around, almost completely, to see if anyone was running away, but no one was close enough to have done it. I turn back to the door to see only my own reflection this time. There were many delusional thoughts and pent up anger as well due to the state of reality, my environment, my trauma, my quitting use of Adderall, and many other factors. I saw the darkness in the world (9/11, war, power abuse, ego, other issues) after having a generally good childhood. This set my mind down a spiral which fed itself.