The Human Doctor

This week Ashley will share a story from her personal statement for residency applications, which is one that highlights her motivation for becoming an internist and a human doctor. Also, on our 100th (!) episode, we'd like to send a heartfelt thank you to all our listeners and supporters - we could not have made it to this milestone without you! Topics Discussed: iMED (@iMedEducation) by Adam Rodman, MD & Shreya Treveti, MD Bedside Rounds Podcast (@BedsideRounds) Listeners >50 years old, get your Shingles Vaccine!

This week, Kimberly is back on the mic to share some wise reflections on her experiences of being in the spotlight, and what we actually mean when we talk about "imposter syndrome". Topics Discussed: Check your voter registration status here! Make a plan to vote!

In this episode, Ashley pays homage to one of her most cherished human connections. Topics Discussed: The Bishop Museum - State Museum of Natural and Cultural History of Hawaiʻi Hawaii State Library Telltale Hearts - by Dean-David Schillinger, MD Check your voter registration status here!

Many times, the primary barrier to us achieving our goals is our own thoughts. However, being practical does not have to mean overthinking or succumbing to the idea that certain goals just don't make sense for us. This week, Kimberly shares an inspiring example of a time she set out to achieve something seemingly out of reach. Topics Discussed: RYSE Clerkship Applications are OPEN - deadline to apply 8/7/2024

Is there someone in your life you can trust to be there in moments of triumph, but also in times of potential failure? This week Ashley shares memories of times when she had the courage to let someone in, and what she took away from those experiences. Topics Discussed: Elderhood - by Louise Aronson Dr. Edith Bracho-Sanchez (@DoctoraEdith) There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear.

July is a major transition time for folks in the medical field. Just like in many other institutions or professions, in medicine, it's easy to look at new changes and lament that things "aren't like they used to be." However, we should pause to recognize, thankfully, that things can and often do change for the better. This week, Kimberly reflects on the early days of her training and a few changes that she's grateful for. Topics Discussed: Born to Run - by Christopher McDougall Lorena, Light-footed Woman - documentary on the Tarahumara women (can watch on Netflix) Making the World Sparkle Again - Hidden Brain Podcast. How we get used to things, and how to see things through fresh eyes.

On today's episode, Ashley reflects on a meaningful patient experience, as well as the privilege and challenges of human doctoring. Topics Discussed: Dr. Lucy Kalanithi (@rocketgirlmd) Annual Paul Kalanithi Writing Award - Dr. McMullen being a judge for the 2024 contest When Breath Becomes Air - by Dr. Paul Kalanithi How many hugs a day do we need? Virginia Satir - Author, social worker, psychotherapist

This episode, Kimberly shares a very personal story of caring for a loved one in the hospital and how it has shifted her perspective as both a doctor and caregiver. ***************** Topics Discussed: CP solvers episode on Juneteenth with Dr. Manning and her father Mr. William Draper, Sr. More Juneteenth listening: The History and Meaning of Juneteenth by The Daily (NYT) from 2020

This week we share another special episode recorded at the Society of General Internal Medicine annual meeting in Boston, Massachusetts, featuring a very special guest storyteller, Dr. Utibe Essien - an Assistant Professor of Medicine at the UCLA School of Medicine, an award-winning health equity researcher, and an all-around dope human doctor. ********************** Topics Discussed: Check out Dr. Utibe Essien's work, @UREssien on Twitter Bow Tie recommendation - Beau Ties Pharmacoequity SGIM's Outstanding Junior Investigator of the Year Award Distinguished Professor of Health Equity @ SGIM - Dr. Monica Peek Valerie Stone, MD Sherri-Ann Burnett-Bowie, MD, MPH Movie - Sliding Doors Thomas Inui, MD - Past President of SGIM

Live from the Society of General Internal Medicine 2024 annual meeting in Boston, MA! Kimberly and Ashley share the stage to tell the story of their first meeting and a meaningful connection that would lead to the beginnings of The Human Doctor Podcast and so much more. Topics Discussed: The Curbsiders Teach Podcast ACP Mastership IgA Vasculitis in Adults Atomic Habits - by James Clear UCSF - Beth Harleman, MD UCSF - Gurpreet Dhaliwal, MD, Twitter @Gurpreet2015 The Missing Piece - by Shel Silverstein

In the final episode of this season, Ashley shares a story about a profound experience in residency that shaped her perspective on patients and their families, and how we care for both.

Who are the friends that you can call on no matter what the circumstance? Who are the those that you can trust to love and care for you, even when you feel you don't deserve it? In our busy adult lives, we often miss opportunities to form deep connections beyond the bounds of traditional family and romantic partnerships. However, on this episode Kimberly takes the time to celebrate one of these connections and what it means to her. Topics Discussed: Kierstin Kennedy, MD: CMO @ UAB and Visiting Professor at Emory Interview with Flau'jae Johnson, Angel Reese, and Haley Van Lith (LSU Women's Basketball) Dawn Staley on Caitlin Clark Shanta Zimmer, MD - Check out her episode with the Review of Systems MedEd Podcast See Dr. McMullen & Dr. Manning at the SGIM Meeting! Society of General Internal Medicine - Meeting in Boston May 15-18, 2024 The Human Doctor Podcast at SGIM

This week Ashley is back on the mic sharing a story from early adulthood when an unexpected message resonated in unexpected ways. Topics Discussed: Alvin Ailey American Dance Theater - Revelations Charlie Varon - A mentor of Dr. McMullen Documentary - Trembling Before G-d, directed by Sandi Simcha DuBowski (2001) Song - Joy & Pain by Maze feat. Frankie Beverly See Dr. McMullen & Dr. Manning at the SGIM Meeting! Society of General Internal Medicine - Meeting in Boston May 15-18, 2024 The Human Doctor Podcast at SGIM

Each of us at some point in our lives will have the experience of not being chosen for something or not getting the thing we desperately wanted. This week, Kimberly shares her reflections on this experience and some important lessons along the way. Topics Discussed: Clio's Bookshop - Oakland, CA Harriett's Bookshop - Philadelphia, PA Uncle Bobbie's Coffee & Books - Philadelphia, PA Dr. Manning's Movie Recs: American Fiction - directed by Cord Jefferson, starring Jeffrey Wright The Holdovers - directed by Alexander Payne, starring Paul Giamatti and Da'Vine Joy Randolph See Dr. McMullen & Dr. Manning at the SGIM Meeting! Society of General Internal Medicine - Meeting in Boston May 15-18, 2024 The Human Doctor Podcast at SGIM

When it comes to difficult news, what we say and how we say it matters a lot, especially in medicine. Today, Ashley recalls a moment in training where this concept became very clear. Topics Discussed: Society of General Internal Medicine - Meeting in Boston May 15-18, 2024 The Human Doctor Podcast at SGIM Dr. Manning's Life Advice - How to decide what you're going to do or not do: Is this a nonrepeatable life event? Will I regret it? Bonus Question: Who is the person to you?

Even the most humanistic doctors can sometimes make the wrong assumptions about the patients in their care. In this episode, Kimberly reflects on a time when she missed the mark and how that changed her practice. Topics Discussed: Children's Fairyland - Oakland, CA Society of General Internal Medicine - Meeting in Boston May 15-18, 2024 The Human Doctor Podcast at SGIM I Did a New Thing - by Tabitha Brown Against Medical Advice Discharges - Things We Do For No Reason, Journal of Hospital Medicine

Many of us have heard the disheartening statistic that Black women experience the highest rates of pregnancy-related deaths in the United States, 3x that of white women, and regardless of socioeconomic status. This week Ashley offers a humanistic lens to this fact by sharing the story of her own mother's experience bringing her into this world. Check out The Human Doctor Podcast at the SGIM Conference in Boston - May 15-18, 2024

On this episode, Kimberly reflects on a really difficult but necessary choice that she made when she was younger. It's a choice that she still makes routinely today. Topics Discussed: Dr. Manning at the Power Rising Conference Harriett's Bookshop - Philadelphia, PA Legacy by Dr. Uché Blackstock Uncle Bobbie's Coffee & Books - Philadelphia, PA Marcus Books - Oakland, CA Deacon King Kong - by James McBride The Human Doctor Podcast at the SGIM Conference in Boston - May 15-18, 2024

In this episode, Ashley shares the story of a decisive moment where she did something she never could have imagined herself doing before. Topics Discussed: Yonah Mountain Vineyards We're Not Really Strangers - Card Game Image shared by Dr. McMullen - Speaking at #OurFirstStand Rally (Jan 2017) Alley Cat Bookstore - Closed in 2021 Mamie Till-Mobley - "Let The World See"

Today, Kimberly shares about a recent reunion with a person who made a significant difference in her life and career. Topics Discussed: The Sympathizer - by Viet Thanh Nguyen The Vietnam War - PBS Documentary Series by Ken Burns & Lynn Novick The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store - by James McBride Deacon King Kong - by James McBride Dr. André Churchwell visits Emory Jack and Jill of America, Inc. - Atlanta Chapter

This week, Ashley reflects on a moment where so much changed in the blink of an eye. Topics Discussed: Chain-Gang All-Stars - by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah MLK Day - 1/15/24 Delta Sigma Theta Founders Day - 1/13/24 Learn about platelet donation Learn about becoming CPR-certified

Happy New Year fam! This week, Kimberly shares with us a thoughtful reflection about an interaction she had with a trainee. --------------- Topics Discussed: Chain-Gang All-Stars - by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah The 1619 Project - Nikole Hannah-Jones The Heaven & Earth Grocery Store - James McBride The Color of Water - James McBride Memoir Hidden Potential - Adam Grant Podcast Takeaways: Set your sights on something specific rather than "doing your best" Instead of asking people for feedback - ask for advice

This episode, Ashley shares a recent experience in clinic that helped reshape her views on gifts and giving. We want to also wish all of our listeners a wonderful and safe holiday season. We'll be back in the New Year! ------------------ Topics Discussed: The 5 Love Languages: The Secret to Love that Lasts by Gary Chapman Elderhood - by Louise Aronson

This episode Kimberly shares another compelling story along with some unforgettable advice she received while on the wards at Grady Hospital **************************** Topics discussed: Wellness - by Nathan Hill Chain-Gang All-Stars - by Nana Kwame Adjei-Brenyah Bellevue Literary Review The James Webb Telescope Detects a Heartbeat - by Terry Tierney

We're back and excited to kick-off another season of storytelling on the Human Doctor Pod. This week, Ashley is on the mic to tell you about an experience in medical training that needed a time-out for serious reflection.

We've made it to our final episode of the season. This week we're leaving you with another powerful story from Kimberly about a meaningful exchange she had with a young patient at Grady. As we move into this period of rest/restoration, we continue to extend our deepest gratitude to all our listeners - please know that both Kimberly and Ashley are %100 Team YOU. ------------------- Topics Discussed Formally Incarcerated People's Performance Project (link) Virtual Visiting Clerkship Program at Emory Seeing White - Scene on Radio

On this episode, Ashley recounts an experience where she had to have a difficult conversation with someone she loves. It's a reminder that even the most cherished relationships can oft times be complicated. ------------ Topics Discussed: "Beloved" by Toni Morrison (Audiobook) Sha'Carri Richardson winning the 100-meter world title Celebrating National Latina Day (August 20th) David Malebranche, MD, MPH - Letting People In

Kimberly is back on the mic this episode with an insightful reflection on the importance of acknowledgement and its impact, especially towards learners. ------------- Topics Discussed: The 50th anniversary of Hip-hop: NPR, It's Been a Minute Dr. Manning at the Beyoncé Renaissance Experience The Killing of Professional Dancer O'Shae Sibley "What is the What" by Dave Eggers Knock Knock, Hi with the Glaucomfleckens, feat. Dr. Manning "Their Eyes Were Watching God" by Zora Neale Hurston Parker J. Palmer - "The human soul doesn’t want to be advised or fixed or saved. It simply wants to be witnessed — to be seen, heard and companioned exactly as it is."

This week Ashley shares a narrative from her first year on faculty where a difficult patient interaction helped her realize a sense of agency in terms of how the experience unfolded. ------------- Topics Discussed: "Diastolito" at Yeppa & Co, Buckhead, Atlanta The Nap Ministry - Rest as Reparations The Nocturnists episode with Eric Topol, MD, author of Deep Medicine Clinical Problem Solvers Juneteenth episode w/ Kimberly and her dad, Mr. William Draper

**Note: this episode contains some explicit language** Each of us, at one point or another, have faced the choice of whether to stand up for someone or something, even when it comes at a personal cost. We hope that in those moments we'll always choose to do what's right, but because we're humans, we oftentimes fall short. This week, Kimberly shares a powerful reflection about a time when she faced this choice. ------------- Topics Discussed: "What you say impacts what you see" - Dr. Manning Bonsai Garden - Lake Merritt (Oakland, CA) Actively Black Athletic Wear Film - Beautiful Boy Stand - Donnie McClurkin I'll Stand By You - The Pretenders

Stepping into a more senior role often comes with greater responsibilities, as well as greater repercussions for adverse events. Ashley reflects on her first experience stepping into a new attending role and the challenges that came with it. ------------- Topics Discussed: Justice Ketanji Brown Jackson named an honorary member of Delta Sigma Theta Sorority, Inc. at its 56th National Convention Dr. Manning's email away message Documentary (on Disney+) - Wild Life

When was the last time you did something big, purely because you wanted to do it? This week Kimberly shares some wisdom she received from a Grady patient, and how that led to a pivotal moment in her life. ------------- Topics Discussed: Breast or Bottle - The Illusion of Choice - Amy J. Kennedy, M.D. for NEJM Dr. Edith Bracho-Sanchez The Covenant of Water by Abraham Verghese Listen to the audiobook The Retrievals - The latest season of the Serial podcast Dr. Manning's Paris Half Marathon

This episode, Ashley shares about a recent experience where she had to push herself outside the boundaries of her comfort zone. ------------- Topics Discussed: Black Girl Sunscreen Remembering Dr. Alanna Stone The Esalen Institute - Big Sur, CA BLK Hiking Club - Atlanta, GA. Follow on IG @blkhikingclub

This week Dr. Manning shares an uplifting reflection on the critical role of representation and what it means to push the boundaries of what we think is possible for ourselves as well as others. ----------------- Topics Discussed: Supreme Court Decision Ending Affirmative Action Supreme Court Ruling on LGBT and business owners' rights AAMC National Meeting: Conversation with Dr. Cornel West. Dr. Justin Bullock - Opinion: "I am a Physician Face of Affirmative Action" Shirley Chisholm - The First Black Woman to be Elected to the United States Congress Bonus Listening: Before I Let Go - Beyoncé's Version Before I Let Go - Maze feat. Frankie Beverly Alright - Kendrick Lamar

Have you ever had certain experiences or chance meetings with other people that just seemed meant to be? Whether we believe it is an act of divine will or simply pure luck, those moments can have a lasting impact. This week Ashley shares a story about an important connection that felt predestined. Check out the following references mentioned in this episode: The Pain We Carry (newharbinger.com) Downs Oakland

This week, Kimberly shares an incredible story about an exchange with a young patient who was anticipating a life-changing event.

As healthcare providers, we are often in a zone of learning new information and new ways of doing things. Have you ever stopped to ask yourself how your care of a person may have changed had you known back then what you know now? In this episode, Ashley shares a story about a time where she would have done things differently.

Who are the people in your life that will speak up for you, even when you're not there? Are you that person for someone else? This week Kimberly reflects on key moments that epitomized what it means for someone to truly have your back.

This week, Ashley is back in the storytelling hot seat, sharing about a very memorable experience and how it has shaped her perspective going forward.

Welcome back! We're excited to kickstart this next season with a phenomenal story from Kimberly as she reflects on a time when a stranger's unexpected kindness left a lasting impression.

In this final episode of Season 4, Ashley looks back on a few key moments in her professional life and personal journey towards greater love and self-acceptance.

Has someone else's persistence ever moved you to do things you were absolutely convinced you wouldn't do? On this episode, Kimberly examines a series of moves that landed her in a pivotal moment.

Have you ever had an experience that felt out of completely out of control? Even in the midst of turmoil, sometimes we must throw down a flag and find a moment to reflect. This week, Ashley shares a story and the lessons learned from it.

Oftentimes the best thing we can do for those we care for, as well as for ourselves, is to be still and know exactly who we are. On today's episode, Kimberly drops some serious wisdom as she recalls an experience when she first learned this lesson well.

This week Ashley reflects on a patient encounter that started off on rocky terms.

How many of us struggle to say no to the many tasks and asks that place a heavy toll on our well-being? This week, Kimberly reflects on a time where she had to reconcile what was being asked of her and how much she could give.

At many points in life, we may find ourselves tasked with letting go of our attachments, but not our hope. This week Ashley reflects on an experience where this lesson be very real.

Are there moments you can recall when someone or something changed the course of your professional or personal life? Today, Kimberly reflects on a few key moments that set her on the path to becoming the phenomenal writer and clinician educator we know and love today.

Holidays are an especially difficult time of year to be in the hospital. Today, Ashley reflects on her own experience as an intern during this season and how she found healing in the midst of burnout.

Have you ever come close to doing something but for some reason didn't quite see it through? This week, Kimberly talks about a very special experience that almost did not happen.