The Crumpled Papers Podcast
Austin Noll
Show overview
The Crumpled Papers Podcast has been publishing since 2022, and across the 2 years since has built a catalogue of 49 episodes, alongside 1 trailer or bonus episode. That works out to roughly 60 hours of audio in total. Releases follow a fortnightly cadence, with the show now in its 2nd season.
Episodes typically run an hour to ninety minutes — most land between 1h 3m and 1h 31m — though episode length varies meaningfully from one episode to the next. None of the episodes are flagged explicit by the publisher. It is catalogued as a EN-language Religion & Spirituality show.
The catalogue appears to be on hiatus or wound down — the most recent episode landed 1.9 years ago, with no new episodes in over a year. The busiest year was 2023, with 30 episodes published. Published by Austin Noll.
From the publisher
Sharing our experiences, asking our questions, and voicing our doubts about church, religion, and faith… one crumpled paper at a time.
Latest Episodes
View all 49 episodesS3 E12 (FINALE): When A Church Kid Believes They're Not Enough For God (w/Ana Hill)
This week on the podcast, it is the finale episode, and I am joined by my longtime friend and fellow church kid Ana Hill to talk about the many destructive and toxic teachings and ideas she came up against while growing up in our church, and the ways she has begun to find healing for her damaged and distorted views of God and herself. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with me! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Ana! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ana__hill/
S3 E11: When A Pastor's Son Discovers His Father Is A Serial Sexual Abuser... (w/Ryan George)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Ryan George, author of the book, "Hurt and Healed By the Church", to hear his experiences growing up a pastor's son in the IFB movement, and the shocking story of finding out his father was a serial sexual abuser... through a podcast. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out Ryan's Book "Hurt and Healed By the Church" on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Hurt-Healed-Church-Redemption-Reconstruction/dp/B0D155GJXG/ref=sr_1_1?crid=3IGPK683AP5MI&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.ZSRPX-XTpHnLrQ8B5K1P9TuAfTveUxBRVVMoNk_7xnU.OtNw1NzSEiZowyG8ph1FPipMDVhMtUie3ChwHUSjJAw&dib_tag=se&keywords=hurt+and+healed+by+the+church+ryan+george&qid=1719870736&sprefix=hurt+and+he%2Caps%2C141&sr=8-1 Connect with Ryan! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ryplane/
S3 E10: From Controlling Cult to Religious Rebel: Trading False Religion For The Real Jesus (w/Christy Lynne Wood)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Christy Lynne Wood, author of the book, "Religious Rebels", to talk about her experiences growing up in Bill Gothard's IBLP cult, the detrimental effects of both spiritual abuse and spiritual exploitation, and the freedom that comes with knowing the REAL Jesus. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out Christy's Book "Religious Rebels" on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Religious-Rebels-Finding-Awkward-Middle/dp/1625862482/ref=sr_1_1?crid=36Y48CGJ7N4KY&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.8r0savmFHsGvuw20ovFkmJo9_M7ae9NnoNqsCE1El7myo32yUKAwA3nry_UA03OH1P1QmrOqpxPyaASXIHELWltadXgvuuiEI2WrKgSfa4bkVO7KdDeAieMrbh-JNW1XyXmbUo2f-nk7NbSVYHjDoo1kTIEQFW8krLfymCXkojJGcArw9yN0BAW5gkAE5nHA27nE_yzpFNlM14Z7erB875o-osPmXNss8fA7SdHMviE.C1TWYzKPz9IFSoF1m8_T8k1iF2pcgPvzhYpSiFNhRJQ&dib_tag=se&keywords=religious+rebels&qid=1719273857&sprefix=religious+rebels%2Caps%2C174&sr=8-1 Connect with Christy! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/christylynnewood/
S3 E9: Faith That Was Fought For: A Faith of Wrestling, Questioning, and Critical Thinking (w/Andres Landaverde)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Andres Landaverde, a fellow church kid from my former church organization, to talk about the valuable role critical thinking plays in our faith, as well as the importance of being able to question and wrestle with our beliefs. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Andres! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/andreslandaverdee/
S3 E8: When Your Church Protects A Pedophile (w/Rachel Schober)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Rachel Schober, a friend who shares her experiences dealing with both the emotional and spiritual aftermath of leaving her childhood church after discovering its leaders had been covering for a protecting a known pedophile for years. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Rachel: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/rachel.schober/
S3 E7: When A Church Kid Realizes They're Being Manipulated (w/Aleah Policar)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Aleah Policar, a fellow church kid from my childhood church organization, to discuss the many different ways emotional manipulation and shame were used by her church and its leaders as a response to her not fitting the mold they needed her to. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Aleah: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/aleah.policar/
S3 E6: I Kissed Dating Goodbye... But Maybe I Didn't Have To. (w/Josh Harris)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Joshua Harris, author of the notorious book "I Kissed Dating Goodbye", to discuss the book's lasting impact, as well as the importance of recognizing when our beliefs are negatively affecting others and being able to change our minds. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out Josh's work at "Clear and Loud"! www.clearandloud.com https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/clear-loud-with-josh-harris/id1612325690 Connect with Josh: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/harrisjosh/
S3 E5: How Toxic Churches Ruin Relationships (w/Shannon Leyko)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Shannon Leyko, a former member of our shared church organization, to talk all about relationships in the church, including the many ways our approach and dynamic with relationships was dictated and influenced by our church's teachings and culture. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out the "Paring Down" Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/paring-down-realistic-minimalism-to-live-more-intentionally/id1713108995 Connect with Shannon! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/paringdownpodcast/
S3 E4: Ghosted By God - The Connection Between Spiritual Anxiety, Religious Trauma, and Authoritarian Control (w/Tiffany Yecke Brooks)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Tiffany Yecke Brooks, author of the book, "Holy Ghosted", to discuss the ways in which spiritual anxiety can be caused by the various methods churches and authoritarian leaders use to gain control. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out "Holy Ghosted" on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Holy-Ghosted-Spiritual-Religious-Language/dp/0802882803/ref=sr_1_1?crid=TXKTB3T7XS18&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.PN-04ZVQaWFzWyleccpk1dzATtuaThluTXlFZgOiFNsHNUqMfolLB6xdGAVKcUFOuUu2cwzXQVwb8o7seEW4xmz2xMsD926du5PO45o6jNSvTphOkNVntU5PlGVNE-JH34v9T9qNK8Nfs6AL4JU3KKvHhALAzh1PpApB6pVVKaBXsCSKVR4aCMf_IRbyZX5IijXSmPngAKDSYMNsd6v4Tk_W9wnZcOY9DeD-mhFux-w.TsmJ9PCmZ73fq8WkXIWAdWeVP9EhVsuYi84g_uM-emQ&dib_tag=se&keywords=holy+ghosted&qid=1715680771&sprefix=holy+ghosted%2Caps%2C116&sr=8-1 Connect with Tiffany! Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TYBPhD
S3 E3: The Power Of Owning and Sharing Our Story (w/Aldo B. Martin)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Aldo B. Martin, host of "The Reclamation" Podcast, to discuss why it can be difficult coming to terms with our involvement in a high control religious environment, as well as recognizing the validity of our experiences and the inherent value of sharing our stories. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Aldo! Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/AldoMartin45 Check out "The Reclamation" Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/aldo-b-martin-presents-the-reclamation/id1597681412
S3 E2: When The Church Makes You Their Poster Child (w/Meilyn Luo)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Mei Luo, who shares her experiences being groomed to be the poster child of her church's youth ministry, and the model of a perfect Christian, despite her church's simultaneous attempts to brush over and ignore her abusive home life. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Mei! Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/meilynluo/
S3 E1: Talking Back To Purity Culture (w/Rachel Joy Welcher)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Rachel Joy Welcher, author of the book, "Talking Back to Purity Culture", to discuss the roots and harmful effects of a shame and fear based approach to sexuality, as well as how we can change the narrative around purity and our sexual nature. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". The Crumpled Papers Podcast now has a Patreon! https://patreon.com/CrumpledPapersPodcast?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=creatorshare_creator&utm_content=join_link Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Rachel! Twitter: https://twitter.com/racheljwelcher Substack: https://substack.com/@racheljoywelcher Check out "Talking Back to Purity Culture" on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Talking-Back-Purity-Culture-Rediscovering/dp/0830848169/ref=sr_1_1?crid=EXWPZPHNZW7R&dib=eyJ2IjoiMSJ9.CQQ0-8Lcxa8TZAXfEyCTRy9NyqbyhFjZleepF3QJgStFJQdrrwnVoevAgJ_iGY2h.2VZLCiJKlI98CTxE5tk6CfCypRHzFy39fF-NpeIEVBg&dib_tag=se&keywords=talking+back+to+purity+culture+rachel+joy+welcher&qid=1710357797&sprefix=talking+back+to+pur%2Caps%2C124&sr=8-1
SPECIAL EPISODE: "Quiet On Set" - Toxic Churches and The Children's Television Industry
In this episode of the podcast, Austin and Lian, the show's first returning guest, discussing the docu-series "Quiet On Set: The Dark Side of Children's Television", which gives a behind the scenes look into the abusive, toxic, and sometimes even heinous experiences of child actors on the sets of some of Nickelodeon's most popular tv shows in the 90s/2000s. The conversation delves into the similarities between the toxic elements of children's entertainment and that of abusive churches and high-control religious environments. Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Lian! https://www.instagram.com/liansversion/
S2 E10: Deconstruction, Doubt, And The Value Of Questioning Our Beliefs (w/Liz Mall)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Liz Mall, host of the "Deconstructing The Myth" podcast, to discuss the role and value of deconstructing and questioning your beliefs, as well as discussing the characteristics and tenets that define a "responsible faith". The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Liz! https://www.instagram.com/deconstructingthemyth/ Check Out The "Deconstructing The Myth" Podcast! https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/deconstructing-the-myth/id1642091664
S2 E9: The Bad Reputation Christians Give A Good God (w/Mary Jo Sharp)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Mary Jo Sharp, a professor of apologetics and author of the book, "Why I Still Believe", to discuss the ways both church's and Christian's hypocrisy and neglect of essential characteristics of God end up misrepresenting who he is. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Mary Jo! https://www.instagram.com/maryjosharp/ https://maryjosharp.com Check Out Mary Jo's Book, "Why I Still Believe: A Former Atheist's Reckoning With The Bad Reputation Christians Give A Good God": https://www.amazon.com/Why-Still-Believe-Reputation-Christians-ebook/dp/B07PQ4Y128/ref=sr_1_1?crid=26GORQ1JXFQVD&keywords=why+i+still+believe+mary+jo+sharp&qid=1705973983&sprefix=why+i+still+%2Caps%2C130&sr=8-1
S2 E8: When A Church Kid Doesn't Become A "True Christian" (w/Mason Thomas)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Mason Thomas, a longtime friend from our shared childhood church, who shares his experiences dealing with the adverse effects of being one of the few church kids who decided not to get baptized and become what our church deemed a "true Christian". The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Connect with Mason! https://www.instagram.com/masonjthomas/ Check Out The "And His Brother Podcast"! Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@AndHisBrotherPodcast/videos Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7IeZMc1LnqRedIkhL4fnnJ?si=b9664681737247a1
S2 E7: A Religion of Rules - When A Church’s Extra-Biblical Standards Hinder Authentic Spiritual Growth (w/Natalie Edmonson)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Natalie Edmonson, co-founder and executive director of the organization "Berean Holiness", who shares about the damaging effects of growing up in a church culture defined by its members' stringent adherence to its extra-biblical standards and practices. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check Out Berean Holiness! www.bereanholiness.com https://www.instagram.com/bereanholiness/ https://www.facebook.com/bereanholiness Listen to the "Not Ashamed Podcast": https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/not-ashamed/id1664792491
S2 E6: Confronting The Lies of Spiritual Abuse (w/Branon Dempsey)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by longtime worship leader, author, and founder of "Confessions of A Worship Leader" Branon Dempsey, to discuss the importance of confronting the lies that abuse tries to make us believe, as well as understanding just how truly valuable each of our personal stories are. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Get in touch with Branon! https://www.instagram.com/confessions_ofaworshipleader/ https://www.instagram.com/branondempsey/
S2 E5: Realizing Your Church Isn’t The ONLY Church (w/Ryan and Carla Grubb)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by Ryan and Carla Grubb, former leaders in my childhood church organization, who delve into some of the damaging beliefs and practices that eventually led them to leave their church, including wrestling with the idea that their church was the only "true" church. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Get in touch with Ryan and Carla! https://www.facebook.com/ryan.grubb.735 https://www.facebook.com/carla.h.grubb
S2 E4: Why Do People Stay In Abusive Churches? - Ten Reasons That Make It Hardest To Leave (w/Remy Diederich)
This week on the podcast, I am joined by spiritual consultant, pastor, and author Remy Diederich, to discuss the ten biggest reasons why people don't leave their spiritually abusive churches, as well as how to navigate a spiritual community or church that promotes toxic faith. The conversation in this episode is inspired by the topics and themes of my book "A Jumble of Crumpled Papers". Get your copy of “A Jumble of Crumpled Papers” here: https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/B0BCD5PMX5/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?ie=UTF8&qid=&sr= Connect with us! Austin's Instagram: www.instagram.com/austin_noll Podcast's Instagram: www.instagram.com/crumpledpaperspodcast Email us at [email protected] Check out "Broken Trust" on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Broken-Trust-practical-spiritual-Overcoming/dp/1976390850/ref=sr_1_4?crid=3RXFC63VK3M9M&keywords=broken+trust&qid=1702948964&sprefix=broken+tr%2Caps%2C125&sr=8-4 Get in touch with Remy! https://www.readingremy.com