The chaotic joy podcast

To end this season on a grateful note this episode we encourage you; who feel stuck in old patterns to discovery your identity, self-trust, and how to change your life. Even if the change is small and imperfect.

This episode is about what it’s like to leave constant stress behind and learn to feel safe again. Where we share how you learn to rest, slow down, and live gently after growing up in chaos.

Welcoming back our first guest, Landon Jordan— my sweet husband. we continue into part 2 of when marriage feels hard and not magical. we promised a light at the end of the tunnel and we delivered! this episode we talk about childhood experiences, how love is a choice and not just a feeling, growth, and hope!

Marriage is messy, hard, yet quite beautiful. Communication is key in a marriage and this episode is how we communicate even when we are overwhelmed. Tough conversations suck but so unbelievably necessary and when you gain the strength to have them, you actually could save a lot of heartbreak.

I remember like it was yesterday—— when I had the life changing conversation with a person that holds a special place in my heart that made me realize that my “old life” had finally ran its course. The old self died and I became a new person. Change is scary but scary can be good. Change is inevitable and hopefully so is growth.

An open conversation about triggers, fears, overcorrecting, and the emotional weight of raising a child when you didn’t always feel emotionally safe growing up.

A real, validating episode about feeling overwhelmed, exhausted, touched out, and still deeply loving your child. Burnout is real, it doesn’t mean you’re failing! It’s okay to step away and just do the best you can, that’s all anyone should except from you. You are doing enough!

Inviting my first guest, my amazing husband Landon! in this two part episode, we have an honest conversation disappointment, resentment and choosing your partner even in the messy middle seasons.

We have to focus on the process— not just the idea of breaking generational patterns. This episode we talk about the unlearning, relearning, healing, boundaries. What it feels like to raise your child differently from how you were raised.

A gentle, uplifting episode about daily practices that anchor you—slow mornings, cozy habits, gratitude, tiny routines that bring peace, and finding joy without waiting for life to be perfect.

From celebrations to consistency, let’s reflect, grow and share into the new year! Happy 2026!

Let’s talk about the messy reality of motherhood. Being a stay-at-home mom, the mental load, the guilt, the joy and those tiny moments that keep us grounded. It’s a chaotic balance that we all go through and let me be the first to say— YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

Welcome to chaotic joy where it gets raw, real, and relatable. Here our host, maddie, sets the foundation for the whole message. We grew up in chaos and we chose joy through it all anyways.

welcome to chaotic joy, let me first thank you from the bottom of my heart for tuning in and giving me a chance to speak from the heart. I’m so glad you’re here and I can’t want to see where we grow together in this chaotic life!