spaceottercast

You are not morning. You are late afternoon. And that's why beings love you. You are the warmth of a thing past its peak, the growing fuzz of possibilities for transformation from the light's late gaze into something less clear. You are a meadow caught by a sudden dazzle of solar photons, lazy and majestic. You don't hold promises, or negotiate means of keeping them. You are the scuppered sound of a rower's oars kissing the tops of the waves as they recede. You are the gentle gleam on the belly of the plane as it hums by. You are not night. Your warmth may last long into darkness, but you are not that mystery. You are not the hard-baked glory of noon. You are the late gold miners chased but never found in solid form. You are the late afternoon. And that's why we love you. - spaceotter meadowmancer ----------- "Being menial, how do we let vastnesses strike through Our fastened nerves, or see -- being the ordered smallesses We are -- the whole spill, squeeze and boiling without Losing heart, mind, or being Insinuated -- hugged or struck into the unwanted Northless utmosts, the Southless balconies between Gables of dust, rotundas of sun? Can it be our comfort's Derived from our dumbness?" - from "The Fractal Lanes" by Alice Fulton -------------- Always thanks to Wesley Holmes, Erin O'Conner-Drew, Jeremey Linden, Kadeejah Streets, Jenö, Lee Burridge, Brother Michael and the playa.

My summer 2018 house music podcast for the illustrius Flammable Seattle crew. Many thanks and much love to Wesley Holmes & Flammable, Erin O'Conner-Drew, Moodymanc, Jenö, Kadeejah Streets, and Chris Howarth for support and inspirations. In memory of Maya Angelou, Loleatta Holloway, and Aretha Franklin.

Psychedlic Love Affair: Discoherence Discoherence: phenomena seemingly going out of phase so they can come into greater alignment later. Repeat and stir, ad infinitum. This was initially a fall mix--about the psychedelic beauty of decay--but it slowly became a solstice/new years coming-of-the-light endeavor. So I imagine decay prefacing greater order, and a coming back into light. For all of us. (Yes, that's a little north hemisphere-centric. You'll get yours soon enough!) Mad love and thanks to (and tracks occasionally shamelessly sourced): Mira, Gingko & Andy Warren, Kinjo & Miles Mercer, Jëno, Chase Cuntersson, and Colisciousbou; and ALWAYS love and thanks to the fabulous new daddy Wesley Holmes, Erin O'Connor-Drew, Kadeejah Streets, Grffn Girl, Scott Burdette, bucket & Randy, Deano, Robbie & Brooke and everyone who encourages me to be me.

spaceotter live on BAAAHS (Big Ass Amazing Awesome Homosexual Sheep artcar), Friday night at Burning Man 2017. I played that night with Bezier (Honey Soundsystem), Rebolledo (Mayan Warrior), La Fraicheur (Bottom Forty/Leonizer, Berlin), and Nark (Bottom Forty, Seattle). It was quite the evening.

My fairly infamous, genre-spanning set at Electric Tea Garden for Proper, 2-2-13.

Coeffulgence: shining in radiant splendor, together. Born of the idea that our centers are connected, and that all beings co-evolve, despite surface seeming. See also: Immanence, radiance, interconnection. Psychedelic Love Affair: a sensual, erotic, musical, psychedelic broadsides against the state of despair. A series of mixes and future parties, where you can dance, touch, undress, massage, make out, make love and basically do what you erotically want to, while suffused with psychedelic music. #mostlywarmweird Thanks to Ben/Konifer and Lisa/ELLEM, Mark Lippert, Hanssen, Jenö, and Miles Mercer & Kinjo of Grounded...as well as ALWAYS to Erin O'Connor, Wesley Holmes, Kadeejah Streets, Night Train & Innerflight for inspirations, camaraderie and beloved interactions. Big love to all my radical faeries and burners as well. (Based on my live set at Grounded's "All Due Respect" party at Woodsky's in Fremont, Seattle on June 25, 2017, with some embellishments.)

Live at the Seattle Erotic Art Festival Pride Afterparty at Fremont Studios, 6-22-12. Opening for the glorious Pezzner.

My intention for this mix was to create a psychedelic battering ram to the current state of horror and despair. A way of break through to a better Spring. * Thanks to visual collaborator Brian Akey for the incredible graphics! Instagram: bakey_graphics * Love to the Radical Faeries who inspired so much, including the concept of the Psychedelic Love Affair--imagined as a party where you can dance, make out, relax, fuck, do yoga, sleep, massage, eat, thrive, live, exult, empty out, fill up again...all to gorgeous melodic music on the psychedelic edge of house and techno. #WarmWeirdMostly. * Mad love and endless respect to Jenö, Lily Ackerman, Roman Flügel, the Mayan Warrior, Ginkgo, Jerry Bonham, Powel, and especially Lee Burridge (and Robot Heart) for exposing me initially to so many of the flavors I used here. * Mad love to giraffe Mark Lippert for concept consultation; to Erin O'Connor-Drew, Wesley Holmes, Kadeejah, Finn, Biggie and Scott Burdette for the love and support. * Quote from my favorite play & movie, John Guare's "Six Degrees of Separation." 3/20/17

Live at Bottom Forty Pride 6-27-15, Big Building warehouse Seattle, 3 days after the Supreme Court ruled in favor of marriage equality.

Live @ the Bounce-a-Holiks Brunch 5-2-15. A triptych of 30 minute sets.

Live at Honey Dusted VI, Comfort & Joy, Burning Man 2012. It was quite the morning. This set ran from about 4-7:30am Saturday morning. Thanks to Honey Soundsystem (especially Jacob) and C&J for having me.

Monkey Loft back deck on New Year's Day 2017. Thanks to the Shameless Crew for having me.

Live at Soft Option at the Monkey Loft, 11-5-16 for the Seattle Church of House Music takeover with Erin O'Connor-Drew, Mr. Linden and Justin Earl. These are my two sets compiled into one long mix. Thanks to Michelle and Karl for having us! Photo by: David Newell

Test mix for November introversion. Drifty & deep & meditative.

Innerflight Podcast 59, recorded live 7/24/15 at the Seattle Eagle after I got back from Berlin. Heavily influenced by my experiences there. That sound at the beginning is an audio rendering of the Big Bang.

spaceotter live at subMerge, Kremwerk, Seattle 10-13-16

Recreation of my live set at Golden Gardns for Innerflight, September 2015. Mastering by Gene Lee.

From Soft Serving (Soft Option + Now Serving) on the Monkey Loft back deck, 7-3-16. 8-9am set.

Downturn--a downtempo mix I made in 2009, contemplating downturn: economic, spiritual, social--and what lies beyond.

Live at the Breitenbush Winter Faerie Gathering, 2012

Live from Camp Conceptions "Fringe, Singed" fundraiser at the Seattle Eagle, March 2012

Live at PRIDE Bounce Brunch, Blu Grouse Seattle, 6-27-15.

spaceotter live-ish @ Know Where, 12-11-15 (Most of the mix is live from the Chrysalis warehouse. I had to re-record part.)

Live at Soft Option, NYE 2015-16, at the Monkey Loft. Thanks to Karl & Michelle for having me. Photo Credit: Theresa Sheehan

Live set from the WORK! One Year Anniversary, 11-20-15 at the Seattle Monkey Loft. I gave myself the creative constraint that every song I included had to include the word "WORK" since it was the 1-year anniversary of the party, and try to string it together in a way that...well...WORKED. Opening set for HATIRAS and DJ Deckard (Space Cowboys). Thanks to Xan Lucero, Ajax Aubry and Johnny Monsoon for having me, and of course to everyone who came and danced.

spaceotter live at Kremwork, Bottom Forty patio party 8-8-15. Thanks to Pezzner for putting this mix out on his Hunt & Gather podcast.

Spaceotter Live at Bottom Forty "Starry Night" 5/9/15, Kremwerk Thanks to Brian & Wesley of Flammable for so much inspiration.

THEY: A Genderfuck, Genderqueer, Drag & Dance Party spaceotter Live at Krewmerk 4-8-15 Thanks to Eva, Yani, Cherry, Nicole and Austin, and DJ Trinitron

Spaceotter's "Deep Opening" set for Bottom Forty @ Kremwerk, Seattle, 3-14-15 Thanks to everyone who came out, and our special guests DJs Brian Lyons and Julia PlanetDisco.

Spaceotter live at Proper, Baltic Room Seattle, 2-20-15 With my pals Riff Raff & Almond Brown

"Discover..." spaceotter live at the Breitenbush Winter Radical Faerie Gathering, 2-14-15 A more tribal/tech house kind of mix.

"Remember..." spaceotter live at the 2015 Winter Breitenbush Radical Faerie Gathering 2-13-15. Retro & disco favorites for the faeries.

Live at Electric Tea Garden, at Family Tree 3, one of the post-closing parties that Tippet/Anton organized. Also was Now Serving Extended't Play #1 podcast. It was a hot night... Photo by IRDeep

Spaceotter live-ish (I had to re-record part) at Camp Conception's "Skanksgiving" fundraiser, Re-bar Seattle 11-27-14 with Karl Kamakahi, Mz Art Iz, Almond Brown and DJ Trinitron.

Live at the Monkey Loft, Seattle, for Jim Crownover's 50th birthday. High quality download (right-click and save): http://spaceotter.com/mixes/Monkey-Loft-11-1-14.mp3 Photo by Cristina Ortiz. Happy birthday Jim!!

Spaceotter live at Shameless' Deck'd Out part, Bottom Forty takeover with Nark and Riff-Raff. Thanks to Recess and Shameless for having us!

Live at Kremwerk with Vin Sol (SF) and the B40 crew (Nark, Pavone, Riff Raff), 9-13-14. This was the opening set so I kept it groovy.

Live at the Space Virgins Happy Hour, 8-26-14 at Burning Man 2012, 6:15 & G. "Remember back in the day, when we used go to those afterhours parties?" Well, this set opened the Space Virgins camp in early Tuesday afternoon, which you might consider "deep afterhours" with the proper perspective. My thanks to the Virgins, especially Tait and my Space Virgin hubby Jerry, for having me.

Live at Steamworks, Summer 2013

Spaceotter live at "An Intimate Evening with Derrick Carter" (opening set), Rebar Seattle, 8-9-14 with supporting DJs Almond Brown, Karl Kamakahi. Thanks to Derrick for making so much amazing music, to Karl and Almond for letting me play with my favorite DJ.

Spaceotter live at MELT, Kremwerk Seattle 7-5-14. Sharing the decks with Simon Houser, R-Pal and Chris Tower. Thanks to everyone who came and got deep in the slot.

Spaceotter Live from UNICORNucopia at Fred Wildlife Refuge, Seattle, 6-28-14. Photo by Espresso Buzz.

Spaceotter live at the Cusp of Magic gathering, Rebar Seattle 6-14-14. Thanks to everyone who came, everyone who helped, to Rebar for hosting, and to DJs Karl Kamakahi, Hyasynth, Gene Lee and Mz Art Iz for their performances.

Spaceotter live at the Bounce-a-Holik's brunch at the Blu Grouse, Georgetown, Seattle. Sharing the decks with DJs Trinitron and Pavone.

spaceotter's set from the Train Car House Party, Now Serving "Zero Fucks Given", 1-31-14 at Orient Express, Seattle every last Saturday night of the month. MC High Booty (Almond Brown) on the mic

Recorded live at Innerflight's monthly DROP party, 1-11-14, second Saturdays at the Monkey Loft in Seattle. Thanks to Kadeejah, Rhines, Manos, Jason, Night Train and everyone at

It was a hot Thurdsay afternoon at Burning Man 2013, about 100 degrees. We were hosting a spa & social for beards with our friend, Pogonophile Scott Williams. Gorgeous bearded men showed up, looking for beard care, making things hotter. I spun a live soundtrack--had to put everything on the downslow just to deal with all that hotness... Thanks to Scott & our Camp Conception folks for a lovely afternoon.

Reissue: My mix for the (now finished) Electronic Music Bears podcast. Recorded in Santorini, Greece in 2010, and handed out on CD as gifts at Burning Man 2010. Photo by Val Mohney. Tracklist: Music Is Math (Intro)- Boards of Canada Kill Techno (Alan Fitzpatrick Remix) - Sharam Remainings III (Original Jesper Dahlback Remix) - Adam Beyer Riva's Boogaloo (Extended) - Riva Starr Sha! Shtil! (L-VIS 1990 Remix) - Guccie Vump Perfect Sunrise (D-Unity Remix) - Wilson, Matt Smallwood, Ingram Don't Hold Back - KiNK Directions (Fergie Remix) - Psychatron Work It (Fergie Remix) - Christian Smith, John Selway La Concina Del Cabron - Lee Van Dowski, Glimpse Secret Sauce - Mustafa Kitch - Sultan, Ned Shepard Kitch In - Tim Green (TG) I Don't Want It - Hatiras Crime Hurts - Organized Crime Collide - Kenny Carvajal Luis Conte (DJ Wild Mix) - Darius Syrossian, Nyra Sweet Pea (BHQ Bootie Remix) - Amos Lee Real Music - Uppermost Doop (Uppermost Remix) - Squeeze Moderation - Pig & Dan Ayahuassca - The Advent, Industrialyzer Variance - Slam Arrival (with Break) - DVS1

The very first Bottom Forty podcast, released on January 9, 2013.

spaceotter's mix for DJ Robby Clark's Emerald City Brunch internet radio show, 10-7-12. Deep! (http://www.trance-domain.com/index2.html) Tracklist: 1. Stand in for Love - Wil Maddams 2. Sedara - Tanner Ross, Sergio Santos 3. Lose My Mind - MANIK (NYC) 4. Still Music (Motor City Drum Ensemble Remix) - Steve Bug, Donnacha Costello 5. Eternity - Roberto Rodriguez (Manolo) 6. Yeah - Kenny Dope 7. Handle the Change - Wil Maddams 8. Ra-ako-st (Todd Terje Extended Edit) - Lindstrom 9. High U Gonna (Wesley Holmes edit) - Den Ishu 10. Fly With Me (Part One) - The Freaks 11. Sweet Sensation (Lone Remix) - Shades Of Rhythm 12. Free Bassin - Demarkus Lewis 13. The Sweetest Thing feat. Daniel Solar (Vinyl Cut) - Alex Niggemann 14. Running Man (Dave DK Mix) - WhoMadeWho 15. Do You Know Who You Are - Shane Linehan 16. Breaking - Kyodai 17. Leko - KiNK 18. Reach (Alte Schule Acid Instrumental Mix) - Michael Laven & Heiko MSO 19. Ribble To Amazon - Julio Bashmore 20. Ignorance Is Bliss - Claude Vonstroke & Eats Everything 21. In the Flowers - Nick Harris 22. Legacy feat. Derrick Carter (Yousef Terrace Remake) - Yousef, Derrick Carter 23. Keep Groovin' (Unreleased Mix 1) - DJ Sneak