Parre'apy Podcast

This is the story of David Koresh.A man who convinced followers he had divine authority.A man who claimed he alone could unlock God’s final message.A man whose rise ended in one of the most infamous standoffs in American history:Waco.And here’s the wild part…when most people hear “David Koresh,” they think fire, guns, cult, chaos.But before the flames… there was belief.Before the siege… there was surrender.Before the headlines… there was a man who knew exactly how to sound chosen.So tonight, I want you to lean in and really sit with this question:How does a man go from Bible student to self-declared messiah… and how do so many people end up believing him?Let’s get into it.

Why do some people hold on tighter when love feels uncertain… while others shut down and pull away the moment things get too close? In this episode of the Parre’apy Podcast, we’re unpacking the emotional push and pull of anxious and avoidant attachment. We’re getting real about what it feels like to fear abandonment, struggle with vulnerability, crave reassurance, and need space — all while trying to build healthy relationships. This conversation is honest, vulnerable, and deeply affirming for anyone who has ever felt like they were “too much,” “too distant,” or stuck in painful relationship cycles they didn’t fully understand. In this episode, we talk about: ✨ what anxious attachment really feels like ✨ what avoidant attachment looks like beneath the surface ✨ why these two styles are often drawn to each other ✨ how miscommunication creates emotional distance ✨ how healing begins through awareness, boundaries, and self-trust ✨ how to move toward healthier, more secure love This episode is your reminder that your patterns are not your identity — and healing the way you love is possible.

In Episode 1 of the Scary Parre Podcast High-Profile Cult Leaders Miniseries, we take a deep dive into the disturbing rise and fall of Jim Jones, the infamous leader of the Peoples Temple and mastermind behind the Jonestown massacre.What started as a message of hope, unity, and equality turned into one of the deadliest cult tragedies in modern history. In this episode, we explore how Jim Jones used charisma, fear, manipulation, and psychological control to gain power over hundreds of followers — ultimately leading to the deaths of more than 900 people in Jonestown, Guyana.We break down: ✨ Jim Jones’ early life and obsession with power ✨ The creation of the Peoples Temple ✨ How he manipulated and controlled his followers ✨ The move to Jonestown ✨ The final tragic events that shocked the worldThis episode is chilling, heartbreaking, and a powerful reminder of how dangerous blind devotion can become.

Why do we love the way we do?In this episode of the Parre’apy Podcast, we explore attachment styles and how childhood experiences shape the way we connect in adult relationships.From anxious attachment and emotional avoidance to secure love, understanding your attachment style can explain why certain relationship patterns keep showing up in your life.If you've ever wondered why you:• Overthink texts• Fear abandonment• Pull away when relationships get serious• Or keep attracting emotionally unavailable partnersThis episode breaks down the psychology behind it all.Understanding attachment styles is the first step toward building healthier, more secure relationships.

Have you ever said yes when you really wanted to say no? Do you find yourself constantly trying to keep the peace, avoid conflict, or make everyone else happy—even at the cost of your own needs?In Episode 3 of the Inner Work Series, we’re unpacking the truth about people pleasing and why it often leads to self-abandonment.People pleasing may look like kindness on the outside, but internally it can lead to burnout, resentment, and losing your sense of self. In this episode, we talk about where people pleasing comes from, what it actually looks like in everyday life, and how you can begin to reclaim your voice, your boundaries, and your peace.In this episode we discuss: • What people pleasing really looks like • How childhood conditioning can create people pleasing patterns • The hidden emotional cost of always putting others first • How to start setting healthy boundaries • Practical ways to stop abandoning yourself for approvalPlus, we close the episode with Parr’firmations to help you start choosing yourself without guilt.Healing sometimes begins with one simple decision: Choosing your peace over people pleasing.💜 If this episode resonates with you, don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more conversations from the Pare’apy Podcast Inner Work Series.

In the final installment of The Epstein Files, we examine what happened when the empire finally cracked.In July 2019, Jeffrey Epstein was arrested on federal sex trafficking charges — a case that promised explosive testimony and unprecedented scrutiny. But just weeks later, he was found dead in his cell at the Metropolitan Correctional Center in New York. His death was ruled a suicide.This episode breaks down the timeline: the arrest, the denied bail, the reported security failures, and the unanswered questions that followed. We also examine the conviction and sentencing of Ghislaine Maxwell and what her trial revealed — and didn’t reveal — about the larger network.When the most high-profile defendant in America dies before trial, the courtroom goes silent.No testimony. No cross-examination. No full public reckoning.So what does justice look like when the central figure is gone?Was this the collapse of a criminal empire — or simply a recalibration of power?Part 3 asks the uncomfortable questions.Because sometimes the scariest thing isn’t what happened.It’s what never made it to trial.🎧 Listener discretion advised.

What if the love, safety, and reassurance you’ve been searching for… was always meant to come from you?In the first episode of the Inner Work Series, Pare’apy unpacks the powerful concept of reparenting — the process of becoming the loving, emotionally available adult your inner child needed.We explore how childhood wounds show up in adulthood, how unmet emotional needs shape our patterns, and what it really means to nurture yourself instead of abandoning yourself.This episode dives into: • How early experiences shape your inner voice • Why you may struggle with self-soothing and boundaries • Practical ways to comfort, affirm, and show up for yourself • The difference between reacting from wounds vs responding from healingReparenting isn’t about blaming the past — it’s about reclaiming your power in the present.It’s time to stop waiting for someone else to give you what you can learn to give yourself.Healing starts within.🎧 Tap in and begin the journey of becoming your own safe place.#PareapyPodcast #InnerWorkSeries #Reparenting #SelfHealing #EmotionalGrowth

Your inner critic been talking REAL loud lately? 👀That voice that tells you you’re not ready… not good enough… or should just play it safe?Yeah… we’re calling it out.Episode 2 of the Pare’apy Podcast Inner Work Series is all about:✨ The Inner Critic vs Your True VoiceBecause one voice was taught through fear…And the other was built from truth.In this episode we’re unpacking: 💭 Why your inner critic exists 💭 How it learned to shame you 💭 And how to finally let your true voice leadIt’s time to stop letting fear run the meeting.🎧 Tap in. Heal loud.

In Part 2 of The Epstein Files, we go beyond the headlines and into the structure.This episode explores how Jeffrey Epstein built a powerful network that extended far beyond one man and one island. From Little Saint James to Manhattan townhouses, we examine how access, influence, and elite connections shaped a system that operated for years in plain sight.We break down the role of Ghislaine Maxwell, the recruitment pipeline, and the controversial 2008 plea deal that allowed Epstein to serve minimal jail time despite serious allegations. We also discuss how high-profile associations — including figures like Bill Clinton and Prince Andrew — fueled public scrutiny and raised larger questions about power, accountability, and institutional protection.This isn’t just a story about an island. It’s a story about insulation. About influence. About how systems protect themselves.Because sometimes the scariest thing isn’t the crime.It’s how long it survives.

Here’s Part 1 of a three-part Scary Parre Podcast series—slow burn, eerie, factual, and unsettling without crossing into reckless rumor. This episode is all about who Jeffrey Epstein was, how he appeared to the world, and how the foundation was quietly laid for everything that came after.

The KC Barrel Killer: Legal Insight from the Attorney on the Case | Scary Parre’ PodcastIn this chilling episode of Scary Parre’ Podcast, we go beyond the headlines of The KC Barrel Killer case and sit down with the attorney who worked directly on the John Edward Robinson case to gain rare, professional insight into one of Kansas City’s most disturbing true-crime stories.This conversation focuses on public record, legal process, courtroom dynamics, and ethical responsibility—offering listeners a deeper understanding of how the justice system handles serial murder cases without violating client confidentiality.We explore:What made the John Edward Robinson case uniquely complexHow attorneys navigate emotionally disturbing evidenceThe role of forensic and digital evidence in serial murder casesCommon misconceptions about defense attorneys in high-profile crimesHow early internet use played a role in Robinson’s crimesWhat justice and accountability look like from a legal standpoint⚠️ CONTENT WARNING: This episode discusses murder, manipulation, and violence. Listener discretion is advised.This is not sensationalism—this is education, awareness, and real legal perspective.🎧 Subscribe for more true crime, legal insight, and After Dark discussions. 👍 Like, comment, and share if this episode made you think deeper about the justice system

In this chilling episode of Scary Parre Podcast, we dive into the disturbing case of Danel O. Jones—a man who lived in plain sight while hiding dark secrets behind closed doors.From manipulation and control to a pattern of violence that went unnoticed for far too long, this episode explores the psychology, the crimes, and the warning signs people often miss until it’s too late.⚠️ Viewer Discretion Advised This episode discusses violent crime and disturbing behavior. Content is intended for mature audiences.At Scary Parre, we don’t glorify killers—we tell these stories to honor the victims, raise awareness, and expose the truth behind the horror.🔔 Subscribe for weekly true crime & scary storytelling 👍 Like | 💬 Comment | 🔁 ShareRemember: Evil doesn’t always look scary… sometimes it looks familiar.#ScaryParre #TrueCrimePodcast #SerialKiller #TrueCrimeCommunity #DarkStories #TheMonsterNextDoor

🚨 New Episode Alert! 🚨 Part 2 of our Betrayal Series is here!💼 Clocked In & Cut Deep: Healing From Betrayal in the Workplace Join Parre’apy as we unpack office backstabs, broken trust, and how to rebuild without bitterness. Learn how to protect your peace, set boundaries, and grow stronger after betrayal.🎧 Streaming now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, YouTube, and Facebook Live. Drop a 👀 in the comments if you’ve ever experienced workplace betrayal — we see you, and this episode is for you.

Kansas City sits in the middle of a mystery with no ending.In this episode of Scary Parre, we explore The I-70 Killer — an unsolved series of execution-style murders connected to Interstate 70, a highway running straight through the heart of the Midwest.With no name, no arrest, and no closure, investigators believe the killer used I-70 to travel, strike, and disappear. Kansas City may not have been the beginning or the end — but it was part of the corridor that made these crimes possible.This episode breaks down the timeline, patterns, survivor testimony, and why the case remains one of the Midwest’s most chilling unsolved mysteries.⚠️ Listener discretion advised. This episode contains discussions of real-life violence and murder.🎧 Scary Parre — where true crime meets the uncomfortable truth. Subscribe for more dark, unsolved, and Kansas City-adjacent cases.#ScaryParre #I70Killer #TrueCrime #UnsolvedCases #KansasCity #MidwestCrime #TrueCrimePodcast

When Loyalty Breaks | Healing After Friendship Betrayal | Parre’apy PodcastFriendship betrayal hits different.In this episode of Parre’apy, we’re talking about the kind of hurt people don’t prepare you for—the pain that comes when someone you trusted, defended, and loved as a friend breaks that trust.We unpack:Why friendship betrayal hurts so deeplyCommon ways friends betray one anotherThe emotional aftermath (trust issues, withdrawal, self-doubt)How to heal without gaslighting yourselfWhen to repair a friendship vs. when to let it goRebuilding trust with boundaries, not wallsThis is a judgment-free conversation for anyone who’s ever said:“I would’ve never done them like that.”If you’re struggling to trust again, questioning your discernment, or learning how to protect your peace without becoming cold, this episode is for you. Listen. Heal. Let Go.

Healing the Narcissistic Character in UsWhat if healing isn’t just about recovering from narcissistic people—but confronting the narcissistic patterns within ourselves?In this episode of Parre’apy Podcast, we take a brave and honest look inward. We unpack how narcissistic traits can show up in our romantic relationships, friendships, and family dynamics—not as labels, but as learned survival behaviors rooted in unmet needs, emotional wounds, and fear of vulnerability.This conversation explores:Why apologizing without justifying feels so hardHow defensiveness, withdrawal, and control block intimacyThe difference between shame and true accountabilityHow ego protection sabotages connectionPractical steps to unlearn harmful patterns and rebuild emotional safetyThis episode is not about blame—it’s about responsibility. Not about perfection—but growth. If you’re ready to stop repeating cycles, deepen your self-awareness, and heal from the inside out, this conversation is for you.Healing starts when we choose honesty over ego. Listen with an open heart. Reflect with compassion. Heal with intention

🔪 John Edward Robinson: The Serial Killer Who Used Trust as a WeaponIn this disturbing episode of Scary Parre, we expose the horrifying crimes of John Edward Robinson, one of the first known internet serial killers. Using chat rooms, fake job offers, and false promises of security, Robinson preyed on vulnerable women—manipulating trust before silencing his victims forever.Long before online safety was a common conversation, Robinson exploited anonymity, forged identities, and built a double life that allowed him to kill undetected for years.This episode breaks down how he operated, why the warning signs were missed, and the victims whose stories must never be forgotten.⚠️ Viewer Discretion Advised: This episode contains discussions of murder, abuse, manipulation, and disturbing true crime content.🩸 In this episode, we cover:John Edward Robinson’s criminal timelineHis use of the early internet to lure victimsPsychological manipulation and controlHow law enforcement finally connected the dotsThe women behind the headlines🎙️ Scary Parre delivers true crime without glamorizing evil—because the focus belongs on truth, accountability, and remembrance.👉 Like, comment, and subscribe for more deep-dive true crime episodes. 💬 Comment below: Do you think Robinson could have been stopped sooner?#ScaryParre #JohnEdwardRobinson #TrueCrimePodcast #SerialKillerCases #InternetCrime #TrueCrimeCommunity #VictimVoices #DarkHistory #CrimeStories

Healing From Narcissistic Relationships | Parre’apy PodcastIn this powerful episode of Parre’apy, we dive deep into the emotional, mental, and spiritual journey of healing from narcissistic relationships. Whether it was romantic, familial, or platonic, narcissistic abuse can leave lasting wounds—self-doubt, guilt, confusion, and broken trust.We unpack:What narcissistic relationships really look likeCommon manipulation tactics (gaslighting, love-bombing, control)How narcissistic abuse impacts your self-worthWhy leaving is only the beginning of healingPractical steps to rebuild confidence, boundaries, and peaceThis episode is for anyone who has ever questioned their reality, felt silenced, or struggled to reclaim themselves after toxic love. Healing is possible—and you are not alone.✨ Your pain is valid. Your healing matters.🎧 Listen on all platforms 📺 Watch, like, comment, and subscribe for more healing conversations 🔔 Turn on notifications so you never miss an episode

In this powerful episode of the Parre’apy Podcast, we’re diving deep into one of the most challenging—but necessary—parts of healing: setting boundaries without guilt.If you’ve ever felt bad for saying no, over-explained to protect others’ feelings, or struggled with people-pleasing at the expense of your peace, this conversation is for you.✨ PLUS… we have a SURPRISE guest host pulling up! The Get It Off Yo Chest Podcast joins us to bring raw, real, and unfiltered perspectives on protecting your energy, standing firm in your truth, and choosing peace over pressure.In this episode, we discuss:• Why guilt shows up when you start setting boundaries • How people-pleasing impacts your mental and emotional health • The difference between being “selfish” and practicing self-respect • Setting boundaries in family, relationships, friendships, and work • How to say no without over-explaining or apologizing • What happens when people resist your growthThis episode is honest, healing, and necessary—because boundaries aren’t walls, they’re self-care.🧠 Parre’apy Podcast – where healing conversations lead to real growth.👇 Join the conversation Drop a comment and let us know: What boundary are you working on setting? Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and share this episode with someone who needs permission to choose themselves.

Jealousy shows up in more places than we like to admit — romantic relationships, friendships, family dynamics, work spaces, and even within ourselves. In this powerful episode of the Parre’apy Podcast, we’re diving deep into jealousy in all relationship types and breaking down how it starts, how it manifests, and how it can silently damage our connections if left unchecked.We unpack the emotional triggers behind jealousy, the difference between healthy concern and toxic behavior, and practical ways to identify and confront jealousy without destroying the relationship — or yourself. This episode is about self-awareness, accountability, healing, and growth.Whether you’ve struggled with jealousy or been on the receiving end of it, this conversation is real, necessary, and transformative.🎙️ Topics Covered: • What jealousy really is and where it comes from • How jealousy shows up in romantic, platonic, and family relationships • Signs of unhealthy vs. healthy jealousy • The emotional impact jealousy has on trust and communication • Tools to confront and combat jealousy in a healthy way📅 Originally streamed live on Facebook – Wednesday 12/17 📺 Watch, reflect, and join the conversation👍 Like 💬 Comment 🔔 Subscribe for more real conversations on healing, growth, and relationships#ParreapyPodcast #JealousyInRelationships #HealingConversations #EmotionalGrowth #RelationshipTalk #SelfAwareness

In this episode of the Parre’apy Podcast – Behind the Artist Series, Parre sits down with Kansas City’s own Ron Kay, an artist making major noise with his raw authenticity, lyrical storytelling, and unmatched work ethic.Ron Kay opens up about his journey, the struggles behind the music, the moments that shaped him, and what’s next for his career. This is a real, unfiltered conversation that gives you a deeper look at the man behind the mic.🔥 In this episode, we dive into:Ron Kay’s upbringing and early motivationsHis creative process and writing styleThe real-life experiences behind his musicKC’s music scene and where he fits in itUpcoming projects, goals, and what fans can expectA personal conversation about growth, pain, and purposeIf you love artist stories, inspiration, and genuine conversation, this is an episode you don’t want to miss.📢 Make sure to LIKE, COMMENT, and SUBSCRIBE to stay locked in with more interviews and behind-the-scenes stories.🎧 Available now on all streaming platforms 📲 Follow @ParreapyPodcast & @RonKayKC on social media

In this chilling episode, we dig into the dark and disturbing case of Terry Blair, one of Kansas City’s most unsettling serial killers. Join Parre as we explore his early life, the warning signs, the victims, the investigations, and how Blair’s crimes shook the community.From the psychological elements to the overlooked red flags, this episode breaks down the facts while keeping you locked in from start to finish.🔪 In this episode we cover:Terry Blair’s background and early lifeHis crimes and patternsHow he evaded suspicion for so longThe investigation that finally brought him downCommunity impact and case reflectionsIf you love true crime, deep dives, and storytelling with an edge, you’re in the right place.👻 Don’t forget to LIKE, COMMENT, and SUBSCRIBE for more haunting episodes every week.🎧 Listen on all streaming platforms

🎙️ Parreapy Podcast | Episode with Big Stric In this episode of the Parreapy Podcast, we sit down with Big Stric, a rising music artist known for his raw storytelling, unique sound, and powerful presence in the hip-hop scene. Big Stric opens up about his creative journey, the challenges he’s faced, and the inspiration behind his music. ✨ What you’ll hear in this episode: Big Stric’s path into music and artistry Behind-the-scenes of his songwriting process Insights on staying authentic in the industry His vision for the future and upcoming projects Whether you’re a fan of hip-hop, an aspiring artist, or just love hearing real stories from creatives, this episode is packed with inspiration and energy. 📌 Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe to the Parreapy Podcast for more conversations with artists, innovators, and storytellers. 👉 Follow Big Stric on social media: @big__Stric(2 underscores) 👉 Follow Parreapy Podcast:@parretmanagement_

🎥✨ New Parre’apy episode alert! We sat down with KC’s own BTS Stackin, a creative force in videography, joined by his lifelong friends Ron Kay and Murray. This one’s all about art, family, and the power of community. Don’t miss it! 🎙️ #ParreapyPodcast #KCcreatives #BTSStackin

In this chilling episode of Scary Parre, we dive into the dark and disturbing story of Lorenzo Jerome Gilyard Jr., infamously known as The Kansas City Strangler. From 1977 to 1993, Gilyard terrorized the streets of Kansas City, Missouri, leaving behind a trail of fear and tragedy. Behind the mask of a quiet trash company supervisor lurked a predator who raped and murdered at least 13 women and girls, targeting victims between the ages of 15 and 36.🔍 What you'll hear in this episode:The early life of Lorenzo Gilyard and his seemingly ordinary existenceThe horrifying details of his crimes and victim profilesHow advances in DNA technology finally led to his arrest in 2004The courtroom drama and his ultimate conviction in 2007 to life without paroleThe psychological and societal impact of his 17-year reign of terror💀 Gilyard’s story is a haunting reminder of how evil can hide in plain sight. Join us as we unravel the twisted mind behind one of America’s most elusive serial killers.👉 Subscribe for more true crime deep dives, and hit the 🔔 to never miss an episode

🕯️ Scary Parre Podcast: The Butcher of Kansas City Step inside the twisted mind of Robert Berdella, one of America's most disturbing serial killers. In this episode, we uncover the horrors hidden behind his quiet façade and the dark legacy he left behind. Listener discretion is strongly advised.

Welcome to the Parre’apy Podcast! 🎙️ In this powerful episode, we sit down with special guest MUHSYA to explore the transformative journey of healing through emotional healing. From personal breakthroughs to spiritual growth, this conversation dives deep into what it means to truly heal from within.💬 Topics Covered: – Emotional resilience – Self-awareness and reflection – The role of creativity in healing – MUHSYA’s personal story and insightsTune in, reflect, and let this episode guide you toward your own healing path. Don’t forget to like, comment, and subscribe for more soul-stirring conversations!#ParreapyPodcast #MUHSYA #EmotionalHealing #MentalHealth #HealingJourney #PodcastConversation

Welcome to the very first episode of the Scary Parre’ Podcast, where real-life terror meets Kansas City’s darkest secrets. In this chilling debut, we uncover the haunting story of The Gillham Park Strangler — a mysterious figure who once stalked the quiet trails and shadowed corners of one of Kansas City’s most beloved parks. Who was he? What drove him to commit such horrific acts? And why does his story still linger in whispers among locals today? Join Parre’apy Presents: Scary Parre’ as we dive deep into crime reports, survivor accounts, and urban legends surrounding this unsolved case. Turn off the lights, turn up the volume, and get ready to face the fear that hides in plain sight. 👻 Subscribe for more true crime and paranormal stories based in Kansas City, Missouri. 📍 Follow us: @|Parre'apy #ScaryParre #TrueCrimeKC #GillhamParkStrangler 🎧 Available on all major platforms — where the stories get darker, and the truth gets closer.

In this episode of The Parre’apy Podcast, we dive deep into the power of self-care and healing. Joining me is Jared Baber, owner of Holistic Massage KC, who brings insight into how intentional practices, massage therapy, and mindfulness can transform the way we care for our bodies and minds.✨ Topics We Discuss:Why self-care is essential for healingHow massage therapy supports mental and physical wellnessBreaking stigmas around putting yourself firstTips you can start using today to create a healthier lifestyleThis conversation is all about reclaiming peace, balance, and strength through self-care. Whether you’re struggling with stress, burnout, or simply want to learn how to prioritize your well-being, this episode is for you.💡 Remember: You can’t pour from an empty cup. Healing begins with you.

New Episode of Parre’apyThis week we’re talking Healthy Communication —how to listen, speak with intention, and argue to solve, not to win.Tune in for tips, real talk, and tools to heal instead of hurt.Stream now on Spotify, Apple Podcasts & YouTube!#ParreapyPodcast #HealthyCommunication #HealingThroughConversation

Welcome to the Pilot episode of Parre’apy—and trust me, we did not come to play. Parre T is joined by the one person who knows her better than most, the bold and unfiltered Mylah B. Together, they put Parre T in the hot seat with some no-holds-barred questions, and yes… a few surprise guests pop in to stir the pot even more.From the messiness of toxic manipulation vs. “healthy” manipulation to the mind games of gaslighting, nothing is off-limits. It’s real, it’s raw, and it’s the perfect taste of what Parre’apy is all about—healing, growth, and keeping it all the way