Til Death do us Part

With February approaching, I feel foggy when these anniversaries approach and unbearable emotions will hit your heart and you fall to the floor as if someone knocked the wind out of you. This will be the 2 year anniversary on February 28, 2024 already. Yes, already almost 2 years but it feels like everyday for me. Alex passed away on February 28th, 2022 and the first year was a blur, soo many people were breathing down my back and didn’t want me to talk about my son or fight for justice.  Then in 2023 I found my voice and started sharing his story. I was secluded for too long and it isn’t healthy to bottle up all your feelings when your grieving. The wrong ones will tell you your crazy and not listen only to avoid their lies being seen.  Everyone thought they knew how I felt and claimed to really care for my son just to find out what is going on and if anyone is going to be arrested.  I have to stay strong and keep my vision on my son and fight for what is right.  At your weakest especially in grief people will kick you down and tell you to give up and to move on. You can never move on, instead you learn how to live with the grief each day through the emotions and pain. You never forget your child and you never stop fighting, this is a national epidemic, people will not understand your pain unfortunately unless they have experience a loss like this. You have to listen to your heart and not people.  The wrong ones will drive you off course from your vision.  Staying strong is the only choice I have right now.