ᴄᴀʀʟɪᴇ ʜᴀɴꜱᴏɴ - ɪʟʟᴜꜱɪᴏɴ

You always said that I lucked out But I just feel more lost now It's all a scene, like magazines It all just pulls me under . And my expectations Like poison, I know that Stuck in this cycle I'm fine though, I'm fine . This isn't what I thought it'd be like Just an illusion doesn't sit right At every corner, there's a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet, like it was made up This isn't what I thought it'd be like Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like . Window tinted the glass I don't know where I'm at Letting go of the wheel like a basket case I don't know how to feel I don't know what I meant No, it's not really real when I'm lost in . My expectations Like poison, I know that (I know that) Stuck in this cycle I'm fine though, I'm fine . This isn't what I thought it'd be like (be like) Just an illusion doesn't sit right At every corner, there's a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet, like it was made up This isn't what I thought it'd be like Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like . You know I always Build it up just to be let down Staring at another blank wall I don't know what to believe now . This isn't what I thought it'd be like Just an illusion doesn't sit right (sit right) At every corner, there's a red light Perfect moments seem to slip by And when I wake up Tastes so sweet, like it was made up This isn't what I thought it'd be like Just an illusion what it feels like, it feels like