
Megan Daubert Podcast
42 episodes
Sarah Benibo: Seeing lament as a vital connection to God
Deeper look at a beautiful poem written by my daughter after the first year of dad's brain injury
What No One Could Have Prepared Me For: Invisible Loneliness
Lacey Jervis shares about dysregulation of the nervous system & the ultimate trauma informed Healer
Brain injury and going out to eat, managing daily needs and how much we still need people
Ep 36Still struggling with feeling alone, but there is evidence that He is working behind the scenes
We're back for more! Megan returns to talk about their story but also shares the vision of what else is in store for us this season. As brain injuries 'happen to the whole family' not just the survivor, this reality is becoming clearer and clearer in our every day lives. I want to see improvements in every area but we just aren't yet. Come along for the ride, we can be crazy together!WebsiteInstagramSubstack
Ep 35First Interview After the Brain Injury
Michael - the man himself - joins Megan on the podcast to say hello and chat a little bit about how he is doing. If you know what you are looking for in his responses and recovery journey, you will find some of this fascinating to watch. Join the community of Megan Daubert Podcast on Instagram or YouTube and sign up for the emails to get the newest episodes and details about what is coming next! Join my email listInstagramYouTube
Ep 34The Body Holds Memory, Healing Prayer, One Year Mark
Megan shares about the one year anniversary of Michael's accident and what unexpectedly happened. She discusses the mystery of healing prayer and how to hold it in tension when the miracles don't seem to happen. Book she mentions: The Familiar Stranger by Tyler StatonWebsiteInstagram
Ep 33I'm Not Ready for Any of This
Megan shares about the day she decided to say yes to a new career and then moments later met the man that saved Michael's life on the soccer field.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 32Total Failure or Goal Realization
Megan shares about the self betrayal she felt towards her own expectations and experiences. She tells us what her time capsule goals for 2024 were and how they lined up pretty well with what played out. Book mentioned in episode: Katherine Wolf's Treasures in the Dark https://amzn.to/4pgPALxwww.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 31Is This a Blue Christmas?
Megan shares her honest feelings on the holidays post brain injury recovery. It's been said that holidays can bring out the loneliest, hardest and deepest of feelings and that may be true after all. But we are not without hope!www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 3040 Years
There was a time when we weren't certain if Michael would ever have another birthday. Thirty-nine years seemed too unfinished. When November rolled around we were all ready to celebrate Michael big time. Well actually, every body but Megan. Megan shares how grief impacted her desire to celebrate in a normal way.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 29Ugly Birds
Megan shares about Mike's exit from therapy as well as a trick her counselor taught her of how to manage other people's griefs and emotions. Megan also shares what she learned from her time at an event with Rita Springer.Rita Springer's website/new album: https://www.ritaspringer.com/homewww.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 28Midnight Thoughts
Megan shares about the trouble she had sleeping and how her subconscious would overwhelm her thoughts at night. She reflects on her dislike of "endings" and how the Lord is transforming her approach to them.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 27Another Death
"The dream that didn't happen is as much of a loss as losing the one that did." from page 5 of "As Long As You Need" by J.S. Park.In Episode 27, Megan gives us a glimpse into the work and dreams lost as a result of Michael's accident and brain injury.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 26Episode 26 - Limitations and New Mercies
Megan shares about the frustration she felt as time continued and limitations were everywhere. From brain injury deficits to tennis lessons to missing papers to parenting, nothing seemed to be easy. Megan also shares a vision or word of encouragement from a friend at her church.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 25Episode 25 - Managing Anger and Finding Hope
Megan shares about Michael's experience with Hyperbaric Oxygen Therapy and shares some personal stories of when things got really tough behind closed doors.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 24Episode 24 - Battling the Comparison Game
Megan highlights the summer trips they took last year and talks about the feelings and new challenges it brought up for her while living in close proximity to people in "normal" relationships.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 23Episode 23 - The Last Email Michael Sent
In this episode, Megan recalls the last email Michael sent to the whole family just hours before his accident and the impact it had on the family. Megan also begins to touch on the grief her kids were experiencing.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 22Episode 22 - Can't Shake It Off
Megan shares about finding a new brain injury doctor in Richmond, VA. www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 21Episode 21 - Meant to Lament
Megan shares some of the load she was carrying last summer when everyone was finally back home together. Even the small burdens felt big during this transition season. Megan takes a moment to try and explain why lament is a crucial part of the healing process but we so often get it wrong.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 20Episode 20 - The Recycling Obsession
Megan shares examples of what living with memory loss is like for Michael and the family. She goes into a little deeper detail of the tension she felt at home with the grief and joy. Will the brain heal in a way that he remembers all the parts of life that made up who he was? Or will healing be like starting over again as a new person?www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 19Episode 19 - The Overprotective Wife
In this episode, Megan shares stories on what life at home is like and illustrates the complexities of brain injury healing. She talks about how she is able to keep going, recognizing there is purpose in these trials.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 18Episode 18 - First Week Home
In this episode, Megan shares her emotional journey as she recounts the first week home after Michael's rehabilitation. She reflects on the challenges of adjusting to their new reality, the joy of reconnecting with family, and the overwhelming nature of medical appointments.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 17Episode 17 - Coming Home
Episode 17 - Megan reflects on the ending of their time at Shepherd Center in Atlanta. They flew back home to re-enter life in their new normal, which Megan acknowledges isn't anywhere near normal.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 16Episode 16 - Changes and More Changes
Episode 16 - Megan shares some of the ways they had to prepare for coming home from the Shepherd Center and reflects on the emotional struggle it was and still is. www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 15Episode 15 - When Your Friend Is a DPT
Episode 15 - Megan chats with Anthony Gregoria, a long time friend of theirs, who just so happens to be a Physical Therapist and got to see Michael's recovery at many different stages. Anthony is a perfect example of how when passion and purpose intersect God will use you in big and small ways to change lives.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 14Episode 14 - A Treasure in My Dark
Episode 14 - Megan passes on encouragement from Katherine Wolf's book "Treasures in the Dark" after a special moment with Katherine in her hometown of Atlanta. Check out this link to recommended readings on my Amazon Storefront. www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 13Episode 13 - Emotions Start Catching Up
A week of visitors leads to an outside (life after rehab) perspective beginning to form in Megan's mind. Her daughter joins them in Atlanta and they both witness some hard changes in Michael. The fear of the future can seem too heavy at times.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 12Episode 12 - The Role of Connections in Healing
In this Episode Megan is joined by her friend, Jenny Collins, who was able to visit them at the Shepherd Center in Atlanta. Jenny shares her insight from her time there and speaks about the role "soul connections" seem to play in a person's healing.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 11Episode 11 - No Filter
Megan shares some of the humor and moments of joy during their stay at Shepherds Center. She also reflects on the possibility of a silver lining from memory loss in terms of rebuilding the life and person who Michael was before his accident.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 10Episode 10 - My Illusion of Control
Megan shares more examples of Michael's memory deficits during therapy and reflects on the team-wide meeting where she learned more about what we might expect going forward in recovery. She describes the seemingly backwards act of letting go of control of a situation and what that is meant to produce in us.
Ep 9Episode 9 - Seeing the boys for the first time
Michael's boys got to visit him in Atlanta and it was the first time they saw him since his accident. It was both beautiful and hard. Bringing some of home into the hospital helped Michael remember who he was but it also made the gap between "what was" and "what is" even wider. Megan shares some of her reflections on what was going on internally in her mind during these weeks.www.megandaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 8Episode 8 - 30 Second Memory Loop
In this episode, Megan reflects on her initial observations of therapy, the overwhelming role of caregiving, and the profound love that emerges through adversity. We begin to see Michael's memory and awareness emerge but it's sitting at alarmingly low levels at this point in his recovery.www.megandaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 7Episode 7 - But I don't want to be in the wilderness
Megan shares about assessment day at the Shepherd Center and her struggle to process the loss of the man she knew. She shares about what the Lord told her through His Word that morning and encourages listeners to recognize the voice of the Lord in their own lives.www.MeganDaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 6Episode 6 - The Flight to Atlanta
Megan shares the story of the medial flight down to Atlanta and the initial arrival at Shepherd Center. This was another point of transition for her and Michael as they left behind the initial stage of emergency care and moved into the acute rehabilitation stage. www.megandaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 5Episode 5 - The Power of Presence in Times of Crisis
Megan and her best friend, Rebekah Butterfield, discuss their journey through trauma, grief, and the importance of friendship and community support during difficult times. They reflect on their shared experiences of loss, the complexities of grief, and the beauty found in deep connections amidst suffering. Their dialogue emphasizes the significance of simply being present for one another and the power of community in healing.www.megandaubert.comIG: @MeganDaubertPodcast
Ep 4Episode 4 - Initial Effects of Brain Damage
In Episode 4 Megan recalls how Michael's cognitive recovery was a significant challenge as Michael struggles to recognize loved ones.The emotional toll on Megan was profound as she navigated her husband's condition. She chose not to bring their children to the hospital initially to protect them from trauma. She did bring their oldest in finally but it wasn't a good moment.www.megandaubert.comIG: @megandaubertpodcast
Ep 3Episode 3 - Trial of Extubation, Psalm 23
Michael spent 10 days in the cardiac ICU. He finally got the brain MRI where damage was seen in the thalamus. We didn't know the full extent of the brain damage just yet. Extubation was successful so the next step was to seek out a long term rehab facility. Megan shares how vulnerable and exposed this time in the hospital felt. www.megandaubert.comIG: @megandaubertpodcast
Ep 2Episode 2 - The Next 48 Hours in ICU
In this episode, Megan shares her journey following her husband's cardiac arrest and subsequent health challenges. She recounts the emotional turmoil of informing her children, navigating the ICU experience, and the overwhelming weight of responsibility that fell on her shoulders. Megan reflects on the support from family and friends, the uncertainty of medical outcomes, and her search for hope and faith amidst trauma.Chapters00:00 Introduction to a Life-Changing Event00:36 The Cardiac Arrest Incident02:37 Facing the Unknown: Telling the Kids04:35 The Hospital Experience Begins06:58 Transitioning to Higher Care10:43 Hope Amidst Uncertainty12:24 Navigating Trauma and Decisions17:45 Confronting the Reality of Trauma20:47 Finding Faith in the DarknessDevotional Book referenced: Jackie Hill Perry's "Upon Waking"
Ep 1Episode 1: The Night of Trauma
Megan shares her family's journey following her husband's anoxic brain injury, detailing the events leading up to the accident, the emergency response, and the emotional aftermath. Through storytelling, she reflects on the challenges of coping with trauma, the importance of community support, and her personal healing process.Chapters00:00 Introduction to the Journey10:49 The Emergency Response18:46 The Aftermath and Reflection32:16 Outrowww.megandaubert.comIG: @megandaubertpodcast
Ep 1Trailer Episode
trailerMegan shares her personal journey following her husband's cardiac arrest and subsequent brain injury. She discusses the concept of ambiguous loss and grief, the purpose behind her podcast, and the importance of faith and community in navigating hardships. Megan aims to provide encouragement to others facing similar challenges, while also documenting her family's experiences for her children and husband.00:00 Introduction to a Life-Changing Event01:46 Understanding Ambiguous Loss and Grief03:09 The Purpose Behind the Podcast05:07 The Role of Faith and Community in Healing06:02 Looking Ahead: The Journey to ComeMusic: Scarlett by Dodo Danciu, Artlist ioIG @megandaubertpodcastWebsite www.megandaubert.comYouTube @MeganDaubertPodcast