My Fear [Prod. By Kloudbeats]

My Fear I am kinda scared of what's going on Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2) I am kind of scared, I can feel again, Or at least I think I can, I’m terrified, cause I'm not quite sure, I don’t want to be the man that I was before, I can feel myself shifting, My spirit lifting, lifting And falling back down, falling back down I hold on to these chains Oh so tightly If I let go, Will I walk the same path? If I let go, will be lost once again, Drawn to the familiar, Running back to the past, Am I going nowhere? I am not ready, No one ever is, I fear these returning emotions, I hold these chains, yet I have the key I do not move, But pray someone will set me free. I am kinda scared of whats going on Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2) I'm constantly confronted with my demons,
 I try to kill them but they just keep breathing, 
I watch silently as the voices keep screaming,
 On the outside I'm fine, while the inside keeps bleeding,
 But I will not be beaten, 
I'm the master of my mind, even if I'm weakened,
 I don't like to lie, sometimes the Devil creeps in, 
He comes in many forms, many languages he speaks in,
 He shows me my temptations because I am from Eden,
 He wants to steal my Soul, that is all he's seeking,
 As I search for God, my faith begins to deepen, So I follow Jesus Christ and He becomes my teaching. I am kinda scared of whats going on Gotta put down the fear and follow God (2)