Hypocrite [prod. Lebanon Don]

Hypocrite I'm a hypocrite what I say is contradicting with what I do, yeah (3) I’m a hypocrite I don't know what it is but I've been giving in to my sins lately (2) I started chasing sparks in the middle of a park now I’m lost in the dark I can see a lot of sharks I just gotta board the ark i know the End is coming I can hear the warning in my spirit the demons keep on haunting me I know God is calling me I feel the vibration But I keep inviting the wicked man, satan It's hard to tell the Truth I don’t wanna be hated but this is where I’m at I feel so degraded I've fallen back into my temptations to my wicked ways I thought I was upgraded yet the old stays How many more days will I try to fade away I don’t wanna keep on living in this carnal mind state don’t follow blind snakes I know my mind strayed this is really high stakes I’ve gotta fall down and let the Light break me fallen back asleep oh can you please wake me shake me, do whatever it takes just don’t forsake my soul I'm a hypocrite what I say is contradicting with what I do, yeah (3) I wanna be transparent with my life I don’t wanna hide anything from the Light Honest with my actions, wrong or they’re right I’m not gonna pretend that I’m pure white But despite my flaws, I’m still gonna write these letters of my life I hope you don’t judge me I hope you sit tight I hope you just Love me I’m swimming out at midnight trying to get above sea But I’ve been clumsy Humpty Dumpty I'm sitting on my walls Now I'm broken from the fall And I'm running from the Truth But you can’t really run from the things that you do it's me vs myself, that’s everybody's dual don’t wanna go back to being a buffoon But I’m trapped by the fact that I am just a fool So I rap in my room, when I try to talk to You and I crashed this afternoon relapsed into the fumes I’m not here too make excuses I’m just here to tell the Truth I kinda feel like Judas when I think about the group Cause every time I sin I know that i’m betraying You I need the Living Water if I’m really gonna bloom If I’m really gonna fruit I was doing well at first And then i got confused And started getting wounds But I’m coming back to You I just wanna conclude I’m a hypocrite I'm a hypocrite what I say is contradicting with what I do, yeah I’m a hypocrite I don't know what it is but I've been giving in to my sins lately I'm a hypocrite