All That's Haunting Me

Try to remember Where you came from Look for a clue To the reason you’re here The end of the road Is not far away Will you be here At the end of the road At the end of the road And if not then why If not then don’t stay around Just let the words slip away from you Just let the reasons come back to you It’s red and blue lights The entire show And you can’t really run When you are surrounded

And so we are the last ones Once again to leave The fire still blinds you And once again you’re full speed ahead With your heart on the line Am I here to think about Am I here to make amends Well I am not here to tell you what to do What if it just wasn’t murder Though you swear that it was them Am I just dreaming Would you lock me away Would I be the sinner who broke your power Who let everyone know the truth about you And so we are the last ones Once again to leave Is the light from her eyes Too bright for you to see So now the night finds you Taken to the ground You’re nothing you’re everything to me And the fire still blinds you at full speed ahead You awake for an instant Then go back into the ashes Where first you chose loneliness

Blame it on her highness Who imagines she is king Blame it on the emperor Who thinks that he is king Let there be no other Holier than this Thing that we cherish And crave like the wind And the sea So save me from the rocks on the shore Of the sea and save me from Her highness who protects me from the truth

There is a point at which we break Every one of us And everything inside you disappears And still you’re here You must go on To make me proud Make your parents glad you’re theirs And once again It all explodes And you are left with nothing but your shame To make you get up And join the fight again Join the fight again Join the fight again Join the fight again

The end of the earth is apparent to me The end of the earth is inside me Where nothing is sure and purity is slain The end of the earth seems alright to me Cry for the innocence That left you far behind Cry for the love that gets harder to find With every kiss of jealousy With every broken heart And it’s try try try And you’re always falling down Harder and harder with each passing year And further away from the warmth of her arms One day long ago You could cry Now all of those tears won’t ever see light And all of your dreams are locked up inside No one left who can let it all out Nowhere left to be alone And scream your cares away No one left to just If not for the first time Maybe the last time Would never have been such a failure

This time you will find me outside Sailing through the night Don’t look for me if you’re scared Of all that’s haunting me Don’t look at me like I’m just another guy Who once to wanted to fuck All her razors leave a mark All her actions out for everyone to see All her actions in the light Shame, shame, shame makes you run away It’s plain, plain, plain That guilty look upon your heart Don’t blame me for the pain that you dealt Tell all your friends I am not your lover Tell all your friends I am not your man All her razors leave a mark All her actions out for everyone to see All you say sinks deeper into me now All your vows are inseparable From here we can only grow further apart How can I go on to find another love All her razors leave a mark All her actions out for everyone to see Tell your friends I am not your lover Tell your friends I am not your man anymore And gravity betrays me Every night it’s on my chest Every night when I’m still wanting you Just a word would you drop me Just a word a guilty sword To help me soon forget Your razor marks

Every Saturday morning We’ll drink coffee till our kidneys explode We’ll make sense and believe it We’ll laugh until we all collide But I just want noise Turn up the gain and blow all our ears out Till justice prevails And the greedy attorney gets his veal tonight Give me more noise It’s craving and pacing and muttering sour Or give me her voice Or it will stop Take your breath away You won’t remember which way you were going I want to shine Like the stars in her eyes I want to let go Of the secrets I hide Just please please please smile

What the fuck was I thinking Not telling you I love you We both know it’s the truth But I just cannot recite it Now play dead I’m the peregrine I’ll make my presence known Now play castle queen of hearts The kingdom at your door Now what the fuck was I thinking I went and called you again Do you want to hang out and play hooky But you won’t return my call Keep playing dead to me I am the fool Who cannot let go of his dream High in your castle you’re shimmering white As the fool falls dead at the door

You were away I should have known your apathy Naivety ends in lonesome drugs and left over pain Anything to suffocate The irresponsibility your whoring proclaims in you You were away So I sent you roses and a song You had me blind In darkness and in bliss Thank you for the graciousness with which you lower me I’ll be happy and alone This is my promise to you Now you have to promise me You’ll stay away I’ll be happy and alone

You’re always tired It’s not a good sign Girls always sleep when they want to break up I’m always quiet It’s not a good sign Boys get withdrawn when they want something dirty We’re always drunk and Nothing’s your fault when The room’s spinning round and you’re just having fun You think that I am Just another guy Looking for action and I’ve proved you right Well I wonder which is going to happen first Will I clean up or will she come along The girl that I want is dirty But she makes me clean Yeah she’s a little dirty But that angry stare that stabs right through my memory It makes me feel like her dirty

Last night I came clean Clean to you after so long Years have gone by now I thought you knew When I sang brown eyed girl to you Woah woah woah Woah is the man Who will break his own heart for the words he’ll never hear And yes I’m a man But who really cares Not like it makes any difference to you Woah woah woah Well I still gotta try For a half-decent life I’m holding on holding on holding on To nothing or something or faith by a thread This is the end This is the end of my dreams coming true This is the end This is the end I am letting go of you This is the end I’m coming clean This is the end I am letting go of you

Heartbreak is a novel Written by her Who showed me the way We promise with kisses Then cry when we break them A love of a lifetime Can last just second We pray for a story that ends not alone We pray for a story that ends not in vain

You breathe the sky A warm breeze blows You break some hearts But you have many more The stars and the moon Are what you’re looking for So pull one down tonight Leaves shine like gold Remind you of home Without all the cares Because it’s raining today And you had the chance To just stay inside and sleep it away And dream of the clever things you’ll say One day when lady stays This candle shows the way Through doorways hidden from the sun Her footsteps echo through Corridors dressed in marble Diamonds in the moonlight Do you love The time when It’s spring Can you feel the sun