Blog: Spiraling and Regaining Balance
A Fag's Journey into Submission
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Show Notes
This week I spiraled hard to a FinDom, clouding my judgement and blurring the line between pleasure and abuse. Finally I caught myself and stepped back.
In this episode, I share three posts that unknowingly documented my descent and recovery:
• “Just a hole for my fuckbuddy” — the sexual high
• “Wrapping up No Nut November” — the moment I lost ground
• “A letter to my younger self” — the moment I could see clearly again
If you’ve ever spiraled, I hope this honest reflection helps you feel less alone and reminds you to take care of yourself too.